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Title: Three times that he said No, One time that I said Yes
Series: A Light In The Darkness
Author: Muse
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairings: Sam/Dean,
Characters: Sam, Dean, OFC
Rating: T
Word Count: ~7,800
Summary: Sam POV. Three failed attempts at a marriage proposal and one time when he got more than he expected.
I am sooo sorry for messing with the guys this way. I truly could not help all the mushiness. I tried to remain in character and I failed immensely.
Notes/Warnings: Language, Established Relationship, SO MUCH FLUFF, WINCEST , no beta
Slow awakening
I come back into our bedroom and I notice that Dean is still in bed. He too has work this morning and I stare at him sleep and I almost feel bad that I have to wake him. He looks so peaceful, nothing like when we were on the road having to sleep on those lumpy motel beds. His face looks relaxed and I can’t help but smile at the fact that our luck is finally in our favor. I stare at Dean’s handsome face and I can’t believe that we have gotten this far and by some miracle he chooses me as much as I choose him.
“Sam, that’s creepy.” Dean says with a sleepy voice and eyes still closed.
I smile even though I have been caught staring. I guess you can’t really fight the instinct that tells you that you are being watched, when you have been trained for all your life to do just that. I am still in sweats and I climb back in the bed, towering and hovering over Dean’s body until i’m pretty much covering him whole. I place a soft kiss to his neck and he moves to allow me access.
“Can’t help it.” I say to him in between kiss and licks.
Dean snorts, making me think that I might do it more often than I probably should. But anyone who has seen Dean can testify that he is a sight to behold. I keep kissing his neck and I make my way to his lips and he kisses back lazily, the way one does when one is not one hundred percent awake. I hear him let out little moans and I know that this is turning out into more than just a kiss good morning.
When Dean moves his head to the side, I leave bite marks on his neck and I kiss each of them. “Sam, come on we got work.” Dean says, his mouth says one thing while his hands are working on getting under my shirt.
“You really want me to stop?” I respond back and i’m half way off the bed when he pulls me by my wrist and drags me back down.
“I didn’t say that.” And Dean sounds more alert now.
We end up having a quickie. Dean collapses on me and I don’t have the energy nor do I care about how his solid weight is crushing me. Dean seems so mellow that i can’t help but smile because never in my entire life have I felt this good and happy. I finally feel complete and being like this with Dean is a great contribution to how I feel. I want this moment to last forever, and in all honesty I don’t think that I could have controlled what came out of my mouth next even if I had tried.
“Marry me?” I say to him and i’m still smiling because although is completely nuts, I didn’t know I wanted this until the words leave my mouth.
I feel him stiffen atop of me, but he soon relaxes. “No.” Comes the quick response from Dean, I don’t think he heard much after marry.
Dean probably thinks is a joke, and maybe I have too many hormones in my brain after what we just did, and there is a high possibility that I am not thinking very clearly. But I don’t think I can stop myself now. “Come Dean marry me?”
He lifts off of me and and sits on the end of the bed. I turn to the side to face his back and I can tell that he is tense. I know that I have ruined whatever peaceful and relax moment with just had when I opened my mouth.
Dean doesn’t look at me when he says, “No Sam, no way. In case you haven't noticed we are both dudes not to mention brothers.” I can also hear a hint of sadness, like when you want to do something, but you simply can’t. And he finishes with, “So no.” And thats final because he gets off the bed and heads for the bathroom.
I lay in the bed for a couple of minutes before I get up and go get Dea ready before we take her to daycare.