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Before we start… here’s a list of the music I listened to while writing. Feel free to listen as you read!
01 — What Can I Do — Renee Rapp
02 — Anti Hero - Acoustic Version — Taylor Swift
03 — Little Freak — Harry Styles
04 — Over — Maya Hawke
05 — Head And Heart On Fire — LEON
06 — Getting Older — Billie Eilish
07 — Ya’aburnee — Halsey
08 — mirrorball — Taylor Swift
09 — creep — mxmtoon
10 — Liability — Lorde
11 — Colorado — Renee Rapp
12 — Changing — The Brazen Youth
13 — lonely bitch — Bea Miller
14 — Talk Too Much — Renee Rapp
15 — Since I Was A Kid — Lennon Stella
16 — this is me trying — Taylor Swift
17 — I’m Fine — Ashe
18 — Nothing New (feat. Phoebe Bridgers) — Taylor Swift
19 — Secrets from a Girl (Who’s Seen it All) — Lorde
20 — Finally // beautiful stranger — Halsey
21 — Sleepover — Hayley Kiyoko
22 — Wildest Dreams — LEON
23 — Enchanted (Taylor’s Version) — Taylor Swift
24 — Walk Me Home — P!nk
25 — Generous Heart — Maya Hawke
26 — all my ghosts — Lizzy McAlpine
27 — A Little More — Alessia Cara
28 — Summer Child — Conan Gray
29 — Fix You — Coldplay
30 — Matilda — Harry Styles
31 — marjorie — Taylor Swift
32 — Swallowed in the Sea — Coldplay
33 — Count On Me — Ashe
34 — Satellite — Harry Styles
35 — Just Fucking Let Me Love You — Lowen
36 — i never wanna die — Bea Miller
37 — Trust Nobody — King Princess
38 — Lost Time — LEON
39 — willow — Taylor Swift
40 — blister in the sun — mxmtoon
41 — Crime (feat. Skott) — Grey
42 — Delicate — Taylor Swift
43 — Seventeen — LEON
44 — It’s Nice To Have A Friend — Taylor Swift
45 — Wishful Thinking — LEON
46 — Halley’s Comet — Billie Eilish
47 — peace — Taylor Swift
48 — pov — Ariana Grande
49 — The Way I Am — Ingrid Michaelson
50 — invisible string — Taylor Swift
51 — Grow as We Go (feat. Sara Bareilles) — Ben Platt
52 — Wildflowers — The Wailin’ Jennys
53 — come out and play — Billie Eilish
54 — Sweet Nothing — Taylor Swift
55 — Willow — Renee Rapp
56 — panorama — Hayley Kiyoko