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The air in the Dark Refractory was heavy, saturated with a static that tasted of ozone and ancient copper, a sensory byproduct of the deep-mind immersion common to those who sought to navigate the labyrinth of their own history.
Roathe, stood at the threshold, his silhouette a sharp, jagged interruption against the vaulted gloom. He was a man of the Golden Era, a creature of high station and higher ego, yet here, he felt the peculiar weight of his own insignificance. He watched the Operator. The figure was seated in the centre of the immersion pool, the bioluminescent fluid lapping lazily against their frame.
It was a sight Roathe was still adjusting to. He had known the myth of the Tenno, the "devil-children," the stunted, frozen survivors of the Zariman. But the person before him was no child. The Operator had grown, their frame filling out with a regal, terrifying grace that mirrored the very Lords who had once sought to break them. They were taller now, nearly matching the Drifter, that 'Usurper' who lacked the refined, lethal poise of this version. The Operator held themselves with the terrifying stillness of a weapon that knew its own worth. Even in rest, there was a discipline in their shoulders, a memory of the Seven’s rigid, unforgiving etiquette carved into their marrow.
Roathe adjusted his mantle, the gold filigree catching a stray spark of light. He knew he was being nosy. The Usurper had told him as much, with that brash, bluntness that Roathe found so gratingly pedestrian. But Roathe was Orokin, or what remained of the dream, and to an Orokin, knowledge was not just power; it was the only currency that mattered. He had squeezed himself into the Operator’s routines like a persistent parasite, and so far, the Tenno had lacked the energy to scrape him off.
They won’t mind, he told himself, though the flick of his obsidian-plated tail betrayed a tremor of nervous anticipation. They are half-asleep in the dream. A quick look. A mere tactical assessment.
He stepped into the pool. The water was unnaturally cold, a biting chill that bypassed the skin and settled directly into the bone. Roathe winced, a soft hiss escaping his teeth as he waded deeper. He saw the Operator’s brow twitch, a microscopic fracture in their mask. They knew. Of course they knew. They simply didn't care enough to stop him. That indifference stung more than a rebuke would have; it relegated Roathe to the status of a minor environmental nuisance, like a draft or a flickering light.
He sat opposite them, the water rising to his chest. He closed his eyes, intending only to hover on the periphery of the connection, to catch the flavour of the thoughts. But the Refractory was not a precision tool for the uninitiated. It was a gravity well.
The transition was violent.
There was no gradual descent. One moment, Roathe was conscious of the cold water and his own breathing; the next, he was cast into a screaming expanse of grey. It was a void of absolute neutrality, a blank canvas that felt more claustrophobic than the deepest trench. His breath hitched, the air in this memory-space feeling thin and artificial.
“You are suggesting to me something named Warframe.”
The voice didn't come from a direction; it manifest within the grey. Roathe turned, his digital heels clicking against a floor that wasn't there. Faceless figures shimmered into existence around him, tall, spindly shadows with the elongated, asymmetrical silhouettes of the Archimedeans and the Executors. They were memories of ghosts.
“A bit on the nose, don’t you think?” another voice drawled. It was dry, academic, and chillingly casual.
Roathe felt a shiver that had nothing to do with the temperature of the pool. He was eavesdropping on the birth of a nightmare. He tried to move closer, to see the faces of the monsters who had designed his own Protoframe lineage, but the scene warped. The grey bled into a deep, bruising violet.
“Because apparently,” the first voice continued, dripping with a strange, meta-cynicism, “there is nothing more enjoyable than a mind-numbing extermination kind of game.”
Roathe’s tactical mind struggled to bridge the gap. Extermination? Game? To the Orokin, war was an art, a ritual, and a necessity, but here, in the Operator’s mind, it felt like something else. Something transactional.
The world cracked like a mirror. The violet shattered into red.
Roathe gasped as the smell hit him, the iron-thick stench of fresh slaughter. He wasn't in a boardroom anymore. He was standing in a corridor of white marble and gold, but the floor was submerged in a shallow, rhythmic tide of blood.
