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Bruce Wayne does not fidget.
He does not get nervous tics or anxious jitters that would make his cat-like stealth obsolete, but he does have a habit of reaching out--of grounding himself in the presence of the people he cares about.
And Clark has a habit of noticing Bruce’s habits.
It started about six months before they made their relationship official--or at least, that’s when Clark first started noticing. At first, it was small things. Bruce would brush a hand over his waist in passing, his fingers grazing his side like an accidental touch, only for Bruce to keep walking without a second glance. Or Bruce would catch his wrist with an absent minded ease, his fingers curling just enough to ground him, as if the brief contact was more for Bruce’s own reassurance than anything else.
At first, Clark thought nothing of it--Bruce had always been tactile in ways no one expected. He was the type of person who didn’t need to speak when he could just reach out and touch, to communicate things words never quite seemed to capture. Bruce’s hands did most of the talking when it came to his emotions. But still, Clark didn’t think much of it. Maybe it was just Bruce being Bruce. Maybe it was simply the way Bruce connected with people--the only way he knew how.
But then, Clark started to see the pattern.
It wasn’t just him. Bruce’s love language was touch, and it was woven into the fabric of every interaction he had with those he let close. It was in the small, almost imperceptible gestures--a hand placed on Dick’s shoulder in passing, a brief but solid squeeze, as if to remind him that no matter how far Dick strayed, he was always home. Or the way Bruce would ruffle Jason’s hair despite the inevitable groan that followed, the smirk on Bruce’s face betraying the affection behind the gesture, even though Jason would bat him away like a particularly annoying fly.
It was in the way Bruce would approach Tim when he found him asleep at his desk, exhausted from hours of work or training, his shoulders hunched in a way that spoke volumes. Bruce would pause, running a hand over his back in a smooth motion, something quiet and unspoken, before covering him with a blanket. The action was more intimate than anything words could convey. Even Tim, who often acted like he could take on the world alone, never flinched when Bruce did this.
And then there was Damian. Despite his prickly, guarded nature, Damian never pulled away when Bruce placed a steadying hand on the back of his neck, guiding him through crowds or pulling him closer after a particularly brutal patrol. Damian, always so quick to push others away, would actually lean into the touch, the only time he ever allowed someone that close without protest.
Bruce Wayne, despite all his brooding and gruffness, loved with his hands. He showed it in the small moments--those touches that Clark began to notice, that Clark began to crave. He was beginning to understand that this was Bruce’s way of saying everything he’d never let slip with his words: You’re important to me. You’re here. I’m not letting go.
And Clark? Well, Clark wasn’t immune to it.
The first time Bruce’s fingers curled around his wrist mid-conversation--seemingly without realizing it--Clark’s thoughts stuttered. The touch was light, but firm, like Bruce needed the contact just as much as Clark did. The brief, almost unnoticeable pressure sent a jolt through him, and for a moment, Clark found himself caught between the words Bruce had just spoken and the simple, unexpected intimacy of the gesture. Bruce had said something--probably something important--but all Clark could focus on was the warmth of his hand, the quiet intensity of it. He didn't pull away, couldn't, and Bruce didn't seem to notice, as though it was the most natural thing in the world. It left Clark feeling oddly unsettled, as if he'd stumbled upon something bigger than either of them realized.
Then came the moments in between. Bruce's palm would brush against his lower back when they walked side by side--casual, unthinking, but there all the same. A steadying presence, even though Clark didn’t need it. It was always like this, these small touches, slipping between them in the spaces when no one else was looking. Bruce wasn’t a man who made a spectacle of affection; he was subtle, his gestures so quiet that Clark wasn’t sure if they were intentional or simply instinctive. But when Bruce’s hand briefly pressed into the curve of his spine, it felt like a promise. It felt like something unspoken, like a tether anchoring Clark to the present, reminding him that Bruce was there--always, silently.
