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Jisoo dropped backwards onto Eunyoo’s bed and immediately seized all the available sheets as hers. She curled around the bundle of duvet and wrestled one out to pull completely over her so all that Eunyoo could see was a spill of brunette and pink hair on the mattress.
Eunyoo stopped in the doorway, watching as Jisoo cocooned herself in all of her blankets. She leaned up against the frame and studied the lump of sheets. Over the bed the sun was pooling bright and yellow, melting around the folds of cotton and catching on Jisoo’s hair. She’d never say it out loud but Jisoo always had this delicate, almost ethereal, quality to her.
Despite the picturesque quality to the image, Eunyoo had to stop the laugh that threatened to escape when Jisoo turned her head and peeked out of the cocoon of sheets to look back at her. One hand popped out of the pile of blankets and made a grabbing motion at her.
She stepped over the duffle bag Jisoo had dropped onto the floor of her room and climbed onto the bed. Jisoo lifted the sheets above her head, her eyes soft and cheerful as Eunyoo curled into Jisoo’s side.
Jisoo held the thin top sheet over their heads, the light shining through it just enough that Eunyoo could still see Jisoo’s face. It felt like one of the blanket forts she used to make when she was a little kid with the neighbors from down the street. She scooted closer, resting her head on Jisoo’s bicep as she wrapped her other arm around her shoulders. Already the warmth made Eunyoo drowsy, a wave of tranquility washing over her as Jisoo curled around her, hitching a leg up over her hip.
Jisoo pulled the blanket back down over their heads, enclosing them together into a pocket by themselves. Like this the light filtered muted through the pink and cream sheets, still taking on a bright yellowish color over their bodies. Eunyoo hid her smile in Jisoo’s neck, unable to help the warmth that spread in her chest as she looked at her girlfriend. She slid her arm under her shirt and set her hand flat against the small of Jisoo’s back, letting the heat soak through her palm like water to a sponge. In return Jisoo reached up and laid her hand under the curve of Eunyoo’s jaw, stroking her thumb feather soft over her cheekbone.
“Hey there stranger.”
And there she was with that wide toothy smile, a look Eunyoo had come to the conclusion was reserved solely for her.
“I would hope you don’t let strangers into your bed you weirdo.”
At that Jisoo let out a breathy laugh that fanned out warm over her face. When she laughed her nose and eyes scrunched up and her smile was wide and lopsided on her face.
Jisoo grinned and tucked a strand of hair behind Eunyoo’s ear, “Nah, just the pretty ones.”
Eunyoo rolled her eyes and propped herself up, she hovered above Jisoo with her arms on either side of her shoulders, “You’re disgusting.”
Jisoo rolled onto her back and looked up at Eunyoo through hooded eyes. She had the blanket draped over the crown of her head and shoulders, falling down around her like a cloak. Warm diffused light came in through the cotton and filled in around Eunyoo like a halo, striking Jisoo with a thought. She looked like one of those religious icons in the stained glass windows of a Christian church Jisoo had seen on one of her family’s trips to Europe when she was younger.
Eunyoo smiled and took the initiative to swing one leg over Jisoo’s hip, settling down onto her lap easily. She ran her fingers questioningly along the hem of Jisoo’s t-shirt, looking up briefly to see if she had permission to take it off. Jisoo nodded and leaned up to pull it off herself, and threw it onto the floor across the room.
Immediately Eunyoo’s fingers and the press of her palm were all over Jisoo’s sides, touching, dragging, and tracing. They fluttered about, sweeping over bold lines and smoothing over even bolder colors, before they finally fell to rest on the swell of her hip. She let her index finger scrape lightly over the outline of a snake, and paid careful attention to each scale etched neatly on her skin.
Jisoo sighed contently and let her head drop back onto the sheets. She closed her eyes and leaned up into the warm hands cradling her body. She knew it was rare that Eunyoo allowed herself to indulge in affection. It was a touchy subject with Eunyoo, behind all the false bravado and self assurance, she was inexperienced. Shy even.
