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Kotaro and Sakura were together. Technically. If you looked at it from a certain angle or read between the lines.

…They were just hooking up. Completely sexual relationship and make outs without any emotional attachment involved (at least that’s what Kotaro thought was happening) Not the best thing technically that a manager should do, but whatever…It was hard to think when Sakura was in front of him and then it became a brain exercise to justify what their new relationship had become.

Either way they weren’t exactly dating. Kotaro couldn’t find the mental justification to ask her out and express his feelings for her. He was just a tool to sort of let Sakura run out her lust and hormones. That was it.

Still, Kotaro’s current goal was to sort of…subtly just spend some time with Sakura alone in a non-sexual way. Not dates. Okay dates. It was just hard to steal Sakura’s time away from the other girls. The time that he and Sakura could spend together was sporadic.

…Okay! I’ll do something normal with Sakura instead of rushed and quick, and it will be cute and it will make her enjoy my company and then maybe I can trick her into dating me!!!!! YEAH! Let’s go!!!  Kotaro thought up his current goal.

He needed whatever date he went on with Sakura to look normal though so that the other girls didn’t threaten to interrupt it. It was stressful and honestly annoying to smooth clothes out quickly when it seemed like the other girls would walk in. And it made Kotaro incredibly mad to be interrupted! He always ended up taking his anger out on the girls the next day just because he couldn’t finish. It was a bad habit.

But a normal movie date didn’t risk feeling like they were going to be caught.

Kotaro set up Sakura’s favorite movie, a nice blanket, some pillows, some popcorn, that sort of thing. He then waited for Sakura to sneak into his study- he had memorized and analyzed the times that she seemed to sneak in because she required his attention.

As predicted, between 10 and 11 pm she sneaked into the study, trying to avoid the others. “Kotaro—Hey. Um. I was…I was wondering…”

She’s so bad at being direct that she wants sex! Kotaro snickered to himself. “If you could watch a movie!” He cut her off and put words in her mouth, “Don’t worry, I got it! Here! I set up everything so you could relax!”

“Oh.” Sakura said. “Oh! Um. Okay!”

“Get your mind out of the gutter! It’s a normal movie. Nothing pornographic.” It was a romantic movie, he had looked for some good romcoms for Sakura. “It’s not to put you in the mood or anything! I just thought you might want to relax to a movie today. If you’re not up for it we could just watch it separately, in the same room, next to each other!” That was just together! He was bad at asking for things and being direct so he made some ludicrous claims.

 “N-no! I want to watch together! We don’t need to watch separate but actually together!” Sakura responded hurriedly. “I’m up for that. That sounds really sweet, Kotaro.” She giggled, noticing how the study looked already set up for a little movie dates. “Sorry, have I been too demanding physically?” She was wondering why Kotaro had suggested this, and misunderstood instantly thinking Kotaro might be tired today.

“No! No! No. I’m very fit! You haven’t been too demanding at all! I very much enjoy your demands…I just thought it would be…um…a nice change of pace if we could do something more…domestic and normal?” Kotaro suggested.

Sakura’s face brightened up and her smile became radiating. “So…like a date? Are you asking me on a date?” She asked hopefully.

“N-no! No! It’s not a date!” Kotaro lied, his face getting red and steaming. “Let’s just watch the stupid movie, okay???”

Why am I lying??? I WANT IT TO BE A DATE! I am trying to date her!!!! Kotaro wanted to scream at his own stupidity.

Sakura didn’t seem to mind how stupid he was though and just shyly smiled and curled up on the couch in Kotaro’s arms.

He felt happy and at peace in that moment, cuddling Sakura and resting his chin on the top of her head and nuzzling up to her. He didn’t care about the movie at all anymore, he just wanted to hold her.

Nothing could put him in a bad mood after this, he decided!

The movie would have been perfect, peaceful, Kotaro would have kept cuddling up to Sakura all night, it would have been great, if the door hadn’t opened and Lily hadn’t walked in.

Kotaro took his hands off Sakura and she bolted to the other side of the couch.

“I can’t sleep, Mr. Tatsumi….I just keep having dreams about my Papi and I was wondering if you could watch something with me like he did on TV…You’re bigger than everyone else and a guy like him and I wanted to watch something on TV with you--- “ Lily paused.

Sakura and Kotaro were already watching something.

“Hi Lily!” Sakura squeaked awkwardly waving.

Kotaro sighed and paused the movie.

“Oh. Um. You’re already watching something! I was wondering where Sakura was…Did she have a bad dream too?” Lily asked curiously.  

“Y-yeah…I had a bad dream that only Kotaro could fix…” Sakura lied.

Kotaro nodded. “Even if she didn’t have a bad dream, what we’re doing is normal! Sakura has a lot of movies to catch up on because she died and I have a laptop and movies to watch so everything is completely okay and normal and I’m not doing anything inappropriate or bad!!!” Kotaro panicked and lied.

“I’m not judging you! Watching movies is super normal!” Lily said hurriedly, “I just want in!” She pumped her fist in the air, excitedly.

Kotaro’s heart sank.

“O-oh. Y-yeah….” Sakura looked slightly unsure how to handle this too, and tried not to be embarrassed and awkward, “T-there’s…No real reason Lily shouldn’t join, is t-there? Especially if she can’t sleep…” Sakura tried to fumble into an answer, and her fumbled response was kindness. She was too kind for her own good.

“…Yeah. It’s not like we were on a date or anything….” Kotaro’s voice was absolutely venomous. He glared at Lily for cockblocking him, not that she could see it.

“Yippee!” Lily smiled and walked up to them, sitting between Kotaro and Sakura since they had made space for her when they had pretended, they weren’t cuddling. Both Kotaro and Sakura didn’t seem happy that she had chosen the space between them, but she was oblivious to that. Lily looked excited and glanced at Kotaro.  “Hey. Um…Can I ask something embarrassing?”

“No.” Kotaro frowned.

“Can I lean on you? I did that with my Papi and it…would just kinda ease my mind…” Lily mumbled.

“Go ahead and do what you want. Not like anything can go any worse about this.” Kotaro sighed.

Lily smiled and leaned her head against Kotaro’s arm and cuddled up to him affectionately.

Now Sakura started glaring at them too. Kotaro shrugged with one arm.

Why are you mad at me??? You’re the one who invited her???? He wanted to say. I’m trying to be nice to your stupid cockblock friend because you invited her!!! He was unaware Sakura was just jealous Lily was taking her space leaning against Kotaro’s arm.

He started the movie again and Lily quickly fell asleep because the romance bored her.

Nothing romantic happened that night. And Kotaro was just more and more frustrated that he had been interrupted.

Kotaro got interrupted again the very next day. This time by Saki.

He hadn’t tried anything new to win Sakura’s heart this time. Getting cockblocked during his movie date had been a major hit to his courage.

His heart was hurting, but luckily Sakura was the medicine. She had approached him during one of their dance practice breaks while he was working in his office, still grumbling to himself.

“You look like you’re in a bad mood. Can I help~?” Sakura asked soothingly, moving her hand to his shoulder to rub it and give him a seductive look.

“I’m not in a bad mood!!!!” Kotaro was still frustrated and didn’t realize he was being hit on. “Why would I be in a bad mood??? Did you think I wanted to spend some alone time with you yesterday and stupid Lily interrupted it??? Why would I be irritated at having to cheer up Lily from her nightmares???”

“Kotaro….It’s just us.” Sakura sighed, trying to get him to stop being so loudly angry.

What does she mean by ‘it’s just us?’ WAIT. Does she realize I am irritated and disappointed because I DO want to spend time with her??? In hindsight he was being pretty obvious about that. What if she knows about my feelings??? Did I accidentally tell her I love her during orgasm or something??? We HAVE been hooking up for a month now. I could have accidentally leaked that! God! I probably did! What if she knows about my feelings??? Oh no. Shit. She knows everything! Kotaro panicked.

Really Sakura just knew he was being obvious about his irritation at getting interrupted. And she wanted him to be slightly more honest with her instead of yelling constantly.  Not that she was very honest either since she had been hooking up with him for a month in a bid to get him to fall in love with her. So she couldn’t completely blame him for not being direct.

Sakura decided to move past his irritation at Lily. “Why don’t I cheer you up?” Sakura almost purred, “I’d love to make you feel better as your number 1…” She rubbed his shoulders trying to make him happier.

“Cheer me up? And how are you going to do that—” Kotaro grumbled as Sakura demonstrated what she was going to do by stepping over his armrest on the chair and onto his lap.

Kotaro wanted to tell himself that what he needed was not….more casual sex. This was not the way to get Sakura’s affection. But unfortunately I’m still running through those 10 years of horny without Sakura and all my horny has caught up to me now! His body was incredibly desperate for her and always instantly reacted when she did anything even somewhat sexual to him. His hand shot out and grabbed her waist to pull her in closer and help steady her on his lap.

 Sakura smiled affectionately, straddling him and linking her hands behind his neck so she could hold him. She leaned up to give him some playful teases with the aspect that more was coming soon. Sakura’s lips always lifted his mood instantly. He hummed against her and put his hand in her hair to move her mouth closer to his as he hungrily accepted the affection she was offering him.

The teasing kisses quickly got a lot more hot and heavy when Kotaro sucked on Sakura’s lips and licked them to get her to open her mouth for him and he let himself explore her mouth and tease her tongue until she was bucking her hips in his lap needily. Kotaro moved his lips down to her neck to suck on her skin as he moved the hand on her waist to her hip to help her grind against him. She made a panting needy sound.

“A-am…I mm ahh yeah, right there…. doing a good job, Kotaro~?” Sakura asked as Kotaro kissed down her collar and sucked her skin in the places she liked.

They always got into it pretty quickly like they didn’t have much time together. Maybe it was because they lived with 6 other people. Maybe it was because they felt the need to not waste anymore time due to one of them being undead. Maybe they were just horny.

“Stop taking control…” Sakura whined, her hand deep in Kotaro’s hair helping him take control of her body. “I wanted to take c-control for once and help you cheer up….” She admitted.

Cute. So cute! Kotaro thought, his hand going up Sakura’s shirt to fondle her breast and pull her boobs out of the cup so he could have full access to them.  

“Hn…I always f-feel like we’re kissing for my sake instead of y-yours…I get horny so easily and I feel b-bad because I want to take care of you too!” Sakura admitted, her eyes closed and small tears in her eyes from the relentless teasing he was doing to her. Her body couldn’t keep up with the grinding, she always felt so needy from it, especially because he’d change the place his erection was rubbing when it hit her in an especially nice way and she made a needy noise. He just enjoyed teasing her! And she was feeling bad that she was already so wet and desperate from just a little bit of this, and already close to coming in his lap.

Kotaro hurriedly pried open her shirt so he could kiss down her breasts and suck on her tits. He playfully kissed down her chest until he was licking her nipple and grazing it with his teeth. What is she talking about? I get horny easily too! And we’re not just kissing for her sake! I’m incredibly super selfish, it’s clearly for my sake too! I wouldn’t agree if I wasn’t into this! Kotaro wanted to yell at her, but he was currently busy. He managed to take his mouth off of her nipple for a second though, it still coated with his saliva.

“I love seeing you needy and desperate for me, so don’t feel bad about not taking care of me or whatever.” Kotaro assured, “You’re doing an absolutely perfect job of cheering me up~.” He slowly grinding his hips against her again, this time pressing harder and holding her hips so she couldn’t move and could feel his clothed cock press against her harder and deeper as if to illustrate this.

“K-kotaro!” Sakura yelped. “Ahhh~.” She clung to him, “N-now…” She begged.

Kotaro pretended not to hear her and kissed her neck in the way she liked, which helped muffle his own moans because he found it embarrassing to show Sakura how into this he was. She melted.

“A-ahh~ Mmm…T-that’s good that I’m cheering you up…” Sakura moaned affectionately when he went back to a slower pace, although she clearly was trying to grind against him a little faster for her own needs. She pressed his face closer to her neck with her fingers deeply in his hair as she sighed and tried to inhale his scent. “Why do you di-distract me every time? I really wanted to take care of you this time…”

Kotaro’s hand had wandered back to her breast to squeeze it, it was always so big in his hands, and he loved touching them. “It’s not your job to take care of me. Idols don’t heal people’s hearts this way.” He teased, “It’s my job to take care of you and your needs, not the other way around, soooo what I’m doing is the right way to do these things!”

 He was too focused on Sakura’s breasts to notice that she frowned when he said it was his job to take care of her. He was unaware he was the one accidentally putting distance down between them.

Kotaro stopped grinding Sakura against himself and lifted her up so he could flick her panties to the side. She was soaking wet. Instead of unzipping himself like she clearly wanted he did what he did frequently and slid two of his fingers inside of her to start fingering her.

If she’s horny I can get her off with my hands. That’s probably the right approach! He was incredibly horny too and desperately wanted release, but a part of him still felt incredibly guilty about sticking his dick in Sakura even when she was asking for it. He really did need to tease her so much that she was begging him for it because otherwise he didn’t believe her that it was what she wanted.

“Ko-ko-kotaro…” Sakura glared at him a bit as she breathed heavily from the fingering. “I want bigger.”

“More fingers?” Kotaro teased, “Why of course!”

“Kotaro!”  Sakura hissed as he slipped in another finger.

He knew exactly what he was doing, but he did actually enjoy fingering Sakura quite a bit. Part of him could trick his brain into thinking it was procedural and professional, and also he loved feeling Sakura’s insides and making her moan.

“That isn’t what I asked for…Stop being stupid….” Sakura whined.

“Should I buy a dildo or something and use that on you? Is that what you’re asking for??? What would the other girls think if they found out I had a dildo in my office??? I couldn’t explain that I needed it to penetrate the horny zombie in my midst!” Kotaro teased.

Sakura clung to him because his fingers did make her feel good. “Mm! ~♥ Kotaro…T-that…Isn’t what I want.”

“Oh? Then what is it you want?” Kotaro gave her another heated open mouthed kiss. “Use your words, Sakura!” He teased, between quick kisses.

“Mm…Aaahh~ Hmmm…” Sakura moaned, “D-dick now. NOW! Put it in me now, Kotaro!” Her hand went down to the zipper on his fly.

Kotaro chuckled. He loved when she was impatient. Well…It would be wrong to deny her! He was secretly so excited to be inside of her too. “Okay~. Whatever you want, Sa-ku-ra.” He agreed, finally taking his fingers out of her.

The door opened just as he had agreed to put his dick in. They knew the whole song and dance. Sakura jumped out of Kotaro’s lap and started smoothing out her clothes and trying to fix them. Kotaro frowned but went into damage control mood immediately, even though he slammed his hand down on the desk and said “DAMMIT.” Really loudly.

“YOOOOOOOOOO SHADES!” Saki yelled, “Have you seen Sakura---Oh.” Saki stopped looking for Sakura when she saw Sakura awkwardly standing and buttoning up her shirt. “There you are! I’ve been looking for you!” Saki grinned. She paused. “Wait, what are you doing in here???”

Sakura tried to smooth out her skirt and clothes, standing as still as she possibly could, although her face was very red and she looked very embarrassed since she had to stop what she was doing, she sighed in slight annoyance.

Kotaro just sat still, not getting up from his chair since he currently had a very visible boner which he didn’t want Saki to see. “She had an outfit malfunction and I was helping fix it.” He said simply.

“OHhhh.” Saki nodded, believing that, but narrowing her eyes at the lack of sewing tools out.

“What did you need, Saki?” Sakura asked, smiling awkwardly. “I should probably stay in the study for a bit, because of the…tear in my clothes that needs to be fixed, sooo if you could tell me what you need I can get on it right away!” Sakura suggested.

Kotaro nodded, smiling a bit that Sakura intended to stay. As soon as Saki left, they were going to get right back into it!

“Oh! I can keep you company while you get your outfit malfunction repaired then!” Saki volunteered, not being able to take a hint. “I was just looking for your company, Sakura. I wanted to complain and vent! And I’d hate to have to leave you all alone with Shades. He’s probably just yelling at you and making you feel bad for an outfit malfunction!” Saki was ready to defend her friend. She went to the couch and flung herself on it so she could stay.

“…He never yells…Unfortunately.” Sakura sighed, still thinking about their sex life.

ARGH. Why can she not take a hint??? LEAVE YOU DUMB ZOMBIE SO I CAN FINISH SCREWNG YOUR FRIEND!!!!! Kotaro screamed internally, feeling absolute frustration. He hated Saki in this moment. He almost considered the possibility that she knew about them and was creating a conspiracy to steal Sakura’s time away from him.

“It would be better if you left and waited for Sakura to be available to complain to. I think she feels awkward about you being here.” Kotaro defended, “The tear in her clothing was in her undergarments after all.”

Sakura blushed. “Kotaro! Why did you say that???” She looked embarrassed because Kotaro had been touching her undergarments but this probably looked incredibly weird to Saki.

Saki’s eyes widened. “Oooh! That makes sense. I was looking you over and couldn’t see any outfit tears, and I was wondering why you were buttoning up your shirt.” Saki nodded, believing it. “Don’t worry! Sakura and I aren’t uncomfortable with me staying though!” She spoke for Sakura, “I’ve seen her panties a lot! We share a room after all. Hell, we’ve bathed together, I’ve seen her naked a lot.”

I want to kill her. I want to re-kill her so much. Kotaro gripped onto the desk, trying to channel his jealousy into holding something. I’ll see Sakura’s panties and Sakura naked way more than you, so SHUT UP!

“Um…W-well…It’s okay because we’re both girls!” Sakura said hurriedly, immediately trying to defend to Kotaro why Saki had seen her panties and her naked. She just didn’t want him to get the wrong impression that Saki was interested in her when she was trying to get him interested in her. Her damage control was very bad though, because she still wasn’t thinking very much.

