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Every summer, Taeyong’s family piled into their car and journeyed to the sun-drenched resort in Thailand. The sprawling haven glittered with turquoise pools, swaying palms, and endless stretches of golden beach—a paradise where the two boys first collided. Little Ten - son of the resort owner Lee, with his wild grin and boundless energy, latched onto Taeyong from the moment they met. Taeyong, a year older and perpetually shy, found himself trailed by this pint-sized shadow who refused to let him out of sight. Whether they sneaked past the resort staff to catch the fireworks bursting over the horizon, raced barefoot along the shore with sand flying in their wake, or splashed in the shallows as Ten proudly taught Taeyong to swim—arms flailing, laughter echoing—their summers brimmed with joy.
Ten’s boldness knew no bounds. He would perch on a rock, dripping wet from the sea, and point at Taeyong with unwavering certainty. “When we grow up, I’ll marry you!” he’d proclaim, voice ringing with childish conviction. Taeyong, cheeks flushing beneath his sun-kissed skin, would roll his eyes and mutter, “You’re so weird.” But as Ten scampered off to chase a crab or pluck a flower to tuck behind Taeyong’s ear, a secret smile would bloom on his lips. Those days stretched long and golden—building lopsided sandcastles that crumbled under the tide, sharing sticky mango slices under the shade of a bamboo cabana, whispering secrets as cicadas hummed in the humid dusk. Taeyong grew accustomed to Ten’s sticky hugs, the way he’d cling to his arm like a koala, and the bright, fearless laughter that colored every memory.
Then, one summer, the rhythm broke. Taeyong arrived at the resort, heart alight with anticipation, only to find Ten gone. The staff murmured about him being sent abroad to study—some prestigious school far across the ocean. Taeyong lingered by their usual haunts—the jetty where they’d fished for minnows, the shady nook where Ten once braided him a crown of leaves—waiting for a familiar shout that never came. His younger brothers, Mark, Haechan, and Jeno, tugged at his hands, eager to explore, but the absence gnawed at him. After that, his family also shifted their vacation plans, trading Thailand’s humid embrace for new horizons—cool mountains, bustling cities, anywhere but the resort. Just like that, the two boys—once tethered by summer suns and sandy promises—drifted apart, their bond fading into the haze of time.
Years later, fate tugged them back together—strings of chance knotting tight. Taeyong lingered on the university campus, the late afternoon sun slanting gold, when a shadow flickered past—a silhouette too familiar to be a trick of light. It was Ten—really him—striding by like a ghost of their sun-soaked past, and Taeyong’s heart lurched, legs carrying him forward with a fragile spark of hope.
He pictured it clear—a reunion soft with Thailand summers, laughter over firework-streaked skies and sandy toes—but Ten turned, and the air froze, his gaze a blade of ice glinting with a competitive fire Taeyong couldn’t grasp. Bewilderment gripped him—what had shattered their bond into this?—as Ten didn’t just brush him off but declared a silent war: Taeyong’s A+ in economics met Ten’s late-night grind, snatching the next top score with a smirk; Taeyong’s sharp take in strategy class crumbled under Ten’s swift, razor-edged rebuttal—“‘Flawless on paper, but it falls apart in practice,’ he’d said, voice cool, room humming.” Their names tangled on leaderboards, clashed in projects, fueled hushed awe among classmates—the space between them no longer soft with nostalgia, but alive with a crackling, relentless duel.
And when Ten triumphed, he wielded it like a blade. “So, second place, huh?” he’d drawl, flipping through his graded paper with a smirk that could cut glass. “Slipping a bit, Taeyong-ssi. Sure you don’t need a tutor? Oh, wait—I’m the one ahead now.” He’d saunter off, leaving the words to sting. Taeyong would scoff, brushing it off with a practiced grin, but unease gnawed at him. Something felt off. Ten’s drive bordered on obsession—late nights etched into the shadows under his eyes, a fire that seemed to consume rather than propel him. It was not the playful Ten of their childhood, the one who’d chase him through the surf; this was a stranger wearing his face, burning himself out to prove a point Taeyong could not grasp.
