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The sky blended into the hues of blues & pink.
Pik lay on bed, scrolling through his phone. Across from him, at Pik’s study table, Jai concentrated on his assignment. Or at least tried to.
“Stop playing with that pen and complete your assignment.” Pik reprimanded.
Jai sighed before obeying him. For about exactly 2 minutes before he slammed his book shut. He plopped himself on top of Pik, earning a frustrated groan from the other person. “Jai, move away.”
Jai only held him tighter, squishing his face into Pik’s soft shirt. “I'm tired, I don't want to do anything.” Pik’s heart skipped a beat. Even after years of snuggling together, Jai’s presence still made his heart race.
Pik sighed. “It's getting dark, are you going to crash here?”
“Yes, I'm not leaving you.” Jai’s muffled voice came as he squished his face deeper into Pik’s side.
Just then, his phone rang. Jai answered it, walking towards the window.
Pik could make out that his date, Ink, was mad at him for not meeting up. So Jai agreed, talking sweet words through the call.
“I'll pick you up.”
Pik’s shoulder dropped, a disappointed sigh leaving his lips. He was tired. Tired of Jai making promises only to break them, leaving him alone.
“Double date?” he glanced at Pik who raised his brows. “He won't come. We can go—”
“I'll come.” Pik cut him off. He was done staying alone. He needed to get out, meet new people.
Jai paused, he blinked at Pik. “What?”
“Let's go on a double date.”
“Are you sure?” Jai confirmed.
Pik was already moving towards his closet,“Yes.”
Jai spoke into the call, “We'll be there in 15 minutes,” he said before hanging up. He then turned towards Pik. “You never go on dates.”
“I guess it's time for me to change that, don't you agree?”
“But…. But you don't even know the guy.”
“That's the purpose of dating. To get to know each other.” Pik looked at Jai, stating the obvious.
All Jai could do was sit silently and watch Pik get dressed up. He wore a loose white shirt with top buttons open along with blue jeans, his silver necklace shining across his smooth skin. He looked breathtaking.
Jai felt a knot in his stomach. A feeling he couldn't pinpoint.
Together they picked up Jai’s date and her friend. Deciding on going to a club.
“Sanit…. that's such a pretty name.” Ken commented, smiling down at Pik.
Jai glanced at them through the rear view mirror. He was seated at the front with his date, Pik and Ken at the back.
“Do you have a nickname?” Ken asked.
His voice is so annoying. Jai shook his head, trying to focus on the road.
Pik nodded, “You can call me Pik.”
Ken grinned. “Pikpik,” he teased.
It's PookPik. And only I get to call him that. Jai rolled his eyes, gripping the steering wheel tightly. He wanted to wipe that stupid grin off from Ken's face.
It didn't take long for them to get inside the club. The air smelled like a mixture of smoke and liquor. Music blaring loudly, people swaying to the beats. They made themselves comfortable near the bar.
“What do you want to order?” Ken asked, his hand inching behind Pik's back, which was leaning at the counter.
“Martini,” Pik replied. Ken furrowed his brows, leaning his ear closer to Pik's mouth.
Jai scoffed. He was standing a few feet away from them and could hear Pik’s voice clearly. He watched Pik lean in, whispering into Ken's ear, a blush appearing on his cheeks.
Ink pulled Jai to the dance floor, swaying her hips, placing Jai's hands on her waist. Jai smiled at her but it didn’t reach his eyes.
The music was too loud. The crowd was too much. That was the reason he was annoyed. Nothing else. Nothing to do with the fact that Pik had his arms wrapped around Ken's neck. His eyes shone and that gummy smile which he thought was only reserved for him, was directed at Ken instead.
Ink moved forward, trailing kisses on Jai’s cheek. He should have been enjoying this. He should have leaned into her touch. But his eyes were locked with Pik.
Pik, who had his neck turned at one side, allowing Ken to keep his chin in the crook of his neck, lips almost touching his skin.
A familiar hurt clawed at Pik's heart. He was used to it. But this time, Jai’s eyes were on him while the girl danced sensually around Jai.
Yet, Pik kept his eyes on Jai. He was done moping around. Fuck Jai and his date. He needed to let go and have fun.
Jai’s chest burned when Pik broke their eye contact. Instead, those eyes shifted towards Ken, giving him a sultry look. Jai inhaled sharply as Pik’s slender fingers played with Ken's collar. Biting his lips, he moved against Ken, hips swaying to the beat.