Saki frowned and looked at Sakura confused. “It’s fine because we’re roommates…I don’t know why your brain jumped into making things sound weird between us, but maybe that leans into what I was going to complain about!”

Without waiting for Kotaro and Sakura to give her permission to stay in the room while Sakura’s outfit was fixed up, Saki went into a rant, just pretending Kotaro wasn’t even there because he was annoying.

“It’s just SO FUCKING HARD TO GET LAID!” Saki screamed, “We’re zombies so our options are limited since we can’t exactly share are secret with randos, so that means that our only choices are each other, Maimai, Ookaba, and Shades! That’s only two fuckin men! And Shades is too annoying to even be considered even if he is the last man on earth, but Ookaba would not be interested!”

I’m sorry…Did she proposition Ookaba???? Kotaro knew he should ask about that, and should scream at her for being such a horny idol, but he felt like he’d get in trouble if she walked up to him and grabbed the collar of his shirt and saw that he currently had an erection so he decided to just pretend he didn’t exist. He looked at Sakura, hoping she could solve this.

“Like, I don’t know much about these idol rules, but it’s so annoying to be horny and having no options!” Saki complained, “And it’s even more annoying when I have to third wheel Ai and fucking Junko who are constantly flirting with each other and horny for each other, and they might be able to shoot their shot, but I don’t get to shoot mine with anyone! Like…You get me, Sakura! Don’t you think it’s unfair that they’re the only ones in this house who are ever going to get laid???” Saki demanded.

Sakura blushed, “Uhhhh…..” She nervously laughed, still feeling bad that she wasn’t currently getting laid. “S-should you really be complaining about this stuff in front of Kotaro, Saki? I’m sure he’s going to get mad.” Sakura glanced at him, “You don’t think idols should be horny, right?”

“I can’t control you. I gave up.” Kotaro shrugged, not helping get rid of Saki at all because he assumed if he yelled at her for being horny Sakura would be mad at him since he was currently helping her with her horniness.

Sakura pouted at him. She tried to figure out a way to get rid of Saki

“Shades is just a fly on the wall. Pretend he isn’t here, because if he thinks he can yell at me, I’m going to kill him! He’s the one who made me a zombie after all, and it’s unfair that he can probably get laid all he wants, but I can’t!” Saki complained.

“…You’d be surprised, it isn’t at all whenever I want, because you zombies are sucking away my life force with bothering me.” Kotaro hissed, glaring at Saki and trying to get her to leave. If it was whenever I wanted, I’d be screwing Sakura right now! GET LOST SAKI!

Sakura glared at him, assuming he was complaining about her. She walked up to him and flicked him in the forehead and glared.

“OW. What was that for???” Kotaro groaned. She was pretty strong as a zombie.

“Figure it out yourself.” Sakura glared, upset that Saki made it seem like he could get laid from anyone, and that Kotaro had complained about how he couldn’t because she was sucking up his time. “Hmph.” She turned away from him, crossing her arms.

Saki sat up, putting her hands on her knees, instead of lounging on the couch upside-down like she had been. She was picking up some sort of weird vibe. She decided to ignore it.

“Why not ask Yugiri for help though?” Sakura suggested, “Yugiri’s very pro sex stuff! If you’re looking for someone to…help you with your hormones, why not try with her?” She tried to give Saki a solution just in case Saki suggested the same thing she had of asking Kotaro for help.

Saki laughed, getting back on topic with Yugiri being brought up.  “Yugiri’s out of my league! Yugiri’s out of everyone’s league!!!”

“Why are you even complaining to Sakura? She’s not like you!!! She’s focused on idol stuff and idol stuff only!” Kotaro finally got angry and frustrated that Saki would not leave, and slammed his hand on the desk.

Saki frowned. “You don’t get Sakura in the same way I do! We experience the same pain! We’ve gone through struggles together…” She glanced at Sakura, “She was the person who cried with me when we realized we were never going to grow up. It sucked! But she’s my comrade in arms I can complain too!”

Sakura frowned because now she felt a bit bad for trying to shoo Saki out just so she could get some dick. “Oh Saki…” She sighed.

Kotaro grinded his teeth. She’s so nice to her friends! Way too nice for her own good! That’s something I love about her, but still….I want Saki gone! I can be a little annoyed about this even if this is something I love about Sakura!

“SO YEAH!” Saki smiled, “Does it bother you too as much as me???? I mean, I don’t even know if you were sexually active back in life, so maybe you don’t feel like you’re missing out! Maybe you have a really low sex drive!”

Kotaro started laughing and covered his mouth with his hand. LOW SEX DRIVE??? Sakura??? Yeah. No.

Sakura turned red when Kotaro started laughing. “Um! I wasn’t sexually active when I was alive, no. I was—I mean am, a virgin.” She immediately corrected, “And I just don’t really think about it! I mean, we’re zombies now and we should just make the best of it? So I don’t think I’m really the right person to complain too…” Sakura tried to lie since she was getting laid pretty regularly. Not that Saki knew that.

“Wait. Are you complaining to Sakura because you’re trying to subtly hit on her or something dumb???” Kotaro realized, “First off, don’t do that in front of me of all people! It’s awkward as hell! AND ALSO YOU ARE BOTH IDOLS! MIGHT I REMIND YOU IDOLS SHOULDN’T HOOK UP WITH OTHER IDOLS!” He screamed, getting jealous again. He slammed his hands onto the desk and was about to stand up to sneer at Saki and lecture her, but he quickly sat back down noticing the very visibly wet spot on his pants. “I would never support you two hooking up! I hope you two know that!!!! You’re idols, dammit and shouldn’t be doing that stuff!”

Sakura’s mine! Stop hitting on her!!! Well she’s not technically mine because we aren’t really together yet, and we never had that talk about only hooking up with each other, but I thought it was implied! I’m the one helping her with her hormones, not you, Saki! GET LOST. Kotaro wanted to shove Saki out of a window for even sounding like she was hitting on Sakura.

“No! No! I wasn’t hitting on her!” Saki said quickly, “Well. Um. Whatever anyone’s up for! I’m just complaining because I’m a little horny—” Saki got a little embarrassed. “We’re friends only! Don’t worry!” She defended.

Kotaro glared at Saki and made a mental note to give her more meaningless work so she couldn’t busy Sakura’s time.

“Um. Sorry, Saki. If you were trying to hint at something I’m going to have to turn you down.” Sakura frowned, awkwardly “…I like someone else.” Sakura awkwardly said, glancing at Kotaro.

…Guess that is the easiest way to say that Sakura already has a side piece helping her with her needs! Kotaro thought, unaware Sakura was confessing her feelings to him.

Sakura frowned when all he did was give her a tiny nod instead of making any other reaction to her clear interest in him.

“Oh! You do?” Saki seemed surprised. “Well, that’s fine! I like someone else too! Doesn’t mean I can’t be horny!” Saki complained. She started lounging again on the couch. “Still I want to be there for you if you like someone, even if you haven’t realized you’re horny yet! Like what you did for me!” Saki offered. “Is Shades done fixing your underwear yet???” Saki asked.

Kotaro just frowned.

“Well! We’ll find you new underwear! You can deal with going commando for a bit! Come on! Let’s complain together like we always do!” Saki offered, getting up and pulling at Sakura’s arm.

Unfortunately, Saki won out even if Sakura was looking for a way to protest and she was dragged out of the room. And Kotaro just got in a worse and worse mood because he wasn’t currently kissing Sakura.

Not like he could pull her back to him in his present state anyway.

He’d probably have to deal with Saki and yell at her after he cleaned up and finished at this rate. He was feeling so blue balled and frustrated.

And now he was jealous too! And it was all Saki’s fault.

Are the recent interruptions my fault? Kotaro wondered. Maybe I need to lock doors better or keep the other zombies busy….NO! No. My goal wasn’t to have more sex with Sakura. He was just feeling unsatisfied because he hadn’t gotten to finish inside of her, or at all. He had been too upset to jerk off.

My goal is to get Sakura to fall in love with me. Yeah. Yeah! And maybe…the reason our relationship is just casual right now, is also my fault. She had seemed upset for some reason several times during that Saki conversation. And it had also occurred to him that they hadn’t really talked about the whole exclusive thing yet.

He wasn’t sure how to broach that subject since he was just ‘helping’ her out with her hormones. Maybe it would come up naturally in their next encounter. Maybe…taking his time with Sakura was the trick to get her to fall for him.

Every one of their encounters had always been so hurried and rushed since they were constantly worried about being discovered. And Kotaro wanted to take his time with Sakura! I deserve to take my time with her after the last two times I was interrupted!

He slipped her a crumpled note like they were dumb little schoolchildren the next day. He passed her in the hallway and just subtly passed it off to her in her hand.

Come to my room, 11 o’clock. It read.

Sakura nodded and ripped up the note before anyone else could see. She was incredibly excited because Kotaro never asked her for his time, it was always the other way around! Something was finally changing about their relationship, and he was finally expressing some interest in her!

She couldn’t contain her excitement and her surprisingly, good mood the rest of the day. Nobody was quite sure why Sakura was so happy because whenever they asked, she said it wasn’t really anything. Everyone thought it was a little weird.

Still Sakura managed to put on her cutest underwear that night and she sneaked off to meet Kotaro. She was rarely invited to his room in specific, so this was also exciting for that aspect.

She turned the doorknob and entered his room, which he had tidied up quite a bit for this so that it wasn’t just a mess of idol costumes.

“I came as requested, Kotaro.” Sakura smiled, twirling a strand of hair around her fingers nervously.

Kotaro’s room looked different than she was expecting. He had spruced it up quite a bit to make it not look so sad, and make it look quite romantic. It was unfortunately a little cringey in the way he had tried to make it romantic. He had gotten a bunch of romantic looking candles and lit them to make the room seem less stuffy and had put rose petals on the bed (that he had gotten better blankets for, for Sakura’s sake. Smoother on her skin).

Sakura didn’t swoon like Kotaro had wanted, but she did giggle into her hand a little, because it was cute that he was trying so hard.

“So…What would you like me to do for you, Ko-to-ro?” Sakura walked up to him, trying to be flirty as she put her hands on his shoulders to pull him down, “Since you were the one who called for me today, I assume we’re working out your hormones? Well, consider me your servant! Any desire you have I’ll grant it. I’m all yours.” Sakura promised.

Wait. Does she think I’m horny???? Is that what she thinks is happening??? I JUST WANT TO SEDUCE HER! I want her to fall in love with me! Kotaro tried not to frown. He knew Sakura was incredibly horny and the way to her heart was unfortunately probably through sex rather than idol stuff, so he should probably run with this.

He grabbed her by the chin and she squeaked as he tilted her to look up at him.

“What I want is to make love to you for hours on end, until there’s nothing in your little head except me and the pleasure, I’ve given you” Kotaro said firmly.

Sakura turned bright red and steamed. “O-okay, Kotaro…” She agreed.

Kotaro leaned in to kiss her.

“You’re the only one ever in my head whenever we’re intimate though. You should know that better than anyone.” She said softly, pulling herself up to close the gap and kiss him.

“Sure didn’t seem that way when Saki interrupted us and dragged you off…” Kotaro accidentally grumbled to himself, between kisses. “Seems like you weren’t that into my attention then.”

Sakura giggled and kissed his cheek. “Did Saki make you jealous? Is that what this is about?” She teased, her hand rubbing into his white dress shirt, before slowly starting to unbutton it. “I do want your attention! And if you’re worried about Saki hitting on me or something, why would I want anyone other than you?” She kissed him affectionately again.

Lots of reasons. I’m kinda trash. Kotaro thought. He huffed and tried to put on the persona of someone romantic instead of someone who was self-loathing. “Sakura…” He moaned against her soft, affectionate kisses. His hand wandered to her waist, holding it gently. He broke apart and led her over to the bed so that he could kiss her in a more comfortable position for both of them.

Sakura sat down like he led her and he embraced her like she was something very precious.

“Nothing to be upset over.” Sakura soothed him, playing with his hair as he kissed down her neck, “I lo- I want you, not Saki.” She reminded lovingly, as he adorned her with affection across any part of her skin he could find.

“I’m not jealous.” He lied between kisses. “I’m….just reminding you I’m the best option for your needs. Only I know about your body this much! I’m the one who can make you feel the best.” Kotaro hissed accidentally way too possessively.  Stop being jealous! Be romantic! ROMANTIC! Kotaro yelled at himself.

He needed to be romantic with Sakura, gentle, meet her sexual needs for her to consider him as a potential romantic partner, please her, remind her over and over again why he was the best fit for her, he needed to make her his, and the only way he could figure out how to do that was through her incredibly gluttonous and voracious sex drive.

He’d be slow this time, take his time, make love instead of having a hurried casual hook up.

He undressed her slowly and gently, caressing every part of her body lovingly when his fingers brushed against her soft skin. He kissed her hand, looking up at her before moving to her cheek again to kiss her cheeks lovingly as his fingers traced out her stomach, her hip bones, and the skin that he normally didn’t have the time to be slow with. His hand slowly went down to between her thighs to open her up and give her some stimulation when he realized Sakura was getting needy, and he caressed her inner most parts while continuing his gentle, adorning kisses across her body.

“W-what…Ah~ what…Do you want tonight? How do you want me?” Sakura whispered, trying to meet his lips when she could to kiss him back. She was already panting and breathless, moaning from every little touch and kiss he gave her.

She shifted a leg to be around his as he fingered her. She held onto his broad shoulder blades lovingly clinging to him, trying to match his gentle pace. She reached up to his face and caressed his cheek with her fingers, secretly wondering if tonight was the night, she’d get him to take his sunglasses off. She loved touching him.

“I already told you what I want, Sakura.” Kotaro whispered in her ear, nibbling it lightly. “I want to wake up with you tomorrow morning. I thought I told you, I plan to make love to you all night.” He said dominantly.

Sakura smiled in that bright and radiating way that she did when she was really happy. She hid her face in Kotaro’s shoulder, accidentally moaning into it when he sped up the pace of his fingers between her thighs instead of just giving her a steady, tantalizing pressure.

Kotaro had never woken up in bed with her. She had never done that, and the way he told her he was going to make love to her made her feel insanely happy.

“I know you want that…” Sakura cooed, “But I meant more of how do you want me?” Sakura said seductively, dragging her hand slowly down his chest, down to his cock. He had taken off his clothes much more hurriedly than how he undressed Sakura. Sakura touched the tip with her thumb and held it firmly with her hand.

“Hnn…S-saku-sakura!” Kotaro made a hissing sound when she did that. He stopped fingering her for a moment to delicately move her hand off of him, giving her fingers another light kiss.

“Kotaro.” Sakura frowned and moved both of her hands to his cheek to force him to look down at her. “You were the one who asked for this encounter this time.” She reminded.

“Y-yeah? So? What’s your point?” Kotaro asked, wondering why she was frowning.

“I want to fulfill your needs this time.” Sakura told him, her voice gentle and soothing. “So please let me touch you too, this time.” She gave Kotaro a quick smooch. “What do you like best? I want to know it.” She pulled him down to her to embrace her tightly.

She’s so beautiful! She’s so sweet! Her gaze, with her beautiful red eyes looking up to him like she actually wanted to take care of him made him feel so lucky. I love her so much, but there’s seriously no need to take care of me!

He rarely let Sakura touch his dick. He put himself in when she was begging for it near the end, but every time she tried to touch him or offered to get him off with other body parts that weren’t her vagina, he turned her down. He existed to make her dreams a reality. Why should his pleasure be important? That wouldn’t win him any favors or Sakura’s heart, and he was plenty happy going without any stimulation if she was happy.

“Don’t worry about my needs. You don’t need to do anything.” Kotaro tried to console her.

“But I want to!” Sakura insisted.

“What I want is for you to have as many orgasms as possible. I want to see you happy. I want to make you smile. I want you to feel how much I care about you in my actions.” Kotaro tried to express his love in words without saying how in love with Sakura he really was. Each desire of his he expressed through another gentle kiss under her eyes and on her cheek, thinking about how much he loved her.

Sakura didn’t smile though from that. Instead, she groaned. She squirmed and rotated herself a bit. “So basically you asked for me for some of the same old thing, of making me feel amazing, being the one in charge of all the foreplay, barely letting me explore your body or touch you at all, and then probably putting your dick in me at the very end, probably some point in the morning, is that right?” Sakura asked, annoyed.

“N-no! No! I planned for this time to be very different!” Kotaro insisted, hearing how frustrated she was. I read some stuff on body worship!!! I’m going to do an even better job of pleasing Sakura! “I’m the one who has what it takes to make you feel good! So it’s not the same old!”

“I know you have what it takes! I just…” Sakura sighed, “I want to have it too. I thought maybe you wanted me this time…” Sakura looked sad.

CRAP. Crap! Crap! Am I getting boring in bed??? Is that what Sakura’s complaining about now???? Do I need to look up and research some kinkier stuff for her? Kotaro panicked, not understanding what she was complaining at all but reaching a seriously different conclusion.

His plan had been to make passionate love to Sakura until she saw him in a more positive light, until she was over stimulated and could barely move from how much pleasure he had given her body so she HAD to like him. Sure…A lot of that plan had involved more tongue and fingers than dick, but he really liked going down on Sakura. He planned to whisper compliments to her all night and actually praise her body and speak affectionately, to try to up the romantic mood. And now…Sakura was annoyed at him for some reason???? Was he boring in bed????

“I do want you! I always want you!” Kotaro reassured quickly. “I want you more than could ever be expressed in words! I want you more than anyone could ever want another person!”

