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The throne room of the Bloomshore Kingdom was a cavern of gilded silence, a place where the air always felt a few degrees colder than the gardens outside. I sat upon the High Throne. My fingernails moved in a restless, rhythmic tap-tap-tap against the cold of the armrest, the sound echoing like a ticking clock in the vastness of the hall.
I was alone. The heavy velvet of my robes, a deep, bruised crimson, pooled around my feet like a sea of drying blood. It was a fitting color.
Three years had already passed since my father’s funeral. Years since the sky had wept over Bloomshore as we laid the "Lion of Bloomshore" to rest. He hadn't died in a bed of silk, but on the jagged frontier of the Shadowed Wastes, fighting back-to-back with me against the mindless Wanderer and enemy soldier hordes that threatened our shared prosperity.
"My dear daughter... listen to me," he had whispered, his eyes unfocused but fierce. "The crown is a heavy burden, but do not let it crush the woman beneath. Rule with your own heart, not the echoes of dead kings. And remember... never let them tame the storm inside you just to make the world feel safe. You were born to lead, not to be a prize."
With those final words, he had slipped away, leaving me with a kingdom to rebuild and a fire in my chest that no council could extinguish. He had been a man of radical change, seeing the tradition of "Forced Consorts" for what it was, a barbaric relic. With a single, defiant stroke of his pen during the Twilight Decree, he had made royal marriage an option, not an obligation. I was the first Queen in centuries who could rule until my hair turned to silver without a man by my side.
But, the Council of Elders, ever the lovers of stability and old customs were not easily silenced. To them, my father’s Decree was a wound that needed to be stitched shut.
As I sat there, the heavy doors groaned open. The High Chancellor, Lord Dimitri, heading the group, his face a map of practiced concern. They didn't come with threats of removing my power, they knew better than that, but they came with the weapons of logic.
"Your Majesty" the chancellor began, bowing just low enough to be respectful "The kingdom is thriving, but the strongest oak needs a second root to weather the coming storms. The four Lords are restless, the Onychinus Kingdom borders, while held by our dark allies are shifting in ways that require a steady hand, and the people...they crave the spectacle of a Royal Union. Not out of law, but out of hope"
I leaned back, my gaze level.
"My father made that law obsolete, chancellor. I am the state; I am the lineage"
"Indeed" another elder chimed in "Your majesty, you have earned your throne through blood and good decisions, but wouldn't it be a greater show of power to choose a partner rather than be seen as the queen who avoids the challenge.? We do not ask you to marry out of duty. We ask you to open the doors of the palace to the best the world has to offer. See if there is a man alive capable of standing beside you, not above you"
I stayed silent for a long moment. They were playing on my pride, and it was working. I was tired of the whispers that I remained unwed because I was the "Ice Queen" who feared the loss of control.
"Fine" I said, the word cutting through the room like a blade. "But we will not be playing old games. I will not have a line of your pre-selected winners handed to me on a silver tray."
I stood up, my crown catching the afternoon light.
" I will vet the candidates myself. I will look for a pool of the most formidable men in the realms, warriors, scholars, princes and even the ones you might fear, especially those. I will observe them from afar when they think I am not looking and only when, and if I am satisfied, will I narrow the field to the final few who are worthy of a formal selection and invite them here"
The chancellor looked surprised. "And protocol, your majesty? The security? If you are to bring them into your home, there must be boundaries"
"That is where we agree. Does the council have any suggestions. I am willing to listen to them"
They spoke amongst themselves for a long moment before addressing me again.
"Your majesty, you should reinstate the Long Season along with the Chaste Laws for the duration of the vetting. No touching, no private chambers, no breach of the six-inch rule. If they cannot respect your laws as a Queen, they will never respect your heart as a wife"
"Very well, it is antiquated, but I will agree to your suggestions if it were to happen" I said, accepting the nonsensical rules I didn't agree with just so they could think they got their way.
The council exchanged glances and nodded. They had what they wanted, a chance to fill the palace with potential kings and I had what I wanted, the power to discard them all if they failed to meet the standards.