It was one crisp autumn evening, clarity crept in. Taeyong, restless after a lecture, drifted into the library’s quiet stacks. There, slumped over a table littered with textbooks and crumpled coffee cups, was Ten—fast asleep. His sharp features softened in repose, dark lashes fanning against pale cheeks, his head cradled on one arm. His small fingers curled into the sleeve of his oversized sweater, a fragile detail that tugged at Taeyong’s chest. Gone was the smug rival; here was someone exhausted, vulnerable, almost lost. Taeyong lingered, then slid into the seat beside him, silent as a shadow. He would not wake him—not yet. Instead, he stayed, a quiet sentinel ensuring no one disrupted Ten’s rare peace.
On colder nights, he found Ten like this again—shivering faintly in his sleep, breath puffing in the library’s chill. Taeyong did not hesitate. He shrugged off his jacket, draping it over Ten’s shoulders, watching as he instinctively burrowed into the warmth with a soft sigh. The next day, Taeyong said nothing. If Ten noticed the lingering scent of Taeyong’s cologne or the faint creases in the fabric, he kept it to himself. Their dance of silence held—no acknowledgment, no confrontation. Yet, sometimes, in the bustle of a lecture hall or the flicker of a crowded hallway, Taeyong caught Ten’s gaze. Beneath the frost, a spark glimmered—brief, unguarded, a whisper of the boy who once promised to marry him under a Thai sunset.
If their university rivalry was not already a blazing furnace, Ten ensured it burned hotter with every encounter. Each clash carried a razor’s edge, their words cloaked in civility yet dripping with challenge. At a luxury gala—crystal chandeliers casting glints over silk suits and champagne flutes—Ten spotted Taeyong across the room and sauntered over, swirling his wine with a smirk that could carve stone. “Oh? You’re here too, Taeyong-ssi?” he drawled, voice smooth as velvet but sharp as a shard. “Odd. I thought these events demanded an exclusive guest list.”
Taeyong met his gaze, unfazed, a laugh huffing past his lips. “Funny—I was wondering how you slipped in.”
Ten’s eyes narrowed, a flicker of amusement warring with something darker. Their exchanges stayed polite on the surface—technically impeccable—but an undercurrent pulsed beneath, a bite in Ten’s tone that Taeyong alone seemed to catch. It was not hatred, not quite, but a force just as fierce: a dare, a shield, a wall to convince Taeyong their past was ash, reduced to faded family ties and corporate games.
The social scene devoured it. Rumors ignited and raced through the university’s elite circles—tales of the two prestigious Lee families clashing over a lucrative deal, their sons ensnared in a boardroom blood feud. Some spun wilder yarns: a love triangle with a mysterious heiress, both young masters vying for her heart in a melodrama worthy of the tabloids. Whispers trailed them from lecture halls to lavish parties, each more absurd than the last. None grazed the truth. Because the world missed what Taeyong saw—the cracks in Ten’s golden facade, the moments when the untouchable rival faltered.
It happened at a rooftop party first, the city skyline twinkling below as music thumped through the humid night. Ten, loosened by one too many cocktails, swayed against the bar, his usual poise unraveling into slurred Thai murmurs—half-nonsense, half-memory. “Should’ve… beat you…” he mumbled, head dipping before he could topple. Taeyong was there in an instant, arm slipping around him to steady his fall. He waved off curious stares with a tight smile, murmuring excuses—“He’s just tired”—and guided Ten to a quiet corner. Later, he dialed a driver, half-carrying him to the car, Ten’s head lolling against his shoulder. The next morning, Ten woke with no recollection, and Taeyong let it stay buried.
Then came the predators. At a dimly lit lounge, where the air reeked of cigar smoke and ambition, Taeyong clocked them—older men in crisp suits, eyes lingering too long on Ten as he laughed, oblivious, at a friend’s joke. One dared a hand on Ten’s arm, fingers grazing with intent. Taeyong moved before he could think—sliding between them with a casual, “Hey, Ten, you promised me a chat,” and a stare cold enough to freeze blood. The man backed off, muttering, and Taeyong lingered until the threat slunk away. Ten, lost in his own world, never noticed. Taeyong never told him.
