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Eddie wakes up slowly, only taking in his surroundings piece by piece. The first thing he notices is the arm wrapped around his waist. The weight on his torso is calming. He remembers, then, how he had fallen asleep. He had felt safe and hopeful and the warmth of the body next to him grounded him.
It was Buck. Buck, who is still sleeping wrapped around him, so close to him that he can feel his breath on his neck.
And something else too. Eddie‘s ass being only few layers of clothes from Buck‘s crotch, he can feel Buck‘s erection all too well.
It is not the first time they woke up next to each other with a morning wood, especially since they had shared a bed for a while during quarantine, but they had laughed it off back then. They hadn‘t been cuddled up so close to each other either.
Eddie isn‘t sure what the appropriate thing to do now is. Yesterday made him pretty hopeful about their future and their feelings for eachother, but there is still a line they haven‘t crossed. It hasn‘t been said out loud yet, not like this.
He swallows. Everything in him is trying to resist the urge to move just a little bit closer, to wiggle his ass against Buck and feel his cock press up right between his butt cheeks. Or to move his hand, reach behind him and take it in his hand, and feel it getting harder through his touch. With his mind occupied by those vivid pictures, he doesn‘t notice immediately when the soft snoring behind him stops.
Buck‘s awake, he thinks, and hopes he doesn‘t realize he is awake as well. Eddie doesn‘t want Buck to move away from him. How much longer can they just both pretend they aren‘t wide awake and completely aware of the boner between them?
Buck gives up first. He rolls to his back, clearing his throat.
When Eddie turns around to his left side, facing Buck, he sees the other man blush. Buck looks incredibly hot this way, Eddie thinks. The man seems flustered, looking at his crotch, where his tight boxer briefs are doing nothing to hide his erection.
„Eh sorry.“ He starts sitting up to get out of bed. „I‘m just gonna go and, uh, take care of tha-“
„No“, Eddie interrupts him. „You can stay. It‘s okay.“ He doesn’t even know why he is saying it. Maybe the filter stopping him from speaking his desires hasn’t woken up yet.
Buck‘s eyebrows raised up. „Are you sure?“
„Yes. I‘m asking you to. If you want.“
So Buck steps back into the bed again, laying down in his place next to Eddie. Every pretense is gone. Buck‘s eyes are focused on Eddie and his Adam's apple is moving heavily.
„Eddie...“, he whispers, like a plea for help.
„Go on, Buck“, Eddie answers his silent question. „You can take care of yourself here, with me.“
Buck‘s lips part slightly in a heavy breath when his hand moves from the t-shirt still covering his body to the bulge in his boxer briefs. Eddie can‘t help but look at it. It‘s quite impressive.
„Like what you see?“, Buck says with a smirk.
„Yeah“, Eddie breathes, his gaze wandering back to meet Buck‘s eyes again. He wants to see Buck‘s reaction to his next words written all over the man‘s face. „You‘re beautiful. So beautiful, Buck.“
Buck‘s hand is reaching under the fabric now, cupping his erection. His breath is getting faster.
„Let me have something to look at too, then. Take off your shirt, please.“
And Eddie does. He likes knowing Buck‘s eyes are taking in every part of his body when he sits up slightly to remove his shirt. His movements are decidedly slow, and he lets his hands wander back and forth to tease Buck a little.
It works, judging from the look the other man is throwing at him, getting hungrier with every second.
Finally, Eddie‘s shirt is gone, and he is laying on his left side, facing Buck. With his right arm on his hip and his left arm holding up his head, Buck has the perfect view. He, too, strips down more to free himself from his boxer briefs.
A moan escapes his lung as he takes his cock in his hand and starts to stroke.
His face is red, blushed by arousal, and his lips are parted. Eddie imagines kissing them, feeling the heated breaths against his own, pushing them apart to taste Buck, to have Buck taste him, to have them move as one.
He wants to touch Buck so bad.
Something in his expression might have given it away, because Buck reaches for him with his free hand, moving Eddie‘s hand to his face. Eddie‘s right hand is cupping his cheek now, while Buck‘s is moving further down, drawing lines across his chest.
Eddie closes the distance between them, pressing a kiss against Buck‘s temple.
„Come on, baby“, he whispers, „show me just how much you‘re enjoying the view too.“
Buck‘s strokes get faster and Eddie’s own pants are getting tighter and tighter every second too.
„Yes. Yes, Eddie.“
„You‘re doing so good, Buck.“
Eddie‘s lips wander across Buck‘s neck and his jaw, placing small kisses everywhere.
A loud moan escapes Buck’s mouth when Eddie is just above his throat, sucking on the skin and marking it everywhere. Eddie enjoys the arousal he causes in Buck, relishing every sound coming from his lips. His own cock is screaming for release at this point, but Eddie doesn’t touch it just yet. Instead, he starts moving his right hand over Buck’s chest to his nipples to circle around them, saving the sensitive middle for the last.
“Eddie!”, Buck gasps when he rubs his finger tips against them.
