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Shadow boy

Summary:

"is no spirit...is my older brother neteyam"
Said lo'ak while looking at the eyes of the Tsahik and Olo'eyktan seeing their faces change to anger to confusion.

 

| relationships ahead.|

Ao'nung x neteyam

Kiri x rotxo

Lo'ak x Tsireya

 

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-bullying
-mpreg
-transgender (?)

 

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|| be nice in the comments and try being respectful with the relationships in the book, is not so hard :) ||

Notes:

Your mother always asked me.

“Jake will you stop ever loving me?”

And I always answered her with the same answer through our whole life.

“Never, maybe there will be a chance once all the starts on the sky disappear but guess what? That will never happen so the answer will always be the same to you until we die.”

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: 1

Notes:

Being in love and liking someone are two different type of feelings.

But they are described the same,

Tho they’re not.

Loving someone will make you hardly fight for them even if you two are distant, even tho he doesn’t wanna see you, and even tho if you two are away from each other.

But is not love if he doesn’t realize how hard you are working for you two to be together once again.

Liking someone is letting them treat you like straight up shit just because you think that will bring them to notice your feelings, Liking someone is letting them talk behind your back or worse just to stay close to them.

Liking someone and loving someone are two different kind of things. And it can be noticed

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

‼️ this chapter was edited on May 25 ‼️

 



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—a beautiful boy congratulati—

But before the Navi could finish or neytiri and Jake could see the baby, the Tsahik took the baby first in arms.

 

—momma—

Neytiri winced wanting to hold her first born already while Jake kissed her forehead whispering sweet words and that she should be patient.

 

—ma'tiri it happened..—

Said the older Navi, giving a stare to the Navi that was on the room making her get up fastly and excuse herself leaving the family alone.

 

—what happened?—

Asked The younger Navi trying to get up but fastly regretting it falling back down as her husband held her telling her to not hurt herself

 

—is our son ok?—

Asked jake but getting interrupted by neytiri 

 

—neteyam ma'Jake the name is neteyam—

She said out loud looking worriedly at the baby sleeping in her mothers arms while the blanket that was covering him was now wide open exposing his small body

 

—wonderful name ma'tiri but I knew this was coming, eywa, eywa told me! This is no curse this is miracle!—

Said the older woman happily while walking up to the couple who shared a look of confusion and then looked back at her.

 

The older woman handed them the small baby that was still asleep carefully into her daughters arms, neytiri gasped as she saw what her mother was saying, looking at Jake as permission to see as well, which he didn't wait looking at what they were staring, eyes widening slowly.

 

There was neteyam, the beautiful boy sleeping soundly but instead of having a male part between his legs he had a female part.

 

—is this possible—

Mumbled Jake panicking slowly, scared to think that his first will maybe die or have a sickness, The older woman chuckled putting her hand in jake's shoulder smiling at him.

 

—this miracle is no curse, eywa has gifted you two a wonderful gift—

She explained smiling at him and neytiri whom was to busy smiling at her baby son.

 

—I still don't care he is beautiful, neteyam will have an amazing life me and ma'Jake will make sure about that—

She said kissing neteyam's forehead carefully smiling as the baby that moved like a worm to get more comfortable in his mothers arms.

 

—Right—

Said Jake as he kissed her temple while smiling down at his son who was now making faces in his sleep.

 

 

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—mamma— 

Cried the small neteyam running towards the pregnant woman with tears falling down his face while his 2 siblings followed behind with a worried face.

 

—ma'teyam what happened—

She said worriedly crouching checking each one to see if they had any injuries but she found nothing, she then hugged the small boy bringing him into her arms while this one kept crying.

 

Kiri sat next to her while lo'ak sat next to kiri seeing their mother call their father while calming the crying boy in her arms, Jake didn't last long until he appeared like flash behind neytiri looking worried.

 

—what happened is everyone ok? Neteyam, neteyam you alright—

He asked fastly sitting next to neytiri kissing her temple as she looked at him worriedly but with a smile.

 

—some older people were saying stuff to neteyam and made him cry!—

Said lo'ak angrily while looking at his brother still worried.

 

—what did they say?—

Asked Jake looking at his youngest son ready to look for whoever dared to say anything.

 

—he said "you're just a weak little weirdo with a female part you should be disgusted of yourself instead of being here azzzz"—

Said kiri imitating the raspy voice of an old man making an angry face to match with it.

 

Jake looked at his mate who's face looked dead serious and it looked like she already knew who it came from.