In the shadowed margins of those university parties—beneath pulsing lights, past velvet ropes, in the city’s unseen corners—Taeyong stood watch. He guarded Ten from stumbles and leers, a silent sentinel cloaked in the chaos. Ten’s barbs still flew by day, his smirks still stung, but in those fleeting, hidden moments, Taeyong’s care held firm. Sometimes, as they brushed past each other in a crowded room, Ten’s gaze would snag on his—a beat too long, a glimmer too soft—before he turned away. Neither spoke of it. Neither dared. But the tension simmered, a thread stretched taut between them, waiting to snap—or mend.
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Taeyong had not intended to find Ten that night. He was merely drifting across campus, thoughts tangled in the crisp autumn air, when a melody drifted toward him—soft, haunting, familiar. His steps faltered. That song. It tugged at a thread buried deep—a tune Ten used to hum under his breath during their Thailand summers, sprawled on the beach as the sun dipped low. Curiosity hooked him, pulling him through shadowed hallways until he stood before the dance studio. Through the narrow glass window, he saw Ten.
Ten moved like liquid moonlight, fluid and unburdened, each step a seamless blend of grace and precision. His face was a mask—unreadable, guarded—but his body sang a story Taeyong had never fully grasped until now. The way he surrendered to the rhythm, lost in its pulse, was hypnotic. A pang tightened Taeyong’s chest, sharp and unexpected. He had always known Ten was gifted, but this—this was raw, unguarded, breathtaking. More than that, it struck him: he missed Ten. Not just the boy who’d chased him through the surf, but this person before him, shaped by time into someone new yet achingly familiar.
Without a second thought, he nudged the door open.
Ten froze mid-spin, music echoing in the sudden silence. His eyes snapped to Taeyong, narrowing into slits. “What are you doing here?” he demanded, swiping sweat from his brow, annoyance already curling his lips.
Taeyong ignored the frost and flashed a grin. “You should teach me.”Ten blinked, thrown. “What?”
“Dance. Teach me,” Taeyong said, stepping closer, voice bright with mischief. “I want to learn from you.”
Ten scoffed, crossing his arms. “No.”
“Oh, come on,” Taeyong pressed, clasping his hands in mock plea. “I’ll be good—I promise.”
Ten’s rejection was instant. “Still no.”
But Taeyong was nothing if not stubborn. For days, he shadowed Ten across campus—popping up at the cafeteria with a hopeful grin, trailing him to the library with relentless cheer. “Just one lesson!” he’d chirp. Ten’s glares only fueled him. When charm failed, he played dirty. Leaning against the lockers one afternoon, he smirked. “You know, if you don’t want everyone hearing about your secret late-night dance sessions, I could always—”
Ten’s stare could have shattered steel. “You wouldn’t dare.”
Taeyong arched a brow, silent challenge gleaming.
“…Fine,” Ten relented, rubbing his temples with a groan. “But don’t expect me to hold your hand through it.”
Their secret routine took root. At first, Ten was a fortress—stiff, distant, barking orders like a drill sergeant. “Left foot, not right—God, are you listening?” he’d snap when Taeyong misstepped. His patience was a thin thread, fraying with every fumble. But Taeyong had a trick up his sleeve. He could dance—decently, even masterfully when he tried—but sometimes, he didn’t try. He’d stumble just so, a calculated trip that forced Ten to lunge forward, hands brushing Taeyong’s arms to steady him, adjusting his stance with an exasperated huff.
“Are you even trying?” Ten grumbled one night, gripping Taeyong’s shoulders to fix his posture yet again.
Taeyong grinned, unbothered. “Guess I need more hands-on help.”
Ten rolled his eyes, but the bite in his reprimands dulled over time, softening into something closer to banter.
The shift did not go unnoticed. One morning, as Taeyong shuffled into the dorm kitchen, bleary-eyed from a late session, Jeno—his younger brother with a knack for seeing too much—leaned against the counter, sipping coffee with a grin that spelled trouble. “Well, well,” Jeno drawled, eyes glinting. “I see you’ve been having some late-night fun lately, huh?”
Taeyong choked on his orange juice, spluttering. “What—Jeno, it’s not—”
“Oh, don’t play dumb,” Jeno teased, waggling his brows. “Sneaking back at midnight, humming tunes, looking all dreamy? Either you’ve got a secret girlfriend, or you’re moonlighting as some dance-floor prince. Spill it, hyung.”
“It’s not like that,” Taeyong protested, cheeks flaming. “I’m just… exercising.”
