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The gym was hot. Not in the sweltering, unbearable way that made people groan and peel off layers — more like a slow, smothering heat that settled into the air and refused to move. The kind that clung to skin and sank into muscle, where every breath felt like it was pressed down by something invisible.
Yeon Sieun leaned against the wall by the exit, arms crossed loosely over his chest, watching as Ahn Suho worked the punching bag. No music played. No one else remained. The others had cleared out earlier, murmuring goodbyes or nodding quietly to Sieun as they left. But Suho hadn’t stopped. Not even when it was just the two of them.
The bag jerked with each impact, rhythm steady, mechanical. There was no flare of temper in Suho’s punches, no chaos — just precision. Calculated force. Focused silence.
Sieun’s eyes lingered on the way Suho’s shirt clung to his back, dark with sweat. The shifting muscles. The tiny movements of his hands between strikes. The way his jaw tightened when he exhaled. He hadn’t meant to stay and watch, but leaving had felt… unfinished. Like turning off a film right before the moment that mattered most.
“Don’t you get tired?” Sieun asked finally, his voice flat but not harsh.
Suho didn’t stop. “Not really.”
Sieun tilted his head. “You’ve been going at it for almost an hour.”
The bag shuddered with another blow. Then another. Then silence. Suho’s gloves dropped to his sides as he exhaled — not quite winded, but slower now. He glanced over his shoulder at Sieun, brows slightly raised.
“I didn’t know you cared about my stamina.”
There was the hint of a smirk, barely there.
Sieun scoffed, pushing off the wall. “I don’t. I just don’t want to have to carry you home when you collapse.”
“I’m heavier than I look.”
“I’ve noticed.”
Suho turned fully now, pulling off the gloves with slow fingers, sweat-slicked and red around the knuckles. He winced as he peeled the tape from his wrists. Sieun stepped closer, unasked.
“Let me see.”
Suho didn’t move. Just held out his hand.
Sieun took it, turning it over in his own, fingers careful. The knuckles were raw, a little swollen. Nothing torn, nothing deep — but enough to sting under a hot shower.
“You punch too hard,” Sieun muttered, brushing his thumb lightly over the skin. “Even when you don’t need to.”
“Better than hitting too soft.”
“You think that makes you tough?”
Suho’s gaze flicked up, landing on Sieun’s face with startling steadiness. “No. I think it makes me focused.”
Sieun didn’t answer immediately. His grip on Suho’s hand stayed light, almost absentminded, as if he forgot he was still holding it.
The air between them shifted — subtly, but undeniably. The quiet hum of tension that had always followed them now felt like a drawn wire, pulled tighter by the second.
“You’re bleeding,” Suho said, nodding toward Sieun’s lip.
Sieun touched it automatically, frowning. A faint split — old, reopened. He hadn’t even noticed. “It’s nothing.”
Suho’s eyes didn’t leave his face.
“You should clean it.”
“You gonna do it for me?” Sieun asked, voice low and sharp.
The space between them thinned.
“I might,” Suho said. “If you ask nicely.”
A beat. No movement. Then Sieun stepped back.
“Don’t get cocky.”
“I thought you liked that about me.”
Sieun turned before Suho could see the way his mouth threatened to twitch. He moved toward the bench and grabbed the towel draped over the back of it, tossing it in Suho’s direction without looking. “You stink. Dry off.”
The towel hit Suho’s chest and dropped into his hands. He laughed under his breath, but didn’t argue. He wiped at his face, then his neck, before throwing it aside and sitting down beside Sieun.
It took a second for Sieun to realize that Suho had sat close — closer than usual. Close enough for their knees to brush. He didn’t move away.
Suho leaned forward, elbows on his thighs, still catching his breath in steady, quiet inhales. “You stayed.”
“You were still here.”
“That’s not an answer.”
Sieun hesitated. “I didn’t feel like going home.”
Suho nodded. “Me neither.”
They sat like that for a while. The air was thick with sweat and the muted sounds of the outside world — cars passing, wind against the windows. Nothing dramatic. Nothing spoken.
“Why do you fight like that?” Suho asked after a stretch of silence.
Sieun glanced at him. “Like what?”
“Like you don’t care if you break.”
Sieun didn’t reply right away. His gaze dropped to his hands — long fingers, knuckles still rough from their last run-in, faint bruises along the base of his thumb. Marks that would fade, like all the others.
“I don’t fight to win,” he said eventually. “I fight to end it.”
Suho studied him. “That’s not the same thing.”
“No. It’s not.”
Something settled in Suho’s expression then — not pity, not surprise. Understanding. As if something had clicked into place.
“You always act like pain doesn’t touch you,” Suho murmured. “But I think you just got used to it.”
Sieun didn’t flinch, but his eyes flicked up, sharp. “Don’t try to psychoanalyze me.”
“Too late.”
“I mean it, Suho.”
“I know.”
But Suho didn’t stop looking at him.
The silence stretched. Not uncomfortable, but weighted. Sieun felt it settle in his chest, in his bones. Suho’s presence had always been like that — a kind of quiet pressure that forced Sieun to be aware of himself in ways he didn’t like. Ways he couldn’t ignore.
“I never said thank you,” Sieun said suddenly.
“For what?”
“The other day. With those guys behind the school.”
Suho blinked. “You didn’t have to.”
“I know. Still.”
They looked at each other. A long, level gaze. Nothing dramatic. But it felt like something cracked, just a little, beneath the surface.
Suho stood then, slow and steady. His shirt clung to his frame, collar askew, strands of damp hair falling into his eyes. He didn’t wipe them away.
“You hungry?” he asked.
Sieun raised a brow. “Now?”
“There’s a convenience store two blocks from here.”
“You’re disgusting.”
“You’re not exactly fragrant yourself.”
Sieun rolled his eyes but stood anyway.
They walked side by side into the dark, the gym door creaking shut behind them. The air outside was cooler, but barely. A thin breeze tugged at their clothes.
At the store, Suho picked up a can of coffee and a triangle kimbap, while Sieun loitered near the ramen section like he was considering stealing half the shelf.
“You’re paying,” Sieun said.
“I always do.”
“Because you’re stupid.”
“No, because you never carry cash.”
“That’s not the point.”
Suho didn’t argue. Just paid and walked out, holding the bag in one hand and sipping the can with the other.
They ended up on the curb, sitting under a flickering streetlight. The kind that buzzed overhead like it was trying to stay awake. Sieun chewed silently while Suho stretched out his legs, feet resting against the edge of the sidewalk.
“You ever think about quitting?” Suho asked, voice quiet.
“Quitting what?”
“All of it. Fighting. Running. Whatever this is.”
Sieun stared at his half-finished kimbap. “Sometimes.”
“And?”
“I don’t know who I’d be if I did.”
Suho nodded slowly. “I think I’d still be me.”
“That’s because you don’t need it.”
“Maybe. But I still do it. Doesn’t that count for something?”
Sieun glanced at him. The edges of his expression softened — not enough to be obvious, but just enough to register.
“Yeah,” he said. “Maybe it does.”
They didn’t say anything else for a while. Just sat, knees almost touching, backs curved forward like they were guarding something small between them.
Eventually, Suho shifted.
“You’ve got something on your face,” he said.
“Where?”
“Here.”
Suho reached out without thinking — fingers brushing lightly at the corner of Sieun’s mouth, wiping away a stray grain of rice. His touch was careful, absurdly so, like he was afraid Sieun would flinch. But Sieun didn’t move.
Their eyes met.
The streetlight buzzed overhead.
And neither of them looked away.