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In the Christmas eve,the snowflakes were like feathers,dancing gracefully in the air.While it was warm and cozy in the loft.
Justin and Brian were nestled on the sofa watching a movie.Brian had some thoughts about their relationship.
I have always held an incredulous attitude towards love, only insisting on sex. Tragically, I lacked love since childhood. My parents were alcoholics, the family environment was very bad, and they often quarreled. This made me not believe in love. I think heterosexual love is self-deceiving in the end and meaningless; and I just need to be myself, not bound by the outside world. There will naturally be people coming over, kneeling in front of me and begging, because I am the most dissolute and sexiest stud in Pittsburgh, and no one can imitate, become and surpass.
But that night, everything was brand new. I met a blond little boy. He was young and beautiful, full of vitality, and had what I wanted most: a perfect body. It was the first time I met someone like that, and also it is the only time. I have seen thousands of asses, but this one I never got boring.
After the first night, I still wanted to touch that smooth and fair skin again, and the novelty kept increasing. The next day, I remember he asked me in the morning if he could use the bathroom, and I agreed without hesitation. How alluring he was when taking a bath in the bathroom. It made me unable to resist fucking him again.
Yes, he was only 17 years old. This number was very small to me, and he still had to go to school. We were complete strangers, so I had no responsibility to send him to school, keep him for the night in the middle of the night, go to New York to find him back, negotiate to sponsor him when he urgently needed to save money to pay for tuition... However, I did all these things. I think this is what I should do, and I don't care about the return.
I have never imagined that I would fall in love with this teenager, nor have I ever thought that someone would like me, a man that everyone dreams of but is difficult to get along with.
This kid can tolerate all my imperfections and soothe my bad temper. When I was sick, he took care of me carefully (I clearly remember that night, he made me chicken soup, which was the most delicious soup that I had ever had.) At the same time, he has always proved that he will love me forever, regardless of poverty, wealth, disability or injury.
He also assisted me at work and praised me as such an excellent employee and outstanding myself (Yes, he said I was a hero)
I seemed to maintain my personality and didn't dare to express my concern and love for him. I didn't have the courage to keep him when we broke up, nor did I tell him that I visited him in the hospital all day long when he was injured. My heart was very painful, very reluctant.
But conversely,everything changed because of his apperance,my love for him became deeper and deeper.When the explosion happened in Babylon,I was so fucking scared to lose him.I hugged him so tight,I said "I love you."
After that,I took all my courage to propose to him,disperately bought the country manor and golden gardenias for him.How did that sentence go----There's a Chinese legend that once your lover breathes them that he will love you forever.
I began to understand what romance is,I tried to do everything to make him happy all the time.
Now,we both have our careers.He is still young and has more opportunities to develop himself.Our future is bright!
When I came to my senses, Justin just blinked and stared at the TV screen. I buried my face in his fragrant blond hair, stretched out my left hand, and interlocked fingers with Justin's right hand. At this moment, Justin just quietly leaned on my shoulder. I held him in my arms. Justin raised his head, and before we could look at each other for a while, my peripheral vision fell on his lips, and I kissed him. Our tongues intertwined, hot and wet.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed this limited but passionate kiss of happiness. Justin grinned and began to giggle, kissed me again, and said: "I love you~"
I looked down and kissed back, "I love you, too."
Merry Christmas,Britin!