Eddie tilts up his head from Buck’s neck to look into his face. His blue eyes are devouring him whole, yearning for more, while his free hand is reaching for Eddie.
“Kiss me, Eddie”
Eddie cups his hands around Buck’s face, caressing his cheeks and fondling his curls.
Finally, his lips find Buck’s. He feels so good, his lips moving with a gentle force, sweet and passionate. Eddie’s heart feels like it might explode any second from the pure joy the kiss is sending through his body like a wildfire. They melt into each other, sharing desperate breaths, their moans becoming indistinguishable.
Then, Buck sits up, pushing Eddie down on his back again. Eddie’s whole body shivers from arousal when Buck straddles him, his ass right above the huge erection in Eddie’s pants and grinding against it.
Eddie groans. The view Buck is offering him now is truly something else. He is sitting on him, his cock in his hands, stroking and moaning, precum spilling all over his hands and Eddie’s stomach.
Eddie touches Buck’s waist, drawing his fingers over his sides and his abs, the other hand reaching behind him to grab his ass. Buck feels hot and smooth, his vividity pulsing through every centimeter of his skin. Eddie wants to suck in every little detail of this moment, feeling Buck closer than he had ever been before.
“Eddie”, Buck moans when Eddie’s hips twitch under him and move his cock across his ass in such a tempting way Eddie will not be able to handle it for much longer. He needs to touch himself, or better, he needs Buck to touch him. To be around him, in any way he wants him.
But he looks close himself and Eddie doesn’t want to take his eyes off of him. He wants to watch Buck please himself, wants to see the effect Eddie has on him.
Buck’s hand is moving faster now. His eyes are nearly closed, but he is looking at Eddie through lowered eyelashes, right into his soul.
“You’re so beautiful, Evan.”
With that, Buck spills all over Eddie’s torso.
Eddie catches him when sinks down on him, resting his head on Eddie’s shoulder and gasping for air. His whole body is still trembling from the rush and it sends shivers across Eddie’s skin too.
Eddie kisses his temple and strokes his back, and with that, his breath is getting calmer again.
“Sorry for the mess”, Buck mumbles into his neck.
“Don’t be”, Eddie chuckles. “I really like this kind of mess.”
Buck looks at him, his eyebrows raised in surprise. “You do?”
“Mhm”, Eddie nods and kisses Buck right on his lovely lips.
Buck grins at him with a cheeky smile when they separate again. “You know what I like?”
Eddie’s eyebrows dart up in a question. He has a suspicion.
“I want to take care of you now. And of all the mess that comes with it.”
Eddie sucks in the air. His cock is twitching at Buck’s words, excited for what’s next.
“I take that as a yes?”
“Yes! Absolutely yes.”
Buck presses on last kiss on Eddie’s lips and sits up again, taking his place between Eddie’s legs, but not before finally taking off Eddie’s boxers and freeing the view to his hard cock.
He touches it gingerly and that is already enough to make Eddie groan.
“Buck, please.”
But he seems to enjoy the tease. He kisses down Eddie’s thighs awfully slow, each touch of his lips to Eddie’s skin closer to driving Eddie crazy. He needs to feel him around his cock immediately.
Then, his beautiful lips finally meet the tip of Eddie’s cock.
A loud moan escapes his lungs.
Buck’s mouth opens up to take him in and he feels wet and warm around Eddie. He feels safe. Safe enough for Eddie to let go, to be vulnerable with him and to show him every little bit of what he makes him feel.
He pushes his fingers through Buck’s curls, whispering encouraging words. Buck responds eagerly to them, moving his head up and down on Eddie’s cock like it was his favorite thing to do.
Eddie feels overwhelmed by the sensations washing over him. Buck’s fingers around Eddie’s legs as he holds onto him tight, his hot breath against his skin, the tip of Eddie’s cock hitting the back of Buck’s throat while he takes him in completely, it’s all so much at once. And it’s all for him, given to him so freely and openly and with the truest love. He only has to give himself to it, too. To Buck, to what they can be together. He can give up that last bit of control he was grasping on to.
Like flames burning down the strings that held him, the emotions overcoming him make him break free.
With a loud moan and Buck’s name on his lips, the orgasm burns through him.
Buck takes it all. He moves up to lay his head on Eddie’s chest and they stay like this for a moment, breathing heavily, their heartbeats slowly calming down.
Eddie’s hand is still on Buck’s head, holding him close to his heart.
“What do we do now?”, Buck whispers after a while, his voice sounding both cautious and hopeful.
“Now?” Eddie looks down to meet Buck’s eyes. “We should probably clean ourselves up. And then, I’d like to make some breakfast with the man I love. That sound good to you?”
Buck’s eyes light up at those last words. “Yeah, that sounds really good.” With his big smile that Eddie could never get enough of seeing, he adds: “I love you too, Eddie.”
“Then let’s do this”, Eddie grins back and pulls him up to kiss him. It’s gentle and hopeful and it feels like a joyful triumph.
“I’ve waited so long for this, Eddie.”
“So did I. And now I really look forward to our future, Evan.”
The future looked so beautiful, and it was laying in his arms.