In the centre of the carnage stood the Operator.
They were in the adult form Roathe recognized, their height commanding, their posture terrifyingly straight. They held a Nikana, the blade weeping crimson onto the pristine floor. Their eyes were not the eyes of a person; they were the eyes of a storm, vast, unfeeling, and focused entirely on the efficiency of the kill.
“One must learn of the way of the sword before they are to ride into battle with those frames of war,” a distant, booming voice decreed. It sounded like a Dax instructor, but one amplified by the reverence of a religious icon.
Roathe stared, paralyzed. This was the memory of a training session, but the scale of the violence was absurd. The Operator moved, and for a second, Roathe saw himself in the reflection of the blood, a blue-skinned Admiral, a soldier of the Empire, reduced to a spectator of a child’s apotheosis into a monster.
“You have passed,” the soldier-voice continued, though there was a tremor of fear in it. “But do not mistake this as great honour. You have been awarded your own Prime Warframe, Tenno. Meet Excalibur Prime.”
A shape shimmered into existence before the Operator, a knight of ivory and gold, kneeling in a shaft of light that seemed to descend from a heaven that Roathe knew didn't exist. The Warframe was beautiful, a masterpiece of biological engineering and aesthetic perfection.
The Operator looked at it with nothing but exhaustion. They didn't reach out for the power. They didn't celebrate. They merely nodded, a mechanical, soulless gesture. As they did, their form flickered, shrinking for a heartbeat into a smaller, younger version of themselves, then snapping back to the taller, broad-shouldered adult. The Refractory was struggling to hold the timeline, or perhaps the Operator’s identity was so fractured that 'age' was merely a suggestion.
The Dax soldier in the memory scoffed, a tiny sound of disgust at the 'thing' the Tenno had become. Roathe felt a flash of sudden, protective anger toward the faceless ghost. How dare a common soldier look at this creature with anything but terror?
The scene dissolved again, turning into static that burned Roathe’s retinas.
“Just try it out, you have literally nothing to lose,” a voice urged. It was a different voice now, younger, perhaps another Tenno.
“Except my time and patience?”
That was the Operator’s voice. Even then, in the deep past, they had possessed that same dry, deadpan sarcasm. It was a shield, Roathe realized. A way to remain detached from the horror of their own existence.
The landscape shifted violently. The marble was gone. Now, there was only the blood. It wasn't just a pool anymore; it was an ocean. It rose to Roathe’s knees, then his waist. He looked up and saw the Operator walking away through the crimson tide. They didn't look back at the bodies. They didn't look back at the ruins of the life they might have had.
"Sounds like a bloody fantasy to me," the Operator murmured, their voice echoing through the void.
The cynicism in the tone was a physical blow. Roathe felt the weight of it, the sheer, crushing weariness of a being that had been used as a tool for so long they had forgotten how to be a person. He felt himself sinking into the blood, the viscosity of the memory pulling him down. He was drowning in the Operator’s trauma, the shared bitterness of a war that had stripped them both of their humanity, though in vastly different ways.
Suddenly, the walking figure stopped.
The Operator turned. In the shifting logic of the dream, they weren't across the room anymore. They were right there.
Their eyes met Roathe’s. For the first time since he had entered the Refractory, the connection was two-way. This wasn't a recording. The Operator was looking at him through the layers of their own history.
Roathe saw the danger. He saw the cold, jagged edge of a mind that had survived the Void. Before he could scream, before he could apologize for his arrogance, he felt the white-hot flash of a blade.
It wasn't a physical strike in the pool, but a psychic one. The Nikana pierced his chest, and Roathe felt the genuine, searing agony of the wound. He felt his own 'blood', the gold-tinted essence of his Orokin vitality, mingling with the dark crimson of the Tenno’s memory. It was an intimate, horrific violation.
