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Yelan was thinking about it. She always has been — Shenhe's body pressed against her own. They have been going out for a while now, handholding, first kisses, secrets, and embarrassing moments. They both had their fair share of those mundane things. Nothing else beyond that yet.

Yelan looked forward to seeing her friends, Ningguang with her lover, Beidou, giggling to themselves. A smile began to form on her lips as she remembered the times she even consulted Ningguang, something she rarely does, about her new relationship. She got to admit that at first, it was really hard adjusting to Shenhe's preferences, seeing how Shenhe radiates of pure innocence — Yelan decided to let it stay that way unless Shenhe specifically asked for something else other than a soft peck on the lips or cheeks. But one thing Yelan is most certain of, is Shenhe deserves all the good things— and that requires patience. Yelan has a lot of that for her. 

She felt a light tug on her hand, Yelan looked to her right and saw Shenhe reading the art gallery flyer guide with her brows furrowed.

‘Cute.’  

“Hey, darling, found something interesting?” Yelan beamed.

Shenhe hummed and kept her lips on a thin line, “Yes. All of it is interesting.”

“You're the most interesting to me though.” Yelan teased. 

“I was talking about the art pieces.” 

“You are an art, darling.” Yelan winked and smirked. And though Shenhe keeps her cool most of the time, blood rushed from her neck to her face — Yelan would always get to her. She just nodded, though a little bit confused by what her lover said. 

' How am I an art?' She tries to define the meaning by herself in the next few minutes of their walk around the art gallery. 

Yelan would occasionally talk to their friends, checking on Ganyu and Keqing whether they were alright with walking for more, and then asking Ningguang about who's paying the bill later when they eat. Ningguang beats her to it though. She then decided to go for a quick restroom break so the bathrooms would not be as packed as it is during lunchtime. 

Shenhe pulled on the sleeves of her polo shirt when she was about to walk away from their group. Shenhe didn't speak, she just looked into Yelan's eyes and it seemed like Yelan already understood, she nodded and held her lover's hand, and excused the both of them to go to the restroom.

And just as Yelan guessed, there weren’t many people inside the restroom, most cubicles were unoccupied and it was in fact — spacious. 

“Will you be using one, love?” Yelan suddenly stopped washing her hands when she felt Shenhe get close to her, she looked up at their reflection and into Shenhe’s eyes. Her cheeks were lightly tinted pink, lips tightly shut and Yelan could only raise an eyebrow as if she was sending a question to her lover’s way.

Shenhe moved closer to her ear and whispered. Yelan got chills down her spine as she felt Shenhe’s warm breath tickling her earlobe.

“Kiss.” Shenhe admitted. Yelan slowly turned to look at her and churned her inner cheek before nodding. She waited until the woman washing her hand got out before pulling Shenhe into the last cubicle. 

Fortunately, it had enough room for both of them. She didn’t waste any more time and had Shenhe back up against the wall and pressed her lips softly against her lover. Brushing their lips slowly and smiling, Yelan let out a light chuckle before she parted away and looked at Shenhe for a reaction. It was just a quick kiss, something Shenhe is comfortable doing. Yelan observed Shenhe for more before noticing that something was not quite right.

“Darling?” Yelan cupped Shenhe's cheek with her hand and gently rubbed circles using her thumb, “What's wrong? Did I do something wro—”

Yelan blinked. Once. Twice. Thrice. And once again, until it registered in her mind that Shenhe kissed her. Her heart raced and her breathing became shortened. She could feel how tight Shenhe's grip was on her shirt. And then she felt it. With a slight hint of the tongue, Shenhe's tongue grazed her lower lip and she almost gave in and pushed her lover onto the wall to kiss her back, hard . But it took everything in her power to pull away from her lover's sweet lips.

“Hey,” Yelan started, both of them out of breath and with tinted cheeks.

“Yelan…”

“Yes, my darling?”

“Why won't you kiss me like they do in movies ?” Shenhe's tone was low but it was serious. 

Yelan gulped, “W-would you like us to do that? ” Shenhe nodded almost immediately and Yelan felt her heart racing, unsure if it was the adrenaline or if she was nervous about this.

“Tell me to stop if you don't like it, okay?” It’s not even Yelan’s first time making out, but it’s Shenhe — it feels like everything is her first time. 

With her hand on Shenhe’s chin, she lightly parted her lover’s lips and moved closer, inch by inch, her eyes darting to Shenhe’s eyes and down her lips. When she was close enough, Yelan whispered. 

“Close your eyes, darling. It feels better .” And when Shenhe did, Yelan closed the gap between them.

