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Akk and Ayan were lying down on the bed, covered in warm sunshine. It was soo peaceful, Akk lying on his back, with an arm under his head, in a tight shirt and long sweatpants, while Aye was on his side, with his head resting on Akk’s biceps, one of his arms loosely thrown over Akk’s stomach. He was wearing Akk’s big hoodie and the shortest shorts that could fit him, without causing any public indecency. Akk’s nose was resting just where Aye’s forehead met his hairline.
The boys were together for quite some time now. When Akk came out to Aye, he was very nervous, quite sure the boy will leave if not immediately then soon after. But Aye stayed, looking at Akk with more and more stars in his eyes and even more love coming from his mouth. Every single day Akk thought, that Aye is bringing life back to him, and every single day Aye thought, how Akk is the Sun in his life.
They still haven’t talked about everything, but every day they knew each other a little better. Aye could now easily notice how Akk’s mood slightly changes, how he gets anxious and falls asleep later before his testosterone shots. Recently his doctor had some concerns and adjusted Akk’s dose, making Akk’s mental health a bit of a mess. He was working on it with the doctor, but Aye couldn’t help but be worried, that his lover can’t sleep and became very apathetic. He also became worried about their sex life. Not because Akk didn’t want to have sex with him, but because he was worried, that Akk is pushing himself to do it. Aye had his experience with depression and, although understanding that everyone is different, he was just worried that their experience on sex drive is the same and Akk wouldn’t want it to influence Aye in any way.
Akk moved his head to face up when Aye woke up. He was still cuddled into his side, but lifted his head to look at Akk’s face. He had such a gentle face, like he didn’t worry a day in his life. It always amazed Aye. Now he took his fingers to wander, slowly tracing Akk’s nose, moving to his brows, down the cheekbones and to the lips. When he reached them, Akk smiled. But instead of speaking, he just pulled his hand from under his head and wrapped it around Aye’s shoulders, getting the boy into a hug, basically pulling him on top of himself. He kissed his forehead and left his lips to rest on Aye’s skin.
The smaller boy was soo happy right now, he was smiling brightly, teeth showing, while hugging his love tight. He really needs the comfort of those sweet moments, when no worries can bother them and they can focus only on the little tingling when they touched each other. He was calm and Akk’s head was also lighter now, that he could share all of his struggles with someone beside his doctors and parents. Aye was soo ready to give whatever his Sun needed.
Akk was also worried about Aye. He knew well that the boy was struggling, not always feeling or having the freedom to share his bothers. He never pushed him to tell him what’s in his head, but he always held him tight, when Aye needed it, waking him up during his nightmares at night. That’s when he’d see the most vulnerable Aye, with moonlight shining on his glossy eyes. Now Akk always had the thought of not being enough for Aye, even though he never made any kind of signs that it’s like this.
- Aye – Akk whispered. – I’m soo happy that you’re here with me. – Akk didn’t really let himself to say things like this, it was more of Aye’s thing, but he felt, like he really needed to say it.
- Don’t ever let go off me.
Akk lifted his chin and placed a gentle, soft kiss on his lips. They both smiled and Aye reached up to play with Akk’s hair. He knew the boy loves it.
- I promise, when we’ll be old and grey, I’ll still lay with you and play with your hair.
- What if I won’t have any hair left? – Akk joked, making Aye huff.
- Then I’ll pet your head.
The boys started to get more awake, getting cheeky and starting to joke around. They both know to appreciate the days, when they’re both feeling this good and the world doesn’t seem to have much problems with them, leaving them in peace.
Akk left the bathroom with his hair wet and a towel wrapped around his hips. He was still learning to be fully comfortable being this naked around anyone. For his whole life, he was painfully aware of how much wider his hips are and how there’s a piece of him missing. But Aye did assure him every single time he had a chance to see him like this, how sexy his tiny waist is and how his hips just make him look powerful, making it very hard to resist for Aye not to wrap his legs around him. Those were their favourite positions, when Aye could tangle his legs behind Akk’s back, trapping the boy, hugging his waist with his thigs. And Akk had a thing for Aye’s thick thighs.
Aye was reading a book, while lying on the bed, in his tiny shorts, with his legs stretched. Akk couldn’t resist and when he get to the bed, he softly grabbed one of his legs and started to kiss it up from the ankle up. Aye pretended not to care, but when Akk turned his leg to the side, showing the soft, sensitive skin on the inside of his thigh, he bit his lip, hiding his face behind the book. But no book could hide his soft moan, when he felt Akk’s lips.
- You look soo sinful in this shorts.
- And what will you do about it?
- I’m willing to go to hell for it.
Aye moaned louder when Akk sucked at the skin right where the shorts started. He was sucking hard and Aye’s hand wend to his hair, hoping for some release.
- Can I take a picture of you, Aye? – Akk asked pulling the boy’s book away from his face. He knew better than just putting it down, so he reached for the bookmark on the bedside table and marked the pages. Then put his attention back on Aye’s face. – I want to have a picture of you, like this.
- What will you do with the picture..?
- I’ll look at it whenever you won’t be with me. I’ll think about how only I get to have this Ayan in my arms.
- And for sure not to jerk off to my thigs? – Teased Aye.
- I don’t need to jerk off secretly to a picture of you, I can do it looking at the real thing.-
The boys laughed and Aye passed Akk his phone. He took a picture of Aye’s legs and hips, up to about his waist. He wished he could put a picture of Aye’s face on his lock screen, but the boys didn’t make their relationship official, and wanted to do it on their own terms. Akk kissed his lover and settled his head on his stomach, while Aye came back to his book. Peaceful.