The Watchtower moments always felt more profound. When they stood too close, when the weight of the vast emptiness of space seemed to close in around them, Bruce’s fingers would absently twist at the material of Clark’s suit. A subtle tug, a shift in the fabric, as though Bruce were grounding himself with the softest touch. It didn’t matter how many people were around, or how many urgent matters demanded their attention. In those rare, fleeting moments, it was just Bruce’s fingers, just Clark, caught in that delicate space between need and habit. It was a quiet reminder that no matter how far apart they might seem in the grand scheme of things, there was always this connection--this tether that Bruce would never admit to, but one that Clark felt with every gentle brush of his hand.
And then there was the hair.
Clark had never really thought about it before. His curls weren’t anything special, just something that refused to be tamed no matter how many times he smoothed a hand over them. They were wild, unruly--just another part of him that defied control. It was only ever a minor inconvenience, a mild source of frustration. But apparently, Bruce had opinions.
The first time it happened, they were sitting on the couch in the manor, some old movie playing in the background that neither of them were really paying attention to. Clark had been talking, probably teasing Bruce about something, when Bruce, seemingly without a second thought, reached up and ran his fingers through Clark’s hair. He smoothed back a stray curl, fingers lingering for a moment longer than necessary, brushing over the soft texture of it before his hand settled lightly at Clark's scalp.
Clark short-circuited.
He could feel his breath catch in his chest, his words dying on his tongue as his brain scrambled to catch up with what had just happened. Bruce wasn’t even looking at him--his attention was still on the screen, his expression as unreadable and neutral as always--but his touch… *that* touch was anything but casual. It was deliberate. It was careful. Bruce wasn’t just patting his head, or giving him a quick brush-off; no, this was something deeper. The way his fingers moved through Clark’s hair was so purposeful, like Bruce was trying to memorize every little strand, as though Clark’s hair was the most important thing in the world.
It felt intimate in a way that nothing else ever had. And Clark’s thoughts, his ability to form any kind of coherent response, completely short-circuited. His heart thudded unsteadily in his chest, and for the first time in a long while, Clark wasn’t sure what to do with himself.
It kept happening after that. Not every day, not all the time--but enough for Clark to begin noticing a pattern, an ebb and flow of small gestures that spoke more than words ever could. A hand brushing through his curls after a long, exhausting day, fingers finding their way to the strands that always seemed to defy any semblance of control. It was a fleeting touch, an absent gesture, but even though it lasted only a second, Clark felt it. The way Bruce’s fingers tugged at a stubborn lock, gently coaxing it into place, sent a ripple of warmth through Clark’s chest every single time. It was a simple thing, but that subtle, tender touch was like a silent conversation between them--quiet, yet brimming with meaning.
And then there were the moments when Bruce did that thing. That slow, deliberate thing that left Clark breathless. His fingers moving through Clark’s hair in careful strokes, as if he was making sure every curl was accounted for, every strand meticulously smoothed. It wasn’t a quick flick or a half-hearted swipe. No, it was different. Bruce’s touch was methodical, almost reverent, as though the act itself was important, as though Clark’s hair--his whole being--deserved this moment of attention, this slow, deliberate care. Bruce would linger just a fraction longer than necessary, the barest of pauses before his hand would pull away, as if to reassure Clark that it wasn’t an accident, that the touch wasn’t fleeting.
And Clark? He couldn’t help it. He melted. Every time. The feeling was like liquid warmth pooling in his chest, and his breath would catch in a way that made him feel almost unsteady.
It wasn’t just the physical touch, though--it was what it represented. The weight of it hit him all at once, a sudden, overwhelming realization that left him breathless. The sheer devastating nature of Bruce’s quiet affection was something Clark had never experienced before, and he wasn’t sure he was ready for it, but somehow, he didn’t want to pull away either. It wasn’t the kind of love Bruce could express in grand gestures, in declarations of devotion or proclamations shouted from rooftops. No, Bruce was too guarded for that. This was something more intimate, more delicate. It was in the smallest, most fleeting moments, in touches that spoke louder than anything he could ever say.
