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Kaoru’s breath hitches, feeling Kojiro’s hand brush a stray lock of hair from his shoulder, before settling lower on his waist.
“You ready. . . ?” He asks, gravelly voice hardly above a whisper.
“. . . Yes. . .” Kaoru whispers back.
Kaoru's relationship with gender was something of an unintentional dance, like two equally matched samurai forever locked in battle, a ballerino on their tippy-toes, a tightrope walker nearly losing their balance. Or in other words, Kaoru was trans, but he wasn’t often dysphoric. He felt like a man, even to a point of enjoying experimenting with femininity, as he donned the sharp eyeliner that he wears to ‘S’ like a sword.
However, lately, that was becoming the problem. He was comfortable with his body, and comfort was fine, but being the thrill seeker he is, too much peace could quickly feel like a bore for him. He liked new and exciting, and truth be told, there was one place him and Kojiro had yet to explore together. . . and, funny enough, it’s the same hole a cis man would use, so why not try it and see if it unlocks anything new?
Still, Kaoru didn't exactly love being open and vulnerable, so actually have to ask Kojiro for anal wasn’t easy. At least the shame and embarrassment was stemming moreso from his own reserved nature and not a fear of rejection, as he knew Kojiro would jump on the idea the second he voiced it.
And jump he did, as now he hovered over Kaoru’s bent frame, ready to prep him with a well lubricated hand.
“. . . Tried to warm it up for you. . .” Kojiro says in a hushed tone. He doesn't sound nervous, but he surely knows the importance of this. Kaoru swallows and nods, and soon, he feels a slick finger pressing in.
There's little he can do to cover his gasp as Kojiro slowly enters the tight rim of muscle, pausing to allow him an adjustment to the sensation. How anyone is supposed to get used to a feeling like this though, Kaoru is unclear.
“. . . I know it feels a little weird at first. . . I promise, it’ll feel really good once I start moving though. . .”
“. . . Well then. . ." Kaoru replies, cheeky even as his voice is already becoming breathy. "You should start moving.” He adds with a smirk.
Kojiro smiles back, and Kaoru can only tell this by the way that he kisses his neck, those lips curled against his flesh as he begins working in and out of Kaoru's tight hole.
Kojiro didn't lie, as the movements grow more frequent and targeted, the sensations inside of him grow more intense and pleasurable. It was similar to their regular sex, but the way it built up was different. Usually there were little peaks, waves rising and falling and crashing until eventually, he was pushed over the edge and plunged into freefall. It was deep and warm and comforting, but if that was deep, this was reaching his soul, knocking the wind from his lungs and coiling in his stomach. It was tight, wet heat, every movement felt scandalizing, and the euphoria it brought was one long rising action, with a peak that despite everything, just kept growing taller.
". . . The most important thing is to try and relax, okay?" Kojiro mutters, sliding in another digit. Kojiro himself almost moans, more than a bit affected by the sight of Kaorus slick pink hole stretching around his fingers.
At first, Kaoru squirms a bit, whining and panting from the stimulation until Kojiro's words settle in. And though he tries to relax, it's not an easy effort when his ass feels like this.
". . . . s ct. . . ."
"Hmn?" Kaoru's thoughts are interupted, humming meakly as he turns to look at Kojiro's face. He blushes bright red upon seeing that Kojiro is much more than happy to be fingering his ass, and in fact staring at his ass while he does so.
". . . so cute. . ." Kojiro repeats, still not looking away. Kaoru clenches involuntarily, letting out a low moan as Kojiro then decides to curl his fingers inside of him, a pleasant change that has Kaoru twitching for even more.
"fuck- Kojiro- nn-" Kaoru whimpers, unconsciously grinding back against him as he slides a third finger inside. The addition doesn't cause any pain, but just when Kaoru thought he could get used to all these new sensations, the lubricant on Kojiro's hand has depleted enough that there's a delicious new sense of friction, leaving Kaoru moaning lavishly against the mattress.
"You like that huh?" Kojiro asks, using his other hand to squeeze, stretch, even pinch a little at the toned cheeks before him that he simply can't resist playing with.
"yesss- hh-" Kaoru whines and moans, legs shaking.
"Mmmm, You want more, don't you?" Kojiro asks. The word 'already?' is read between the lines, and the call-out makes Kaoru's cheeks burn. Yet somehow, even more than usual, that level of humiliation only serves to turn him on further.
". . . yes. . ." Kaoru mutters.
"Tell me what you want then. . ." Kojiro requests, slipping his fingers in and out as Kaoru's hole is left clenching on nothing.