Sakura looked annoyed, like she didn’t believe him. “When you sent me the note to come to your room, did you want to have sex for yourself or for my pleasure? It was for me again, right!? It wasn’t for you at all.” Sakura accused.

Ack! Ack! I made her upset! What did I do???? How did I mess this up??? Kotaro panicked, trying to figure out how to reassure her, not realizing she just wanted him to let her touch his dick. “Um…Well, yeah I want you to have a good time too…” He got awkward and nervous not sure how to respond.

“Were you even horny tonight? I bet you wanted me in your bed tonight to either make it up to me for being interrupted by Saki, or for some other ulterior motive! Maybe to motivate me to save Saga or something.” Sakura was now accidentally getting louder with her frustrations, since he wasn’t saying what she truly wanted that he was incredibly horny and needed her, and maybe that he was in love with her? She was just frustrated with a variety of things, including that she didn’t currently have a dick in her.

It…Wasn’t to save Saga, but I sure did have an ulterior motive! I wanted her to fall in love with me! Kotaro’s expression cracked, because there was definitely an ulterior motive. “Um. Uhh….I just…I wanted to spend time together.” His voice cracked as he tried to be quiet about his honest answer.

Sakura’s eyes widened in shock. Suddenly her irritation disappeared. “Kotaro! We can spend time together then!” She reassured him, her voice sounding giddy and affectionate as she rubbed her cheek against his. “We don’t have to have sex every time we meet up, you know?” She giggled, “We could even sleep together in a non-sexual way. I would love to wake up with you next to me and just sleep and cuddle! I would enjoy that so much!” She reassured him. “If what you want is some companionship, I’d be more than happy to give it.” She was just so happy that he wanted to spend time with her, any time with her, at all.

Doing things for him didn’t necessarily need to be sexual for her. She wanted him to fall in love with her too, and she felt like this might be progress in her seductive agenda.

Kotaro frowned, when she misinterpreted completely his intentions. He glanced down quickly at his erection, completely ready and begging him to listen to his body, and very much wanting to release at some point.

“Uhh…N-no. I want the sex too, along with the company.” Kotaro assured, not sure he could get himself down to non-sexually cuddle with Sakura.

Sakura frowned. What did Kotaro want then? She looked puzzled. “Then what kind of time did you want to spend together? I don’t get it. What do you want from me?”

“Um…U-uhh. I thought I said it.” Kotaro blushed. I said I wanted the sex, didn’t I? “Do you want me to stop?” He finally asked, realizing that he should get her consent before continuing since she seemed frustrated. “Can I continue, Sakura?” Kotaro looked hopeful.

“I’m good to continue!” Sakura reassured very quickly, immediately agreeing when he looked hopeful and said he wanted the sex too. “It’s just…” She groaned again, sighing loudly. “Kotaro, can you PLEASE stick your dick in me multiple times this time???”

“Impatient, aren’t you? So you ARE feeling bad about being unable to get some dick after Saki interrupted us!” Kotaro knew he was supposed to be acting softer to Sakura tonight but couldn’t help but tease her when she was impatient. “Don’t worry though, just put yourself in my capable hands. I’ll make you feel good.” He reassured, kissing down her breasts and lowering his head to between her thighs as he usually did when he thought they might have a little longer time together and he could savor her taste.

Sakura frowned and pulled his head up by the hair with her hands. “I don’t care what you call me, impatient or whatever! What I want this time is dick, Kotaro! I don’t want you going down on me a ton like you usually do. I want lots and LOTS of dick, okay?” Sakura tried to be clear to him.

Huh? Why doesn’t she want me going down on her a ton? Kotaro was confused. “You can’t have lots of dick. Only mine.” He reminded.

Sakura groaned, annoyed. “THAT’S WHAT I’M SAYING KOTARO! I want lots of your dick!” He was the stupidest man alive.

“Ah. I get it.” Kotaro smiled. “You want to try some new positions.” She’s getting bored in bed, after all! That’s why she wants my dick so much. He nodded, completely understanding now why she was begging him for dick. “I’m up for that. But can I go down on you first? We have plenty of time together so you’ll get all the new positions you want.”

Sakura blushed, because even though she was frustrated, she did like him going down on her. “As long as you promise, you’ll cum in me lots and lots tonight, I guess you can go down on me.” Sakura agreed, “I’m not sure if you’d be as into going down after I’m filled with your come after all.” She smiled to herself. She didn’t really want to share a drop of it anyway.

“I would still be able to!” Kotaro bragged, “B-but…um….Y-yeah. Mmhmm! If that’s what you want, Sakura, we’ll try lots of new positions for you and um…I’ll do that, yeah. But only if you seriously want it.” Secretly he always did like the idea of creampieing Sakura. It came up often in his dreams and his fantasies. So if she was begging him to do it, who was he to say no?

“Why do you even like going down on me so much? Are you the zombie here or something?” Sakura teased, “Or…I guess I do kno-w---”

Kotaro started licking her entrance which was still plenty wet from the fingering. He gave her long and slow, still very affectionate licks, although he clearly was trying to eat as much of her as possible and coax as much fluid from her as he could.

“R-right there! Ah~.” Sakura moaned when his tongue flicked against her clit and then he sucked on it. She threw her head back and moaned loudly.

For trying to keep their relationship secret, she sure was loud. Kotaro loved that.

“Ahh~ Y-yeah as I was saying I guess I do know… W-what you like and want. You love me begging you, don’t you? You love teasing me…” Sakura whined as he hurried up his pace. She gripped onto his head and caressed it.

“Guilty.” Kotaro chuckled, his breath tickling her so he could respond.

“F-fiNEE!!” Sakura huffed, “If that’s what you like, I guess I can’t do anything about it!” She gave up and let him tease her easily.

Kotaro continued licking her and delved a tongue into her deeper so he could taste more, and Sakura made a needy whine as she tightened her hands in his hair. “I’m~…I’m~ sooo going to g-get you back, o-one day!”

Good luck with that. Kotaro thought, enjoying every little shudder of her body and tremble. He loved every time she tried to grind against his face to press his lips against her closer, he loved when her hands were pulling at his hair, he loved when her thighs were clenched around him. He loved looking up at the woman he loved as he made her feel great.

She was on the cusp of orgasm, he knew that.

“K-kotaro..I’m close…” She moaned, rubbing his shoulder.

“Oh~? Are you now?” Kotaro teased, taking his mouth off of her briefly even if he wanted to quicken his pace. He added a finger into her so he wasn’t just leaving her hanging. What happened to making love???? Why am I teasing her again??? “You want to beg your manager to make you cum? How does it feel, the fact that your manager brought you to the cusp of orgasm?”

Sakura moaned as he dragged his tongue against her clit again. She’d say whatever he wanted when he got her in this mood. She’d sing a song and dance for him if ordered too. “IT FEELS GOOD! PLEASE, KOTARO!” She begged.

Kotaro didn’t need to be told twice. He took his fingers out and finished eating her out, so he could clean up and residual juices and consume any wetness after she came. She came pretty quickly making sure his face remained in her crotch this time instead of removing to tease her, and even if it made it difficult to breathe, Kotaro licked up as much of her as he could.

Sakura’s orgasms were always so powerful and caused her to tremble and she was basically crying for him during them, making a variety of lewd noises. When she had finished up coming, he took his head out of between her thighs.

He knew she was sensitive after an orgasm, and tired, but he planned on making her as happy as possible tonight anyway, and he couldn’t really wait any longer for her. He climbed back on top of her, slipping his cock between her thighs, forcing her legs closed so she could rub against him and so he could tease her a little more.

She felt so good, and so warm.

“Ahh~! Kotarroo! More please! Inside, like you promised!” Sakura begged, looking up at him and embracing him again. She was tired after orgasm, but the premise of even more sex instantly awakened her.

I have a long road ahead of myself if my plan is to satisfy her enough to make her love me. She has such strong desires….But I really will be the man that has what it takes to grant them! Kotaro had to encourage himself a bit.

“You want me to be inside of you right now? Even though you’re so sensitive?” Kotaro said in a husky voice, trying to keep himself up right and not cum from the pressure between Sakura’s thighs and feeling her leak onto his cock. He wanted to be inside too! But he also just really liked Sakura begging him! “Good little zombies get dick when they tell their manager how amazing they are.” He mocked a little bit.

Sakura whined and whimpered, moving her hips against his cock. “Kotaro! You promised you’d come inside of me!” She protested.

Yeah, I guess I did promise that. Kotaro sighed. And Sakura was impatient and he was impatient and he wanted inside. If he wanted to hear Sakura say she cared about him he could coax that out while he was buried inside of Sakura, even if it might backfire on him. I have plenty of time.

He couldn’t risk breaking his promise and coming on Sakura inside of in her.

“Don’t worry, I will.” Kotaro reassured, caressing her cheek. He wished he had a pet name to call Sakura in moments of intimacy like this. “I keep my promises to you, Sakura. And I’ll do what you want, since you are my number 1.” That was the most affectionate thing he could muster.

I love you. Kotaro thought. “I’ll do anything you want. Open your legs for me, okay?”

Sakura happily obliged, moving her hand down to open herself up for Kotaro to help him inside. “You are amazing~.” She tried to help him by giving an answer and complimenting him because he was fishing for it. “You are the most important—I love—Kotaro, I—Ah~.”

The head of Kotaro’s penis was just slowly entering her as he finally started inserting himself, very slowly.

That was when the window shattered and Tae jumped inside the room.

“NOOOOOOOOO! NOT FUCKIN AGAIN!” Kotaro screamed, pulling out immediately, Sakura’s wetness dripping off of him.

Sakura immediately grabbed a blanket to cover herself, blushing even though it was just Tae.

Tae didn’t seem to make any sort of acknowledgment that they were having sex and she had interrupted. She just howled and rushed forward at Sakura grabbing her and hugging her, making grunting and growling noises. She glared at Kotaro protectively as if he had been attacking her. She snarled at him, instantly misinterpreting why he had been on Sakura and assuming the heavy breathing and look in Sakura’s face was because she had been attacked. She bared her teeth.

“GET LOST, TAE! GOD! WHY ARE YOU IN MY ROOM???? WHY’D YOU BREAK MY WINDOW!!!??? CAN I NOT HAVE A MOMENT OF PEACE??? I’M GOING TO PUT YOU IN A CEMENT CONTAINER AND DROWN YOU AT THIS RATE. JOFUKU WILL HAVE MY HEAD BUT IT WILL BE WORTH IT! AUGHHHHHHH!” Kotaro was so frustrated.

Sakura couldn’t help but giggle a little at Kotaro’s frustration because that meant he had wanted to be inside of her.

She glanced at Tae though, still extremely embarrassed. “Um…Kotaro doesn’t mean to be so mean to you, but um…y-yeah what are you doing here?” She blushed.

Tae looked sad and hugged Sakura.

“SHE’S WAY TOO CLINGY TO YOU! Shoo! Shoo!” Kotaro tried to coax Tae to let go of Sakura and for her to go away. He grabbed Tae’s arm but it just fell off and Tae growled at him, and Sakura realized Tae would probably attack Kotaro if she didn’t do anything.

“Um. Tae. I’m spending some time with Kotaro today.” Sakura tried to speak gently so her friend understood, “He’s…Um. I’d appreciate if you left because I really need to be here….”

Tae started crying when Sakura told her to leave. She didn’t let go of Sakura.

“I hate her.” Kotaro growled. “Yeah! Sakura’s spending some time with me today! Leave you dumb zombie! You can fall asleep on your own! You have 5 other girls to cuddle with! Let me cuddle with Sakura today!”

Tae hissed jealously.

Sakura grimaced, realizing Tae and Kotaro would probably physically get in a fight if she didn’t take a more active role. She felt awful because she wanted to be with Kotaro, but she didn’t know how to make Tae let her go and understand that! She sent Kotaro a sympathetic gaze. “…How about um…I get dressed and put her to bed and then come right back? I don’t think she’ll let me go because she has really bad separation anxiety, you know? She probably woke up and realized I wasn’t there and went looking for me…” She tried to explain.

Kotaro’s heart sunk. Ah yeah. Of course, she’d choose Tae over me. I was the one who called this specific hook up…It’s not like our others where we went fast and for her own needs. So of course the obvious choice is to choose Tae. He tried not to look upset.

“She’s playing on your sympathies. She’s manipulating you. She’s more aware of her surroundings than we think.” Kotaro grumbled. “She’s probably just like some feral animal marking her territory on you so she probably hates that you smell like me and she wants to convince you to feel bad for her and spend time with her instead.”

Tae looked superiorly at Kotaro and smirked, probably still not completely knowing the full connotations of the sex but hating the fact that Kotaro was the one cuddling with Sakura and that they were doing something together.

“Tae wouldn’t do that.” Sakura frowned, trying to defend Tae a little bit. Tae was her friend who she loved, and she understood how Tae didn’t completely get and understand what was happening between her and Kotaro. Still she didn’t really know what else to do besides put Tae to bed.

“She would! She’s a bad zombie!” Kotaro yelled.

Tae growled at him and pulled at Sakura’s arm.

Sakura looked really upset. She was trying to look nice to Tae’s sake, but it wasn’t just Kotaro who wanted to come! “I will put her to bed, and come right back, okay???” Sakura promised.

“You won’t…” Kotaro whined. “That little demon will pull you away and won’t let you leave her arms! She knows exactly what she’s doing! She’s just being jealous and possessive! She won’t let you leave bed with her….”

Sakura frowned. “She will! Tae’s a good girl. She’s just…clingy!” She tried to defend her friend who was still there, “Kotaro, I promise I will come back even if I need to wake up one of the other girls to hold her so that I can come back to you.”

We’re keeping this secret though. That isn’t going to happen. You and I both know it. Kotaro groaned. Sakura couldn’t risk exposing their secret just because she really wanted some dick right now. This encounter was pretty much over and it was all Tae’s fault!

Kotaro just groaned. He found Sakura’s clothes on the floor and handed them to her although Tae started gnashing her teeth whenever he tried to help her get dressed. “We agreed that the other girls can’t find out about our…activities. You know you can’t do that. I need to put my foot down for you waking up the other girls just so you can get some quick dick.” He tried to put his professional mask back on.

Sakura looked distraught, trying to figure out how to get rid of Tae then. She looked at the window that Tae had literally shattered to be with her. “Tae…Please…? Can I stay???”

Tae hugged her and drooled, biting her arm affectionately trying to mimic what she assumed Kotaro had been doing.

Kotaro put his clothes on, trying to pretend he wasn’t bummed out that he couldn’t wake up next to Sakura.

“I’m sorry…. I’m really sorry!” Sakura apologized. “I will try harder than ever to sneak out of her grip when she goes to sleep…” She promised.

“Don’t risk it. No reason to. I guess my idea wasn’t manageable anyway, with Tae….” Kotaro sighed, his voice accidentally sounding incredibly disappointed. “Guess we really do need to stick to shorter stuff with such an EVIL LITTLE CLINGY ZOMBIE AROUND THAT I’M GOING TO MURDER!” He huffed.

Sakura frowned, wanting to argue with Kotaro, but also being incredibly frustrated by Tae interrupting, not that she wanted Tae to feel bad and for her to know she was upset. It wasn’t Tae’s fault after all! “Maybe we can get her to start clinging to one of the other girls?” Sakura suggested, “Tae, do you want to sleep with Saki tonight???” She tried even though she knew she would fail.

“She doesn’t. She knows exactly what she’s doing.” Kotaro growled. “If I was having sex with one of the other girls I bet she wouldn’t interrupt!” He glared at Tae again.

“…You’re not right?” Sakura suddenly got intensely worried.

“NO. I’M NOT! I don’t have the time and energy for multiple zombies appetites, okay??? One is enough!” Kotaro’s bad mood from being interrupted was coming out even if he was trying to silence it.

Now Sakura was in a worse mood too being reminded that the reason Kotaro wasn’t sleeping with everyone was just because she happened to have a high sex drive and was draining his energy. She tightened her hands into a fist, which Tae noticed and hissed at Kotaro blaming him for Sakura’s sudden irritation.

Kotaro just put his hand on his face having no idea why Tae was hissing at him. She had won! She had Sakura!

“Go on to bed, Sakura. Have a good night!” He still sounded very irritated.

Tae smirked at Kotaro.  He wanted to grab her head and throw it out of the broken window.

“I….I don’t want to…I wanted to wake up with you—” Sakura muttered to herself, looking sad and incredibly upset for multiple reasons. Kotaro was putting his pants on though and had given up fighting against Tae, and so had she so she knew this was done. “Are you going to be all right? Can I make it up to you later? I could do…I don’t know…A tit job tomorrow?”

“Eh. I’m fine. I don’t need anything to ‘make up for it’ as you say! I can take care of myself!” Kotaro bristled, pretending to be disinterested now in the encounter because he was just so upset.

“Ugh…I don’t want you to have to take care of yourself though….” Sakura’s shoulders slumped feeling bad that she couldn’t meet Kotaro’s needs now because of Tae. “Tae. Seriously, please let me stay with Kotaro…” She begged.

“I’m not taking care of myself in the dirty way! I just mean it isn’t your problem!!!” Kotaro defended, “Go off with your little zombie girlfriend who won’t let you spend time with anyone else and sucks! I mean…Just leave, okay, Sakura? I don’t really like being in front of Tae in this state anyway even if she’s seen waaaay worse.” Like him crying over Sakura’s corpse!

Sakura looked concerned about what Tae had seen. She scowled assuming Kotaro was having orgies in the house before they all woke up. Before she could ask more about that, Kotaro grabbed her clothed shoulders and pushed her and Tae out of his room.

She couldn’t even give him a kiss good-bye. And now both of them were in an awful mood!

Tae was in a good mood though, since she had saved Sakura from being attacked!

