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Akito had just argued with Ena. He Regretted what he said like hell, but he knew he couldn't just say it to her. He remember so much what he said to her, and it hurt, the quote haunted him.
"I HOPE YOUR ATTEMPT WORKS THIS TIME!"
It kept repeating in his head and it hurt.
Ena responded with silence. Then she said something back.
"CUT DEEPER! I HATE YOU! YOU'RE THE WORSE BROTHER EVER!"
Maybe he should listen to the first thing.
He looked around his room, for anything.
Nothing.
He did have a screw driver though...
He looked for a pencil sharpener, found when near Ena's room, and unscrewed it, giving him access to the glory of pain. Heeding Ena's words, he did as told and even though it hurt it was punishment for what he said.
He dragged the razor all over till his skin looked like a Picasso drawing of red.
After all of that, he decided to take a bath.
The water burnt on his scar-scattered skin. He bit down on a small rag to not cry or scream, but even that was hard.
After the bath, he just put on an shirt, jacket, another jacket, pants and everything else. He ignored bandaging the scars even though they hurt like hell. He decided to just sleep after that, not caring about practicing with the rest of his group. Nor did he the other day, or the day after, he barely even got up those days, only doing so to get a light snack before going back to his room to sleep. The scars still hurt because of how deep they were, but he tried not to care. He didn't go to school, ruining his attendance, and just slept every single day. It was better than acting ok though.