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Sapnap ran his hand through George’s soft brown hair, as he cuddled the smaller man that was currently asleep after the eventful night. Sapnap had to admit how much he liked the way George felt against him, how pretty he was in bed.
Guilty weighed heavily in Sapnap’s heart as he gently kissed George’s soft pink lips one last time. Guilt flooded his heart, but for some reason this was worse then the sex.
Why was he so guilty about that one thing? He just fucked George’s brains out. What was a kiss compared to that?
Nothing really.
He wanted more of George.
If there’s one thing he could take from this experience is that George is top notch, of course Dream would be the one to pull in someone like him.
After all Dream himself is incredibly handsome. No doubt George fell in love with him so early, his best friend was incredibly charming and all-around an amazing person, so sweet and kind.
It just made everything all the harder.
The pure jealousy Sapnap felt thinking about his best friend and his other best friend being together wasn’t right, he knew that. But did it stop him? No it did not.
Ever since Dream and George started dating he couldn’t stand being around them when they were showing affection to each other in just small ways. The anger that filled him was immeasurable.
He never understood what made him feel that way, it’s not like he loved his best friend… right?
Wrong, he was so wrong to think that.
Having George right next to him in real time, after what they did, in Dream and George’s bed, Sapnap knows the answer to that question now.
Looking at George with saliva running down his face, Sapnap couldn’t help but giggle. He was just so cute!
Rapping his arm around the pretty boy as his thoughts started to cloud his mind as to what was to come. What would they tell Dream? Were they even going to tell him? What was going to happen to them? Sapnap hopes that they at least stay friends. He doesn’t think he could go on if they were no longer friends after this, but he’d understand if that’s what George wants.
Taking another look at him Sapnap felt all his fears go at ease, George was his best friend! He loves him right, even if it’s platonic.
Though after the night they spent together, it had Sapnap guessing. Maybe George had a thing for him after all, and he was just to stupid to realize it.
Sapnap didn’t think that someone like George could ever be into him. George was far too perfect for him, too beautiful.
Maybe or maybe not.
Sapnap tensed up as George turned to lay next to his chest.
God if he wakes up now. Sapnap couldn’t talk to him about this. Not now, possibly not even later.
What would Dream think? Is the only thing Sapnap could think about. Not George laying right next to him, basically on his chest.
Letting out a small breath, Sapnap tried to get himself under control. Guilts a killer.
‘Maybe coming clean is the way to go’ Sapnap thought but was immediately shut down due to the fear he felt just thinking about it.
No matter how much Sapnap wanted to come clean to Dream, he knew he shouldn’t, it wasn’t his place.
It doesn’t matter if Sapnap didn’t want to talk to George or not, he had to when he wakes up. No matter what.
He can’t run away from this, not now, not never.
He has to be a man, even if he loses his best friends.
So when George wakes up, Sapnap knows what he has to do.
Talk to George about everything that happened. Even if it hurts.
Especially if it hurts.
Whether they choose to tell Dream or not didn’t matter at this point, what matters is George knows exactly how he feels.
He wants to tell George that he’s in love with him, even if there is a chance that George rejects him. Which is a big one.
So when George wakes up Sapnap wouldn’t run, he wouldn’t push anything on George, he’ll be honest about how he feels, and what he needs.
But some things are easier said than done.
Sapnap hopes this won’t be one of them.