The months that followed were not spent in the soft cushions of the palace. If I was to choose a partner or prove that no such man existed, I would not do it through a stack of curated dossiers. I had hand-picked the initial "Long list" with many potential suitors, but five names always sat at the top. With that in mind, I packed my travel leathers, took a small contingency of the King’s Own, and went into the world to see these men when they weren't performing for a throne.
I traveled west to the rugged frontier of the Skyhaven Marches, blending into the grey mists of the pine forests under the heavy wool of a border scout. I found Colonel Caleb at a high-altitude outpost. Here, he was a man of leather, sweat, and grit.
I spent ten days as a camp cook’s assistant. Colonel Caleb was still every bit the hero the songs claimed, but he was also human. He was familiar to me, well, somewhat, as I had not seen him since he was much younger. One night, while I was scrubbing pots in the dark, I watched him sit alone on a log. He wasn't looking at maps; he was mending a torn strap on a soldier's boot.
"You're working late, Colonel," I muttered, keeping my voice low and gravelly.
He didn't look up, but his hands paused.
"The boots carry the men, and the men carry the kingdom," he said, his voice vibrating in the damp air. "If I don't look after the foundation, the walls fall down." He finally looked at me, or rather, through my disguise. He didn't say a word, but he stayed an extra hour, silently chopping wood for my fire so I wouldn't have to. He was like a strong harbor, steady and safe, perhaps too safe?
On my last day there, I watched him from a rocky ridge as he led a grueling drill in the pouring rain. He didn't stand under an awning barking orders; he was in the mud with his men, his weapon swinging in a rhythmic, terrifying arc that cut through the downpour.
After the drills, I watched him sit by a low fire, his large, scarred hands, the same ones that had once wiped dirt from my knees when we were children, carefully sharpening a younger soldier’s blade.
"Keep your edge sharp and your heart sharper," he murmured to the boy, his voice a rich, grounding sound that seemed to push back the mountain cold. He looked toward my ridge then, his eyes catching the light of the fire. He didn't wave me down. He just raised his canteen in a silent, knowing salute. "Some things are worth guarding with your life, kid. Even the things that think they don't need a guard."
After that, I found myself in the frost-bitten peaks of Mt. Eternal, standing in the shadows of a makeshift medical tent, as a silent orderly, moving basins of water for Doctor Zayne. He was a machine of cold efficiency. One afternoon, a wounded scout cried out in fear of losing his leg. Zayne didn't offer a platitude. He gripped the man's shoulder, a brief, grounding pressure.
"The pain is proof you are still whole," he said, his voice like cracking ice. "Focus on my voice, and I will bring you back."
Later, as I handed him a fresh towel, our fingers nearly brushed. He recoiled as if burned, his clinical mask tightening.
"Watch the distance" he snapped, but as he walked away, I saw him pause by a window, staring at the distance. He was a man who had built a fortress around his heart to save others, but I wondered if he had locked himself in.
On my last days there, He was elbow-deep in the aftermath of a localized avalanche, his hands moving with a terrifying, mechanical precision. I watched him for hours. He still didn't offer comfort; he offered survival. He spoke in clipped, cold directives that made the nurses flinch, yet his eyes, those piercing green-and-gold depths, never flickered with fatigue. He was a man who had mastered the chaos of the flesh. He was cold, and clinical, a seemingly rule follower, perhaps too cold, too immovable, but I'd see.
When he finally stepped out into the snow to wash the blood from his surgical gloves, he paused. He didn't look toward me, but he tilted his head as if catching a scent in the wind.
"The air is heavy with the scent of lilies and palace incense," he murmured to the empty air, his voice a cool baritone that cut through the wind. "Tell your Queen that a heart is just a muscle, and I have yet to find one that doesn't eventually break under pressure."
After that, I went to Philos. In the Philosian borderlands, I tracked a legend. Prince Xavier was rumored to be a wanderer, a Prince who preferred the company of the stars to the noise of the court. I found him in a clearing, surrounded by a dozen orphans he was escorting to a sanctuary. I followed him for days, helping when needed.