Soft lips pressing against one another, Yelan did not waste any more time giving Shenhe what she wants. She started with a slight hint of the tongue, grazing it slowly on Shenhe’s lower lip until she felt her breath hitched. Yelan’s heart raced faster than before, she wants to hear that again. And when Shenhe did the same, Yelan couldn’t hold herself back and kissed her deeper which earned her a soft gasp between their kisses. She pushed forward until Shenhe’s back was pressed against the wall.

Shenhe grunted when her back hit the cold wall, her hand moved on its own accord – grabbing Yelan by the waist as she pulls her in closer, as if they weren’t close enough. Shenhe, on the other hand, took the liberty to do what Yelan did earlier but bolder . She slid her tongue past Yelan’s lips and it elicited a sigh that sent shivers down her bones. It felt warm. Yelan’s mouth is so warm and she wanted more of it. Within a split second, Shenhe turned their positions, she was now the one pushing Yelan into the wall.

“H-hey!” Yelan blurted and both were still trying to keep it low. “You liked it that much?” She continued.

Shenhe nodded, her face remaining as emotionless as ever but her rose-tinted cheeks and shoulders rising up and down heavily as she breathes says otherwise. Yelan likes it that way, even when her lover does not show many reactions but her body language says it all already. She smiled and put an arm around Shenhe’s neck while her other hand slipped past Shenhe’s waist and now flat on her lower back to pull her in closer. 

“Okay, you can do it again, darling.” Yelan cooed with a smile.

Shenhe did not waste a second, she brushed her lips against Yelan’s lips and tried what she had done earlier. She slid her tongue inside and oh, she was met with a warm welcome. Yelan tilted her head to let Shenhe gain more access before she started sucking softly on her lover’s tongue — letting it in and out of her mouth slowly for a few times before running her tongue against it. Yelan loves how she’d hear a sigh from Shenhe whenever her grip would tighten around her waist. 

It wasn’t long until Shenhe hummed in the kiss and it made Yelan more eager to deepen the kiss but the sound of water running and doors creaking open in the restroom they are at wasn’t really ideal for a first make-out session experience, or so she thought. 

“Hey,” she breathed out while reaching to cup Shenhe’s cheeks with both her hands. “Do you want to stay at my place?” 

“Okay.” Shenhe replied quickly. 

“Okay.” Yelan smiled, “Let’s get out of here then.” 

She took Shenhe’s hand and went back quickly with the group and Yelan made an excuse for the both of them to go home earlier than planned. Luckily, their friends bought it. Or perhaps they already saw what was going on with both their necks flustered and lips slightly swollen from the kiss that it was so obvious their lips were bright pink. 

The drive home was quiet, Shenhe just looked out the window at the passenger’s seat while Yelan would occasionally glance at her. She wasn’t sure if she was nervous, anxious, thrilled, or all of the following. They walked up to the Yelan’s floor, hand in hand and in silence but their heartbeats seemed loud enough to block all incoming sounds. 

As soon as the door opened to Yelan’s condominium, Shenhe grabbed her by the arm and pushed her to the nearest wall. Her back hit the wall with a low thud, one hand pinned beside her head and the other on Shenhe’s nape. 

Yelan sighed in the kiss, Shenhe seems to have taken a liking to thrust her tongue inside her mouth, but Yelan is quick to adapt and is good at receiving as much as giving. She made sure to suck on it at the perfect timing. Shenhe's grip on her would tighten and she just knows that her lover is liking it. 

Yelan pulled away much to Shenhe's disappointment. Yelan panted but gave Shenhe a smile.

“Darling, would you please let me catch my breath for a moment?” 

Shenhe nodded, her face stoic and her lips slightly agape. 

“Your lips… I need it.”

Yelan couldn't help but feel her face become warm. Shenhe really does have her own way with words. She's way too honest for her own good. 

“O-okay, darling, I'll give it to you, let's just catch our breath.” Yelan felt her heart racing and stuttered with her words. Shenhe has got her nervous.

Yelan then felt Shenhe's hands going to her sides, her waist, and then to her hips. And then her buttocks which made her let out a yelp when Shenhe squeezed her butt cheeks lightly. 

“Ah… sorry… I was curious about what they feel like.” Shenhe started with a worried tone.

“Don't apologize, my darling. I'm all yours to feel, okay?” Yelan assured, wrapping her arms around Shenhe's neck. Shenhe nodded obediently. There was this kind of rush she had never felt before, well, maybe she had but she never acted on it. Today is just different, there is something about Yelan that makes her want to do things .

“Now I'll tell you what to do.” She slowly ran her fingers through Shenhe’s white locks down to her nape with her fingertips. “Let’s go to the bedroom?” 