Sakura had a big problem. And it wasn’t the fact that she was currently not getting Kotaro’s big, impressive thing in her. She was hopelessly in love with Kotaro.  But Kotaro didn’t seem to even be the least in love with her.

Her original plan had been to seduce him by saying her hormones were just at an all time high and she needed help, and hopefully sex would make him warm up to the idea of being with her romantically. But unfortunately, her hormones WERE pretty high, and her lie had quickly become a reality.

Not only that but sex with Kotaro wasn’t making him like her any better! Her seduction had failed spectacularly.

He wouldn’t ever let her do things for him in bed. It was like he was just a tool to satisfy her needs. He dealt with the whole hooking up secretly thing so professionally, and he seemed so emotionally distant in it. She wasn’t even completely 100% sure he liked it at all because he would never, ever, let her do things to make him happy too.

She had other problems and frustrations. For one, her friends constantly interrupting them was really starting to weigh on her. Tae wasn’t the only one clingy and going through withdrawal. She was too! Even if sex was a tool to seduce Kotaro, she still wanted it!

Even if she was incredibly upset the next day because Tae had separated them and she didn’t get to spend the whole night with Kotaro like she had wanted, and she was jealous of the orgies that Kotaro might have had and the fact that he could easily start helping the other girls with their own sexual needs, she was still mostly upset that she had been cockblocked.

If Tae and the others keep interrupting me, he’s going to stray….He said the only reason he’s having sex with just me is because he only has the time for one zombie. If I can’t succeed at sucking up all his time, he’ll definitely offer to help out the others. WHY HE ALREADY HEARD SAKI WAS HORNY! He might already offer his help if I don’t suck up all his time! Sakura fretted.

I’m not a good sexual partner…I don’t make him happy. He won’t let me satisfy his needs…But maybe one of the hotter girls like Yugiri or Saki he’d be happier with…Now Sakura was getting incredibly insecure when left alone with her thoughts.

She thought she had been so close to Kotaro wanting something, but then Tae had interrupted! And then the whole encounter had self-exploded and she hadn’t been able to sneak out of Tae’s grip and return to Kotaro.

My friends are just going to interrupt me…They probably all want Kotaro for themselves or something. I bet they know I’m into him and that’s why they’re interrupting us so frequently lately. Sakura chewed on her thumb, extremely frustrated at her lack of Kotaro’s attention and sex which caused her to enter a bout of baseless paranoia.

Maybe I should use their interruptions to my advantage though, if they’re going to be a problem anyway. Maybe I need to show them that Kotaro’s mine. Sakura thought. She hatched an evil plan in her head that was maybe caused by the lack of sleep she had gotten from trying to squirm out of Tae’s grip all night.

She wanted, no needed to show Kotaro how she could satisfy his needs if he would let her. She was sure if he realized how good sex with her could actually be, he’d fall in love with her.

She set her scheme in motion the following day since Kotaro was avoiding her and Tae that day because he was in a very obvious bad mood (and so was she). She gave him a day to calm down and then set off.

She knew Junko was in some sort of gloomy mood that day. That meant that she’d probably stop by Kotaro’s office for some advice and a motivational speech to inspire her. So Sakura slipped into the study before Junko could stop by. She didn’t lock the door behind her.

I want her, I want all of them, to know he’s mine! Sakura thought. She understood why they weren’t telling the other girls that Sakura was in a casual and sexual relationship with their manager. It wasn’t exactly appropriate, and Kotaro would likely get in a lot of trouble, and she didn’t want it to give the other girls ideas that they could enter the same thing with Kotaro, but…She wanted them to know he was hers! She wanted them to stop interrupting them! It was so frustrating.

“Sakura, what do you need?” Kotaro asked, “I don’t see that leech Tae with you today so….You probably have 10 minutes away from her?” He was still sulking. He was playing with a dartboard with Tae’s picture in it.

He’s so cute…He’s still that upset??? Sakura giggled. She felt bad for Tae though that Kotaro was throwing darts at a picture of her face. She was upset too, but she wasn’t taking it out on Tae that much.

“Tae’s with Saki today. They’re shopping.” Sakura assured him, “I have time away from her. I was hoping I could make it up to you about Tae interrupting us the other night.” She coyly suggested.

Kotaro groaned. “No need. I’ve got the situation figured out. I’m going to make her cut a bunch of onions! That always makes her cry so much! MWAHAHA.” Kotaro laughed wildly, “But seriously, just like I told you, you don’t need to make it up to me. These hook ups should remain as something for you. You don’t need to do something that wouldn’t satisfy you like um…I’m not going to repeat what you suggested the other night because it’s inappropriate!” Kotaro turned red thinking about the tit job. “I’m okay!”

But I want to…Sakura frowned.

Kotaro remained completely focused off of her and instead plotting against Tae. Trying to focus him up, Sakura practically threw off her clothing, immediately undressing.

“OH.” That immediately got Kotaro’s attention. He dropped the dart he was playing with. He always looked at Sakura when she took her clothes off.

I…think he might like big breasts? That’s a point in my favor, at least…Sakura thought. He always stared at her breasts when she undressed, and he seemed to enjoy lavishing attention on them and sucking on them. She thought? She assumed. She wasn’t actually sure. He liked fondling them and sucking on them, but maybe he knew they were sensitive, and that made Sakura aroused when he did that. Maybe he really didn’t care about her breasts at all.

“Let’s make up for the other night.” Sakura repeated, firmer now.

Kotaro’s brain stepped into gear. “Um. Uhh.” He swallowed. “OKAY. OKAY! I get it! Let’s make up for the other night!”

Sakura nodded, hurriedly.

“I’ve been looking up some new positions for you since you said you were bored the other day! Oh! And these positions might double as stretches for dance rehearsal, so that’s a huge bonus! Sounds productive, right? Really got to work those leg and core muscles, am I right????” Kotaro tried to make things sound casual.

When the hell did I say I was bored??? What is he talking about??? Sakura wondered. Sometimes she couldn’t understand Kotaro’s wavelength, but most of the time she tried to follow along.

Admittedly she was curious to see what he had looked up, but she put that behind her.

“That’s good! But today, um…There’s something I want to try.” Sakura confessed. “Since you couldn’t keep your promise the other night to cum in me repeatedly can we do what I want today?” She knew he always lead the encounter, but she hoped today was the day he let her lead.

Kotaro sighed. “No fault of mine that I didn’t keep my promise…” He grumbled. “But yeah, we always do what you want. You know that. This is for you, after all.”

Sakura decided not to be irritated that it was always about her needs instead of his. She just smiled. “Okay! So today I want to make it up to you about the other night and make you feel good, Kotaro—”

“OH MY GOD, SAKURA. We’ve been over this!” Kotaro argued, “You don’t need to make me feel good! I don’t understand why you keep suggesting this since you don’t get anything out of it??? Why would touching my dick, or I don’t know…a tit job or whatever you’re trying to suggest, help your hormones at all???” Kotaro did not understand. Sakura was his first sexual partner, and he couldn’t understand what she could even get out of that and he felt like he’d somehow be the one to force her to touch him if she ended up doing it. He could not believe that she’d actually want that.

“Ugh! But Kotaro! I really really want to give you a blowjob!” Sakura was just blunt, “Call it a zombie thing or something, I don’t care, I just…Please let me do it? I want to do it. I want you to need me for even a moment—” Sakura accidentally blurted out her true motivation, that she wanted to feel needed by Kotaro. She covered her mouth quickly.

Kotaro sighed but had an oddly calm smile when she said that, as if he had been guessing it was that. “I do need you, Sakura.” He assured, “More than you could ever know.” He reassured her. “You don’t need to find self-esteem sexually. If you just want to feel needed…Well, I can tell you a million things I love about your body instead.” Kotaro offered, “You don’t need to make yourself feel wanted by whoring yourself out to me and doing things you don’t want.” He told her very gently.

Kotaro was being oddly affectionate to reassure her, but it just frustrated Sakura to no end.

Has he never had a girlfriend who just wanted to suck a dick because she wanted to suck a dick??? What is he talking about???? Why does he think I don’t want to suck his dick??? I’ve been asking to for awhile!!! Sakura wondered. “You’re misunderstanding me!” I do want you to need and want me and sure I’m hoping that a blowjob will make you feel that way, but I also just want to! “I’m just into the idea of giving you a blowjob. It’s not something I don’t want! I don’t know where you got that idea.” She sighed.

Kotaro turned pink when she said she wanted to do that.

The door cracked open. As Sakura predicted Junko was probably going to butt in.

“Shit. Hide!” Kotaro ordered.

“Can I please? Please?” Sakura asked, as she dove under the desk.

“Fine! Do whatever you want! Just stay hidden and quiet while I deal with WHATEVER!” Kotaro harshly whispered, not really realizing what he was saying and just wanting Sakura to shut up so she didn’t get caught.

He felt relieved when Sakura completely hid herself under the desk, disappearing as Junko walked in.

“Mr. Tatsumi…I was wondering if I could trouble you for some advice.” Junko fidgeted, looking at her hands as she slowly walked in. “…Were you talking to someone? Was someone here?” She asked, having heard Kotaro whisper something.

“No. Nobody’s here.” Kotaro lied, “But I don’t think I can really help you with your dumb problems right now, Junko. It’s not the best time. I was…doing something.” Kotaro said vaguely.

Sakura rested her head on Kotaro’s knees, getting comfortable in her hiding place. I’m something.

Kotaro smiled a little to himself when Sakura put her head on his lap. He pet her hair affectionately.

Junko glanced at the dart board of Tae’s face. She frowned since Kotaro looked happy to be just throwing darts at a picture of Tae’s face. And that wasn’t particularly something that should keep him busy! “Mr. Tatsumi…” She scolded.

“I’m not in the mood to solve your problems for you, Junko! Go talk to Saki, Lily or Ai. Or even Yugiri! Anyone but me.” Kotaro continued, purposefully leaving Sakura’s name out of that list.

Junko’s gaze snapped back to him since Ai had been mentioned.  “But…That’s the thing! I don’t feel okay telling anyone in our inner circle about my problems. It’s about…How I feel as a person.” She blushed, being vague, “I don’t feel good enough for Franchouchou…”

“Don’t care.” Kotaro tried to cut her off, not feeling bad for Junko.

Sakura grabbed the hand that was stroking her head and Kotaro thought briefly she was scolding him for not being nicer to her friend.

“That sucks. I mean!” He corrected, “But I’m really not the person to vent to. I’m very busy.” He insisted.

Sakura kissed his fingers and stuck one of his fingers in her mouth to suck on it, never intending to scold Kotaro for trying to get rid of Junko. She just wanted to suck on his fingers a little.

Kotaro’s ears turned red, but he experimentally added another finger into her mouth.

He tastes good. I love the taste of his skin. Sakura thought, sucking and wrapping her tongue around him.

Junko smiled. “You are absolutely the right person to talk to! And I know you aren’t busy.” She called him out and went into a rant instead of leaving. “I’m so old fashioned and I’m not sure if I’m good enough to stand by Ai’s side. Everyone else would tell me I’m being silly, but you would tell me the truth, Mr. Tatsumi. You’re very blunt. I trust your opinion.”

….Wait, is Junko trying to make a move on Kotaro? Why does she trust him so much? I’m the person who should trust him most in the world….Sakura thought. He’s mine.

Well, she had plans to solidify that Kotaro was hers to stupid Junko. He had said she could do whatever she wanted as long as she was quiet and hidden!

Kotaro’s bulge was starting to become visible in his pants, Sakura noticed. It was probably from sucking on his fingers and from briefly seeing her naked. It was surprising, but he got hard quickly from seeing her naked or her being blunt about how she wanted sex.

Maybe he’s so legendary that he can get hard on demand? When I say I want sex, his body seems to respond immediately. Does that mean he wants sex too, or is he just trying to meet my expectations? Sakura wondered.

She took his fingers out of her mouth, dragging her tongue along them once more and then kissing his hand. She then moved her hand down to his fly to unzip him.

“Quit it.” Kotaro whispered, annoyed, realizing exactly what Sakura was trying to do. His other hand went down to get Sakura to stop by grabbing one of her hands and squeezing it.

I wish he would lead me to unzipping him….Sakura mentally complained.

Junko sniffled, starting to cry a bit. “S-sorry…Sorry. I’ll…try to be less emotional.” She assumed his quit it was for her.

Sakura moved herself closer to between his legs and kissed his fingers again, hoping that would get him to leave her alone. She licked his fingers again and his hand started trembling and relented letting Sakura go when her teeth grazed his skin.

Oh! Did he like that? Sakura wondered. He made no more sign or motion to move Sakura away and in fact he was getting harder.

She unzipped his fly, making sure to let his fingers graze her teeth now since he seemed to resist her less when she did that.

Kotaro accidentally opened his legs a bit wider as if to invite her. His other hand went back up to cover his face, embarrassed once he realized what Sakura was intending to do.

“You…Sure you really…want to do this?” Kotaro hesitantly asked, accidentally speaking to Sakura in front of Junko.

Junko was stupid though and assumed he was talking to her. “Ask you for your advice? Absolutely. I value your opinion.” Junko responded.

Sakura removed Kotaro’s fingers from her mouth and kissed his wrist lovingly and gently. She then, finally, grasped Kotaro’s cock in her hands.

Yes! I’m touching it! Finally! Sakura thought, celebrating mentally even though Kotaro hadn’t given his full permission. She tried to grip him gently.

Kotaro bit his lip, glancing at Junko who was still in front of him. It was so hard to communicate with Sakura when she was in hiding!

He moved his hand to Sakura’s hair, petting it again. He realized this was actually happening and wasn’t a bizarre dream.

“FINE! FINE! FINE! OKAY! OKAY!” Kotaro got loud as Sakura slowly gave him a few pumps to try to get him harder. “What do you need, Junko???? Tell me what you want me to tell you so you can leave!” He really wanted Junko out of there.

“…Um. Well…” Junko wasn’t sure why Kotaro was getting so loud. She blushed, because now she was being put on the spot, “I’d just…like to know what you think of me as an idol. Do you…really think I deserve to stand by Ai’s side?” Junko asked, hesitantly

“If I tell you you’re the best idol will you leave???” Kotaro asked, absolutely desperately.

Don’t tell Junko she’s the best idol….Now Sakura was a little frustrated. She knew she wanted to brag a little to Junko and wanted to seduce Kotaro, and that was why she was doing this, but now she felt like Kotaro was too focused on Junko.

She dragged her tongue along the side of his cock, very slowly and teasingly.

“Hn! Yes! YES! YEAH! You’re the best idol!” Kotaro tried to pass off the noise he made as reassuring Junko.

Sakura sucked on the underside of his cock, trying to rotate between teasing licks and light kisses all along the places he was most sensitive.

It tasted salty, but like Kotaro. Sakura loved the taste of his skin, and his lips and his saliva, so licking up his pre-cum made her just as happy and tasted even more delicious to her. She had heard this stuff tasted gross, so she was pretty sure her tastes had just changed when she had turned into a zombie, but she liked lapping her tongue against the tip to taste some of his pre-cum.

She liked doing this just as much as she was imagining. Licking Kotaro’s cock was making her extremely wet.

She hadn’t been planning it, but she moved her hand down to her crotch to try to rock against it and get herself off while she was licking him.

“Sa-saku-…Sakura…” Kotaro accidentally moaned, balling his hand into a fist.

“Huh? Sakura?” Junko was confused. “I…I thought you said I was the best idol. And I’m confused. Do you really think I’m the best idol?”

“What I meant to say was Sakura’s the best idol!!!!! Not you!” Kotaro corrected, loudly, not wanting to make Sakura upset. “Those are my objective opinions! I’m right and there are no biases involved in my ju-judgement!” He managed to shout after stuttering for a moment. “W-will you settle for sex-second best???” Kotaro tried to correct himself and offer as Sakura licked him, his breathing was becoming very ragged.

Not that Junko noticed. She was just confused. “I wasn’t aware you thought Sakura was the best idol! I would have assumed it was Ai. She is the most experienced. And…okay, I love Sakura, she’s a great friend, but her dancing is sometimes a little clumsy. She’s a little inexperienced in dancing, after all. What makes her objectively the best idol? How do I be more like her if she’s the best?” Junko asked for his performance review and criticism.  

“S-she’s….not as inexperienced as I THOUGHT.” Kotaro groaned as Sakura led his cock into her mouth. He was getting very distracted by the sensations he was feeling. “She’s very much the best and most legendary mm. Maybe this should be her title…” Kotaro managed to moan into his hand.

I think he’s trying to tease me? But if he called me the legendary sucker of dick at least that would mean I’d get to suck his dick! So win for me, Kotaro! Sakura made sure to move her head closer so she could deep throat him in response to that.

“Her title? Um…Legendary best? I’m confused.” Junko blushed.

“A-ahhh~ I Mean Um! We’re getting off topic!” Kotaro’s face was completely red, “I was trying to get you to leave! How can I get you to leave please????” He just begged.

Junko stared at him completely confused why he was begging her.

“I told you what you wanted! What more do you want???” Kotaro shouted.

Okay. So he clearly likes this. Sakura decided, hearing just how desperate Kotaro was to get Junko to go away and have her alone again. She loved that. She loved this. Kotaro’s hand in her hair was gripping her head so tightly to keep it on his cock.

She went slower so he could know more of what it was like to be inside of her mouth, and she could suck on him and roll her tongue around him, trying to cover his cock in her saliva completely. He accidentally shoved her head closer, getting impatient with her slow tantalizing pace. He pulled at her hair a bit.

“Shit. Sorry!” He apologized, immediately, not wanting to get impatient or hurt Sakura.