It was woven into the way Bruce’s fingers would graze his wrist in passing, like an unspoken promise. Or how he’d offer a soft smile, barely noticeable, when their hands brushed in the middle of a busy room. It was in the way Bruce’s touch made Clark feel seen, in a world that often felt too loud, too chaotic. Bruce didn’t need to shout from the rooftops that he cared--because with every touch, every quiet stroke through his hair, Bruce was showing him exactly what he meant.
Clark had never realized how much he needed that, until it was happening. How, with each brush of Bruce’s fingers, each lingering moment, he felt the weight of the world lift just a little. How, without words, Bruce could make him feel like he was the most important person in the room. And for Clark, that was everything.
But it was ridiculous. It was unfair. It was the single most devastating thing Bruce Wayne could do to him.
“You’re like a cat,” Bruce had remarked once, his voice laced with amusement, as he watched Clark all but melt under his touch.
Clark, feeling no shame in the way he immediately leaned into Bruce’s hand, had simply hummed in agreement, a lazy smile playing on his lips. “And you’re the one who keeps petting me.”
Bruce had raised an eyebrow, a smirk curling at the corner of his mouth, before he resumed his gentle, rhythmic strokes through Clark’s hair, as if nothing had happened.
Clark wasn’t complaining. In fact, he’d never felt more content in his life, letting Bruce’s touch settle into his bones, grounding him in a way nothing else could.
But it didn’t stop there. It started to happen more frequently, in moments that were more deliberate, more intentional. Bruce’s fingers would linger just a little longer than necessary when passing him a cup of coffee, their knuckles brushing in a soft, lingering connection that left a warmth behind even after the cup was taken from his hand. Bruce’s palm would skim the small of Clark’s back when they were at charity events, just a gentle nudge, as if steering him through the crowd, but it was instinctive, almost casual. No one else would notice, but Clark did, and every time Bruce’s touch brushed against him like that, his heart would skip a beat, racing in his chest in a way he couldn’t quite explain.
It was the subtlety of it, the fact that Bruce wasn’t doing it for anyone else, wasn’t seeking attention, wasn’t looking for anything but the simplest form of connection. It felt so effortless, so natural for Bruce, but for Clark, it was anything but.
And then there was the Batcave.
In the cave, it was like Bruce couldn’t help himself. They’d often be buried in their work, absorbed in the constant chaos of files, data, and planning. Clark would be hunched over a computer, focused on the task at hand when Bruce would silently slip into the chair beside him, close enough that the air between them felt thick with something unspoken. And then it would start again--Bruce’s thumb, slow and deliberate, tracing lazy circles on the palm of Clark’s hand as he flipped through case files, as though he was completely unaware of how this small gesture was affecting Clark. The simple touch, like Bruce was trying to memorize something, grounding himself with the contact without realizing it.
Clark could feel his breath catch every time, despite how he pretended it didn’t affect him. He would sneak glances at Bruce from the corner of his eye, watching as his hand moved over Clark’s, the way his fingers curled lightly around Clark’s wrist when they moved through the cave. It was subtle, just enough to remind Clark that Bruce was there, in a way that was just for him.
Clark knew it was a rhythm now, a quiet, almost unnoticeable pattern that Bruce had unknowingly created. The way Bruce’s fingers brushed against him in passing, the gentle pat on his shoulder when he was going over something with the team. Each touch was like a secret being exchanged, a wordless language between them that didn’t need to be explained. It was soft and gentle, like Bruce was marking him, claiming him without ever saying a word. And yet, there was something in it that made Clark feel more loved than anything Bruce could say.
And Clark--Clark is losing himself in it.
One evening, as they sit side by side on the sofa in the Batcave, the soft hum of machines and the distant echo of their team’s conversations barely filtering through the air, Clark glances down at their hands. Bruce is holding his coffee, his fingers wrapped around the warm mug, but it’s the way his hand is turned, how his fingers have slipped back to rest against Clark’s palm, that draws Clark’s attention.