As I watched him, realized his "play" was a desperate distraction. The children were shivering, their faces hollow with a hunger that made my own stomach ache. His own face was unnervingly pale, his movements slightly sluggish, yet his eyes remained bright with an artificial cheer.
"Look up, little ones," he whispered, his voice a soft melody that seemed to hum in the very marrow of my bones.
He reached into the air, and instead of just lights, he pulled forth golden, shimmering fruit, celestial constructs of pure mana that smelled of honey and morning sun. As each child took a "fruit," I saw him flinch, a bead of sweat rolling down his temple. He wasn't just conjuring a trick; he was weaving his own life-force into sustenance to keep them from fading before they reached the border. He was literally feeding them his own light, a sacrifice that left his glow flickering like a candle in a gale.
On my last day with them, the orphans were happy, running around him, finally in a safe place and he was playing. He created small, dancing spheres of light that floated around the children’s heads, turning their fear into wonder. But when a pack of Shadow-Wolves lunged from the brush, the play vanished. In a heartbeat, he was a blur of starlight and steel. He moved with a rhythmic, ethereal grace, ending the threat before a single child could scream.
He looked toward me then, a soft, knowing smile tugging at his lips. He didn't call me out. He just let a single sphere of light drift toward me, warming my skin before it winked out of existence. He was a dream I wasn't sure I was ready to wake up from.
I traveled south to the Lemurian coast. I expected to find Prince Rafayel in a gilded gallery, sipping nectar and complaining about the lighting. Instead, I found him in the wreckage of a coastal village recently ravaged by a tidal surge.
Dressed as a salt-stained dockworker, I watched him from the shadow of a collapsed pier. He wasn't wearing his usual sunset silks; he had stripped down to his linen undershirt, which was plastered to his skin with sweat and grey silt. He was waist-deep in the churning, debris-filled water, helping a group of older fishermen with their fishing.
"Hold the line!" he yelled, his voice losing its melodic lilt and becoming a jagged, command-driven rasp. The "pretty boy" of the south was gone. In his place was a man with white-knuckled grip and teeth bared in a snarl of pure, stubborn defiance against the weight of the earth.
On my last night, he found me sitting on the docks. He didn't know I was his Queen, yet he sat beside me, offering a piece of expensive fruit.
"The world is so dull, isn't it, little mouse?" he sighed, leaning back on his elbows. "Everyone wants to own the ocean, but no one wants to see its depths."
He started sketching in the sand with a stick. a portrait of a woman with a storm in her eyes. It was me. He looked at me, his eyes dancing with a dangerous, playful heat.
"If you ever tire of the dust, come to the deep. I promise it’s never boring."
He was strong, volatile, a whirlwind of sunset silks and sharp wit.
The final stop was the most dangerous. The Onychinus border was a place of jagged stone and red-stained horizons. I spent ten days as a stable hand. Lord Sylus was a force of nature. I watched him spar with Luke and Kieran; he didn't just fight, he dominated without a weapon even, just his hands and his crimson mist. He was raw, rhythmic power.
I observed him beyond that and what I saw wasn't the "mercenary" the Council whispered about. I watched him stand in the freezing mud of the trenches, personally inspecting the rations of his lowest-ranking scouts. When a supply wagon was stuck in a mire during a flash flood, he didn't bark orders from his horse. He dismounted, his black boots sinking into the filth, and put his own shoulder to the wheel, his muscles straining until the wood groaned and the wagon crested the ridge.
He took care of his "Crows" with a fierce, silent pride that bordered on the paternal. I saw him sit with a dying soldier in the dark, his large, scarred hand resting on the man’s forehead, his crimson eyes reflecting a depth of grief he never allowed the world to see. He gave his own cloak to a shivering sentry, standing in the biting wind in nothing but a thin shirt, his body a furnace of defiant heat. He was a man who ruled through the dirt, not above it.
