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It was nighttime and Sebastian was already tucked and ready for sleep. All the boys in the dorm would usually close their privacy curtains while they slept, so he always felt at peace in his own little cocoon of warmth. As expected, Sebastian was no stranger to the art of self-pleasure, especially inside the security of his own bed and he suspected it was probably common practice among his dorm mates, hence the silent agreement with the curtains. He was also glad there was no actual need to discuss the matter further…
He would usually think of the normal stuff… like girls and their skirts, though he especially liked picturing bums. He supposed it was normal at least. He still hadn't actually been close with one, even though he had been practicing his kissing with Ominis for some months now. But he didn't mind, since he quite liked their current arrangement, he found it rather pleasant and he would always look forward to their daily sessions.
But, there was this thing though.
Ever since they had begun their… practices, he had found his thoughts at night drifting towards the kissing, instead of the usual skirts and what nots… It wasn't that he was thinking about his friend though… it was just the activity he liked, of course. So lately he would find himself indulging in those thoughts as he found his almost nightly release. However, this was starting to bring new ideas into his head… dangerous ideas, he thought.
He knew by now that the trust between him and Ominis was as deep as it gets. And he loved doing most things together anyway, they were inseparable after all. So as he touched himself tonight he couldn't help but wonder if they could perhaps share this too… the kissing had turned out to be a great idea, so why not this?
He often wondered if Ominis would be pleasuring himself too in the bed next to his. He tried to imagine how he might do it, what he liked and also how often he indulged himself. Curiosity was always his biggest issue after all. He also was starting to wonder what it would feel like to be actually touched by someone else. He was used to his own hands, he really liked them. But he couldn't help his excitement at imagining something new.
He was aware now that there was only one possible path to trace from here. And as always it would most definitely involve his bestest friend. He was giddy now thinking of the new possibilities and so as he chased his release tonight, he started to meticulously plan how he would approach the subject with Ominis tomorrow. Each resolved idea getting him closer and closer. And as he finally decided on the best course of action, he had to actually cover his mouth with his free hand to muffle the almost Eurekan cry that escaped him along with his sweet sweet release.
Tomorrow would be a good day, he satedly thought, and quickly drifted into a placid slumber.
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The next day during their classes, Sebastian had been unable to stop thinking about his new brilliantly formulated plan, and he kept counting the minutes until he could meet up with Ominis in the Undercroft for their usual after school activities. It was becoming unbearable, and as the last class was dismissed, he all but grabbed Ominis hand and without explanation, he simply dragged him towards their secret place.
By now, he knew poor Ominis was used to the sudden bursts that Sebastian would once in a while have, he knew not to argue until he was actually faced with whatever his new idea was. Then it could go either way, but at least Sebastian would be happy he got the opportunity to try. So once they reached the undercroft he knew he shouldn't sound so eager, if this was to work out. So instead, he chose to mask his suddenness as the need for an urgent practice session. Ominis was almost always happy to oblige him with those anyway.
So without saying much else, they went straight to the couch. His master plan, now fully in motion. He knew that they would both usually end up quite riled up after they kissed. It was only a natural response of their bodies to their activity after all. But last night he had concluded that the best time to ask him would be while he was in that particular state. Get him while he wants it, he'd thought. It was brilliant really.
They proceeded to go about the kissing as usual, several minutes passing, until their bodies were now demanding for more. They would usually stop at that point since it was all just about the kissing. Most times they would simply bid each other good night after and in the case of Sebastian, he would go straight to deal with his newly hard situation. But since they had started rather early today, it was one of the times where they had to pretend everything was normal as they went about their other 'less pleasant' after school activities.
So as they finally separated and were left panting, Ominis as per usual, had gone straight to reading a book, and so, Sebastian pretended to do the same. His plan was going smoothly for now. He couldn't help but steal covert glances at his friend, waiting for the perfect way to begin. Anxiety was finally catching up with him now but then Ominis as usual decided to intervene.
"You're staring Sebastian… what is it?"
"Oh! Ehmm… sorry. It's nothing!" Damn! He was messing it up, he needed to regroup and calm the hell down.
He then decided to casually lounge on the couch, sideways facing Ominis now. His arm propped on the back rest and his head resting on his hand. His other hand, still casually holding his book. He was unable to not stare now and as he saw Ominis patience almost about to burst, he quickly sprung into action.
