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↑ Posted by u/foxinthewater 5 days ago
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↓ I (21M) pined for my bestfriend (21M) but he thought I wanted to be a sugar daddy: the aftermath
This is lullwater's husband. First of all, yes, we got married.
You might think we're being hasty, but in my part, I do not regret it in the slightest. I like him since we're 17, so, as to said by a friend eloquently, "4 years of wanting to bleach my eyes because of your PDA."
So I realised I've fallen in love with him four years before this. My friends told me to confess but I didn't, because I wasn't sure about his feelings. It was also right after graduation and we paid our apartment's rents three months in advance, so my thought at that time was to not make things awkward. I thought, what if I showed him through actions that I loved him and hoped he would catch on? So I did everything that I could do.
Four years passed by just like that, and I was at my wits' end. I don't think he knew what he's doing to me. When he's stressed, he tends to become clingier. We don't have a personal space around each other anymore at this point, so he can just come home and find me sitting on the sofa, and he'll lay his head on my lap asking me to pat him. Or sit on my lap like a cat and content to just curl there napping. Or snuggle.
And he's so effortlessly stunning as well. He could just stand there illuminated by the sunlight and I would take notice of his black hair framing his face prettily, his serene expression, his gorgeous blue eyes, his pale skin. And then the smile that he flashed occasionally to me. Or when he dressed up for formal events and how the suit hugged his body perfectly. It's unbearable.
I tried to distance myself once because I couldn't let this go on, but then when I was taking a shower at night he suddenly entered the bathroom too and said he missed me. Or he came to the library to bring coffees and we ended up studying together. He looked deflated when I refused to eat together. It was succeeding but then he asked in a small voice if I had a girlfriend because I was away so much, and he looked so sad I couldn't lie to him.
I realised it's futile to avoid my fate then. I was trying to be content with the situation I was in, when:
My friend showed me that post, saying that it's spreading around everywhere. He thought it's funny because it's similar to my situation right now but when I read it, I know it's him. I read the comments so I knew he's going to talk to me soon so I just waited.
And he talked to me! We discussed everything, including the sugar daddy thing that was the source of the problem in the first place, and in the heat of the moment I blurted out I loved him. He didn't reply for a while, just staring at the floor that I thought I was going to be rejected, but then he said it's a lie. My husband, he's had low self-confidence. I didn't want to talk in details since it's his personal matter but I knew about it but that didn't stop me from hurting anyway.
In any case, he didn't want to believe someone like me would fall in love with someone like him, so I declared I was prepared to marry him because it's the truth since I realised I love him. I showed him the marriage form that I had since two years ago. It was enough to convince him.
There's no doubt in both of our minds, so we decided to register our marriage the next day. There's no wedding rings or extravagant ceremonies since it's sudden, only our close friends who celebrated with us, but it's the happiest day in my life. I look forward to spend my entire life with him.
lovewins 5431 points · 5 days ago
I'm so happy to read this (இ﹏இ`｡)
A hearty congratulations for you two (´⌣`ʃƪ) Wishing you two a lifetime full of love and happiness ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡
foxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
I'd like to thank you for talking to him as well. I think it gave him courage to talk to me.
lovewins 5431 points · 5 days ago
No worries (´⌣`ʃƪ) I'm just glad you can talk it out ♡♡♡♡♡
flamboyantuzui 323 points · 5 days ago
See! I'm right! You want each other's dicks!
Congratulations, though! Marriage isn't easy but once you've overcome the obstacles, it's a flamboyantly wonderful experience!
bonsaicare 428 points · 5 days ago
it took you 4 fucking years i hate you for making me watching you two dancing around each other
foxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
...Why is your account name like that?
Don't say you hate it! I know you secretly like to meddle and listen to my problem :)bonsaicare 428 points · 5 days ago
its my brothers hes the one who noticed you posting
and i dont stop with the smiley face its creepy coming from youfoxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
Whatever you say :)
I noticed you wiping your tears when we exchanged vows, you know.bonsaicare 428 points · 5 days ago
i did not fucking cry dust got into my eyes thats allfoxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
My husband just said he also saw you crying.bonsaicare 428 points · 5 days ago
i fucking hate you two
glasswingbutterfly 34 points · 5 days ago
Congratulations again! Best wishes on this wonderful journey!
foxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
Sorry again we didn't tell you. It's really kind of a sudden.glasswingbutterfly 34 points · 5 days ago
No, it's fine! I was busy that day after all so I wouldn't be able to attend
I'm just glad that it's resolved because I think your husband has been in love with you long before he realised it and I might take it upon myself to make him understand if he didn't actfoxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
Oh?glasswingbutterfly 34 points · 5 days ago
There's this period where he was so out of it. He got hit by a stray basketball, overfilled his mug until it spilled over, got so lost in thought he just sat there doing nothing and some people had to call him several times before he noticed...
But suddenly he came to work one day and his mood improved! We still wondered what happened, but after reading I think that's during the time you distanced yourselffoxinthewater 10 points · 5 days ago
I-I'm sorry for my incompetence.glasswingbutterfly 34 points · 5 days ago
Not your fault at all! Like I said, I'm just glad it's resolved!
I'll see you soon after your honeymoon :)
mitsurilover0915 1010 points · 4 days ago
conclusion: gays are still useless and i'm tired
bonsaicare 428 points · 4 days ago
youre rightglasswingbutterfly 34 points · 4 days ago
astutely summarised :)
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