“…It’s all right????” Junko replied back, blinking and confused. “And um…” She rubbed her arm. “…I feel like you’re just telling me what I want to hear….Do you really think I’m a good idol?”

“OBVIOUSLY!” Kotaro yelled. “WHAT GAVE IT AWAY THAT I’M TRYING TO GET YOU TO LEAVE????”

Sakura grazed her teeth against him.

“Hn! You’re whatever, Junko. I need you out! Please, go???” Kotaro tried begging again.

Junko looked flustered, still unsure why Kotaro was begging her. She decided to put that out of her mind. “Okay…So my problems mostly stem from wanting to know if I’m worthy to be at Ai’s side…” Junko blushed. “Can you tell me if I’m worthy?”

Sakura decided to reward Kotaro for showing some initiative by quickening her pace as she deep throated him. She could tell he really liked it because his hand kept desperately tightening in her hair and his cock was twitching and leaking and he kept loudly swearing into his hands.

“…This really isn’t a GOD g-good…time, Junko.” Kotaro was becoming more and more undone. He was not good at being quiet and all he could really do was moan into his hands. “Please.” He demanded.

I hope that please was for me! He’s so loud. She was glad Junko was pure and didn’t think about sex. I love him begging. I want him to beg for me more. No wonder he likes this.

“But you’re not doing anything! I don’t see why I need to leave.” Junko was frustrated by being abandoned.

Sakura took her mouth off of him and Kotaro made a disappointed sigh. She teasingly looked up at him from her hiding spot between his legs. He looked so flustered and his face was completely red. She gave sucked on just the tip.

“Haaa~ Please.” This time the demand was for Sakura, and she knew it by the way his moved his hips a bit needily.

Sakura happily took him in her mouth again, continuing her relentless sucking.

Junko just jumped a little, startled, still unsure what was going on.

“Dammit. Shit.” Kotaro swore into his hand, his face red in what Junko probably assumed was rage, sweating because he was so angry at her, and his shoulders shaking.

“I…I didn’t do anything wrong! You seriously aren’t doing anything!” Junko defended, “Please, I need you to help me with my Ai issue! I trust your opinion!” She begged him back, looking at his face instead of Sakura’s clothing littering the floor.

She hadn’t once glanced at the floor.

Kotaro was close to coming. Sakura knew it based on how much he was twitching in her mouth and how desperate his hand was in her hair and how much more he was moaning into his hand. She was close to coming too as she continued rubbing her clit. Luckily she wouldn’t have to keep herself from being loud since she’d just moan onto Kotaro’s cock.

The door opened. “Lady Junko, Lady Ai was looking for you.” Yugiri greeted. “Oh dear.” She sighed when she saw Kotaro looking exactly like that.

Yugiri smirked a little bit.

“S-shut up, Yugi ahh ri. Ow!” Kotaro winced when Sakura grazed her teeth against him a little harder when he moaned Yugiri’s name.

I don’t really care if we have a large audience when I’m making Kotaro feel good. Sakura thought. But please, only moan my name, Kotaro! She thought, irritated.

She sucked harder once he had realized what he had done wrong.

He looks like he’s trembling so much. Is he holding on as long as possible so he can come without an audience? He’s trying so hard…So cute… Sakura thought. I should have done this sooner!

“GO LEAVE YOU TWO!!! OKAY??? I HAVE VERY B-biigg things too be doing! Important things!” Kotaro yelled, blushing a lot.

“But—” Junko weakly protested.

“Let’s leave, Lady Junko. For your sake.” Yugiri agreed, taking Junko’s wrist to lead her out. “We don’t want to bother Lady Sakura any, after all.”

“Sakura??? Where’s Sakura???” Junko looked around.

Yugiri had looked at the clothes and had instantly realized what was going on. She smirked a bit and lead Junko out and closed the door behind her. She wasn’t going to force Junko to stay there as Kotaro came.

As soon as the door closed and Kotaro was alone, he immediately moved his chair back and watched Sakura take him in her mouth, like he couldn’t when she was blowing him before. He came pretty quickly after watching her go up and down.

It was very sudden and Sakura noticed with a lot of satisfaction that Kotaro put his hands on her head to keep her in place so that everything went into her mouth.

“MMMhmm~ S-suck up every little drop please…” Kotaro begged, “You….are a hungry little zombie, right? That’s why you did this??? Eat every little bit of me…” He requested.

I was planning to! Sakura smiled, swallowing his come. She was incredibly happy that he had asked her to do that and she made sure to clean up anything she couldn’t swallow in one gulp, grooming things a bit.

Kotaro continued moaning until her mouth was finally off of him. He pulled her out of under his desk, cum and drool leaking down her chin.

She was so hot looking he couldn’t stay irritated at her.

“…What possessed you to do that? You’re so lucky we didn’t get caught!” Kotaro tried to remind her, wanting to squeeze her cheeks and tease her, but just caressing her head. “I thought I told you I didn’t need that sort of t-thing…”

Sakura licked her lips. “Sorry, Kotaro…” She took her hand off herself. She had cum just from her fingers and blowing him, which meant that she really super enjoyed it. “I got jealous when Junko said she trusted you…” Sakura admitted.

Kotaro blushed. “HM! W-well…I guess if you were jealous there’s nothing, we can do about it! Yeah!” He nodded, taking that excuse and actually seeming quite happy about it. “B-but…I seriously didn’t need that…I like when you get off.”

Sakura showed him her fingers, covered in her own come. “I came! Don’t worry! I came with you!” She reassured.

Kotaro’s mouth opened a bit. “Ah! O-oh. I um…I see!” He hadn’t been aware she liked it that much. “I…G-god…I didn’t notice you moaning with your lips around my cock…” His mind was still in the blowjob.

“Did you like it? Did I do a good job?” Sakura asked. I want him to admit he liked it! So that I can do it more and make him even more happy! Sakura thought.

“Y-you did a fabulous job! And anyone who didn’t enjoy that would be a liar, so…I DIDN’T DISLIKE IT!” Kotaro tried to get some of his image back.

Sakura giggled, very happy that he had liked it.

“BUT IF YOU THINK YOU CAN GIVE ME A BLOWJOB FOR THE FIRST TIME WHILE JUNKO WAS HERE, YOU HAVE ANOTHER THING COMING!!!” Kotaro yelled, “I might have enjoyed it, sure! But the first time shouldn’t have been in front of fucking Junko! That was the most embarrassing experience I’ve ever endured.” Kotaro admitted.

“Oh? So what are you going to do to me then?” Sakura asked seductively.

“You’re obviously going to be punished!” Kotaro told her, picking her up and gripping her waist and thigh. His grip was especially tight and rough today. She loved it. She loved him being a little rough with her.

Kotaro moved her onto his desk and opened one of the drawers. He pulled out some ribbons that he was going to sew onto some costumes. “Hands. Now.” He ordered.

Sakura eagerly handed him her hands and he tied them together with the ribbon, making a cute bow at the end. He looked for a larger ribbon and wrapped it around her eyes, fashioning it as a blindfold.

“Oh!” Sakura squeaked. “Tying me up and blindfolds?” She giggled, “No fair…I wanted to keep taking care of you…”

“Well too bad for you, sucker! No more consuming cum for you today!” Kotaro teased, “It’s a punishment, so you really think we’re going to do what you want???” He teased. He kissed down her neck, sucking and biting her lightly as a surprise in sensitive areas.

“Ahhh~~~!” The blindfold made everything more sensitive. Sakura moaned.

 “My turn, dumb zombie.” Kotaro teased, taking her nipple in his mouth, sucking at it and circling his tongue around her.

“Ko-kota-Kotaro…This is unfair to tie my hands up too…Let me touch you too…” She liked clinging to him or grabbing his collar. She liked feeling his body against her.

Kotaro moved a hand down to her crotch and forcefully coaxed her legs open. He moved her legs so she was completely spread out for him.

“I like unfair. And now things aren’t boring!” Kotaro teased, “You didn’t want to be bored, right? Is the blindfold keeping things exciting for you?” Kotaro asked between kisses and rubs to her clit. He pressed his hand to her crotch so she could grind her hips against him as he rubbed her, until he was ready to enter her again.

“Ko-TARO! I was never bored!” Sakura suggested, “I have only wanted to meet your needs like you meet mine! And I really wanted to blow you…”

Kotaro grinned at her, even though she couldn’t see it. He sighed, overdramatically. “Okay, okay…I get it. I wasn’t satisfying the zombie part of you that wanted to consume things. I’ll let you blow me more. Maybe we can 69 or something and then we’ll both be happy.”

“OH. OKAY!” Sakura really liked that idea, even though he had pretended to not acknowledge the part about wanting to meet his needs too.

Kotaro continued kissing and fondling her, sucking and biting, squeezing her ass, slapping it lightly to hear Sakura whimper needily until he was ready to go again.

Sakura was enjoying her punishment quite a lot, especially when he readjusted her on his desk to be better for him. She loved him moving her, and the one light teasing slap he had given her ass was making her crazy. I love him being rough and assertive.

“Okay, time for the main event of your punishment.” Kotaro warned.

“Ye-yess please~.” Sakura begged, as he slid himself into her.

He didn’t make me beg this time! It felt so good to have his cock inside of her, filling her up. And Kotaro started thrusting pretty desperately pretty quickly because she was so wet and ready that he didn’t nervously wait for her to adjust.

“Kotaro~ Untie me….I want to hold you.” Sakura begged as Kotaro relentlessly pounded into her at a mind numbingly steady pace.

“Nope! Your punishment is no more hands. You wanted to be ravished and dicked down, right?” Kotaro teased, biting into her neck.

Sakura cried loudly, wishing she could press her hand into Kotaro’s hair. She moaned, needily.

“Do you not like it, Sa-ku-ra?” He teased.

I LIKE IT A WHOLE LOT! Sakura thought. He knew that, because she kept tightening around him and moaning loudly. She wanted to wrap her legs around him, but he was pulling her legs up so he could get into her deeper and it was just making her whine and beg more.

“I like it! I like it so much! You’re great at this!!!” Sakura admitted. I hope he’s getting what he wants from me….Being so submissive and soaking up so much attention didn’t seem like the type of girl a normal guy would like though, but she wasn’t really able to think about those things when Kotaro was pounding into her so hard.

“Of course, I’m good at this! I told you, I have what it takes to please you! I will always meet your needs, and I’ll learn everything necessary to make you feel like the happiest person alive!” Kotaro yelled back, moving one of the hands on her ankles to her waist to squeeze it.

Sakura smiled, because she knew he had what it took. I want to see him ravish me so bad! She was frustrated by the blindfold, but it seemed to make things more sensitive. “I’m…close! Can I cum please?” Sakura asked permission because she wasn’t sure if he was going to withhold orgasms from her. Was he that mad?

It would be so sexy if he withheld orgasms from me…Punish me more, Kotaro. Sakura moaned.

“Yeah, come for me!” Kotaro grunted in agreement, “But I’m not waiting for you to calm down, I’m going to make sure you’re overstimulated today, I’m going to come in you repeatedly until you can’t even sing and dance—”

Hearing Kotaro threaten her made Sakura come immediately. “Ahhh~ Mmm! Kotaro~ “ Sakura moaned while Kotaro was still inside of her. He felt her tremble around his cock.

He moved his hand to rub her clit immediately afterwards, trying to coax out a second orgasm consecutively, which he managed, and Sakura tiredly arched her back and moaned much louder this time for him, almost borderline a scream, crying his name.

He kept rocking his hips against her, until his pace started stuttering and getting more frenzied, after Sakura’s third orgasm while he was inside.

I really need to stop being so sensitive, but god….She really liked it when Kotaro penetrated her, and just the idea of him coming in her. He was so close, she could tell.

“Inside. Cum inside me.” Sakura begged, knowing how close he was.

Kotaro moaned when she said that. She felt him grip onto her hip and bury his face against her neck.

Sakura heard the door open.

Kotaro pulled out right away.

“GOD DAMMIT! AM I CURSED???? DO I JUST NOT GET TO CUM INSIDE SAKURA!!!!!!!!!!!????? IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT FOR THE NECROMANCY!???” Kotaro cried, just so close that he was so annoyed that he wasn’t even hiding his irritation and the fact that Sakura was naked on his desk.

Sakura felt irritated too, but she turned bright red. Guess we’re caught! And I can’t even grab him and glare at whoever walked in on us! Please don’t be Lily. Please don’t be Lily!

“…I was hoping you two had finished by now.” Yugiri sighed, shaking her head. “I was not aware you two were still at it. I applaud your stamina.” She complimented.

“Yugiri? Is that Yugiri???” Sakura asked. “I don’t want her here!” She whined, “I don’t want a threesome, Kotaro. Can you get her to leave???” She begged.

“I’m trying, dumbass! AND I DON’T WANT A THREESOME EITHER, STUPID!” Kotaro yelled, “Do you think I invited her or something? No, I’m just cursed, and we got interrupted again!” He was so frustrated. He moved quickly to cover Sakura a bit with his body, realizing that Yugiri should not see her in that state, leaning down and embracing her protectively.

Oh. The door stayed unlocked. Sakura realized. Her face started getting redder, realizing that Yugiri had likely seen her having sex with Kotaro.

“You heard the lady, walk out of here and FUCKIN LEAVE US ALONE!” Kotaro yelled at Yugiri, “Or do I need to do damage control about the sex we were just having??? Sakura’s clothes were damaged, she’s on my desk because I’m doing something medical here, THAT’S ALL! GET OUT OF HERE!” Kotaro accidentally slipped up and admitted they were having sex.

Sakura giggled.

Yugiri raised an eyebrow. “Your penis was in her. I do not believe that’s anything medical. Those bad excuses will not work on me.” She did not know where to start about what was happening here. “And I was planning to leave so that you could finish, but---”

“BUT?????” Kotaro asked angrily.

“If you suggest a threesome Yugiri, I’m ending you myself.” Sakura growled.

Yugiri sighed. “I do not want Lord Kotaro, you have nothing to worry about.” She paused, “Or Lady Sakura.” She added, because both of them looked like they were probably jealous. “I just wasn’t going to leave because I feel bad for Lady Sakura.”

“B-bad—Bad???” Kotaro stammered, caught off guard.

“Her wrists are barely tied! That ribbon doesn’t cover her body elegantly and hold up her breasts with the binds! Please let me show you how to do it right!” Yugiri took a professional insult to the bad sex she was seeing.

“ARGH! I’m not letting you teach me how to have sex with Sakura! I’m very good at it!!! Sakura, back me up!”

“Y-ye….Yeah. This sex today has been very good!” Sakura accidentally said.

“Today??? Wait. Does that imply it wasn’t good the other days???” Kotaro was incredibly concerned.

“No! That wasn’t what I meant to say! It’s good every day, it’s just…um! We went over this! I like a lot of dick, Kotaro and that doesn’t always happen….” Sakura stammered.

Yugiri sighed. “I can see where I’m needed. I will counsel you two. You’re clearly having some problems.”

“NO! WE DON’T WANT YOUR HELP!!!” Kotaro shouted.

“Yep! That was a slip up!!!!!!! We’re completely on the same page about our casual encounters that I’m definitely not a little unsatisfied and bothered about and—” Sakura stopped saying too much. She was saying too much because she was very embarrassed and still very horny. “Can you just leave, Yugiri???? Please??? He was about to come in me…” Sakura whined.

“God.” Kotaro groaned into his hand, unsure how he got here, because he still found Sakura incredibly irresistible when she was being embarrassing and a bit of a mess.

“I feel like I’m very needed here to offer my professional council, though!” Yugiri frowned, “You two look like you’re having some communication issues…Well, I sense that you are and I would like to offer my aid!”

“You heard Sakura. Take a hike so I can cum in her!” Kotaro ordered, pointing at Yugiri and gesturing for her to go.

“But—” Yugiri protested.

“IF I AGREE TO LET YOU TALK TO ME AFTERWARDS, WILL YOU JUST FUCKIN LEAVE I AM AT MY LIMIT OF STUPID INTERRUPTIONS AFTER THE TAE DEBACLE!” Kotaro yelled.

Oh! He wants to cum in me that bad??? I better make that a reality! Sakura thought. “Mmhmm! We’ll talk to you and get your counseling or whatever, but can you please leave NOW!” Sakura nodded. I want to be cummed in. She blushed, an aroused look on her face, not that Kotaro could see her eyes with the ribbon over it.

“All right! I will…counsel you after!” Yugiri agreed, realizing when she wasn’t wanted. She left the room, locking the door behind her this time.

As soon as the door shut Kotaro went back to kissing Sakura, and put himself back inside, trying to be a little more rushed in his actions now, until eventually they climaxed together, and he finally found his release.

Sakura had a little difficulty getting dressed because she kept getting distracted by Kotaro’s hands trying to help her, and she was a little sore from the hurried passionate sex. He kissed her shoulder as he tried to smooth things out for her.

“Stop it, we’re going to get horny again and then Yugiri will walk in on us having more sex.” She teased when Kotaro affectionately kissed her cheek.

“Fuck! I forgot I promised Yugiri that we would talk to her or something!!!!!!!!!!” Kotaro stopped acting affectionate to Sakura. “WHY THE FUCK DID WE AGREE TO SEX THERAPY WITH YUGIRI??? HUH???”

Sakura giggled, “Did…did you just forget Yugiri had come in here???”

“KINDA HARD TO THINK WHEN I’M INSIDE OF YOU, OKAY???” Kotaro blushed. He had forgotten about Yugiri entirely, his brain had 100% been focused on cumming in Sakura and then seeing her squeeze her thighs together to try to keep his seed inside of her. It was too cute! How was he supposed to remember Yugiri even existed after that??? There was only one person in the whole world and it was Sakura!