The pain was a bridge. In that moment of shared suffering, Roathe didn't see a weapon. He saw a person.
The world tilted. The blood ocean drained away with the sound of a dying star, leaving only the cold, mechanical reality of the present.
Roathe felt a hand on his face.
His eyes snapped open. He was back in the Refractory pool, gasping, his lungs burning as if he had actually been submerged in the crimson tide of the vision. His heart hammered against his ribs like a trapped bird, a frantic, rhythmic reminder of the mortality that still beat within his bioengineered frame.
The Operator was leaning over him. They had moved from their seated position, their large frame casting a long shadow over Roathe. Their hand was steady, fingers brushing the damp, silver-blue hair back from Roathe’s forehead. Their touch was surprisingly gentle, a jarring contrast to the violence of the vision.
"My mind," the Operator murmured, their voice a low, tired rasp that seemed to vibrate in the very air of the chamber, "is not something someone should venture in easily."
Roathe couldn't speak. He could only stare up at them, his pride lying shattered at the bottom of the cooling pool. The hand lingered in his hair for a second longer than necessary, a brief, quiet exertion of control that felt more like a tether than a threat.
The Admiral looked at the Tenno, and for the first time, he didn't see the Vice Regent’s subordinate or a tactical asset. He saw the raw, stripped reality of a survivor who had been forged in a fire he could barely comprehend.
The Operator’s gaze remained fixed on his, unblinking and dark. They didn't look angry. They just looked... older.
Roathe swallowed hard, the shiver finally leaving his spine. The phantom pain in his chest receded, but the memory of it remained, the sight of his own blood, stark and vibrantly red against the gold filigree of his skin, spilling out to join the Tenno’s. It was a reminder he hadn't expected: that for all his rank, his blue skin, and his augmented beauty, he bled the same primal, human red as the monster standing over him.
The Operator finally pulled their hand away, but the ghost of the touch remained, an invisible mark of a boundary crossed and a secret shared.
Roathe let out a shaky breath, his tail giving a weak, subdued flick in the water. He had gone looking for power, but all he had found was the person behind the myth, and the haunting realization of how much they truly had in common.
The silence of the Refractory returned, but it wasn't the same silence as before. It was a shared one. Roathe remained still, watching the Operator, waiting for the next shift in the dark.
The atmospheric pressure shifted, a psychic aftershock of the immersion that left the oxygen feeling thin and sharp, like breathing pulverized glass. Roathe stood knee-deep in the bioluminescent fluid, his fingers, long, elegant, and tipped with the functional, bone-deep lethality of his Protoframe claws, clamped around the Operator’s bicep.
He was gripping too hard. He knew it. The obsidian-hard talons, designed for rending alloy and sinew alike, dug deep into the Tenno’s flesh. Yet the Operator remained a statue of marble and void-matter. They didn't flinch. They didn't even breathe in a way that suggested discomfort, even as Roathe’s claws pushed past the surface of their skin. They simply existed as a quiet anchor, allowing the Admiral to steady his frantic, erratic heartbeat against their own preternatural stillness.
The silence was a physical weight, pressing against Roathe’s eardrums until the soft, rhythmic lapping of the pool against his digitigrade legs sounded like the crashing of a distant sea. It was the Operator who finally fractured the stillness. Their voice was low, carrying a hollow resonance that made Roathe’s skin crawl.
"What were you thinking?"
It wasn't a shout. It was a simple, flat inquiry into the mechanics of a catastrophe. The lack of heat in the question was worse than a serrated reprimand; it was the tone of an elder observing a child who had broken something irreplaceable out of sheer, clumsy boredom.
Roathe blinked, his silver eyes focusing on the Operator’s face. The youthful features were framed by damp hair, but the expression was ancient. He felt the urge to recoil, to snap a sarcastic retort that would restore the hierarchy he so desperately craved, but his claws remained locked on their arm, anchored by his own tremors.