". . . Kojirooo. . ." Kaoru pleads, trying his hardest to make it sound like a complaint, sharp and threatening, but it comes out far too desperate for that. No, he's clearly begging, like a bitch in heat.
"C'mon baby, tell me how to make you cum." Kojiro demands, leaning down a bit- and just a single hot breath near Kaoru's hole leaves it quivering, so needy to be filled.
"I want you to fuck me." Kaoru finally says, growling it out a bit harshly. Kojiro hears his plea, and obviously, he hadn't done all this just to leave them both high and dry. But, there was ooone last thing he wanted to try first.
Kaoru suddenly yelps, choking on the sound as a wet, hot tongue slides inside of him, licking and thrusting at his slicked walls.
"Kojiro!!!" He cries feverishly, sounding utterly appalled (complimentary) by the depravity.
"Gotta make sure you're wet enough for my cock, right?" Kojiro teases, panting against Kaoru before giving his ass the gentlest smack, a gesture that has Kaoru whimpering again.
He can't help but moan as Kojiro's tongue circles his rim a few times before pushing back inside. Kaoru's arms instantly give out, his knees buckle as he pushes forward, completely unable to stop his body from retreating to and fro against the overwhelming sensation, stuck between how strange it all feels, and the way that it's got him dripping between the legs.
"Feels so dirty doesn't it? But you love it, don't you. . ." Kojiro mutters, giving a gentle nip to the flesh of one of Kaoru's cheeks.
"That-that's too much-!" Kaoru cries, garnished with a low moan as Kojiro licks a stripe from his perinium, over his ass before diverting to give the same spot he had recently bitten a soft -kiss-, which does something disorienting to Kaoru's already foggy headspace.
"Hmmm. . . Is it really too much, or are you just desperate for cock?" He teases, going so far as to lean up and rub his hard cock over Kaoru's anticipating hole.
'desperate for coooock.', Kaoru would gripe back like a brat, but as much of a whore as he's becoming in the moment, he still has an ounce of pride left. Somewhere.
". . . I can't wait any longer. . . please. . . ?" He tries, and the effort seems to be good enough for Kojiro. He inches back, petting some lube over his shaft before getting into a better position to give Kaoru exactly what he wants.
"Well, since you asked so nicely. . ." Kojiro smirks.
Just as the head of his cock slips in, Kaoru immediately has to bite the pillow to keep from crying out in ecstacy. Fuck, why the hell didn't they do this shit sooner.
"Feels good, doesn't it baby. . . ?" He gently teases.
"fuck, Kojiro. . . " Kaoru slurs out.
"You like feeling my cock in your ass?"
Kaoru moans over those words.
"d-don't. . ."
"Don't what?" Kojiro questions, making a valiant effort to sound concerned, but the way he bites his lip makes the intentions clear.
"you know what i'm talking about. . ." Kaoru adds, half smiling and sounding even less convincing than before. Kojiro chuckles as he leans in, until he's right up against Kaoru's ear to whisper;
"Don't what . . . ?" He repeats, before dipping lower into a voice that rumbles straight down Kaoru's spine. "Don't talk about fucking your tight little hole, or about how fucking good it feels?
He knows exactly what he's doing, and Kaoru doesn't care anymore. No matter how Kaoru carries himself elsewhere, it always tends to end up this way for them, and per the usual, he gives in to that side which only Kojiro is ever allowed to see, willingly allowing the filthy talk to infiltrate his head. Now, the shy and reserved Kaoru who claims to be so prideful would confess to anything, would do anything Kojiro wanted, and revels in how small it makes him feel.
"pleassse just. . . fuck me. . ." He whimpers, pushing back against Kojiro, seeking pressure.
Kojiro can be a tease, but he's only cruel when Kaoru asks him to be. Having him begging so nicely all night, he simply can't help but cave, instantly matching and exceeding the others rythym while thrusting halfway in.
"Am I gonna turn you into a little anal slut after this? You want me to ruin your pretty little your ass? Cum inside you?"
"god dammit- Yes" Kaoru mutters, keening as the pleasure continues to go to his head and leave him dizzy.
"You're gonna be begging for my cock in your ass huh. . . god, you feel so good too, maybe I should fuck you here more often. . . would you like that? You want me to start training you? I bet I could train you to cum from just this, I could make you wear cute little plugs and-"
"pleassseeee Kojiro. . ." Kaoru mumbles lowly, his voice wavering as his thoughts grow hazy. He's slipping farther and farther into subspace every time Kojiro's hard cock barrels back inside him. It's nearly all the way in now, a feat that's mind boggling for Kaoru. There's electricity coursing through his body, and Kojiro already feels so impossibly deep, yet the deeper he goes, the more intense the lightning storm gets. At this point, Kaoru knows he can't last much longer.