Sakura smiled when he confirmed that he had just forgotten. She tried to smooth her hair out, “Um…Kotaro….How bad is it by the way if the other idols know about us?” She asked awkwardly, her brainpower slowly returning.

“Well…Yugiri’s not the worst to know. Honestly, and I hate to even consider this, we probably never fooled her in the first place!” Kotaro sighed. “I don’t think we did that good of a job of keeping things a secret to fool a legendary courtesan.”

“Oh! So it’s not that bad because she already knew!” Sakura clapped.

“The worst thing about it is probably the hit to my reputation because Yugiri is going to criticize my technique. She already is! And I’m very good in bed! RIGHT??? RIGHT???” Kotaro asked again worriedly.

“R-right! Right! You’re very good in bed!” Sakura reassured, “I don’t think you have anything to be worried about. I think Yugiri’s going to criticize me way more than you! I’m the one who’s bad in bed, after all.”

“Yeah. No way. She would never criticize you.” Kotaro shook his head. “She cares about you and if she tried to criticize you, I’d yell at her. Don’t worry.” He caressed Sakura’s head.

Sakura smiled; glad Kotaro was on her side in this instance.

“We... Should make sure she doesn’t tell the others though.” Kotaro tried to say firmly. “I don’t need to tell you this, but Yugiri knowing and everybody else knowing is two very different things. I shouldn’t…actually be doing these trysts and helping you this way, you know. It’s not exactly normal. Although, neither is resurrecting the dead so I think it’s fine because my job as manager is already a bit abnormal, but I don’t think Junko or Ai would necessarily agree that it’s fine!” Kotaro loudly explained.

I know that…I know you’re not supposed to be doing this. I know you’d get in trouble. I know you don’t really seriously want to do it, you’re just trying to help me as my manager…That reminder put Sakura in a bad mood again, and made her a little sad.

“You’ve got a big frown on your face, Sakura. What’s wrong? Was that sex bad or something???” Kotaro frowned, never picking up on Sakura’s hints that she wanted a stronger relationship.

Sakura blushed. “No! No, it was good!”

“But only today.” Kotaro repeated, “Sakura. You need to tell me if you’re not enjoying things! I thought we were doing this hooking up to help you work through some hormones! It’s my job to give you release! So please tell me if the other days aren’t satisfying. Have I not been satisfying you???”

Sakura frowned as he put down that professional line again. “You’ve been satisfying me….It’s just…I like your dick, okay, Kotaro? Today had more dick involved instead of only a little dick!” Sakura tried to be very blunt.

Kotaro stared at her, his face getting red as he heard her criticism. His self-loathing had gotten him here and convinced him that Sakura didn’t want to blow him or get cummed in to. But she seemed honestly frustrated that she wasn’t getting enough dick. It was a bizarre complaint that he hadn’t been expecting!

“I’m sorry…It’s just…I’m your manager. I’m 10 years older than you, Sakura.” Kotaro reminded, “I feel like you shouldn’t exactly have your manager’s dick in your mouth, or be filled up with my cum, it feels kinda like I’m doing something wrong and ruining you.” He wanted Sakura to love him desperately, but he didn’t want to ruin her.

“But I like you inside of me! I don’t care about our age gap at all, I don’t think it’s wrong or you’re ruining me.” Sakura insisted, “I want you and…can you please just fill me up with cum more often?”

“…I…um. I’ll take it under advisement. YEAH. No, I’ll just do it!!! Because that’s what you’re into!” Kotaro decided instantly.

Sakura leaned in to give him a quick smooch. She kissed him for a moment and then Yugiri knocked on the door.

Kotaro groaned and unlocked it.

Yugiri came in, smiling. “I didn’t have time to find any books for you two that taught how to have better sex, but I will find them for you next time, so that I don’t walk into anything…quite like that.” Yugiri expressed her distaste.

“WE WERE DOING FINE!” Kotaro argued.

“Yugiri, we don’t need to read how to have better sex! I trust Kotaro to teach me everything!” Sakura defended. “I’m sure he has a lot of knowledge that he’s going to show me!”

Yugiri frowned. “I doubt it. He sort of screams repressed teenage hormones, first sexual relationship.” Yugiri pinned what Kotaro was instantly.

“H-hey…Hey! That’s…Inaccurate! I’m not a teenager, after all!” Kotaro criticized.

….Why didn’t he correct that this wasn’t his first sexual relationship??? Sakura wondered.

Yugiri sat down on the floor, on her knees and gestured for Kotaro and Sakura to sit since they had agreed to her counsel. She picked up a shamisen that was littering the floor with other bizarre instruments to start playing to create a calming environment to offer them counsel. Like she had done during her time alive.

“I hate this. I hate this so much.” Kotaro grimaced.

“Just…Bear with it. I think if we kick her out, she’ll worm her way back next time.” Sakura also grinded her teeth, feeling horribly embarrassed.

Yugiri’s my friend! I don’t want to talk to her about my sex life with Kotaro!!! This is so embarrassing!!! Sakura thought, blushing bright red.

“So how long have you two been together?” Yugiri asked, strumming on her shamisen and ignoring their embarrassment.

“I thought you would have known that!” Kotaro groaned, “With your all-seeing courtesan eyes or something!”

Yugiri nodded. “You two started having sex with each other last month.” She confirmed that she had always known. “You two are unfortunately not that subtle with your sneaking around. And once you two started having sex Lord Kotaro got a lot more irritable when he doesn’t get laid, making it very obvious what’s going on.”

“Urk!” Kotaro didn’t really have anything more to say.

“But I meant, when did you two get together romantically? I can’t quite pin that. Did you confess to each other the day you started sleeping together?” Yugiri asked, “Or have you been dating in secret for awhile and I’ve missed it.”

“WHAT. No. Sakura and I aren’t together!!!” Kotaro quickly denied, waving wildly with his hands. “I’m just doing my job as a producer and helping her release some pent-up energy! We’re completely platonic and normal and not dating AT ALL!” He got embarrassed by that accusation.

“Y-yeah—” It hurts so much when he says that. Sakura bit her lip. “We’re just hooking up, Yugiri. It’s very casual. He’s like…doing what you did for your clients.” Sakura tried to make it understandable to Yugiri, hoping that she understood hook up culture.

Kotaro rubbed his forehead when Sakura said he was like a courtesan.

“Ah.” Yugiri’s shamisen string broke and she rethreaded it. “So that’s the source of your miscommunication and arguments during sex. You’re both somehow still being stupid about the fact that you’re in love with each other.” Yugiri looked disapproving. “What do you have to fear if you two are already lovers? I do not understand.” She was blunt with her read on them, since they weren’t being honest themselves.

“WHAT. WHAT NO! NO THAT’S NOT WHAT’S HAPPENING!!!” Kotaro shouted, sitting up from the couch. “WHY ARE YOU SO DUMB, YUGIRI????? A MANAGER CAN JUST PLATONICALLY SCREW HIS IDOL AND THERE CAN BE NO FEELINGS INVOLVED!!! I DON’T LIKE SAKURA THAT WAY!” Kotaro steamed, clearly embarrassed. Not that Sakura picked up on it.

“Yugiri! You can’t just say things like that!” Sakura scolded, “Kotaro’s not in love with me!” Although yeah…I’m in love with him. “He’s only my manager!” Sakura tried to deny things too so that Kotaro didn’t find out about her feelings if he wasn’t going to reciprocate them. “My hot sexy manager I’m screwing on the regular.”

Kotaro smirked when she called him hot. “Like she said!”

Yugiri raised an eyebrow. She wondered if she should push more on the issue. “I can see why you need my help.” She sighed to herself.

“WE DON’T! WE NEVER ASKED FOR THIS!” Kotaro cried into his hands. This was the worst and most embarrassing interruption of them all!

“The fact that you two can’t communicate is clearly seeping into your sex life and making the sex so bad.” Yugiri nodded to herself.

“THE SEX ISN’T BAD! I’M SATISFYING SAKURA! SHUT UP AND STOP JUDGING ME!” Kotaro shouted.

Sakura nodded. “Yeah, Yugiri! The sex is really good! I mean, sure Kotaro barely lets me touch him, and only worries about my satisfaction instead of his which is annoying, but we’re working on it and I think we had a break through! So I think we’re good!”

Kotaro buried his face in his hands when Sakura accidentally said too much in her embarrassment.

Yugiri sighed again. “Ah. So I see…He’s a service top.” She looked judgmentally at Kotaro. “A service top is nice Lord Kotaro, but if your partner wants you to bottom more you should be open to suggestions.”

“T-that…That isn’t what I said! I didn’t say I wanted him to bottom!” Sakura blushed. But now I am thinking about it and it would be nice to be on top…Okay…I do want to ride Kotaro. And pegging him would be nice too…But I don’t want to talk to Yugiri about that! Augh! Why are my thoughts so horny???? My goal isn’t to make Kotaro bottom! (even if it would be nice) My end goal is to make him fall in love with me! Sakura reminded, accidentally nodding to herself, lost in thought.

Kotaro gaped because he assumed that did imply that she wanted him to bottom.

“I understand Lady Sakura. It’s very appealing to bring a stubborn man to his knees and no wonder you’re left unsatisfied if he doesn’t seem interested in his own pleasure at all since he’s too focused on you.” Yugiri nodded.

“Oh! No, Kotaro’s on his knees frequently!” Sakura corrected smiling. He eats me out literally so much!

Kotaro screamed.

“But um…yeah the other stuff checks out…Like it just makes me wonder if I’m sexy enough and things, so I guess I am maybe a little unsatisfied….” Sakura mumbled to herself.

“YOU DON’T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT IF YOU’RE SEXY ENOUGH! You don’t need to try so hard!!!” Kotaro grabbed Sakura by the shoulders and shook her. “Do I need to tell you how sexy I find you? Would that end this whole conversation????”

“It…would help…” Sakura played with her hair, and avoided Kotaro’s gaze.

“You two are so bad at communicating honestly…” Yugiri sighed. “Both of you.” She sent a judgmental glance to Sakura.

Sakura squeaked.

Yugiri got up and grabbed some paper and the two most elegant looking pen in Kotaro’s office that she could find. She handed them both pens and the paper. “I have thought of something that might help you. And I suppose if you do it I might leave you two alone…” She bribed, “It’s an exercise I read about once.”

Kotaro grabbed the paper and pen, very desperate to be out of this conversation.

“I want you two to write down three things you want your partner to do for you in bed, since you two can’t communicate unless bickering. Perhaps it will help you be a little more honest and get to the root of your unresolved issues.” Yugiri suggested.

“I always tell Kotaro what I want in bed though.” Sakura huffed, “He just doesn’t listen sometimes. I’m not at fault here!” Except about the whole keeping my feelings secret and using this to seduce him though….

Yugiri glanced at Kotaro.

“I just don’t need anything.” Kotaro said coldly. “This whole hooking up thing was for Sakura after all.” He didn’t need anything because all of Sakura’s interests became his anyway! He was bad at being truly himself and honest, so he just followed along. “I could use some more of Sakura’s kinks though, so sure I’ll do your stupid exercise.”

Sakura groaned. She looked at Yugiri for help. See what I have to deal with??? Her eyes seemed to say.

“You were the one who chose this, Lady Sakura.” Yugiri did not give her pity.

Sakura sighed and wrote on her piece of paper.

Things I want from Kotaro (in bed)

1. Him initiating/maybe surprising me by calling me into his office to punish me? I don’t know. I want him to initiate more!
2. I want to suck his dick
3. Please take off the stupid sunglasses, ESPECIALLY when going down on me.
4. (Bonus since Yugiri didn’t ask for 4) I don’t know…Pegging kinda sounds fun. Oh also, I want to ride him.

Sakura put her all into the list. She was quite proud of it! She handed it over to Kotaro, eagerly awaiting his list and then instantly frowning when she saw it.

I don’t know??? Things I want from Sakura in NORMAL ACTIVITIES!!! This is definitely NORMAL.

1. I want her to have a good time.
2. I want her to smile, and to see her face, and I want her to be incredibly happy. (maybe more orgasms would do the trick??? More eating out??? I don’t know)
3. She might like some more physically exertive positions because they could double as stretches for idol practice!

Sakura just sighed. This list didn’t have any of his interests! It was all about what she might like and had vague things like ‘have a good time’. She was expecting something like “longer sessions/less Tae” or maybe a breeding kink??? But she got 0 information on Kotaro.

“This list is absolutely trash.” Sakura groaned.

Yugiri looked over their shoulders. “Oh, it absolutely is. Do you not know what you want at all, Lord Kotaro? Or is it that you’re just that bad at expressing it on paper?”

“WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO WRITE???” Kotaro yelled, “I will literally write anything to have this conversation end!!!”

I want to know what you like me doing! I want to know anything about you! Sakura thought.

“I think you should write something that gets your body started, and gets you aroused, Lord Kotaro. There is…something that gets you in the mood, correct?” Yugiri asked, actually not knowing herself.  “It’s stressful to put all the enjoyment on your partner…”

“I guess that’s the problem…Making Sakura have a good time IS my kink.” Kotaro sighed, because this was very hard. But he didn’t want Sakura to be angry at him and sad, so he tried again.

He’d write this stupid list for Sakura’s sake.

Things that I’m into???

1. I like when she’s in her school uniform
2. Biting
3. …Creampie stuff

Sakura stared blankly at the list. OKAY. THE THIRD ONE I HAVE BEEN BEGGING FOR!!! WHY IS HE SO STUBBORN! I WANT THAT TOO…. She was a little worried about the biting one considering they all were zombies and probably bit him, but she put that out of her mind.

She genuinely wasn’t sure how the first one got here.

“We can definitely make this a reality, Kotaro! Although I genuinely don’t understand why you haven’t done the third more!” Sakura protested, “I’m into it too!”

“A-ah. Well. Um…” Kotaro didn’t really have a good reason, he just thought it seemed selfish. “Well, your stupid friends keep interrupting us…” He put the blame on everyone else instead of his sheer inability to communicate.

Yugiri smiled that there was some progress in what she viewed as their sad sex life and then looked at Sakura’s list. She instantly frowned.

“He doesn’t take the sunglasses off in bed? Not once?” Yugiri asked, now extremely concerned.

Suddenly Sakura switched gears into venting. “I KNOW! It’s so weird, right???” It was her secret small pet peeve she had never expressed. She would have assumed that when Kotaro and her had gotten more intimate she would get to see his eyes ONCE, but that had not come to be yet.

“H-hey. I’m basically naked without my sunglasses…” Kotaro said in a quiet and defeated voice.

“I have seen you naked for real though! And it’s just weird that you don’t take off the sunglasses at al during sex! Like is there some huge secret with your eyes or something?” Sakura giggled, she reached over and brushed her fingers against Kotaro’s cheek, under the sunglasses. “It’s not like you’re going to take off your sunglasses and I’ll be like ‘Gasp! I’ve known you my entire life! You were actually my old friend, I don’t know, uhhh Inui or something.” Sakura giggled, saying the first name that came to mind. “You aren’t a scooby doo villain, Kotaro! That’s not going to happen. There’s no reason to hide your face to me.” She teased, poking his cheek hard like he did to her sometimes.

Kotaro turned pale as a sheet as soon as the word Inui was even mentioned. He sweated a little, although Sakura didn’t seem to notice how white his knuckles were as he squeezed the arm of the sofa and just froze. “Um. Y-yeah. That definitely won’t happen.” Was all Kotaro said in response when he remembered to speak.

Yugiri frowned visibly. She sighed audibly. “I think I should go.” She realized the source of all the stubbornness and secrets almost instantly, and Kotaro’s big secret.

“IT’S NOT LIKE THAT!!!” Kotaro denied instantly, horrified that Yugiri had figured out.

Yugiri packed up the shamisen. “I will say nothing more, Lord Kotaro, except what are you so afraid of?” She asked honestly, “You have penetrated the sleeping princess, waking her up with much more than a simple kiss. She’s here and awake. What’s the worst that could happen from opening up and being honest?”

Kotaro didn’t answer but had a look of absolute despair on his face. There was a lot worse that could happen. His secret could risk pushing Sakura away and losing her forever and he couldn’t survive that.

Huh? What are they talking about? Sakura wondered.

Yugiri sighed. “You being honest could help out too, Lady Sakura. Don’t put it all on him.” She criticized.

Sakura jumped, startled. Eep! She figured out my feelings and what I’ve been keeping secret from him, huh? She was afraid of losing Kotaro though. She couldn’t afford losing him. Not like she had after the failure of EFS.

He wanted to just be manager and idol, and Sakura wanted more, but she’d much rather have that than nothing. She needed him.

Yugiri just looked like she was suffering too from their stupidity. She left because even slapping wouldn’t do any good in this situation.

Yugiri knew. Yugiri stupidly knew that Kotaro was probably Inui. Just because Sakura had been making a dumb joke!!!

Is she onto something though? Kotaro mulled over the next day. His brain was being pulled into two directions of trying to figure out how to satisfy Sakura’s normal ‘please don’t wear the sunglasses during sex’ request that he hadn’t been aware was bothering her, and the fact that Yugiri was probably right that he shouldn’t be as scared as he was.

Sakura can’t know about my feelings. She can’t! She might leave me forever! Kotaro thought. But…I want her to fall in love with me. I’ve been trying to get her to do that! Wouldn’t it be easier if I was able to make actual romantic declarations to her and be more myself and seduce her romantically instead of via sex?

He was brought back to the fear that he was the one causing him and Sakura to be distant. He was the one who kept saying they were manager and idol after all. Was he at fault for his own bad situation?

Maybe…He should attempt to open his heart to Sakura. But the secrets he had were huge and he didn’t want to be interrupted again.