Shenhe nodded and without warning, she carried Yelan — holding her by both of her thighs while still having her back against the wall, Yelan was surprised that her eyes widened for a mere moment and her grip tightened around Shenhe’s neck, she automatically wrapped her legs around Shenhe’s waist for more support.

Yelan gulped and smiled, she felt ecstatic to the point that she could hear her heartbeat ringing in her ears, sometimes she forgets how strong her girlfriend is — Shenhe could literally carry her without a sweat. Shenhe pressed her body closer and it was making Yelan’s mind go wild with all the things she wants to do. 

‘Gods, have mercy on me.’ She bit her lower lip and threw her head back enough to look at Shenhe’s face. So beautiful.  

“Let’s go to the room then?” 

Shenhe nodded and obliged and brought both of them to the bedroom, she set Yelan carefully on the bed. Though she doesn’t know what to do or how to act at the moment, she followed her instinct and had Yelan’s legs wrapped around her waist once more as she sat there with her legs bent at the hips and knees. She fit perfectly there with Yelan right in front of her, face turning slightly pink. 

Yelan cleared her throat before starting, “Hm. You should stretch out your legs and…” Shenhe once again followed, she stretched out both her legs and had Yelan sit on her lap, once again with her legs wrapped around her waist with Yelan’s arms around her neck. Shenhe likes it.

“And then, let’s kiss again?” Yelan continued closing the gap between them.

Yelan kissed her slowly, it was warm and tingly. Shenhe worked with her tongue again, licking Yelan's lower lip and much to her surprise, Yelan sucked on her tongue.

She placed her hand on Yelan's waist and grabbed it tightly. She's feeling good . And something she can't explain, it feels very hot all of a sudden. Shenhe pushed Yelan softly until she got on top of her lover, Yelan now lying with her back on the mattress, hair, and clothes disheveled. Shenhe’s heartbeat quickened, Yelan looked so — ethereal. Though she always looks good in Shenhe’s eyes, this moment felt different. 

Shenhe’s hand made its way to the button of the polo shirt Yelan was wearing. She had Yelan beneath her, her hair falling to the sides as she looked down on Yelan whose neck was flustered with bright pink. She leaned down and planted a kiss on her collarbone. 

‘Her skin is hot… too…’ Shenhe’s first thought when her lips met the soft spot. It made her look back up at her lover and they caught each other’s gaze. 

“I want to take this off.” Shenhe demanded as she pushed down the button with her fingers. Her voice was low and Shenhe herself didn’t know why she feels so dizzy but one thing was for sure, she wants more.

Yelan breathed heavily, she was trying to be as rational as she could but to no avail, her mind is blank and all she could register was Shenhe being on top of her and wanting to do what she herself has been wanting to do a long time ago. She swallowed thickly in an attempt to find her voice. 

“Okay. You can take it off darling.” A quick pause before she swallowed again, “Is- is it alright if I take yours off too?” 

The silence that followed made Yelan a bit nervous and she quickly followed up her request, “You can decline, darling. We don't have to do things you don't feel like doi—”

“You can.” Shenhe interrupted her mid-sentence. 

It was a sight to see.  

Shenhe blushed hard, Yelan never thought she'd be able to see that ever. And this is the most expressive Shenhe she's ever seen. 

“I want to feel you too.” Shenhe added.

Yelan reached her hand out to tuck Shenhe's hair behind her ear that was covering her face and then her hand slowly made its way to the back of her head, pulling Shenhe in slowly.

“Let's take this slow, darling. Shall we?”

With a nod, Shenhe initiated the kiss. Eyes firmly closed, the heaving of chests and hands slowly roaming as their fingers touch each other's bare skin that elicits hitched breaths or a sigh into the kiss — they both liked how they are feeling each other. 

Shenhe broke away from the kiss, she took a moment to catch her breath before unbuttoning Yelan's shirt, revealing her flustered skin and ample chest. Though Shenhe had seen Yelan in a bikini, she had never felt something inside her that made her want to act up before. She wants to go primal and consume all that Yelan is. Her first instinct was to plant a kiss on Yelan's collarbone and then a little bit down until she was kissing Yelan's mole on the right side of the chest. 

She looked up catching her lover's gaze. Yelan was just watching her as she breathed heavily with each kiss. Shenhe then kissed Yelan's breast against the fabric of her bra. She felt Yelan shake beneath her and so she did it again.

“Haah…” A quick sigh escaped Yelan's lips that Shenhe quickly caught on. She stopped for a moment to register what Yelan's reaction was. She wants to hear more of it and so she did it again. 