Jeno cackled, nearly spilling his drink. “Exercising? Sure, if that’s what you call twirling around with your old buddy Ten. I’m onto you hyung”
Taeyong groaned, burying his face in his hands. “You’re the worst.”
“Love you too,” Jeno shot back before darting off, laughter trailing behind him.
For Ten, the studio was sacred—a refuge where he shed the weight of rivalry, family, and expectation. Dance was his pulse, his freedom. And somehow, amid the late-night lessons and Taeyong’s teasing persistence, that sanctuary began to shift. The walls he’d built—brick by brick, year by year—crumbled under shared sweat and quiet laughter. Soon, the space became their haven. By day, they sparred in lecture halls, traded barbs at galas, vied for top marks. But at night, within those mirrored walls, they rediscovered echoes of their past—camaraderie in a misstep, understanding in a shared glance.
One evening, as the music faded, Ten lingered, watching Taeyong stretch with a rare ease. “You’re not as hopeless as I thought,” he muttered, almost a compliment. Taeyong’s laugh rang soft and bright. “High praise from you.” Their eyes met, and for a moment, the air hummed with something unspoken—something old, stirring anew. Maybe, just maybe, it was more than memory pulling them back together.
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Ten told himself it did not matter.
He repeated it like a mantra—Taeyong’s life held no claim on him anymore, their childhood summers reduced to dust on a shelf. But mantras could not unknot the twist in his stomach whenever he saw Taeyong with Doyoung. They were inseparable—heads bent close in murmured conversations, sharing quiet smiles that lit their faces, standing near enough that their shoulders brushed. It was absurd, really, how seamlessly they clicked, how their ease mocked Ten’s carefully guarded distance. He should not care. He had no right to.
Yet every time Taeyong’s laughter rang out at one of Doyoung’s dry quips—bright and unguarded—Ten’s chest tightened with a sting he refused to name. It was not jealousy. It could not be. But the wound ran deeper than he let on, carved years before their university rivalry took root. When Ten had returned from abroad, he carried hope in his suitcase. After years of exile—nights aching for home, for Thailand’s humid embrace, for the one person who tethered him through it all—he thought, just maybe, he could reclaim what they’d lost. Taeyong. He had landed with a restless heart, asking after him, searching campus corners, ready to bridge the gulf of time.
Then came February 14th. Valentine’s Day.
Ten had been weaving through the city, still jet-lagged but buoyed by the prospect of reunion, when he saw them. Taeyong stood outside a jewelry store, framed by the glow of its display, laughing as Doyoung nudged him playfully. Gift bags dangled from their hands, tissue paper peeking out in festive reds and pinks. Taeyong held up a delicate bracelet—silver, glinting under the streetlights—while Doyoung teased, his voice carrying faintly across the bustle. “For someone special, huh?” Taeyong’s grin widened, warm and unguarded, and they moved on, shoulders bumping in a rhythm Ten could not unsee.
Ten froze across the street, breath snagging in his throat. His heart fissured, a clean, silent break. The pieces slotted together too easily: Valentine’s Day, a gift, matching accessories, that quiet affection woven between them. Taeyong and Doyoung were together. The realization sank like a stone, cold and heavy. He stood rooted, watching them vanish into the crowd, the world blurring around him as something vital slipped away.
For months, he mourned in secret. In his dorm, curled under blankets, he let tears fall where no one could see. In the shower, water masked the sobs that clawed up his throat. At night, he stared at the ceiling, whispering to himself that he was fine, that he was over it—lies he could not quite believe. Then, one gray morning, he resolved to let go. If Taeyong was happy, Ten would not meddle. If Taeyong had moved on, Ten would force himself to follow. He buried his hope alongside their past, vowing to keep his distance, to build a wall high enough to shield what remained.
But Taeyong made it impossible. He was still there—watching from across rooms with that quiet concern, slipping his jacket over Ten’s shoulders in the library’s chill, hovering like a ghost Ten could not banish. Each act chipped at his resolve, stoking a fire he’d sworn to douse. It felt like Taeyong cared—stubbornly, inexplicably—and that was a danger Ten could not face. So when his parents suggested the blind date—a poised daughter of a business ally, a perfect match on paper—he grasped it like a lifeline. Duty called as the eldest son: secure ties, uphold the family name. And maybe, if he walked that path, he could silence the whisper that still echoed Taeyong’s name in the hollows of his heart.