It took a while for Jisoo to even realize the depth of her discomfort because of how well Eunyoo masked it behind halfhearted insults and scowls. It took two arguments and a week that consisted of persistence, numerous snack foods, and Jisoo’s constant reassurance for Eunyoo to even speak about it.
This was her first relationship, and no matter how confident she came off, Jisoo was aware of how careful she had to be with her. Vulnerability was something Eunyoo treated like a negative, and it took weeks for even the smallest opening to occur. Jisoo was proud of the progress they’d made, she knew it took a lot for Eunyoo to open up to anyone, even her.
She opened her eyes and looked up at Eunyoo questioningly when her hands stopped, freezing on her waist. Eunyoo was looking down at her, lip tucked between her teeth and eyes demure. Jisoo reached up and rested a hand on Eunyoo’s cheek, a silent reassurance.
“You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”
Eunyoo nodded and looked away towards the window, “I know, I know… I don’t want to do anything too intense… I just want to look.”
Jisoo tilted her palm under Eunyoo’s jaw and prompted her to look back at her, “Anything you want, I‘m all yours.”
Warmth raised from her cheeks and Eunyoo was nearly struck speechless from the way all of the affection in Jisoo’s eyes were focused on her, “Shut the fuck up.”
Jisoo smiled at the bashful undertone to her protest as Eunyoo swiped a finger under the drop of her ribs, taking inventory of the subtle ridge. She continued stroking leisurely along the curve of her ribcage before it creeped higher, dancing on the edge of Jisoo’s bra. She stared at the black lace pulled snug over the ample swell of her chest.
“I– Can I?”
Jisoo smiled and nodded before leaning back up again, letting Eunyoo move at her own pace. But she couldn’t hide the shiver when Eunyoo slipped her fingers under the back of the band, kneading her knuckles into the notches of her spine. Eunyoo stopped when she got to the clasps, running her fingers over the plastic and edging her nail under the clip. Eventually, she reached her other arm around Jisoo, effectively pulling her into Eunyoo’s chest, and undid the clasps.
Jisoo exhaled against her, her spine automatically curving as the weight of her chest spilled out of her bra. Eunyoo slid the already loose straps off her shoulders and watched as it dropped off onto their shared laps. Jisoo was looking calmly, intensely into Eunyoo’s eyes as she tugged the rest of the bra off and made it join the shirt on the floor.
“Lay back.”
Eunyoo’s voice came out quiet and hoarse, her eyes burning and hands soft against her skin. Without a second thought Jisoo straightened out, breathing deeply as Eunyoo studied her closely, like she was picking her apart and putting her back together again in her mind.
The blanket had long since fallen from its place and was now pooled around Eunyoo’s hips and thighs, leaving Jisoo feeling exposed and open. Eunyoo’s breath caught in her chest as she studied her girlfriend’s naked torso, catching on the tattoos and studying the stretch marks cresting around her hips. The glint of silver caught her eye, the barbell piercings standing out against her pebbled nipples.
The afternoon sun mellowed over the rises and dips of Jisoo’s skin, lighting up and showcasing every curve and bone like a statue in a museum. In that moment Eunyoo could imagine her captured in marble and still as stone under fluorescent lights. She was so achingly beautiful and it made Eunyoo’s chest feel as if it were going to overflow.
Jisoo had to look away, it had been awhile since she’d had such intense attention focused on her, especially her naked body. But when she felt fingertips ghost right above the button of her jeans, posing a silent question, her gaze snapped right back around. Eunyoo was watching her apprehensively as she saw and felt a breath cleave through Jisoo. Her eyes were wide and dark, all on her, just for her.
“Is this fine? I just… I want to see all of you.”
Jisoo couldn’t nod her head fast enough, enraptured by the blush that was slowly spreading across Eunyoo’s cheeks.