“Darling…” Yelan breathed out this time, her hand now on the back of Shenhe’s head with her fingers slowly running softly on Shenhe’s scalp. She feels so out of breath and all she could think about was having Shenhe naked and having her lips on every inch of her skin if Shenhe would allow her to do so. But right now with the looks of it, Yelan thinks it would be the other way around – not that she minds.

Yelan let Shenhe unbutton her shirt, revealing more and more of her skin as each second passed. She could see how Shenhe was so focused on it and she finds it adorable how Shenhe's eyes were just on her work. When everything was undone, Shenhe let the shirt be completely removed and Yelan was only left with her bra, she ran her index finger slowly on the lines of Yelan's waist to her toned abdomen moving upwards to Yelan's black lacy bra before stopping there. 

Yelan did not say a word but she carefully held Shenhe's hand and slowly placed it atop the mound of her breast. Shenhe let go of the breath she didn't know she was holding. 

“Can I?” Shenhe asked, her hand felt like it froze, and forgot how to move by itself.

Yelan held her hand again and put pressure on it, letting Shenhe feel her more. 

“Like this , darling.” Yelan sighed as she guide Shenhe’s hand to squeeze her breast slowly until both of them get used to it — Yelan could feel Shenhe getting the feel of it and so her hand slid to Shenhe’s wrist up to her shoulder and then her neck before she reached to cup Shenhe’s face, it was so adorable watching Shenhe so focused about the things she’s curious at. Her cheeks with a faint blush but the heat of her skin says a lot. Yelan took that as a sign that Shenhe is liking this too. 

“Can I,” Shenhe paused as she think of words that would be appropriate to say to Yelan about her request. She cleared her throat first, she has never been this nervous before. Shenhe could feel her face heating, she bit her lower lip for a moment before letting her thoughts be known. “May I undress you… Fully ?”  

Yelan giggled at her lover’s choice of words — ever so formal, even at a time like this . She anchored both her arms around Shenhe’s neck and moved forward until their noses brushed. 

“Yes, you may.” 

As she had her back against the bed again, Yelan smiled. “You may take me, however, you want to. You don’t have to ask.” 

She assured with a gentle smile placed on her lips. Shenhe looked hesitant for a second before licking her lips and sucking on air before letting her worries be known.

“What if I do something that might hurt you… Or something you don’t like?”

“I will let you know. Is that okay?” 

Shenhe took a second before nodding, “Okay.”

And as Yelan was about to give her another smile and more words of encouragement maybe, Shenhe did not let her speak anymore as she captured her lips with her own. Both of them breathed heavily through their nose, deep sighs in between their kisses were shared and it only made Shenhe eager for more. She deepened the kiss by tilting her head to gain more access and had her tongue inside Yelan’s mouth. And when Yelan let out a throaty moan, it made Shenhe’s ears perk up. Yelan was sucking on her tongue and it felt good. 

Shenhe’s hands made their way to Yelan’s chest, gently cupping it again before deciding that it should be gone for good. She reached under Yelan’s back to unhook her bra and with Yelan’s help, they both got rid of it. Shenhe pulled away — panting, her eyes then travelling down to Yelan’s bare chest. She was stunned. She couldn’t look away but her hands already knew what it wants the next few seconds. She was touching Yelan there, with her hands and just Yelan’s bare skin — it was hot and soft, and it felt really nice, Shenhe thought.

“Hng…” Yelan shuddered before sighing quickly. Shenhe stopped her movement immediately. 

“What’s wrong?” 

“Sorry, my darling’s hand is cold.” Yelan reasoned, out of breath but still smiling.

“I’m sorry…” Shenhe whispered, disappointment in her voice as she retracted her hand from Yelan’s skin. 

“No— no, darling, I didn’t mean I didn’t like it. You’re doing good.” Yelan held her wrist and put it back to where it rightfully was a few seconds ago. “And if your hands are cold, aren’t I supposed to warm them, hmm?” Yelan added. “Go on darling, I like what you’re doing.”  

Shenhe then nodded, giving more pressure this time, fondling them tighter and the more she pressed on, the more she got a response from Yelan. Hitched breaths and low humming and the way Yelan would bite her lip and her eyelids half closed trying to keep their gazes locked before shutting her eyes off completely. 

Shenhe is very observant and it's not often that she follows her instinct when she's with Yelan because her lover mostly plans things out and discusses them with her. This one, however, Yelan is letting her do what she wants. 

Shenhe lowered herself and latched her mouth onto Yelan's breast. It felt way nicer in her mouth than fondling it earlier with her hand. She felt Yelan's body shiver and Yelan's arms snaked around her neck. Yelan whimpered and Shenhe could only look up with her eyes and see her lover's eyes tightly shut, anticipating more.