He stood before his mirror that evening, smoothing his shirt, rehearsing polite small talk. The date loomed like a chance to sever the thread binding him to Taeyong, to prove he could move forward. But his reflection faltered—eyes shadowed with doubt, fingers brushing the black pearl bracelet he’d worn since childhood, a gift from Taeyong pressed into his hand with a shy, “It’s for you,” under a Thai sunset. He jerked his hand back, jaw tight. It did not matter. It could not matter. Yet deep down, beneath the denial, a small, stubborn part of him wondered if it ever truly stopped mattering at all.
The restaurant gleamed with understated elegance—crystal glasses clinking, soft murmurs weaving through the air. Ten sat rigid, his posture a facade of calm as the girl across from him spoke. Her voice was pleasant, her words polished, but they slid past him like water over stone. He nodded mechanically, smiled when expected, though his mind roamed far from the table—tangled in a past he could not shake.
Then the door crashed open.
“Ten!”
A voice—breathless, jagged, achingly familiar—cut through the refined hush. Ten’s head snapped up, eyes flaring wide.
Taeyong.
His heart seized, a thud against his ribs.
“What the—” Before he could finish, Taeyong stormed forward, seizing his wrist and hauling him from the chair with a force that brooked no argument. The girl blinked, startled, but Ten barely registered her as fury surged. Ignoring the gasps rippling through the restaurant, the stares pinning them like spotlights, Taeyong dragged Ten out into the night. The cold air bit at their skin, sharp and unforgiving, as they stumbled onto the sidewalk.
Ten tore free the moment they stopped, chest heaving. “What the hell is wrong with you?” His voice trembled—not with fear, but with a rage that had simmered too long.
“Ten—” Taeyong began, voice cracking, but he pressed on, words tumbling out in a rush. “What is this? Why are you doing this? I thought we had something—I thought those nights in the studio meant something to you. The way we laughed, the way you looked at me… I don’t get you. One minute you’re pushing me away, and now you’re here, on a date? I don’t understand—”
“No!” Ten slashed a hand through the air, cutting him off, his own anger flaring hotter. “How dare you pull this when you already have a boyfriend?”
Taeyong went still, the accusation striking like a thunderbolt. “…What?”
Ten’s breath shuddered out, tears pricking his eyes as rage spilled over. “You think I’m blind? I saw you, Taeyong.” His voice cracked, raw and jagged. “Valentine’s Day—outside that jewelry store with Doyoung. The bags, the bracelet, the way you smiled at him. I spent months trying to forget you, convincing myself you’d moved on—and now you storm in here like this?”
Taeyong staggered back, devastation etching his face. “You… you thought…” He exhaled hard, dragging a hand over his eyes, then—to Ten’s stunned disbelief—a soft, broken laugh slipped out. “Oh my god.”
Ten bristled, fists clenching. “What’s so damn funny?”
Taeyong shook his head, wiping at his eyes as his laughter frayed into something fragile. “You idiot,” he murmured, voice quaking. “I was helping Doyoung pick a gift for his boyfriend.”
Ten’s pulse faltered. “What?”
“Jaehyun,” Taeyong said, soft and sure. “Doyoung’s boyfriend is Jaehyun. And February 14th—it’s also his birthday.”
The ground tilted beneath Ten’s feet.
His lips parted, but no sound emerged. The pain, the sleepless nights, the tears he’d shed in silence—all of it built on a lie he’d told himself. He had seen love where there was none, carved his own heart open with a misunderstanding. “No…” he breathed, stumbling back, dizzy with the weight of it.
“Ten.” Taeyong’s voice broke, a plea and a lifeline.
Then, before Ten could retreat further, Taeyong surged forward—not to pull, but to hold. His arms wrapped around Ten, fierce and trembling. “I love you,” he choked out, raw and desperate. “I have always loved you.”
Ten shook his head, tears spilling free. “You don’t get to say that—”
“I do,” Taeyong whispered, unwavering. “Because it’s true.”