 

—I will be back, ma'Jake stay here I got someone to talk to—

She said with a serious face ignoring how her mate tried to go with her or stop her.

 

Jake sighed trusting her mate, he turned towards his kids and carefully grabbed neteyam, and hugged him.

 

—while your mother is out, I want you to know that neteyam is no weirdo and he is just as normal as all of us.—

Explained Jake while taking neteyam who was now sniffing in his arms and seeing how the other 2 nodded quietly.

 

 

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—neteyam is like a ghost, he stays with us when is needed and then disappears when nobody needs him!—

Groaned kiri while checking some medical stuff, lo'ak nodded while fixing the medical bottles of his grandmother who stopped caressing the sleeping tuktirey in her lap.

 

—neteyam was made fun of a lot when he was little, so because of that he learned all the hidden places around the forest where to be, even places I didn't even know existed—

Said their grandmother while looking at the two Navi's who turned around fastly because of the answer.

 

—but he never told any of us— 

Said lo'ak slowly sitting in front of his grandmother as kiri did the same.

 

—can we know more about him? Mostly of the times we can't even make a conversation with him because he banishes—

Explained kiri while she played with her hands as her tail wagged side to side

 

—well he tells me a lot, but don't tell him I told you all this—

Said he grandma while pointing at both Navi's making them sit straight ready to hear her out

 

—neteyam is quiet sensitive but he doesn't show it to not disappoint his father, he like- wait no loves the clothes ma'tiri makes him wear even tho he always makes faces, he wants a mate but doesn't find a trustable gaze in anyone, he loves children, and flying on his ikran—

The older Navi said while counting all the things with her fingers not paying attention to her grandsons who were amazed and were listening like they were listening to a speech.

 

 

And that's how the day went for them, listening to their grandmother telling them facts about their elder brother, while neteyam was on one of his secret places fixing a bracelet his younger sister kiri made for him while sneezing a few times.

 

—someone is talking about me?—

Said neteyam while he moved his braids from his face before sneezing again making him groan as his braided hair covered his face again falling from his shoulders.

 

 

 

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—we decided that is better to leave—

Said his father who looked tired while having puffy eyes, and his mother looked like she cried for hours.

 

Neteyam stayed quiet, Lo'ak stood up stomping out the tent not looking back, kiri sighed getting up and leaving as well making her way to her grandmother, and tuk followed behind her ears droopy.

 

—I will talk with lo'ak—

Said Jake getting up and following behind the younger boy, neteyam looked at her mother who was already looking at him with a smile.

 

 

—it's true, you're looking like me each day ma'teyam—

Said he's mother changing the conversation as she slowly got up walking into her stuff looking for something neteyam couldn't make up until she pulled out a bone collar similar to one she was wearing catching the boy by surprised.

 

—this is for you, I heard you talk to momma saying how much you wanted to wear one of these and now that we're leaving I think it will look amazing on you until we land on our new place, and I promise you to make you one when we get adapted to our new place.— 

Said his mother as she handed him the bone collar carefully, smiling and she noticed her son smiling while crying taking it into his hands.

 

—It's maybe weird but I feel more comfortable wearing stuff like this, I feel like I fit in this better—

Said neteyam fastly putting the bone collar while smiling admiring the accessories on it and fastly looking up to his mother who hugged him tightly while kissing his temple.

 

—you look beautiful, be whoever you want to be, me and your father will support you through all this, you were a gift of eywa to be born this way—

Said neytiri while still hugging him and playing with the boys messy braids.

 

—also would you let me unbraid your hair? I want to see how long it has gotten.—

Asked neytiri playing with her son's messy braid's winning a nod from him.

 

—sit straight then ma'teyam they will be out in no time—

Said neytiri excited as neteyam sat in front of her making his back face her as his braids fell from his back.

 

 

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—Lo'ak, LO'AK, hey there you are— 

Said Jake as he finially found his younger son whom was on a tree branch siten down looking down while tears fell down from his face looking at his father while his ears were droopy.

 

—why? Why are we leaving? This is our home, this is where we belong—

He asked looking up at his father whom look back down at him with soft eyes.

 

—Is for the better and for all your safety, the sky people may come back and hunt you down like they tried to hunt and take spider. It's for the better son and you know there could be someone waiting for you where we are heading who knows maybe a beautiful young lady or young man—

Said his father happy to hear his son laugh because of his small jokes, he gave they boy a shoulder hug kissing his temple while lo'ak enjoyed the small moment closing his eyes smiling.