Shenhe began sucking, switching between swirling her tongue around the hardened bud and pressing her tongue flat on it before sucking it again. Yelan panted and whined, her fingers pulling lightly on Shenhe's silver locks. And Shenhe sucked on her skin until it left a mark. She liked the reddish mark left on Yelan's skin and so she did again and again. Yelan felt the stinging sensation whenever Shenhe's lips would come in contact with her skin which made her eyes tear up a little, Shenhe was biting her. But it felt good. 

“Ah, darling—” Yelan couldn't help but let a moan escape her lips when Shenhe left marks on her abdomen, close to her waist. Shenhe stopped abruptly while sitting up, she thought she might've hurt Yelan with her kisses. 

“I'm sorry, did that hurt?”

“No, no darling. It felt really good, I was just surprised…” Yelan trailed off as she looked into Shenhe's eyes and followed her gaze. Shenhe was looking at her body, so it was Yelan's turn to look at her own —and oh .

Red marks started to turn purplish, some were darker than the others, big and small, some with bite marks even and it made Yelan's heart flutter. That was Shenhe's doing on her body. She felt happy seeing it. 

Shenhe reached out to touch one of the marks she left just below Yelan's breast and ran her index finger softly against the tender skin. Yelan didn't flinch, it doesn't hurt surprisingly, Shenhe did a great job giving her marks.

“Do you like it?” Yelan started. 

Shenhe nodded slowly. “Yes, I think…” She trailed off, “You look good.”

“Don't I always?” Yelan teased.

“Extra… extra looking good.” Shenhe corrected. Yelan laughed lightly and beckoned her lover to move closer again. This time, it was her turn to unclasp Shenhe's bra and let it be forgotten somewhere besides their bed. 

“Can I also touch you here ?” Yelan asked her fingers drawing circles on Shenhe's nape while her eyes were darting from Shenhe's chest and to her lips then her eyes. When Shenhe nodded and hummed in agreement, Yelan cupped one of Shenhe’s breasts, giving it a light squeeze and letting her palm rub against Shenhe’s hardened nipple — the response came quickly, and Shenhe’s breath hitched as she let out a soft hum from biting her lower lip and holding her breath. 

“Shenhe, my darling,” Yelan whispered in her raspy voice, her warm breath tickling Shenhe’s chest, she looked up and gazed into her lover’s face. Both of them are anticipating what’s to come next, and both of them are wanting more and more — getting more and more hungry to have each other.

Shenhe did not reply but kept their gaze locked and she swore it felt like an eternity as she drowned in Yelan’s eyes. 

“I want to make love to you.” Yelan continued as she kissed Shenhe’s neck, just right above her pulse and as if Shenhe’s heart wasn’t racing earlier, it was beating faster now. 

She’s not sure how to act nor knows what to do but Shenhe gave in to her desires and followed her instincts, she leaned down and kissed Yelan again. This time with more fervor, thrusting her tongue inside and letting Yelan suck on it. She tilted her head to get more of what she wanted as she started feeling Yelan’s hips bucking upwards against her abdomen as if she was trying to reach for it. 

Shenhe's hands slid down Yelan's sides to her waist and then her hips. She wanted more friction between them and so she held Yelan's waist to keep it steady and started to grind against Yelan's crotch. Much to Yelan's surprise, she gasped for air and broke away from the kiss as Shenhe started grinding her abdomen against her already aching region. 

“Darling, more .” Yelan demanded. 

Shenhe didn't think twice as she hooked her fingers on the waistband of Yelan's underwear and pulled it down until it was completely off. She did the same for her own garments and now both of them lie there, skin to skin, in their most vulnerable form. Both of them took the moment to admire each other's bare skin, Yelan took the move first, placing her hand on Shenhe's abdomen, pressing it — pushing Shenhe to move until Shenhe was now lying down on her back, staring up at Yelan and her shoulders that were moving up and down from breathing heavily. 

“Just watch first, darling. Don’t do anything unless I say so, understood?” 

Shenhe could only nod, her throat felt dry and she couldn’t really think of anything to say. What to say anyways, other than just stare at the goddess hovering on top of her right now?  

Yelan began straddling her, she rested in between Yelan’s legs and she was just there, on both knees on each side of Shenhe’s body. Shenhe let her eyes wander. From the lines of Yelan’s jaw down her neck to the swelling of her breast and perked-up nipples. Down to the curve of her waist and her toned stomach, down to her well-trimmed bush, and oh — Shenhe’s eyes were glued beneath. She could see Yelan’s inner thighs covered in glistening wetness. She swallowed thickly before blinking and looking back up to her lover’s eyes.