One night, I was brushing down his warhorse in the dark when I felt a presence behind me. As I turned, his shadow swallowed mine. He leaned over, reaching for a saddle, his chest brushing my shoulder for a fraction of a second. The heat was intoxicating.
"You're very good with the horses, but mine, prefers long, rhythmic strokes on the left flank, My Queen. But I suppose you’re more used to holding a scepter than a brush or a proper sword these days."
"How long have you known?" I breathed, my heart thudding a frantic rhythm against my ribs.
"Since the moment you stepped onto my soil," he purred, stepping into my space.
The heat of him began to melt the chill of the stable air. He reached out, and for a heartbeat, I thought he would seize me. Instead, he took the brush from my hand, his fingers lingering against mine in a slow, deliberate graze that made my skin hum.
"You spent ten days on the mud watching me bleed for my people. Why? Looking for a reason to hate me?"
He turned the brush over in his hand, his gaze dropping to my face, his eyes searching mine with an uncharacteristic vulnerability.
"I was looking for the man behind the shadow," I admitted, my voice a mere whisper.
He let out a low, vibrating rumble, half-laugh, half-growl and stepped closer, his body blocking the moonlight. He reached out and tucked a stray, hay-flecked hair behind my ear, his thumb grazing my cheek with a softness that felt like a betrayal of his reputation.
"Be careful, My Queen," he rasped, his breath warm against my temple. "If you keep looking into the dark, you might realize you belong there.
He didn't call the guards. He didn't expose me. He just left me there in the dark with the scent of cherries and the ghost of his touch.
After a few months of deep vetting,where I went back multiple times to observe each of them, even in areas outside of their work, while I traveled back and forth between lands and my own palace as to not neglect my duties, I sat. Tired, in the dim glow of my study, staring at the five names. I wasn't looking at them as a Council-approved list of "suitable husbands." I was looking at them as the five forces of nature that had managed to puncture my armor during my travels.
My father’s voice echoed in my head: “Never let them tame the storm.”
To follow his words, I had to choose men who weren't afraid of the lightning, not afraid to break some rules, so, I found myself stamping the invitations with my personal seal.
Colonel Caleb: Warrior of Skyhaven.
Powerful warrior I knew once a long time ago. He was a safe harbor, I hoped he could prove he could be more than safe.
Doctor Zayne: The medical genius of the North.
A man whose hands could mend a heart, but whose eyes were as cold as a glacier. He was the order I needed, but I wanted to see if he would be willing to go against his stoic nature.
Prince Xavier: The ethereal Prince of the Light of Philos.
A man that felt more like a dream than a person. He’s the "Peace" I didn't know I wanted, but I wanted to see if he had substance or if he was only just a dream.
Prince Rafayel: The Prince of the Lemurian south tides.
A man whose passion was as strong as the ocean. He was the fire I feared, he was going to be entertaining if he didn't bend to the councils will.
Lord Sylus: The shadowed Lord of Onychinus.
The council begged me to omit him. The crow, a man known to not follow laws.They called him a mercenary. A challenge. He was the storm that maybe matched mine. As opposed to the others who I wanted to see break the rules, with him I was intrigued by how he'd behave when rules were placed in motion. If he'd rebel even more or end up being a disappointment.
I hadn't chosen these men because they were "good" for Bloomshore. I had chosen them because each one represented a part of the storm my father told me to keep alive, because if I was going to do this, I was going to look deep, be entertained. I wasn't just going to sit back and let them try and swoon me into getting a crown.
"Let's see who survives the season," I whispered, the rhythmic tap-tap-tap of my fingers finally stopping as the last invitation was sealed.
With that, all the invitations were dispatched.
Soon enough, as the sun set on the eve of their arrival, I stood in my balcony, looking down at the path leading toward the palace.
"Let them come" I whispered to the wind "Let them try to impress the Queen that doesn't need them"
As I turned back, I felt a sudden, strange prickle on the back of my neck, a sensation of being watched from the shadows that showed me that maybe one of them was already breaking the rules. I felt a smirk pull at my lips.
The game had begun.