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Dreams are meant to be forgotten (but how can I when it's there that i met you?)

Summary:

Kim dokja dreams
Yoo Joonghyuk doesn't

Maybe one day they can meet between the sheets of dark

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or: kim dokja dreams of his favourite protagonist
Yoo Joonghyuk dreams of a strange man who he learns to care for
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Chapter 1: No matter how hard you wish

Summary:

lu·di·crous
-so foolish, unreasonable, or out of place as to be amusing; ridiculous.

Notes:

first time writing smth in orv. second time writing a fanfic, lets hope its better.
fuck grammar and fuck whoever says i cant do comma splicing. (╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻
My first language grammar is already complicated as it is i dont need to add English's on top of it.
This is mostly a writing practice so this will be shit

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kim Dokja is a dreamer. 

 

The sky is blue, the grass is green, Kim Dokja dreams. It is an irrefutable fact.

He has dreamt great stories ever since he was little. Stories of dragons and mountains, swords and martial arts, of brilliant heroes with nothing to hold them back. 

Yet it seems the only ones he can remember are the most ludicrous, the ones where his father is not a drunkard, or where his mother leaves with someone who treats them right. His imagination is the only thing this world can't take from him, so he dreams.

 

He dreams of his mother after she is imprisoned.

 

He dreams of a second chance at a family when he moves in with his aunt.

 

He dreams of what's it like to have friends when he enters middle school.

 

Then he enteres high school, the tenth circle of hell Dante never mentions. A punishment for ever even imagining such things where days are filled with punches, shoves, bruises and mock. Sure, it's nothing new, yet after so many years of enduring something snapped in him. Therefore he dreamed with death. Each passing day longer than the one before, melting into one another, seemingly never ending. And so, as the school day ended so did his life. For the first time Dokja didn't dream. Mind blank, body at ease, he let himself fall. 

But, it is Kim Dokja we are talking about. His dreams never come true. 

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Pure white surrounds him, no matter where he looks an endless void fills his senses.

Ah... he must be in heaven.

Kim Dokja walks trying to find someone, something, that might prove his theory. Weren't there supposed to be white pearly gates or something like that here? its just empty.

 

Maybe if he keeps walking. 

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He can't tell how long it's been. How long since he died? Did he have a funeral? Maybe it's not heaven. Maybe he's just waiting for rebirth.

He walks.

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Okay, Its definitely been more than 49 days right? so no rebirth. Then, where is he?

He falls.

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"... are ... okay?"

a warm voice lulls him into consciousness.

Notes:

if this seems like something a highschooler wrote its probably because it is.
I would love to know u guys opinion so please dont be shy and leave a comment (≧∀≦)ゞ it would really help me improve