“Like what you see, my darling?” Yelan with teasing in her voice. She did giggle lightly before tracing her index finger on Shenhe’s abdomen. “Don’t move.” 

Yelan lowered herself until she made contact with Shenhe’s skin. She sat on Shenhe’s abdomen. Yelan placed both her hands on Shenhe’s shoulder as she leaned slightly forward, angling herself just right before grinning. Yelan began rocking her hips back and forth as she locked gazes with Shenhe’s eyes. Shenhe’s breath hitched as soon as she felt wetness being spread against her lower abdomen. She let out a low growl as Yelan pressed for more. 

Shenhe blushed, she covered her lips with the back of her hand as if to stop herself from making any more sounds. Yelan got her by the wrist and pinned it beside her head. 

“Let me hear you, darling.” Yelan whispered. She was also out of breath as she continued grinding against Yelan’s stomach, getting wetter and wetter with each passing second. And the fact that Shenhe was responding very well to her movements, it’s only making both of them excited. 

Until Yelan began whimpering, she could feel the heat radiating off of Shenhe’s, whose body is typically cool most days — she didn’t know Shenhe could even get this hot physically. She started grinding with more pressure and spread her legs wider, letting her clit rub against Shenhe's abdomen with every rock she did with her hips. Shenhe was breathing erratically and her eyes were glued to where Yelan's was rubbing. 

Shenhe then held Yelan by her waist and that put her to stop. With a shaky breath, she swallowed thickly and licked her lips before speaking.

“I want to taste you.” 

Yelan seemed more impressed than surprised. She couldn't say she wasn't expecting that but she could only smile and didn't give Shenhe any more hard time trying not to be embarrassed. She nodded and slowly hovered her way on top of Shenhe, giving her a quick kiss on her lips, the tip of her nose, her cheeks, and then her forehead. 

“Are you sure you want to try that, my dearest?” She whispered, brushing the strands of hair away from Shenhe's face. 

Shenhe hummed and nodded, Yelan also nodded and smiled, kissing Shenhe's lips again, “Just tell me to stop whenever.”

“Okay.” 

Yelan moved and kneel on top of Yelan's face, her knees beside her head, she could feel Shenhe's warm breath against her inner thighs. It was tickling and exhilarating at the same time. She waited for Shenhe to decide, and when Shenhe wrapped her arms around her thighs and urged her to lower herself down, she did. 

And oh .

Yelan's mind went blank. 

All she could think of was Shenhe's warm and soft tongue making gentle strokes on her entrance up to her clit, going back and forth slowly. Yelan looked down, her hands making their way to Shenhe's hair, shaking fingers trying their best to hold onto Shenhe in any way possible. 

She looked down at Shenhe whose eyes were firmly closed. ‘ Heavens, she looks so beautiful like this.’ Yelan thought. With the way Shenhe's tongue was sending her waves of pleasure, she could only moan.

Whenever she moans or whimpers, Shenhe takes note of it, doing what she does repeatedly and making sure that she's doing it carefully. She slightly opened her eyes, and she saw Yelan massaging her breasts while looking down at her. Shenhe reached for one of Yelan's breasts and started fondling it. Her index finger flicked the hardened bud that earned her throaty moan from her lover. She's loving every sound Yelan makes — and she wants more. 

After a few moments, Shenhe decided to do something. She held Yelan tightly by her thighs to keep her in place and in one swift motion, she started thrusting her tongue inside Yelan. 

“Hah, Shen— Haahn—!”  

Shenhe closed her eyes from hearing Yelan moan. She could feel herself getting hotter and hotter with each second that passed. And the way Yelan was moaning out her name made her go feral. 

She thrust her tongue in and out, as deep as she could and it wasn't long until Yelan was grinding against her and rocking her hips to meet every thrust Shenhe made. Shenhe could feel half of her face being covered with Yelan's wetness but she's loving it. She's loving all of it. 

Shenhe could feel Yelan clenching her legs, she stopped thrusting and started sucking Yelan's sensitive bud. Yelan almost fell down, her knees were getting weaker and with the way Shenhe was sucking on her clit, she could not stop herself from whimpering and whining.  

“Darling, yes—! I'm about to— Hnng—!”

Shenhe started to switch between licking and sucking. Overwhelming Yelan's sensation. One of her hands made its way to Yelan's clit, she started rubbing it with the tip of her fingers as she thrust her tongue inside again, feeling Yelan clench around her. 

“Shenhe… If- if you don't stop, I'm going to—”

Shenhe didn't let Yelan finish her sentence, she hummed which sent vibrations throughout Yelan's body. She felt Yelan's grip on her head become tighter. She's holding it back.