Ten’s resolve shattered. He sagged against Taeyong, fists curling into his coat as sobs shook him. “…I hate you,” he mumbled, voice thick and unsteady. “I hate you so much.”
Taeyong’s laugh was wet, tender, as his own tears fell. “I know.”
A pause stretched between them, fragile as a heartbeat.
Then Ten lifted his head, eyes glistening, locked on Taeyong’s. Before doubt could claw him back, before pride could steal this chance, he leaned in.
And kissed him.
It was soft, tentative, laced with desperation—a question and an answer all at once. Taeyong kissed back, hands cradling Ten’s face, pouring years of unspoken longing into the press of their lips. The months of hurt, the wasted time, the ache—it all dissolved in that single, perfect moment.
No more misunderstandings stood between them.
Just them.
Finally, irrevocably, together.
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The next morning, Ten stood in his family’s sleek living room, nerves humming as he faced his parents and sister. He took a deep breath, words steady despite the flutter in his chest. “I’m not going through with the arranged marriage. I want to pursue my dreams—dance, art, everything I’ve always loved.” He paused, then softer, “And Taeyong. I love him.”
His parents exchanged a glance, amusement twinkling in their eyes. His mother’s smile bloomed warm and gentle. “Sweetheart, we never planned to force you into anything,” she said, voice wrapping around him like a hug. “We’ve known you’re an artist at heart since you were small.”
His younger sister, lounging on the couch with a tablet, smirked. “Also, brother, did you forget I’m the one taking over the business? You really thought you were the heir?” She arched a brow, mischief glinting. “You’re free to pirouette your way through life—I’ve got this covered.”
Ten’s jaw dropped, heat flooding his cheeks as his family’s laughter filled the room. “You—seriously?” he groaned, burying his face in his hands. But the embarrassment melted as his mother pulled him into an embrace, his father clapping his shoulder, and his sister ruffling his hair. Their support enveloped him—unconditional, bright, and real.
Later that day, word reached Taeyong’s brothers—Mark, Jeno, and Haechan—who had weathered the storm of their rivalry with strained smiles and whispered bets. Gathered in their cluttered dorm kitchen, they erupted at the news.
“Finally!” Mark cheered, tossing a bag of chips in the air like confetti. “I’m free from the awkward silences!”
Jeno leaned back in his chair, exhaling dramatically. “Now I can stop walking on eggshells every time Ten’s name comes up.”
Haechan, perched on the counter, swung his legs and fixed Taeyong with a mock glare. “We like Ten so much—he’s so cool—but because of your dumb fight, we had to stick to texting him. Do you know how exhausting that was, hyung?” Then his smirk widened, eyes gleaming with trouble. “So, spill it—who confessed first? How dramatic was it? Did someone cry?”
Jeno grinned, cutting in before Taeyong could answer. “I bet both of them cried. Full waterworks.”
Ten, sprawled on the couch beside Taeyong, groaned in unison with him as the trio dissolved into cackles. “You’re all unbearable,” Ten muttered, but a smile tugged at his lips. Taeyong elbowed him lightly, muttering, “They’re your problem now too.”
That night, before a grand gala hosted by Ten’s family, the two found a quiet pocket of peace. Ten leaned against the balcony railing of their hotel suite, city lights shimmering below, casting a glow in his dark eyes. Taeyong sidled up, smirking. “Nervous?”
Ten tilted his head, a soft laugh escaping. “No. Just… happy.”
Taeyong stepped closer, their fingers brushing, then lacing together. “We’ve wasted so much time,” he murmured, voice low with a trace of regret.
Ten turned to face him, eyes steady and warm. “Then let’s not waste any more.”
Their lips met in a kiss—soft, lingering, a promise stitched into every breath. The world faded, leaving only the warmth of their touch, the certainty of their choice.
Hours later, the gala unfolded in a whirl of opulence—crystal chandeliers, silk gowns, and a dance floor that gleamed under golden light. Ten and Taeyong stepped into the crowd, hands clasped, moving to the music not out of duty but desire. No masks hid their joy, no misunderstandings clouded their steps. Haechan whooped from the sidelines, Jeno and Mark raising glasses with grins, while Ten’s sister winked from across the room. The rivalry, the pain, the years apart—all of it dissolved into this: two hearts, finally beating as one, swaying together under a sky that felt, at last, like home.