He looked for Sakura to call her away, maybe drive her to the observatory the next night, so he could attempt to open his heart to her.

She wasn’t in the house though. Nowhere he could notice at least. He sneaked outside and found her moping on the park near their mansion, sitting on the swing set and looking lonely.

Is she moping about the bad sex???? The interruptions???? What’s she so sad about??? Kotaro wondered; just happy he had found her.

Really, she was moping about how she couldn’t figure out how to make Kotaro love her, and how in love with him she was. Not that he knew it.

“Sakura. I was looking for you.” Kotaro approached her, “I was wondering if we could…Talk.”

“Like Talk-Talk???” Sakura asked, “Or Talk?” She said in a seductive voice trying to ask him if he was asking her for sex.

“TALK-TALK!” Kotaro corrected. God! She is so horny!!!! Like…Is that a zombie thing??? How is she always up for sex??? I don't think I could ever burn out her hormones! Kotaro could not ask Jofuku if it was a zombie thing though. He would die.

“Oh. Talk-talk.” Sakura whispered, playing with the chain on the swing-set. “If Yugiri’s lecture and making you say what you’re into makes you want to stop having sex, I’m good with just doing it for me!” Sakura said hurriedly, thinking Kotaro was going to cut her off. “I’m sorry for getting greedy…Please don’t abandon me….” Sakura pleaded.

“I’M NOT BREAKING UP WITH YOU! GOD! Stop jumping to the worst conclusion! I told you I would never abandon you, and I intend to!” Kotaro yelled.

“B-breaking up???” Sakura stuttered when he said that because that implied that they were kinda sort of together.

Kotaro walked up to her, wondering if he should sit next to her for this conversation or just stand in front of her with his hands on his sides.

How do I do this? How do I tell her the truth? How do I not get her to abandon me instead??? Kotaro wondered.

“If you’re not breaking up with me…What do you want to talk about, Kotaro? Normal idol stuff? Or…Wait…Do you want to add one of the other girls into our arrangement like Yugiri or Junko or Saki?” Sakura asked jealously. “Please don’t! My sex drive is way too high for you to entertain other girls!”

Where is she getting these ideas??? Kotaro wondered. Briefly he wondered if Sakura was mobbing him for sex so frequently because he had said he only had time to satisfy one zombie and she was worried about him straying, but he shoved that out of his head.

“When did I ever say I wanted other girls? No!!! I don’t want to add anyone into our arrangement!” Kotaro grabbed Sakura’s chin and squeezed it, forcing her to look at him. “You’re all I ever want. It’s not even about my amount of time, the only one I want to have sex with is you!”

“Oh.” Sakura calmed down, smiling when he said that. “Then…What are you going to yell at me about?”

“I WAS NEVER GOING TO YELL AT YOU, SAKURA! Why do you assume you’re in trouble when I just want to talk???” Kotaro wondered, “I just wanted to confess my love to you—Shit!!!” He had been thinking so hard on how to do it, how to be truthful that he had just accidentally blurted it out.

Sakura paused when he said he was in love with her. Kotaro let her chin go, his hands trembling and his face looking extremely nervous. She just stared at him. “Oh. Oh. OH.” She had to repeat it in her head because she had thought this moment wasn’t real. “You’re….In love with me?” She asked it like a question, because even if he had accidentally confessed his feelings she wanted to hear it more and couldn’t really believe it.

Shit. Shit. Shit. How I said it was not romantic!!! What do I do? Kotaro wondered.

“Y-yeah.” Kotaro managed to stutter out a response. “T-that’s why…I guess I’ve been acting so focused on you, because you being there is all I really need in bed, but um…I’ve been…kinda trying to use sex to seduce you, but I guess I did that badly, b-b-but---” Kotaro couldn’t shut up now that he was being honest, “I guess that didn’t work! But then Yugiri said maybe it would help if I was honest with you and I thought maybe I could seduce you if you knew about my feelings, like…then I could say more romantic things in bed too and make you feel a little more desired, and I don’t know! MAYBE I COULD WIN YOU OVER IF I ACTUALLY SEDUCED YOU LIKE A NORMAL PERSON! Augh! This is a mess! That was my plan!!!!” He yelled.

Sakura’s expression of just staring at him affectionately as he stuttered, melted away. She stood up and embraced him. “You don’t need to seduce me, Kotaro! I’m already madly in love with you!” She responded instantly. “I’m so happy that you love me!”

Huh???? Huh??? Am I dreaming??? Kotaro wondered, his body responding immediately by putting his arms around Sakura’s back and embracing her lovingly. “Huh? You….Love me too?”

“Uh-huh! I’ve been using sex too to try to seduce you! I was so frustrated because nothing I was doing was working though! You never even looked like you were enjoying yourself!” Sakura sighed, she then giggled, “But it was because you were trying the same thing on me…You were just so focused on seducing me that my seduction never worked on you.” She felt good about it again.

“Oh. No. I was absolutely enjoying myself. And your seduction absolutely worked.” Kotaro reassured.

Sakura beamed.

“So…Wait…You’re seriously in love with me? Like seriously? Like romantic love? Not the sort of trusting bond between producer and idol, but like…between two people who actually love each other?” Kotaro repeated, still shocked.

Sakura nuzzled her face against his chest, affectionately headbutting him. “Yes, Kotaro! Romantic love, like…If I could I’d marry you. That sort of love! It was never about hormones to me, I just wanted you.”

Kotaro’s face instantly broke out in smiling. He couldn’t help himself. “Well, we’ve already done the in sickness and in health bit, although death would never part me from you. So…I’m sure we could workshop something someday to make your dream a reality. I am the man who grants your dreams, after all!" Kotaro said confidently.

Sakura entwined her fingers with Kotaro’s holding both his hands as she looked up at him, her eyes so beautifully red in the moonlight, her gaze never straying off of him. “I want to grant your dreams too…”

“My dream has and always will be you.” Kotaro responded, instantly and truly honestly.

Sakura frowned a little at him, even though the romantic line had definitely worked on her. “Kotaro…Now that we’re being honest with each other and our feelings, you won’t make yourself someone who only exists for my sake, right? You’ll let me touch and take care of you too?” She hoped they had reached the root of the miscommunication.

“I’ll try!” Kotaro responded, “But doubtful that I won’t exist for your sake! My entire sense of self is built up to exist only for your sake, soooo…” Kotaro chuckled a little, oddly proud of something that was so unhealthy. “Sorry for being a pain about wanting things. It’s just really hard to learn to be a person again, but…I’ll try, I promise. Just…Be a little patient with me, okay?” Kotaro requested.

Sakura looked sad but confused. “Kotaro….What do you mean? What do you mean it’s hard to want things and that your entire sense of self is built for my sake?” She murmured, letting him squeeze her tighter.

“OH! Y-yeah. Um….” Should I tell her? We’re a couple, right? Like…a couple with marriage in mind, I think??? “Yeah, you guessed everything 100% right about my sunglasses.”

Sakura frowned, just looking more and more confused, trying to figure out what he was saying.

Kotaro pulled apart and quickly took his sunglasses off for Sakura. She gasped when she saw his face for the first time.

“I’m Inui. When you died, I couldn’t accept it. I created the persona of Kotaro Tatsumi to help you become an idol after destroying the remnants of the person I used to be to commit taboos to bring you back to life.” Kotaro explained. “When I say I’m in love with you, I didn’t mean I fell for you sometime during our month of sexcepades. I meant I’ve been in love with you from the very beginning, before the zombieland saga project even began. The thing most important to me is my love for you. It’s the most real aspect of my personality.” Kotaro confessed.

Sakura just stared at her friend’s face, having never predicted this turn of events. “Kotaro…Inui…Thank you for what you’ve done, but--.”

Thank you??? Wait, is she going to break up with me for real because I’m creepy and not the cool producer she fell in love with??? Kotaro got instantly worried.

She reached up and squeezed his cheeks. “But you should have told me that earlier! That’s a huge thing, Kotaro! You should have told me months ago! I would have never been mad at you for your identity! I would have been happy to know! Why didn’t you tell me earlier???? I have been gloomy for so long over how I thought you didn’t like me and you’re telling me now that you’ve been in love with me since I’ve become a zombie!!!! I could have been kissing you so much sooner!” Sakura complained.

“Ah-ow.” Kotaro complained, knowing Sakura was squeezing his cheeks like he sometimes did to her, and that he wasn’t truly in pain.

He was extremely relieved that she was frustrated for just that reason.

“Sorry…I was being angsty.” He confessed.

Sakura pouted. “I guess I can understand…That’s all big stuff! And it must have been tougher on you once we started having sex and you probably wondered if you were taking advantage of me…” She sighed. “I just feel like we wasted a lot of time now, sorry….” She was thinking about all the make outs they could have been having.

How would she have reacted if Kotaro had told her he was Inui after she regained her memories and was gloomy on the observatory? She probably wouldn’t have been up to make outs right that second, but she liked fantasizing about it. And she could have definitely made out on the stairs in the mall with him!

They had already missed 10 years from her death, and she was just sad he hadn’t told her sooner.

“It’s all right.” Kotaro smiled, “I’m glad you reacted this way instead of being angry.” He held her hand tightly. “I’ll make up for all that lost time from now on, okay?”

Sakura kissed him, taking the initiative to start making up for their lost time.

They didn’t talk about how they kept being interrupted. They didn’t share a lot of words in their absolute flurry of passion besides the murmur of their love against the others skin as Sakura dragged Kotaro back into the house to get to his room so that she could immediately make love to him.

She didn’t really think about the interruptions and the others. The only people who mattered in the world to her right now was her and Kotaro.

She just hurriedly started unbuttoning his shirt, not even in his room yet, impatient and wanting to share in their love. She slammed him against the wall and hurriedly started kissing him again, teasingly biting his lower lip and making his tongue hers as her hands explored his soft skin and his chest, mentally repeating that he was hers.

Kotaro covered his hand with his mouth to conceal his whines and whimpers when Sakura propped her knee between his thighs and explored the skin of his neck with loving passionate kisses, trailing down his collar bone. Her hands continued to explore his chest although one reached up to his hand to take it off of his mouth so she could hear him. She entwined their fingers.

“I want to hear you. I love you.” Sakura whispered.

“O-okay. Okay! S-stop getting impatient, lets get to my room!!! ♥” Kotaro moaned when Sakura grinded her knee against him. He closed his eyes enjoying Sakura lavishing her attention on just him.

Sakura liked seeing his face. She liked seeing his eyes since he wasn’t wearing his sunglasses currently. It felt like he was being the impatient one though because she very much liked leading him and kissing him right here and sucking at his skin.

In the background Ai held a glass of water trying not to drop it. She had gotten up to get a drink in the middle of the night and was wondering if she should turn on a light to see if whatever was happening was real. She wondered if she should say something.

She was so tired though and disgusted by either Sakura making out with Kotaro in her nightmares, or Sakura dragging a strange Kotaro-esque look alike into their house who wasn’t wearing any sunglasses to have sex with him.

She didn’t really know WHAT to do honestly, as Sakura decided to stop toying with Kotaro and pull him into the hallway to get him into his room.

“It’s a nightmare. It has to be!” Ai said to herself, her hand still trembling. “I’m just dreaming. That wasn’t real.” She decided, stumbling back to bed.

Sakura shoved Kotaro into his room. The room was mostly the same as it was the last time she was in there, except the windows were now boarded with wood, the broken glass Tae had created was swept up, and it was way less cringey with no rose petals or candles.

“Hurry.” Kotaro requested in a hushed whisper as he sat down on the bed and opened his arms. He wanted Sakura so badly and he didn’t want to be interrupted in their love making this time by Tae.

Sakura gave him a teasing smile as she climbed on top of him and looked down at his rather impatient and needy expression from all the making out. She outlined his lip with her finger and her other hand continued to rub and feel out his chiseled chest, since she was now allowed to touch him. She slowly moved her finger to his nipple and teasingly pinched it, which got another low groan from Kotaro.

“I won’t hurry.” Sakura promised him, kissing his forehead. “I don’t even care if Tae interrupts us again, I don’t want to be separated from you. I want to take our time. I don’t want to feel or think about anything except you.” She caressed his cheek. “You thought of me the entire time during those years apart, right?”

“Y-yeah.” Kotaro managed to respond, moving his hands to her waist to hold her, as he looked up at her beautiful face, her hair falling down around his. He loved her face so much. “Even if God or the devil separated us, I was going to get you back. I can’t exist without you, Sakura….I couldn’t accept a world that killed you.” He confessed, softly.

I didn’t know his feelings were that strong…Sakura thought, kissing him again on the lips.

Kotaro embraced her, kissing back in full, as if she really was the only thing in the world that mattered, and he needed her touch and lips to survive. He touched her so delicately and Sakura could now understand and see how much love Kotaro was putting into all his actions.

Everything had and always will be for her.

“I feel the same way.” Sakura whispered, “God, the devil, Franchouchou, everyone…Nobody could take me away from you.” Sakura whispered.

Kotaro moaned softly, the romantic words doing wonders on him too.

“I don’t care who discovers us anymore, I just want you. I want to feel your touch, and your kisses, and I don’t want to have to stop acting on our feelings. So I’m going to take my time with you, Inui~.” Sakura promised, nibbling on his ear.

Kotaro moaned again, although Sakura could feel how much that name in this context affected him. She hurriedly moved her hand down to his belt to undo it, feeling even more excited that Kotaro was letting her undress him this time and just letting her have her way with him.

His hand moved to undo Sakura’s clothing though and undress her at a more hurried pace. Even if she had told him she was going to take her time, he couldn’t seriously believe it and he wanted to drink in every ounce of Sakura’s body.

I want to kiss every inch of him and see how he reacts and make him feel loved….Sakura thought. But doing that would take her face away from his face. She liked seeing his eyes, she liked gazing directly at them, lovingly.

It truly felt special, him not having his sunglasses on. So she satisfied herself by letting just her hands explore him for now, tracing every inch of him and trailing her fingertips along him.

“You have always been everything to me.” Kotaro told her, caressing her cheek and giving her gentle loving butterfly kisses under her eyes and along the soft round places of her cheek that blushed so frequently around him. “You are my everything. The only person that ever matters.” He told her.

“Do you say that to all your girlfriends?” Sakura teased, halfway knowing she was teasing, and halfway trying to confirm that she was in fact Kotaro’s girlfriend now.

Her hand went down to feel Kotaro’s cock, now that he wasn’t moving her hand away. It felt just as good as she thought it would in her hand. She gripped the tip and swirled her hand around, covering it up with her hand if it seemed to get too excited by that.

“Ahh~ Hn.” Kotaro tried to focus on Sakura’s words as she experimentally tried to play with his cock. “D-don’t be ST-upid, idiot. I said I was obsessed with you, basically! I’ve spent 10 years trying to resurrect you! Why would I have any other woman other than you??? You’re my first and last girlfriend and the only relationship I'd ever want."

Oh. Sakura stopped rubbing up and down Kotaro’s cock when he said that. For some reason it had never occurred to her that Kotaro, or Inui, hadn’t ever dated anyone during their years apart. Perhaps she hadn’t believed he was that in love, or she couldn’t believe he wasn’t at least adored by other girls.

“Really?” Sakura asked, “…So all your relationships were casual?”

“STOP BEING STUPID! There were literally no other relationships AT ALL! I’ll say this for you so you finally understand. The person who de-flowered me is YOU! My first kiss, my virginity, all got taken in your little month of ‘let’s seduce Kotaro with excessive hormones!” Kotaro got a little frustrated when she was being stupid and got loud again.

“I…I de-flowered you?” Sakura asked, completely shocked.

Oh. So Yugiri WAS right that this is his first sexual relationship! Sakura realized. It made her feel a whole lot better that no other person got to touch Kotaro in the way she was. It would have been fine to her if he was experienced, but she was jealous and she wanted to truly be the only one who mattered, as he said. Also, it made her secretly a little annoyed to imagine Inui having sex with other people after her death. Kotaro, that made sense, but Inui??? It was okay for her to be a little protective of her friend/now boyfriend!

“Wait. If you were a virgin, why the heck are you so good at sex, Kotaro???” Sakura asked, confused. “You are WAY too good at eating me out to be a virgin.”

“Heh. I’m just that legendary.” Kotaro bragged. He panted a little when Sakura flicked his nipples, not satisfied with that answer. “I’m obsessed with you and just love eating you out, so I get a little into it…And once you told me about your hormonal problems I literally tried to research as much as I could, save for consulting the actual sex worker in our vicinity for tips, so that I could please you. I want to be as legendary as possible to you, Sakura.”

Sakura blushed. “I can…accept the eating me out thing…You do seem to enjoy it a lot…” That still embarrassed her, even though it felt amazing having Kotaro’s head between her thighs. I bet it would be even hotter now that his sunglasses are off… She tried not to be too horny even though she was literally about to have sex with Kotaro, “But you don’t have to be legendary to me. I love you no matter what you do, no matter what failures happen, no matter what identity you take, I will always love you.”

Kotaro kissed Sakura once she said that. He knew she was telling the truth too, since she had seen him after EFS’s failure and still managed to fall in love with him.

“And my love isn’t based on your success either, Sakura. It doesn’t matter how legendary you are, or no matter how unlucky you are, I will always be loyal to you and support you eternally. No matter what form you take, no matter how you look, if you were a man, a monster, or a spirit, I would have fallen in love with you. I love you so much, Sakura.”

Every time he whispered his love, Sakura felt her heard swoon and she felt so intensely happy, like this was a dream. She couldn’t stop smiling though because it was reality.  

She pushed Kotaro down onto the bed. She didn’t want to talk anymore; she wanted to kiss and feel because she wanted his skin on hers.