“D-darling, I'm- I'm going to cum in your mouth if you don't stop… ”

Yelan bit her lower lip as she tried her best not to lose her mind. She could feel heat pooling in her lower abdomen and she could not hold it any longer. But Shenhe shows no sign of stopping as her thrust intensified and her hand rubbing her clit just moved faster. 

She looked down at Shenhe who was staring up at her. Shenhe blinked and hummed. She nodded and thrust her tongue as deep as she could, sucking harder as Yelan let herself become undone. 

“Hnng, Shenhe—!”  

Yelan came into Shenhe's mouth, her legs shook as she hit her orgasm. Wetness dripped down her legs and when she looked down on Shenhe, her face glistened with her cum. She was about to dismount but Shenhe kept her in her place still, Yelan felt her lover's tongue once again, slowly this time. Kissing and sucking gently. Shenhe was licking her clean . Yelan could only blush, she brushed away the strands of hair on her lover's face.

“You did well, darling.”

Shenhe hummed as she continued her ministrations. It took them a few more seconds before Yelan lay on top of Shenhe. Resting her head on Shenhe's chest, hearing her heartbeat that has not gone back to normal yet. 

Yelan wiped off Shenhe's face clean before giving her a kiss, tasting herself on Shenhe's tongue. “You did so well.” 

“You taste good.” Shenhe wrapped her arms around Yelan's waist. 

Yelan was stunned at what Shenhe said, she couldn't hide the blush on her cheeks. And she chose to bury her face in Shenhe's chest.

She was about to say something in reply but when she moved her thigh to adjust her position, she felt Shenhe's breath hitched. Yelan then realized that one of her legs was in between Shenhe's, and she felt hot and wetness sticking on her thigh now. She looked at Shenhe who was biting her lower lip as if to stop herself from whimpering.

“Oh my darling,” Yelan cooed. “Do you want me to help you?” 

Shenhe didn't think twice. She nodded and wrapped her arms around Yelan's neck to keep her close.

“Yes.” She whispered lowly. “Please, stay close.”

Her voice was quite shaking, Yelan tried to calm her lover down, moving her thigh gently and letting Shenhe get used to the sensation. “Are you scared, my love?”

Shenhe hesitated to answer, but she knows she was in safe hands. “Yes…”

“I've never felt this… way.”

“I understand, look at me my darling.” Yelan smiled when their eyes met. “Just look at me and feel me, okay? I will stop if you don't like it.”

Shenhe nodded. “Okay.”

Yelan licked Shenhe's lips but did not kiss her. The way Shenhe's breath hitched was cute, but Yelan knows better than to tease, she breathed Shenhe in and kissed her deep and slow. Snaking her hand down past her abdomen and to her aching region.

Yelan was shocked at how wet Shenhe was. She had to pull away from the kiss and looked down at her hand which immediately became covered with slick wetness. And then she looked back to Shenhe, her face was red and her eyes were half-closed. 

“Darling,” Yelan's tone was endearing, “I'm going to touch you now.”

Shenhe nodded and did her best to just look at Yelan as she wanted. A moan bubbled from her throat when Yelan parted her wet folds, immediately rubbing her clit, pressing and rubbing circles around it. 

“Hnpf—”  

Shenhe shut her eyes close. Her legs were already shaking. She heard Yelan hum and her pace was starting to get quicker.

“Darling, open your eyes.”

And Shenhe did.

“I'm going to stop if you close your eyes. I want you to just look at me, darling.”

Shenhe could only nod. 

“Good girl.”

Shenhe's ears perked up and if her face wasn't red, it was redder now. Yelan quickly picked up on the reaction but did not pry at it. She continued rubbing against Shenhe's clit while occasionally pressing her middle finger on Shenhe's entrance. She was so wet and Yelan could only imagine how it would feel like to have her fingers inside.

But it seems like it wasn't just her wanting that. Shenhe suddenly grabbed her by the wrist and she stopped her actions.

“Darling,” Shenhe panted. 

“Yes?”

“Put it inside, please.”  

Yelan gulped and froze. She wanted to ask once more if Shenhe was sure but Shenhe beat her to it.

“Please… Yelan. I want you inside me.”

And Yelan lost her goddamn mind .

She groaned and kissed Shenhe deep, thrusting her tongue inside and letting both their tongues move around, switching between sucking and letting to be sucked. And when Yelan felt that Shenhe was less tensed, she thrust a finger inside that made Shenhe moan at their kiss. 

The sound Shenhe let out was enough to make Yelan go crazy. She thrust her finger inside and out, feeling like she was getting sucked in easily due to how wet Shenhe already was.

