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Whenever a person gets together with someone else, they become happy. Content. There is someone who will always be by your side. Not without hardships, but getting into a relationship like that... There is a silent promise of getting through this together, right? So, a person truly becomes happy. Complete. And their partner, too. Such a nice ending.
And yet, there is something they miss. Something people always miss in stories like these. The ones with broken hearts. The ones left behind. Their anger and frustration. It's boiled down to "ah, I shall be rooting for my lover to be happy"... Because, apparently, that is true love. Willing to give someone up. Accepting that they did not choose you. It's a healthy thing to do. It's a sensible thing to do. It's a good thing to do. It's not what I want to do.
The flames of jealousy are burning so intensely, and the one with the broken heart is supposed to deal with them by themself, when the one they love is happily kissing someone else. Their lips should've belonged to me. Their body should've belonged to me. Their soul should've belonged to me. And all I get is a pat on the back as a consolation prize. "I wanna be friends!" is such a selfish thing of you to say after I put my feelings out there. You don't understand. In fact, you might never understand. But I want you to. I need you to fully get it. Feel it all the way to your bones. I want to see your entire being shake and tremble, unable to handle the emotions. I want you to feel at least a fraction of what I felt. So I've decided. This is the only way now. I'm... no, I will not be sorry for this.
I will destroy you, Mizuki Akiyama.