"Hey Om?"
"Yes, Sebastian?" He could tell he almost pushed him a little too far with his gawking…
"I was just wondering… well, we can ask each other anything right?" He carefully began.
"I suppose." Ominis was slightly less annoyed but now there was a sliver of uncertainty in his tone.
"Well, umm… do you touch yourself?" He knew he needed to be more direct but he would see how he reacted first.
"What do you mean Sebastian…" Ominis was clearly very self-conscious now but surprised at the same time. Of course he knew what he meant, but he supposed it was his attempt at giving him a chance to back off from the topic. Heh sorry Om, no luck for you there.
"Well you know… like in bed, at night, when you're all alone." He tried to keep his tone as casual as possible, but his nerves were starting to betray him a little.
"I ahh… well, I suppose… Yes, I sometimes… do that." Okay this was a little bit funny now, he could see how red Ominis had become. He always enjoyed pushing his buttons like this.
"There's really no need to be shy with me Ominis… I was just curious you know… I do it too. I suppose it's normal right?" He needed to make him relax now, open up to him, make it so that it wasn't such a taboo subject.
"Right…" Ominis' reply was still a bit unsure, but he seemed to be more receptive now. That was good!
"Do you do it often? I'm not sure why but… I suppose I've found myself doing it most nights lately… how about you?"
"Why exactly is it that you're so curious about this Sebastian?" He was clearly trying to change the subject, probably feeling too exposed or something.
"Well… you're my best friend. I thought we could talk about anything, without judging you know?" He tried the guilt approach now. He knew Ominis had a soft spot for his hurt puppy voice. He waited now patiently as he could almost hear his friend's mind falling into compliance.
"Fine Sebastian." He said with a reluctant sigh. "I'll indulge you." Yes! It always worked, he smugly thought.
"Yes, I do enjoy those nightly activities and yes, I have too found myself requiring that relief rather frequently as of late. Anything else you'd have me share?" He didn't mind the posh tone he gave him, he actually liked it quite a bit, he was now smirking deviously at his dear friend.
"Well then! If you're willing to share… I was wondering one more thing." For some reason he started sweating a bit at the thought of asking this now, he wasn't sure why, maybe it had to do with what he expected him to answer.
"I was just curious about ummm… what is it that you think about, while… doing it." He was having a hard time looking at his friend now. His face was lowered and he kept stealing short glances through his eyebrows. Why was he this nervous now? He thought this was supposed to be fun…
"Damn you Sebastian and your bloody curiosity." It seemed Ominis had annoyingly surrendered now to the awkwardness of the conversation and was beyond caring about the impropriety of it all. He then proceeded to release a huge sigh before continuing.
"If you must know, I usually envision someone touching me, my body I mean, not necessarily that specific area, though it's usually very included. I like to imagine certain sounds being voiced, and there's also a very distinct scent that brings great pleasure to my senses."
Wow, he was a little impressed now. It amazed Sebastian how it was that Ominis could be talking about such debauched things yet be able to say them with such grace and panache. It almost made him laugh a bit at his own general crassness. He also noticed his answer was quite detailed but at the same time rather vague… He now desperately needed to know if those imaginings ever included their kissing. It couldn't be just him, right?
"And ummm…. Do you ever think about our kissing? You know, like just the activity of course." He was definitely a bit sweaty now. Why was this bothering him so much?! He could see a bit of a blush in Ominis now and what he thought was a hint of fear in his eyes that was quickly erased as he composed himself before uttering his response.
"Yes. I do think about the kissing too." His tone sounded a bit more vulnerable now and it somehow stirred something inside Sebastian that he quickly decided to dismiss. He had to go back to his plan now. The first part had basically been a success and now he needed to get on with it.
"Do you ever wonder what it would feel like? To have someone else touch you, I mean…" he tried to sound calm and detached again but the reality of the situation was now slowly creeping inside him. He kept idly playing with a loose string coming out of the cushion's seam, unable to meet his friends' unseeing eyes, even though Ominis focus was on the darkness in front of them.
"I think you're smart enough to already know the answer to that particular question, Sebastian." Okay he knew that was probably a stupid question, but he needed to somehow make him think about it at the present time.
"Well… I was thinking…" He knew it was time to take the plunge, he had done all the steps correctly and now it was time to find out if it would work.