“What do you want?” Kotaro asked gently, letting her take him and the lead, although his hand went down her waist and her hips, outlining her, and finding a place to hold gently and rub.

“I want to feel that you’re all mine.” Sakura responded, “I want to kiss you and put hickies on you that you don’t hide with makeup…I want to be the one to put your dick in me and to ride you…I want to tell you I love you over and over and over again.” Sakura said honestly.

Kotaro responded with a rather nervous smile. “Then you can. I have always been yours, Sakura.” He wasn’t sure if that was the response she was looking for though, a pledge of his devotion, “And, I find it very hot for you to mark me.” He added, since she seemed to want him to be more into these things for his sake. “Please kiss me….” He begged.

YES! YES! YEAH! HE’S ACTUALLY LEARNING. Sakura thought, beaming.

She rewarded him with a long intense kiss, making sure to suck on his tongue as much as she could before moving her mouth down to his neck and trying to find out where he was sensitive by sucking and lightly biting where she was able to, just a little nip so it didn’t hurt him.

She didn’t want to look like she had inflicted violence onto Kotaro so she made sure to just suck on where his neck met his shoulder, where it might be visible to the other girls, hard enough for it to bruise.

Kotaro moaned and trembled under her, rubbing her lower back, trying to remember not to take over and slam her onto the bed so he could get his revenge by touching and fondling her in all the places she liked.

Sakura’s lips wandered down lower, dragging her tongue along his chest, licking and smooching everywhere she could, gentle in some places so Kotaro could know how much he was loved, until she got down to his waist near his bellybutton.

“Can I bite you here?” Sakura asked, trailing her fingertips along the v of his hips. “I want to bite you on your neck, but I don’t want to look like I was violent towards you…So I want to create a little secret between just you and me.”

“GOD YES.” Kotaro agreed loudly, “I mean…Uhh…” He got embarrassed at how enthusiastic he had been about Sakura’s request. “Yes please…I’m um…very into biting. Thanks to sexy zombie you biting me all the time.”

I was the cause of that one? Sakura was a little surprised by that. She’d probably ask him more about their past when she was mindless later, and all the moments he experienced pain because of the heaviness of this project. But right now, it was time for her to be horny.

She bit down on his hip hard enough to leave a very visible mark, enough to make him bleed but Kotaro just made a perverted needy whine that she loved. She licked the droplets of blood up so that he wouldn’t be too hurt.

Yummy, but not as yummy as cum. Sakura decided. She wondered if she should let Kotaro drink up more of his cum, but she decided she had plenty of time to get to that.

She could see Kotaro tremble, his hands just trying to lovingly touch and embrace her. He was probably trying very hard not to do anything more, for fear that he would displease Sakura since she had seemed displeased with Yugiri.

“You’ve been very good, letting me take command a little, tonight.” Sakura complimented.

“A-anything for you…” Kotaro panted; incredibly happy that she was happy.

“So I’ll reward you a little, okay?” Sakura promised. “Do you want me to put you inside right now, or do you want to eat me out a bit?” She gave him options.

Kotaro frowned, thinking that one over. He very much wanted to be inside of Sakura, but he really wanted to show Sakura his love for her and make her feel good. “I want to eat you out. OBVIOUSLY.” Kotaro responded, even though it had taken a second to decide.

Sakura giggled. Secretly she just wanted Kotaro’s face between her thighs without the sunglasses on for once. She moved over, crouching over his face. Between her thighs was already aching with a need for stimulation and his tongue, and everything felt so warm and dripping just from all the things she had done to him, and from the making out.

“Don’t let me cum, okay? I know you love making me cum, but every single time I cum tonight, I want it to be with you.” Sakura ordered, “We’re on the same page now, and I want to cum with you, not alone.”

“Embrace your multiple orgasm body, Sa-ku-ra!” Kotaro demanded. “And I could definitely cum from eating you out. I have before. I do that a lot honestly!”

I didn’t notice! Sakura covered her face, blushing. She had wondered why some of their hook ups had been cut so short after Kotaro ate her out. She had been too frustrated to ask why he had needed to run off right after though. Now she realized it was to get a change of pants.

Just cum inside me, dummy! Don’t cum in your pants! I want it to be IN-SIDE ME! Sakura felt a little frustrated again, just from that admission.

“T-that’s great that you’re THAT into it, but I want you to cum inside of me today, okay?” Sakura begged, “So stop with your tongue before I cum! Seriously.”

Kotaro raised an eyebrow. “What will you do to me if I don’t?” He asked seductively.

Not the time to push the boundary, Kotaro. Sakura frowned, “I won’t let you eat me out for like a week if you don’t.”

“Oh.” Kotaro sounded disappointed that it wasn’t a sexy punishment. “Okay…T-tell me when you’re close then? Okay?” He moved his hands to her butt cheeks to hold her up a bit and to cup her cheeks while he was licking her.

“O-okay.” Sakura moaned, as he started licking her up affectionately. She moved her hand into his hair, desperately weaving her fingers through it, and moving his head up a little. “I love you, Kotaro…” She moaned.

“Love you too!” Kotaro responded back, taking a break with his mouth to give her the affirmation she needed that he loved her. Sakura sometimes wondered if he was tracing out the word ‘Love’ with his tongue or purposefully whispering against her how much he loved her.

Either way her thighs were trembling, and she was making moan after moan as Kotaro ate her out and she accidentally grinding against his lips and face. He would moan back whenever she did that in a very low grunt of approval, which made her just feel even more aroused.

“C-close. Close, Kotaro…S-stop.” Sakura begged.

Kotaro took his lips off of her. “You sure?”

Sakura made a small little nod, not completely sure. She moved down to his lower body. "I…G-guess we won’t really cum together like I wanted, because I’m probably going to cum immediately when I put you in…” She said nervously to herself, putting her hand on the base of Kotaro’s cock, desperate to have him in.

“I really like you cumming when my dick slides in you.” Kotaro moaned, “But if you’re that upset about it, we can wait for a short moment for you to come down a little so we can cum together.”

But I’m so close!!! A small part of Sakura’s mind said. She silenced that desperate part. She gave a small nod and slipped into Kotaro’s arms so he could cuddle her and rub her shoulder soothingly until she thought that she wouldn’t cum instantly from penetration.

Kotaro smiled and was more than happy to just hold her and cuddle her. “You’re staying here tonight, right?” He kissed her cheek, trying to beg her to stay in his arms.

“Absolutely.” Sakura promised.

“You’re going to spoil me, Sakura.” Kotaro whispered, “It’s going to be so hard to go to sleep without you in my bed after this. I wish you could just sleep in my arms and bed every night. I never want to stop holding you.”

Sakura squeezed him, kissing him gently on the lips. “Maybe I should move into your room then, so that we can never be apart again…” She entwined her fingers with his, looking deeply into his eyes. “I’m ready. I think. Can I put you inside?”

“Uh-huh! Absolutely!” Kotaro gave her approval.

Sakura went back to straddling him again and gripped the base of his cock that she honestly wasn’t sure how it hadn’t released itself already. He had a lot of stamina and a lot of willpower, she thought, because it looked like it really needed to cum.

She lowered herself onto him, watching Kotaro’s face very closely as her insides enveloped him. He closed his eyes and groaned when his tip touched her entrance and then he kept looking absolutely happy the further in he got. Despite his large smile, he was sweating and blushing, absolutely vividly enjoying himself.

Sakura could see that his eyes were eating her up too. His eyes were so expressive, filled with adoration for her and pleasure of just gazing upon her naked body.

She started slow, bouncing on his cock and moaning every time she moved. She wasn’t quite sure if Kotaro’s eyes were on her face or her boobs because he seemed a little entranced with watching them bounce.

Both of their hands found their way into each other’s, entwined lovingly, not focused on feeling up their partner’s body and instead connecting and sharing in their love for one another.

Sakura loved that. She loved feeling Kotaro so deeply inside of her. She loved Kotaro’s expressions. She loved moaning with Kotaro.

“F-faster…” Kotaro begged, feeling teased by the slow pace.

“I told you I was going to take my time with you…” Sakura teased, squeezing his hand.

“You can take your time with me!!!” Kotaro agreed, “But we have the whole night ahead of us, and I’d like to cum with you a lot and G-god…I just…It feels good and I want you to go faster…” He begged. “I don’t want to get interrupted again and Mmm…Just go faster, all right, Sakura???”

I like him begging. I was just teasing him! Sakura smirked. She understood why he teased her so much now. “Okay, Kotaro…You’ve done so much for me, so your wish is my command.” She leaned down and gave him a quick smooch to remind him that she loved him, before speeding up the pace of her hips.

“I’m HN. Nice like that! Unlike someone! I won’t make you beg too much for release, because I WANT you to release as much as possible. I want to be filled up by the man I l-love’s cum, okay?” Sakura assured him, making several jabs about how much he teased her.

Kotaro turned redder when she said that, and she could feel him twitch inside of her when she said she wanted to be filled up. She loved feeling how excited he got.

“God. I love you so much. Every time I speak to you and think about you I th-think that!” Kotaro shouted, getting a little wordy and loud, moaning into his words.

Soon, Sakura’s faster pace just devolved into a desperate one, needing to satisfy their own lust as they continued to say how much they loved the other one, sometimes a shouting match of ‘I love you’s’ if they could even speak at all.

Sakura got closer and closer to her climax again that was building. “Y-you close? I’m close…I’m so close. Do I need to stop so I can cum with you? Are you close???”

“I AM SO CLOSE. I’ve been holding on by a tiny spider’s thread this whole time, SAKURA! Please…” Kotaro begged.

Sakura made several more needy, erratic movements and Kotaro lifted up his hips to try to help her out, until he finally came inside of her, as deeply buried as he could be. She came with him instantly, squeezing his hands and moaning his name so loudly she was afraid the whole house might wake up.

She collapsed into his arms after the very intense orgasm was over, breathing heavily.

“Tired?” Kotaro asked, brushing the hair out of her face that was sticking to it because of all the sweat.

“No…I want to make up for as much lost time as we can tonight….” Sakura repeated. “Please keep making love to me.”

Kotaro kissed her hand like she was a princess, kissing the ring finger in particular as if he was pledging his eternal love to her. “Of course. You’re mine now, and I never want to let you go…” He wanted to keep devouring her more and more, to match her zombie appetite.

Sakura smiled and they kissed again, planning to continue the whole night with their lovemaking.

Ai was sure her nightmare had absolutely been a nightmare. It couldn’t be a reality.

Why’d I dream about Sakura and a guy who looks like Kotaro without glasses making out though??? The thought that she was dreaming about that disturbed her. It unsettled her. Why was she dreaming about straight make outs in the first place? Why Kotaro shirtless???? Why without his sunglasses???? Had she been wondering about Kotaro’s eyes??? And why had she subjected Sakura to her bad nightmares???

She didn’t have an appetite the next morning. And Sakura for some reason wasn’t in their bedroom. Ai continued her denial that it was reality even though Tae had to physically drag Sakura from Kotaro’s room. Sakura kept whining and pounding her fists on the ground as Tae dragged her by her legs.

“Taeeee!!! I’m so sleepy…Let me keep sleeping, please…” Sakura whined. “Let me go back to bed and my nice firm chest pillow….” She smiled a little to herself, blushing when she said that.

Tae huffed, “Eckfas!” Sakura did not miss breakfast with them! She was going to make sure she ate no matter what!

Sakura just sighed and grumbled to herself as she tiredly pulled herself to the breakfast table. “Gotta figure out what to do about Tae…He’s right…”

That’s weird. Why’s she in her clothes from yesterday? Ai thought to herself, deciding not to acknowledge or ask about the fact that she had been in Kotaro’s room.

“Probably had a nightmare. I bothered Mr. Tatsumi the other night about nightmares too…” Lily whispered to Saki.

“Oh!” Saki nodded, understanding. “Man. Poor Sakura. And poor Tae since she’s going to Shades for comfort instead of her. This whole thing is going to be a mess.” Saki chuckled obliviously.

Yeah. That makes sense! Ai decided to believe Lily’s explanation and look no further into it, or ask why Kotaro of all people let Sakura cuddle with him (which was already disturbing) because she was scared. Ignorance was bliss.

The day continued getting weirder and weirder though. When Kotaro did show up (forgetting to call the morning meeting, showing up sometime in the late afternoon asking where Sakura had gone), Ai could have sworn she saw Sakura pull Kotaro down by the collar and kiss him on the cheek when nobody was looking.

No. She must have been getting something off his face. Still weird, but not a kiss.

“Nightmare. Definitely a nightmare.” Ai continued to deny to herself even though Sakura then took Kotaro by the hand after whispering something into his ear, giggling and then pulling him into the study. The two didn’t come back out.

Ai tried not to wonder about what was happening in that room. As she marched to the living room, Yugiri noticed her eye was twitching.

“Are you all right, Lady Ai?” Yugiri asked concerned.

“Yeah. I’m fine. I just…Had a terrible nightmare.” Ai shivered. She dropped her voice to a whisper. “I thought I saw…Well, Sakura and Kotaro um…You know.” She didn’t finish that sentence, too disgusted.

She knew Yugiri would be the only one who didn’t judge her for her disturbing and terrible dreams.

“Oh!” Yugiri nodded, completely understanding. “So, you walked in on them too?” She said her voice sympathetic. She pat Ai’s head.

“…I’m sorry….What are you talking about?” Ai asked, staring directly at Yugiri. “I said I had a nightmare! Just a dream!!!” Ai was now shouting her denial.

“Count yourself lucky, Lady Ai, at least you didn’t walk in on a blowjob like Lady Junko did.” Yugiri tried to console Ai.

Ai suddenly stopped the denial. “WHAT??? I’m sorry…WHAT???” That was not what she was expecting Yugiri to say. She darted for the kitchen to grab a knife.

I am literally going to murder Kotaro! She decided, stopping the denial for a moment when Junko’s innocence was on the line.

Ai marched to the office, hoping Yugiri was following her so she could confirm that yes, she had a nightmare, just a dream, this was not reality.

The door was locked, but she managed to pry some of the screws off the hinges with her kitchen night, extremely desperate to maintain her denial, Sakura’s innocence, and Junko’s innocence. Unfortunately, she did not get the confirmation she wanted.

When she opened the door she saw Kotaro and Sakura completely naked, Sakura’s make up was only really on her face and her legs, not that Ai wanted to look at either, since Sakura’s mouth was around Kotaro’s cock, hurriedly sucking on it, while her hips were on his face and he provided satisfaction to her by eating her out.

They were both making very low guttural moans of intense enjoyment due to their 69ing. Ai did not want to look at how Kotaro had curled up a little and arched his back so that the position could work out between them, how Kotaro’s hands were spreading apart her friend’s thighs.

She hated the sight she saw in front of her. And Sakura didn’t even notice her because she was too busy getting eaten out/sucking on a cock!

“Sa-sakura!” Ai wanted to cry, as her fangirl and friend had something Ai viewed as terrible happen to her. “Don’t—” She begged, unsure what else she could say, as she trembled in horror.

Kotaro took his mouth off of Sakura’s vagina for a moment, still not even noticing Ai there. “I love you, Sakura…” He moaned out, the only one in the entire world existing to him being Sakura in that moment. Even if he noticed Ai it was doubtful, he would stop because he was too drunk on Sakura and his love for her.

Sakura took her mouth off of Kotaro’s cock for a moment and he made a disappointed groan. “I love you too, Kotaro!” She said joyfully, just wanting to respond to him in case he got worried.

Before Sakura could smooch the tip and go back to her task at hand, Ai closed the door hurriedly, not wanting to see anymore despite how disgusted she was. She weaved her hands through her hair in absolute disgust still trembling but not sure how to respond to that sight.

Ai grabbed some power tools and a wooden board and tried to manually lock them in, so none of her friends would accidentally see such a disgusting sight. As she walked back to the office with a wooden board and a power drill she heard the noises of enjoyment again coming from inside and dropped her supplies, not wanting to get any closer.

She turned green. I just saw Kotaro Tatsumi’s dick. Gross. GROSS. GROSS!!! Ai cried inside of her head. She needed brain bleach. She’d rather look upon her burnt corpse than see that again. I understand why he drinks now; I wish I could drink and erase that image!!!

Ai was screaming internally as she covered her ears trying to burn out the image manually. I think he’s got booze somewhere….No. Idols don’t drink! I can not get into alcohol to try to erase THAT. Ai thought.

“Idols don’t put their managers dicks in their mouth either…” Ai mumbled to herself, accidentally thinking about Sakura.

She decided for now she’d just warn Junko, Saki and Lily away from the office and protect them, since she could no longer be protected. Drinking until she forgot everything and made it a dream again was for later!

Junko, Saki and Lily really didn’t understand why Ai kept telling them to avoid going to the study, but since Ai seemed physically ill, shaking and nauseous, they decided to look after her instead of asking questions. Yugiri just shook her head, thinking Ai was being overdramatic.

“It could not have been that bad, Lady Ai.” Yugiri consoled.

“It was in her mouth, Yugiri!” Ai hissed, “And hers was in his!” She spoke vaguely because she didn’t want to remember.

Yugiri looked proud. Ai hated that. Yugiri shed a tear. “They’re communicating at least then….I’m proud of them!”

Ai did not know why she was the only one disgusted. But she’d try not to interrupt them ever again for her own sanity. And she’d protect Saki, Junko, Lily and Tae too, even though she hated every moment of this.

Kotaro and Sakura seemed to realize though that if they were obsessed enough about each other they didn’t have to even pay attention to the other girls living with them that could interrupt. Or well, they didn’t realize that, but it was the natural reaction to their new actual romantic relationship.

They just forgot about the frustrations of being interrupted and everyone suffered for that.