"You have a rather fascinating mind, Tenno," he said. His voice was a practiced drawl, a masterpiece of Vice Regent deflection, though it cracked slightly. He forced a smirk, the expression feeling brittle and grotesque. "A bit cluttered with the dramatic, perhaps, but certainly worth the... excursion."
The Operator’s gaze didn't waver. They didn't accept the bait of his arrogance. They merely watched the way his throat moved when he swallowed.
"Is that all you have to say?"
The words were stones dropped into a lightless well. The Operator didn't look angry; they looked disappointed in a way that made the Refractory feel smaller, the shadows encroaching on the pool until only the two of them remained.
Roathe gave a sharp, defensive shrug, his obsidian tail lashing once, cutting a silent arc through the air. "What do you want me to say? That I am sorry for taking an interest in the inner workings of my... host? You should be flattered I found anything of note in that graveyard you call a subconscious."
He was pushing, trying to find the point where the Operator would snap. Instead, the Tenno let out a soft, heavy sigh, a sound of profound resignation. They looked down at the swirling water for a long moment, then back up with eyes like a Void-blade, cold and clean.
"Can you stand?"
The question caught Roathe off guard. He tightened his grip instinctively, his claws sinking deeper, the sharp points surely hitting the bone of the Operator's arm. The realization hit him then, the absurdity of the tableau. Here he was, an Admiral of the Great Fold, clinging to a 'tenno' for support. The shame of it burned hotter than the Refractory’s chill.
"I can manage myself just fine," he snapped, his voice recovering its sharp edge. He made a move to pull away, but his legs felt like liquid lead. The disorientation of the immersion was a lingering poison.
"I see," the Operator murmured.
There was no warmth in the acknowledgment, but they didn't pull away. They stayed beneath his hand, a silent, begrudging pillar. The moment stretched, until Roathe’s downward gaze caught a shift in the lighting beneath his hand.
Beneath his claws, where the obsidian points had pierced deep into the Operator’s skin, something was happening. There was no fresh red blood, not this time. Instead, a faint, sickly teal glow began to leak from the punctures. It wasn't a liquid; it was light, a shimmering substance that hummed with a low-frequency vibration Roathe felt in his own teeth. The cracks in the skin began to knit back together, the teal energy sealing the wounds even as his claws remained embedded, pushing his talons out of the flesh as the skin restored itself to perfect smoothness.
"What was that?"
Roathe’s voice failed him. He had seen the Warframes heal, but to see it on the raw skin of the Tenno was a bridge too far.
The Operator didn't offer an explanation. They simply looked at him, their face a perfect, unreadable void.
"Enough," the Operator said.
The word was a guillotine. The previous weariness was gone, replaced by a sudden, crystalline hardness.
"You've disappointed me enough."
The words struck Roathe with more force than the psychic blade in the vision. Before he could even process the sting, the Operator reached up. Their touch was surprisingly, devastatingly gentle. With slow, deliberate care, they placed their fingers over Roathe’s hand, easing his sharp claws out of their arm one by one. There was no aggression in the gesture, only a terrifyingly calm dismissal. They handled his hand like one might handle a dangerous but broken toy, mindful of the sharp edges, but completely moved by them.
Once his hand was removed, the Operator stepped back. That gentleness didn't linger; it vanished instantly, replaced by a distance so vast it felt as though they were standing on opposite ends of the system.
The Operator didn't wait for a response. They turned, their movements fluid and deliberate, the water parting around them with a soft, dismissive hiss. They walked away, their frame receding into the gloom of the Refractory’s exit. They didn't look back to see if he was following.
Roathe remained in the pool, his hand still frozen in mid-air, his claws still slick with the phantom sensation of that teal light. He had spent weeks meticulously bridging the gap between them. And in one moment of Orokin indulgence, he had shattered it. He had taken a leap backward, further into the dark than where they had started. As the Operator’s silhouette vanished, Roathe stood alone in the silence, the weight of his own arrogance finally too heavy to carry.