"Here we go again…" He swore he heard Ominis say that under his breath but decided to pay no mind and simply go on.
"I'd say the kissing idea turned out quite nicely right?" Ominis was silently waiting now. His face didn't betray any emotion yet. Maybe a slight exhaustion?
"And so I was thinking… we could maybe… help each other out?" Ominis was still not moving at all, which was making Sebastian sweat even more.
"I mean, we both would like to know what it would feel like… and since you're my best friend, and we trust each other… Maybe we could try this out together too?" He didn't think there was more to say, so he simply went quiet now, almost losing it at how impassive Ominis' face still looked. He was almost about to say 'just forget about it' and pretend it never happened, but just as fast as he was opening his mouth, he went ahead and closed it at his friend's words.
"Are you asking me to allow you to pleasure me, and then for me to 'return the favor' after? Is that it, Sebastian?" Ominis' tone was as stone-cold and sharp as his face now looked.
Sebastian didn't know how to react to that. Was Ominis mad at him? Did he think it was just disgusting and was appalled by him even suggesting it? Would he decide he wanted to stop hanging out together?! He was clearly starting to slowly panic and regret was now clawing at his insides, making him want to throw up.
How could he have been this stupid?! What the hell was he thinking?! Of course Ominis would be repulsed by the idea! Why wouldn't he?! He was such an idiot. He felt this deep ache now inside his chest, was he having a bloody heart attack now? What the hell was this!? He was just about to stand and leave but then he heard him.
"Okay" Ominis face was no longer devoid of emotion. It had now in fact quite a deeper one that Sebastian wasn't sure he'd ever seen on him before. He also wasn't exactly sure what he had heard him say, he had been so lost inside himself that he felt a bit disoriented now.
"What?" It was all Sebastian managed to say.
"I said okay, Sebastian. I'd like for us to try that." His tone was extremely soft now, and he could have sworn he sounded almost…sad? His face was also quite peaceful if you took a quick glance, but as he studied it further he noticed he had a small sweet smile on his lips but his eyes were still somehow lost in a certain melancholy?
"I uhh… okay then, if it's something that you'd like…" Sebastian softly answered. What was going on? He had what he wanted. He should be jumping of excitement now, yet somehow he wasn't feeling it anymore. His plan had worked after all, but somehow there were too many strange emotions plaguing him now, as he was sure they were plaguing his friend too. He had been eager to try it out as soon as he'd agreed, but he was just not hard anymore. It was like he was extra soft even…
What now? He thought. He was just blank. His plans had not foreseen this at all. And for some reason his mind was also refusing to work for him. He had absolutely no idea what to do. He didn't even want to look at Ominis, as there was something tuging at his heart again, somehow trying to tell him that he had really fucked up, big time. Had he hurt him somehow? But in what way? He really couldn't understand anything at all. And then he felt Ominis' hand.
"So… is this something you would like to try right now?" He was stunned to find his friend's hand on his leg. He dared look at Ominis and saw he was facing him now, and his face had a playful half smirk plastered on. There was no trace left of the previous expression that had tormented him. And then Ominis had the audacity to slowly move his hand higher up his leg, almost reaching his private area.
He was unable to resist now the heat that instantly filled him again. And he felt his excitement about what he'd accomplished slowly but steadily returning to him.
"Come here you idiot." Ominis voice was now laced with something sweet and devious and all Sebastian could do was obey. His head was still dizzy from all that had just transpired, but as his best friend's lips reached his, all his worries quickly melted away. He forgot what had happened just a moment ago. All the pain and uncertainty long gone by now. And as he felt his friend's hand finally reach his now painfully hard member, he knew he had succeeded again, that he had everything he wanted.
So he allowed himself to get completely lost in Ominis' hands and lips. He couldn't believe how incredibly good it felt. It wasn't that he was doing something extraordinary, it was simply because it was his friend's hand doing it… or rather a different hand than his own he quickly corrected in his mind. And as Ominis finally grabbed him skin to skin, he knew he wouldn't last long.
He kept repeating in soft unintelligible mumbles how amazing it felt and gave Ominis sweet praises in between his kisses. And as he finally reached his newly heavenly bliss, he couldn't help, that in the aftermath of his pleasure, all he wanted to do was gaze at Ominis' beautifly flustered face. And as he allowed himself to slowly get lost in his perfect moonlight eyes, ever so slightly, and just for a second, he remembered.