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    As a vampire spawn, Astarion needs to consume blood. As the host to the Urge, Tav needs to keep himself from slaughtering anyone else in his sleep. Being drained of blood leaves him feeling weak, dizzy, and sluggish in both mind and body.

    It’s a perfect fit, really. Sustenance in exchange for safety. Each of them has what the other one needs, and they’re both willing to trade. Tav can’t help but marvel at the symmetry of it. Their arrangement is straightforward in a way that precious little else is, especially compared to the chaos they must weather elsewhere in their daily lives. But this? Some days, this is the only thing that feels like it makes sense.


    With danger closing in on every side, Tav struggles to find a way to keep the Urge under control, and Astarion tries to figure out how to live as a free man. Along the way, their simple friendship gets a lot more complicated.

    Part of an Astarion/Dark Urge series, but can be read as a standalone story.

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