The smile that Eunyoo gave her was vulnerable and sweet, curving along her face like it belonged there. She moved down from her position in Jisoo’s lap and went to peel the faded jeans and cotton panties off her thighs. The bunched up denim got caught on her ankles like cuffs, cutting off with it any pretense of seriousness. It took some work and Jisoo had to sit up and shove them off her legs herself, but her jeans and underwear were finally flung off the bed to join the other garments.
Eunyoo took in a sharp breath, staring at Jisoo with wide eyes from her spot between her legs. She’d seen her shirtless plenty of times, stripped down to her underwear, but this was the first time Eunyoo had ever seen her naked.
“I really like you. I… I know I don’t say it a lot.”
Jisoo stared down at Eunyoo wide eyed, stunned by the admission. Any smart ass remark she even had in mind died a fresh death on her tongue.
“Eunyoo…”
“Shut up, don’t interrupt me. God you’re annoying.”
Jisoo laughed and mimicked zipping her lips shut.
Eunyoo stayed silent for a moment, leaning forward and resting her cheek on Jisoo’s knee as she tried to find the words to say.
“You… I know I say you’re annoying but you’re not. I like your stupid jokes and how your not afraid to call me out on my bullshit. I don’t know why I keep saying I hate it. I don’t. You don’t get upset with me when I say I don’t want to do stuff and it–“
She broke off mid sentence when her face got too hot to continue. She buried her head into Jisoo’s stomach near the snake, trying to mask her red cheeks and stumbling words.
It took Jisoo a few seconds to catch up with the words before she let a shy smile glow on her face. She set her free hand onto the back of Eunyoo’s head, running her fingers through the soft black locks and twirling them around her fingers. It took Jisoo a few seconds to gather her words to even reply.
“I would never push you to do something you don’t want to do. I figured out the insults a long time ago. Honestly half the time I’m egging you on just to get you worked up anyway. But I don’t mind it. I would have left a long time ago if it really bothered me.”
Jisoo reached up and stroked her knuckles across Eunyoo’s cheek. She felt breathless when Eunyoo leaned into the touch, eyes fluttering shut.
“C’mere.”
Eunyoo breathed out shakily and settled both her hands onto her shoulders, moving up so she was situated onto Jisoo’s bare thighs. Jisoo took Eunyoo’s face in her hands and pressed their lips together. Her hair fell down around their shoulders like a curtain, and this close she could smell the shampoo she used.
Eunyoo let her fingers dance over her shoulders, following the drop of her collar bones, and down her chest to the solid black lines of music staffs tattooed around the curve of her breasts. She traced curiously over her nipple piercings, grazing over the steel barbells as lightly as she could. Jisoo sucked in a quick breath and clenched her thighs together, but that was the only indication that she was affected by the touch. She was trying to stay as still as possible for Eunyoo, letting the woman take her fill without pressuring her to do anything.
The corner of Eunyoo’s mouth quirked up into a half-smile and she asked, “Are they really that sensitive?”
Jisoo nodded and raised her arms up above her head to keep from touching both herself and Eunyoo. Even before she had them pierced, she’d been incredibly responsive to any type of touch in the vicinity of her breasts. The first week after she’d gotten them done had been excruciating, if she had the opportunity she went shirtless, but she could safely say it was worth it.
She bit down on the inside of her lip and squeezed her eyes shut as Eunyoo twisted a nipple between her thumb and index finger. Every muscle tensed up as sharp and sweet sensations slid electric through her body. She wrung her hands around the slats on the headboard and tried to suck in the groan that threatened to spill low in her throat.
“Holy shit…”
Eunyoo’s eyes were wide in wonderment, drinking in Jisoo’s reaction with slight surprise.
“Eunyoo…”
The woman looked up in response, hands still hovering over her breasts.
Jisoo peeled her eyes open and licked at her dry lips, “Keep in mind what you want to do.”
Eunyoo gazed down at her with wide eyes, before nodding. Jisoo’s voice was just slightly rough around the edges, and her control was wavering underneath slim hands. At the reminder Eunyoo pulled back and set her hands on her own thighs, thinking over what she was going to do next.
“Close your eyes.”