"Uh oh, did I already break you?" Kojiro laughs out, slamming harder and harder until he's all the way to the hilt, as Kaoru can only moan, being moved with the force of every thrust.
"please- fuck- harder-" Kaoru pleads, babbling and panting between words as though his lungs can no longer hold onto air.
"Go ahead, cum for me, show me how much you love having my cock in your ass."
He's far too gone to answer now, eyes rolling back as Kojiro pounds him harder and faster. Kaoru's head is spinning and his heart is doing fucking cartwheels from just how close he is, but his neglected cunt throbs in a way that he can't seem to ignore. He needs it so badly, his entire body screaming for release, and luckily, Kojiro knows his man.
"Your little cock's twitching, need me to help you with that?" He says, before shoving two fingers inside Kaoru's cunt and resting his palm over his clit. "Of course you do. Now go on, pretty boy, cum for me." He adds, thrusting his hand in time to his hips.
"fuck- Fuck- FUCK-"
Kaoru follows the order, perhaps even overdelivering as he cries until his voice gives out, shaking head to toe through a mind-melting orgasm that seems to barrage him from both ends. A tight pounding heat corkscrews through his body as he cums, until it completely overwhelms his senses and leaves him speechless, even as his cunt goes from wet to trickling. He finds his voice again when Kojiro's hand pulls out to rub over Kaoru's clit, spraying over the mattress as Kojiro continues fucking into him with a relentless pace.
Kojiro hisses, moaning out a blended string of expletives as his hips stutter to a near halt. He cums hard, pushing Kaoru against the mattress as his cock pumps into him, until they're both left panting and boneless.
Kojiro laying on top of Kaoru was often the position their sex ended in, and that was one thing the gorilla did which Kaoru never complained about. It was grounding and comforting for them both, and even face down, with Kojiro on his back, it was no different.
Kojiro waits to pull out, occasionally kissing the nape of Kaoru's neck, or brushing a sweaty lock from the side of his face, until their chests are both rising a bit slower. Then, he rises, and seeing a white ribbon of cum immediately spill out of Kaoru's well used hole hits him right in the chest. Suddenly, he's overcome with the strong urge to remember this night.
"Carla," Kojiro breathes out, picking up Kaoru's curved bracelet and aiming it towards his husband. "Take a picture."
Purple turns to white, flashing over him in time with a quiet 'k-chk!' noise. Kaoru should be embarassed, annoyed, deeply offended, but that's daytime Kaoru. This post-sex version of Kaoru simply moans over the objectification, feet curling as he tries to position his ass even higher while Kojiro snaps a few more photos.
"These are just for you to send me later, kay?" He says, placing Carla back on the nightstand and tending to Kaoru now, preparing to clean him up before bed.
Kaoru hums, voice breaking into a whine near the end. Kojiro snickers tenderly before kissing his temple.
"I really did a number on you huh?" He says, getting a better look at Kaoru's face. He looks fucked out beyond comprehension, cheeks flushed and his gaze half lidded.
Kaoru huffs out a sigh, nodding sardonically in response.
". . . It doesn't hurt though, right?" Kojiro whispers, a hand coming up to brush over Kaoru's jaw, so tender, so quiet. The concern for his wellbeing is reflected boldly in Kojiro's maroon eyes.
". . . no. . . you did good. . ." Kaoru mutters with a weak smile. ". . . but. . ." He grimaces, gently rolling over and pushing Kojiro's hand away with a single finger. "I don't know which hand was where, and I don't care, wash them both before you start touching my face."
Kojiro chuckles a bit, lulling into silence before it turns into a full chest laugh. Yeah, okay, Kaoru's fine. And feeling more 'Kaoru' than ever, it seems.
He cuddles up against Kaoru's chest, gently running a finger over the pale scars, admiring them in hushed reverence.
". . . I'm glad you had fun then. I did too."
Kaoru smiles sweetly at him.
". . . I'm serious about the hand thing."
"I know you are." Kojiro sighs, rising from their bed to go wash up, grab a towel for the mattress, and wet a washcloth for Kaoru while he's at it. Then, they can rest, and Kojiro just has this funny feeling that it's gonna be the best night of sleep either one's had in a while.