Yelan picked up her pace, she broke away from the kiss to let Shenhe catch her breath before resting her face on the crook of Shenhe's neck. Licking and sucking on the soft spot on the juncture of her neck and shoulder. 

Shenhe was moaning and whimpering Yelan's name. And Yelan was thinking twice about putting in a second finger. She bit her inner cheek before speaking.

“I want to put another one in, darling.” 

Shenhe's response was unintelligible but the way she nodded was enough for Yelan. And so she added another finger. Thrusting both fingers knuckles deep and curling the tip before pulling it out and putting it back in. 

Shenhe's inner walls were clenching hard and harder around her fingers. It was driving her mad. 

“My good girl, you're taking me in so well.” Yelan praised.

Shenhe whimpered, feeling closer to her peak. She wrapped her arms around Yelan again, shutting her eyes close.

“I'm close, darling…” Shenhe said weakly. 

Yelan stopped.

Shenhe whimpered in disappointment when Yelan pulled her finger out. She looked with tears forming in the side of her eyes.

“Yelan,” She weakly said, almost like a plea.

Yelan had other plans though, better plans. 

She held Shenhe's thigh close to her chest and positioned herself in between Shenhe's legs, one hovering over the other. She then moved closer, letting their wetness make contact.

Shenhe gasped for air when she felt Yelan's wetness against her own. They were both breathing heavily. She called out Yelan's name. And held onto her pillow for support.

“Yelan—”

She moaned out Yelan's name with each rocking of hips Yelan does. Their clits coming in contact, it was electrifying, to say the least. Shenhe felt like melting. When Yelan started moving faster and grinding harder. Shenhe's moans increased in volume until both of them were whimpering.

Until there came the squelching sound of their wetness being rubbed on each other. Shenhe's vision started to get blurry and her mind was painted white. She felt like she would pass out. 

“Yelan—” She called out once more. 

“Darling, I'm close.” Yelan panted. 

They reached for each other's hands, they clasped their fingers together, holding each other tightly, and when Yelan pressed harder. They both came and reached their climax. 

They both moaned each other's name as they reached their peaks. Yelan, let herself fall beside Shenhe as they tried to catch their breaths. 

Yelan noticed that Shenhe fell asleep immediately and so she covered both of them with the blanket before pulling Shenhe close to her in an embrace.

The next morning, Shenhe woke up with new clean clothes. Yelan was nowhere in sight. She guessed that her lover was probably cooking their breakfast. 

She was right, she found Yelan in the kitchen. Wearing a sports bra and short shorts. When Shenhe got closer, she saw all the markings she did just yesterday, it was now purplish or reddish in color. Scattered throughout Yelan's body. She took pride in it but also couldn't help the blood rushing up her neck. 

“Good morning.” Yelan continued to move around the aisle of the kitchen, “I cooked some pancakes for you, and I—”

Shenhe hugged her from behind. 

“Shenhe…?”

“I love you.” Shenhe buried her face in Yelan's neck.

“I love you too.” Yelan chimed.

“Let's eat breakfast, darling.”

“Let's stay like this for a while.”

“Okay.”

Yelan let Shenhe feel her for the next few minutes before she turned around and hugged Shenhe closer. She kissed Shenhe's temple and cheek.

“I love you.” Yelan smiled through her words, “Let's get our breakfast or it'll get col—”

“I want to have sex again.”

Yelan choked on her breath and had to pass it off as a cough. Shenhe’s honesty and straightforwardness would really be the cause of her death one of these days. 

“Y-yes of course darling, anything you want.” Yelan felt butterflies in her stomach as she felt Shenhe’s arm snaking around her waist. “T-the food, will get cold, let’s eat.” 

There was a silence that hung upon them for a mere second, Yelan thought Shenhe was not gonna let it drop. She eventually nodded and Yelan let out a sigh of relief. As they sat across from each other and began eating, Yelan took a sip of her tea. 

“Let’s eat then have sex.” 

Another cough. She looked up to Shenhe whose face was as emotionless as ever, unlike the previous night , Yelan cleared her throat and took a sip of water this time. 

“Slow down, darling. And let’s do it this evening, okay?” Yelan smiled but then when she saw how Shenhe’s downed expression she immediately took Shenhe’s hand. 

“Okay. After breakfast.” 

Shenhe did not look at her, her eyes remained on the pancakes that she was cutting into tiny pieces. 

“Darling,” Yelan with a tinge of sadness in her voice. “Okay. Let’s go now.” 

With that, Shenhe looked up, stood up, and carried her bridal style back to their bedroom. And oh , Yelan would never be able get used to this side of Shenhe.