Fingers caressed Jai's cheek. “Shall we go to my place?” Ink whispered in his ear.
Jai's eyes turned cold. Ken's hands were on Pik's waist, planting kisses on his exposed neck. “Let's go.”
They walked towards Pik and Ken. “We're going to my place. Do you want us to drop you guys first?” Ink asked through the music.
“Can I spend more time with you?” Ken turned towards Pik.
Pik glanced at Jai, who was giving Ken a death stare. He had never seen this expression on his face. A part of him relished thinking that Jai was jealous. But it was impossible, right? But just to test it out, he turned towards Ken, “I have drinks at my place.” Pik spoke, loud enough for Jai to hear.
“Then let's go!” Ken exclaimed, pulling Pik along with him towards the parking lot.
Opening the car door, they both waved goodbye to Jai and Ink. Behind them, Jai didn’t start driving, not until they were out of his sight.
Pik pressed the button to the 21st floor, the lift closing behind them.
A silence washed between them.
Then, Pik muttered, looking down at the floor, “I'm sorry, I can't do this.” It was so silly of him to believe Jai would be affected.
“You love him, don't you?”
Pik's eyes widened as looked at Ken, who was smiling. A sad chuckle escaped him. “Even for a stranger like you, it's so obvious.”
“Stranger? Who? Me?!” Ken looked offended. “You were all over me a few moments ago,” he teased.
Pik blushed. “Fine, a friend.”
The elevator stopped. They both made their way into the hallway. Pik's apartment was just a few doors ahead.
“He loves you too, you know.” Ken spoke quietly.
Pik exhaled. “No, he doesn't.”
They reached his front door. Pik turned to face Ken, ready to say goodbye.
An elevator dinged at the faraway corner. Pik saw a frantic Jai getting out of it. His eyes clashed with Pik, then they moved towards Ken.
Ken turned towards Pik with a mischievous expression, “Let this stranger help you,” he whispered into Pik's ear. Before he could react, Ken kissed him on the mouth. Pik stood frozen as Ken pecked his lips, not wanting to make Pik uncomfortable.
Pik’s eyes connected with Jai’s. A storm passed into those dark eyes, pushing Pik to kiss Ken back. Ken gasped in surprise. Pik moved his mouth, eyes still on Jai who was approaching them with heavy footsteps. And boy did he look mad.
They pulled apart just as Jai reached the front door. “We need to talk,” he spoke in a deadly calm voice.
“What happened to your date?” Pik questioned, blinking at him innocently.
Jai glanced at Ken before replying. “Can we talk inside?”
“I guess I'll take my leave then,” Ken announced. He placed a light kiss on Pik’s cheek. “Goodluck,” he whispered before walking away. Pik’s face heated up as he stepped inside, Jai following behind him.
“What do you want to talk about?”
Jai didn’t say anything. He just took slow steps towards Pik, while making him step back, until his back collided with the wall. Until there was not a single space left between them.
“This.” Jai whispered before capturing Pik’s lips. The kiss was fast and urgent. Pik closed his eyes as Jai’s tongue invaded his mouth, kissing him roughly.
Jai wanted to replace Ken’s touch, and wanted to erase him from Pik. In between kisses, his fingers found the buttons of Pik’s shirt, opening them hastily one by one. Pik moaned when he felt Jai’s erection grinding onto his own. "Friends don’t do this,” Pik breathed out.
“Then I don’t want to be your friend anymore,” Jai muttered as he pulled the white shirt apart, his mouth going straight towards the collar bones, sucking them. “Then,” Pik moaned, “what do you want to be?” Pik moved his head at the side, giving Jai more access to his neck.
“Someone who gets to do this,” Jai trailed hot kisses from Pik’s neck to his chest. “Someone who gets to worship you,” his tongue circled over the nipple. Pik’s back arched, knuckles turning white on Jai’s waist. Mouth still attached over Pik’s chest, Jai shrugged off his shirt, throwing it onto the ground.
Something ignited inside Pik. He pulled Jai’s face towards his mouth, landing a fiery kiss on his lips. Their tongues danced together, teeth clashing in between.
Jai felt Pik reach for his belt, unbuckling it. Jai’s fingers helped Pik take off his pants along with his underwear. Pik turned their positions, so that Jai’s back was against the wall. His hand wrapped around Jai, earning a low hiss from him. Pik pulled him into a wild kiss, hand moving up and down on his cock, precum making his movements more smoother.
