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The first thing that returned to you was a sensation rather than a thought. The texture of heavy, high-thread-count silk against your skin accompanied the overwhelming scent of sterile ozone masked by a sharp, expensive cologne.
You blinked. The world was a blur of muted blues and sterile whites, sharpening slowly into the vaulted ceiling of a lavishly appointed bedchamber. You didn't know where you were. More pressingly, you didn't know who you were. Your mind was a vast, quiet expanse of nothingness — no names, no past, no anchoring memories. You couldn't even find the impulse to panic. You simply stared, unresponsive and hollowed out.
"Ah, you're finally awake."
The voice was a smooth, resonant baritone, carrying a distinct cadence of clinical fascination. A figure leaned over your bed. He wore an asymmetrical, bird-like mask that completely obscured his eyes, its porcelain surface gleaming under the soft lamplight. Pale blue hair framed his face, and a sharp, knowing smile pulled at his lips. He was dressed in the extravagant, fur-lined coat of a Fatui Harbinger, yet his hands were gloved with surgical precision.
He did not wait for you to answer. He knew you couldn't.
"Do not strain yourself," he murmured. "A mind newly reconstructed is like a delicate mechanism. Force the gears too quickly, and the friction will simply burn out the core. I spent far too many sleepless nights piecing you back together to let you break so soon."
Your eyes remained wide, tracking his every movement across the room like a pair of glass lenses following a single, solitary point of light.
Il Dottore chuckled, a low, vibratory sound in his chest. Your catatonic state might signify a failed experiment under a lesser scholar's gaze. Within these walls, your stillness reflected sheer perfection — a flawless, entirely malleable medium awaiting his design.
"Still so quiet," he mused, leaning down to press a soft, lingering kiss to your temple. "No matter. In fact, I prefer you like this. So remarkably cooperative. Before... well, you always did have a terrible habit of questioning my methods. A stubborn streak that, while amusing, frequently interfered with efficiency."
He stepped away for a moment, the soft click of his boots echoing on the polished floor. When he returned, he carried a silver tray holding a porcelain bowl of warm, fragrant broth and a glass of crystalline water. He set it on the bedside table and sat on the edge of your mattress, the mattress dipping under his weight.
"Come now. Let us tend to your vessel," Dottore said, his voice dropping into a tone that was horrifyingly tender.
He slid an arm behind your back, effortlessly lifting your limp body to lean against his chest. You offered no resistance, sinking into his side like a doll. He arranged the plush velvet pillows behind you with his free hand, ensuring your utmost comfort before scooping a small amount of broth onto a silver spoon.
He blew on it gently, the mask tilting downward. "Open."
You parted your lips automatically, swallowing the liquid when he fed it to you. It was rich, perfectly seasoned, and tailored precisely to a biology he clearly knew better than you did.
"Good," he praised, his thumb wiping a stray drop from the corner of your lip with painstaking gentleness. "You see? A human life is such a fragile, fleeting thing, constantly subjected to the absurd limitations of mortality. Under my care, you want for nothing. I have eliminated the unnecessary noise of your past. All those tedious obligations, those worthless memories that weighed you down... I burned them away. Consider it my greatest gift to you."
He cradled your jaw in his gloved hand, forcing your blank gaze to meet the painted eyes of his mask.
You gave no sign of comprehension, your eyes remaining wide and empty. Dottore smiled as if you had spoken a vow of eternal devotion. He took a delicate glass vial from his coat, pouring a single drop of a glowing, luminescent fluid into your water.
"Drink," he commanded softly, holding the glass to your lips. "It will stabilize the neural pathways. I cannot have your cognitive functions deteriorating before we can truly enjoy your new state."
You drank. The liquid tasted of iron and mint, sending a sudden, brief warmth rushing through your veins. Your eyelids grew heavy, the faint spark of awareness you had managed to gather slipping away into a luxurious, forced lethargy.
Dottore set the glass down and pulled the heavy, fur-lined duvet up to your chin, tucking you in with the practiced meticulousness of a man handling a priceless, volatile artifact. He leaned over you, his masked face inches from yours, his breath warm against your skin.
"Sleep now," Dottore murmured, his fingers gently tracking through your hair with a quiet, heavy fondness. "The world outside is messy and unpredictable. You don't need it. Here, you're safe, and you have everything you could possibly need. Your only job is to stay put."
The weight of his words seemed to press into the very fabric of your fading consciousness. He slowly withdrew his hand from your hair, though his presence remained a towering, suffocating anchor in the quiet room. He stood up straight, adjusting the cuffs of his coat with a crisp, effortless finality, his eyes undoubtedly locked onto your closing lids behind the smooth porcelain of his mask.
"Rest well, my dear," he whispered into the dimming light, his voice a smooth, purring promise that followed you down into the dark. "Tomorrow, we shall begin anew. After all, a masterpiece is never truly finished."