 

—you know, I am happy because your slowly sitting head, and I know is hard for you and I have been hard on you and your siblings but I want you to know I am just scared, scared to lose my family, my clan, everything just because of a stupid war that is still ongoing, I love you, you are my son and my blood, please forgive me if I have been to hard on you I will try to be more calm but you gotta put your part as well—

He said smiling at his son whom smiled back as his ears went back to their usual self and his tail was wagging around happily, Jake wouldn't lie maybe starting to act like an actual father would be a good idea.

 

 

It would definitely be..

 

—I will try my best dad, but I can't promise I can be as perfect and correct as my brother neteyam or like kiri but I will try my hardest—

Said lo'ak hugging his father back resting his head on his fathers chest while this one kissed his head burying his head onto his son's hair smelling his hair but regretting as he remembered the last time his son got his braids done.

 

—yea, just try your best also tell your mother to redo your braids before we leave ok?—

He said as he ruffle his son head messing more the braids.

 

—I will definitely, I will ask now to not forget later—

Lo'ak chuckled, getting up but firstly hugging his father from the back before leaving, leaving Jake alone to think about everything.

 

—moommaa I wanted to a- woah yam-yam is that you?—

Said lo'ak with his mouth on the floor as he stared at his brother in front of him as neteyam smiled while siting in front of his mother.

 

—you look beautiful yam-yam, anyways momma can you redo my braids?—

Asked lo'ak while his mother only rolled her eyes smiling while neteyam chuckled as he sat down in front of his brother helping his mother who had a face of disgust because of how dirty her youngest son's hair was.

 

—not going to lie, first time I see you asking momma to redo your braids instead of throwing a thratom and making faces.—

Said neteyam as he unbraided another hair, while the youngest was laughing as he saw his brother who was making faces.

 

—lo'ak sully stop moving your head, this smell is no better either, so please stop moving that head before I cut all your hair off, eywa!—

His mother hissed making both brothers laugh even tho lo'ak was almost sure his soul left his body.

 

 

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- Bone collar 

(what neytiri and I am pretty sure Ronal wears around their necks to cover their chests)

 

- Jake 

(I made Jake more nicer, because he gives my fathers vibes and I know he is the type of dad that is awkward as fuck to talk to )

 

- Lo'ak 

 (mostly made him taller than neteyam because neteyam mostly has female's trates which one of those is being shorter than his brother)

 

 (just a few inches shorter)

 

 (also he is still the same trouble maker just a little more calmer)

 

- Neteyam 

(Female trates he was born with were hard for him to accept, but slowly he started to love himself and accept how he was)

 

(His name is shadow boy because his people never see him around unless he is needed, and mostly he passes around the forest without noticing he scares few Navi's that see him flash around, he knows every place around his village but also has fun finding more.)

 

(He doesn't have friends because he doesn't spend time around the Navi's unless is his family, or people he heals with his grandmother when kiri is busy.)

 

 

- Kiri

(Her normal self with the connection of eywa)

 

(We || maybe not everyone ||

love our eywa god)

 

- Tuktirey

(Small curious girl, that loves spending time with her siblings and grandmother)

 

(Has plenty of friends and spends a lot of time with them but spends more time with her family.)

 

- Neytiri 

(Her normal overprotective mother self loving spending time with her kids and mate.)

 

(Learned how to be a Tsahik but honestly she doesn't feel like it fitted her)

(Read that when she was younger she was being tough how to be one so I think this is how it will mostly be going.)

 

(Spider was not caught by the sky people the poor boy deserves better, but he almost was! He will not be tagging along with them but will visit them once a while!)

 

(Should I also maybe give him a partner? I think maybe not since I don't think there's much humans on Jake's side.)

 

 

Ages ; tuk 9 || lo'ak 15 || kiri 15 || neteyam 16

(Stuff will happen more when they are over age!)

 

 

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The chapters may or may not get longer, just saying..:)

 

 

(Credits to |@|Lisawhole on twitter because some of her art gave me the idea! If your gonna check their art out please be over age!)

 

 

(Cover book from |@|Ayli_te on twitter! And if they see this story and don't like that I have their art as a cover please let me know !)

Notes:

Words,sentences, or paragraphs

They all hurt

No matter who they/you send it to, who they/you write it to, who they/you scream it to, who they/you whisper it to, and who they/you tell it to

It will always hurt someone.

Always think twice before saying something, typing something, screaming something, etc..

Always
Think
Twice.