It’s subtle, so casual that it could almost be overlooked, but the feeling it sends through Clark is anything but. Bruce’s thumb moves in slow, lazy circles over the center of his hand, the gesture light, almost absent minded, yet somehow filled with meaning. It’s a familiar touch now--one Clark has come to anticipate, though he’s never quite gotten used to how it makes his chest tighten in a way he can’t explain. The warmth of Bruce’s hand against his, the quiet intimacy of the touch, settles into his chest like a soft weight, comforting in its simplicity.
Clark watches for a moment, mesmerized by the rhythm of it, by the effortless way Bruce connects with him, as if it’s the most natural thing in the world. Bruce doesn’t look at him, doesn’t acknowledge it in any way, but Clark feels it, like an electric hum sparking between them--something quiet, consistent, and steady that says more than any words ever could.
But eventually, Clark can’t hold it in any longer. He’s spent months noticing, feeling the way Bruce’s touch lingers, finding him drawn to it even when there’s no reason for it. He can’t pretend it’s not there, not anymore. So, he decides to say something. His voice, when it comes, is quieter than usual, the words tumbling out with a vulnerability he’s not entirely used to sharing with Bruce.
“You do that a lot,” he says, his voice soft, almost hesitant, but the words are laced with the truth of it--something he’s been holding onto for far too long, something he can’t keep silent about any longer.
Bruce doesn’t even glance up from the file in his lap, his voice flat and dry as ever. “Do what?”
Clark turns toward him, his gaze fixed on Bruce’s face, catching the slight curve of Bruce’s lips--the way his amusement flickers just beneath the surface, like he knows exactly what Clark is getting at. Like he’s been waiting for this moment. Clark’s heart skips, thumping against his ribcage, but he pushes through it. It’s now or never.
“Touch me,” Clark says, his words coming out more direct than he intended, though they carry the weight of everything he’s been feeling. It’s not a question--it’s a statement, one that’s been building, long overdue.
Bruce raises an eyebrow, a spark of amusement flashing in his eyes as he looks at Clark for the first time. “And you’re just now noticing?”
For a moment, there’s silence--just the soft sounds of the Batcave, the steady hum of the machines, the faint crackle of static from the comms. Then, with a slight smile tugging at the corners of his lips, Clark flips his hand over, his fingers seeking out Bruce’s with the same quiet certainty that Bruce’s hand had sought his. He threads their palms together, and the weight of it settles comfortably between them.
Bruce’s hand is larger, rougher, calloused from years of hard work and even harder battles. But Clark’s hand fits perfectly with his--like they were made to be held together, the contours of their palms aligning in a way that feels nothing short of right.
“No,” Clark says quietly, his voice soft but steady. He holds Bruce’s gaze as he speaks, and there’s something there, something deep and unspoken. “I just didn’t want you to stop.”
Bruce’s eyes soften--just a fraction of a degree, a rare vulnerability flickering across his face. The moment is still, filled with the weight of unspoken understanding, and for a heartbeat, the world outside the Batcave seems to pause. Time stretches out, just enough for them to breathe in this connection, to savor the quiet closeness they’ve built without needing to say a word.
Then Bruce’s thumb, as if to reassure him, begins its slow, familiar pattern again, tracing delicate, lazy circles on the inside of Clark’s palm. It’s not something he needs to do, not something Bruce would ever be aware of if Clark didn’t notice it. But Clark notices everything, especially when it comes to this--a silent promise, a reaffirmation of the bond they share in these quiet moments.
In the Batcave, surrounded by the constant noise of their work and the weight of the world pressing down on their shoulders, that simple gesture feels like everything. It’s a thread that ties them together, woven through their actions, their words, their touch, even when the world outside is chaotic and uncertain. And for Clark, it’s a reminder that no matter how much the world may change, this--this small, constant thing--is always theirs.