Jisoo obliged and dropped her head back onto the pillow, trying to catch her breath. The sun was still bright, sprawling red behind her lids and falling warm on her cheeks. Eunyoo lifted herself off her lap and hovered on her knees above her. The anticipation burned on the tip of her tongue like no other, and she wondered what exactly Eunyoo was planning on doing.
Jisoo heard something Eunyoo digging through the drawer on the bedside table for a moment before her girlfriend sat back down onto her lap.
“You can open your eyes now.”
Light shone bright and white in her eyes, before she saw what Eunyoo was doing. She had a felt tip marker in her hand, the cap between her lips.
She watched as Eunyoo began doodling shapes in between the gaps of her tattoos. A flower here, heart there, she drew a devil's horn and tail on one of her abstract line tattoos of a person.
“Hold on.”
Eunyoo climbed out of her lap, walking across the room to her desk and Jisoo watched as she dug through her drawers. After a moment she turned around with a pencil pouch in hand and made her way back to the bed.
She dropped the pack of colored markers onto the bed, swinging her leg back over Jisoo’s hip to settle in her naked lap again. The room was silent as she started coloring in the tattoos, outlining and filling in the shapes with light strokes of the marker.
Eunyoo placed her hand palm flat onto her solar plexus and spread her fingers out, leaving the tip of the marker to rest in the dip of Jisoo’s collar bone. When she breathed in her chest expanded and the sun ran down her ribs, the slats of the shades pulling lines over the sheet music tattoo and Eunyoo’s hand.
Jisoo smiled and placed her hand over Eunyoo’s, smoothing her thumb over the back of her hand and watched as she tapped her fingers down her ribcage where she had music notes climbing over her skin on the thick lines of the measures.
“What song is this?”
Jisoo exhaled softly and replied quietly after she gathered her thoughts, “This is the first song I ever wrote. It was actually in my old math notebook from when I was in high school. I remember the teacher used to get pissed at me for doodling in class. I’m pretty sure that notebook had more shitty drawings and melodies than it did actual math.”
“What about this?”
She lifted her arm and traced to the messy hangul written just above the waving lines of the staffs, “This is from a note my dad wrote... He used to leave me sticky notes in my lunchbox when I was younger, telling me to have a good day, things like that. And I guess I had stuck one in one of my school notebooks. So when I went looking through some of my storage boxes and found it, I thought that would be a good thing to have done.”
Eunyoo traced the handwriting carefully with her fingernail, expression thoughtful. After a moment she grabbed the black marker and uncapped it.
“Hold still.”
Eunyoo scrawled across her lower stomach, the thin scratchy tip of the marker making it difficult for Jisoo to stay still as Eunyoo wrote. After she finished Eunyoo capped off the marker and dragged her thumb across the words.
“There.”
Jisoo sat up and tilted her head to try and read what Eunyoo had written, squinting for a moment before she finally figured out what it said.
‘Property of Lee Eunyoo’
Jisoo burst into laughter before sitting up and holding her hand out, “Give me the marker.”
She pushed Eunyoo back, pulling her shirt up just enough to reveal her stomach. Her stomach jolted at the touch, her hand nearly flying up to grab Jisoo’s wrist as she spread one hand over her navel to keep her still. Eunyoo watched wide eyed as Jisoo began writing above the waistband of her skirt. Her stomach flipped and she swallowed the overwhelming feeling that was beginning to well up in her.
‘Property of Yoon Jisoo’
“There, now we match.”
Eunyoo reached down and traced along Jisoo’s handwriting, eyes wide as she took it in.
Jisoo felt the smile spread across her face as she watched Eunyoo’s expression burn through several different emotions.
Jisoo leaned forward and wrapped her arms around Eunyoo, pulling her down onto the bed and rolling on top of her, “You’re so cute.”
Eunyoo smoothed her hand down the line of Jisoo’s spine, face burning and chest unbearably full, “Fuck you, I hate you.”
Jisoo carded her hand through Eunyoo’s hair, smiling into the top of her head, “Sure you do.”