Jai moaned lowly into Pik’s mouth.
Pik pulled away from the kiss with a bite to Jai’s lower lip. Keeping his hooded eyes on Jai, he lowered himself to the floor, on his knees. Jai inhaled sharply as Pik’s warm mouth took him, licking his tip before swallowing him. His fingers tugged onto Pik’s head, his hips moving forward, pushing himself into Pik’s mouth, meeting his steady pace.
“Fuck,” Jai rasped out, “Your mouth feels so good.” He bit his lip, to stop himself from moaning too loudly. Beneath him, Pik was bobbing his head, taking his cock halfway into his mouth while his fingers pumped the base. Jai’s head fell back onto the wall, low breaths escaping him every now and then.
Pik sucked hungrily. One of his hands unzipped his own pants, freeing himself. He swirled his tongue, making Jai shudder above him, his knees almost giving out.
When Jai looked down at Pik touching himself, he paused his movements, stopping him. “Come here,” he whispered, pulling Pik onto the sofa. He got on top of him.
Jai tasted himself on Pik’s bruised up lips. Rough fingers found the waistband of Pik’s underwear, tugging it down along with his pants. It landed with a light thud onto the floor.
Jai’s dark eyes took in Pik, who was flushed beneath him. His chest rose with each breath he took. Jai licked his lips, licking a nipple while his finger played with the other. With a satisfied moan, he moved down to his navel. Sucking and biting at the soft flesh.
Pik whimpered.
Jai smiled, moving down, before lowering his mouth onto Pik’s entrance. His forearms rested on Pik’s thighs, locking him in place as he moved his mouth, swirling his tongue inside. Pik shivered, his one hand touching his cock while the other knotted into Jai’s hair.
Jai pulled away, “I’ll be right back,” he whispered against Pik’s thighs before rushing into Pik’s room.
Meanwhile Pik, entered a finger in himself, using Jai’s saliva as lube. He closed his eyes and allowed himself to feel. He heard a shuffling around him, a familiar warmth settling on top of him. Pik dipped his chin upward as he felt Jai’s mouth on his neck, peppering with soft kisses.
Eyes still closed in pleasure, warm fingers wrapped around his wrist, pulling it away. Then, Pik felt the coolness of lube coating his entrance. Two fingers entered him, going in and out as Jai’s mouth bit his collarbone.
Pik exhaled, his hand adjusting a pace around his cock. Slowly, a third finger entered him, his brows knotted in pain. A whimper sounded into the quiet room.
“I like you,” Jai murmured against Pik’s sweaty skin, “a lot.” Pik opened his eyes, looking down at Jai. “I’m sorry it took me long to figure it out.” Pik could see the sincerity in his eyes.
He wanted, he really wanted to return Jai’s sentiments. But this was not the right time to be emotional, not when Jai’s fingers were going in and out of him.
“Jai,” Pik gritted out.
“Hmm?”
“If you don’t fuck me right now, I’ll never let you near me.”
The fingers were pulled out in an instant, replaced by Jai’s tip. Pik grabbed onto the pillow tightly, as he adjusted to Jai’s size. Once he was fully inside, Jai moved at a slow pace at first, biting down his lips.
Soon, Pik’s grunts turned into moans as Jai fucked him agaisnt the sofa. Long, heavy thrusts made Pik lose control. His eyes rolled back, nails scratching onto Jai’s back.
Jai held his waist down, his thrusts getting faster. He could feel Pik getting closer from the way he squeezed him.
“I’m—-,” Pik gasped.
Jai pulled his hips upwards, angling himself deeper into Pik. “I know.”
Below him, Pik trembled and gasped as he came, hot liquid spurting on his stomach and chest. Jai joined him after a few more thrusts, as he pulled out, his cum dropping onto Pik’s inner thighs.
Jai exhaled loudly, collapsing on top of Pik. Both of them trying to catch their breath.
A few moments passed.
“Say something,” Jai mumbled, looking down at Pik.
“What do you want me to say?” Pik spoke.
“I just said that I like you.”
“And?”
Jai raised his brows, expecting an answer in return.
Pik moved into a sitting position. “You’re oblivious as fuck, Jai.”
“What?” Jai asked, tilted his head.
Pik rose, grabbing a pillow from the sofa and throwing it at Jai’s face. “I’ve been in love with you since 3 fucking years, you dumbass.” He turned, his cheeks turning red as he made his way to the bathroom, leaving a blinking Jai behind.