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I let my dreams go.
That’s the last thing I remembered, giving everything into a single, devastating punch that carried every last scrap of my hopes, my future, everything I’d ever fought for, straight into the grinning face of that laughing maniac.
It was supposed to end there.
A clean exit with the lights out. But the comic verse, that cruel, capricious bastard, wasn’t done with me yet.
I woke up in a dingy apartment that smelled like stale takeout, mildew, and broken dreams. For a disorienting second, the world tilted sideways. Then my super-hearing kicked in uninvited, flooding my skull with the chaotic symphony of a city that never slept. Horns blaring, arguments spilling from open windows, distant sirens, the low hum of a million lives grinding against each other. I clamped my hands over my ears out of pure instinct, even though it wouldn’t help. The sounds just wormed their way deeper.
I staggered to the window, heart hammering with confusion. The view outside confirmed it. Cracked sidewalks, yellow cabs fighting for space, and a battered street sign that read something unmistakably New York. But it wasn’t my New York. My comic-brain, that annoying encyclopedia of multiversal nonsense lodged in my head, lit up like a pinball machine.
This was the Marvel Universe.
The Big Apple of Earth-616, or whatever number they were calling it these days. Damn it, editorial. Was this some half-baked crossover event? A “What If?” gone wrong? I had no answers, only the sinking feeling that I’d been dumped here like yesterday’s continuity error.
I lowered my head, staring at the worn floorboards, trying to piece it together. That punch from the Batman Who Laughs had taken everything. The fraud’s edgy grin still haunted me, all teeth and darkness, like someone had decided Batman needed to snort Joker toxin and go full grimdark and stretch it for too long. I hated how they’d twisted him.
I hated even more that it had worked on me.
Riled me enough to punch that sucker.
The apartment was sparse. A few changes of plain clothes hung in the closet, and a folder on the kitchen counter held documents for a job search. Social security card, some references, the works. Had I replaced someone? Was this Clark Kent’s body, or just a convenient vessel editorial give? I vaguely recalled that in the Uncanny X-Men run, somewhere in the nineties-plus issues, full of mutant drama and editorial reboots - he was there.
None of it helped though .
I was here, powers intact, memories mostly mine, and no clear instructions from whatever cosmic writer had yanked me across the veil.
I attuned myself to this world, letting my senses stretch. Through the walls and across the skyline, I saw it all unfolding in vivid, overwhelming detail. Spidey swung between buildings in his classic red-and-blue, webbing up some low-level thug with a quip that carried on the wind. A mile away, the Punisher was cornering a terrified drug dealer in a filthy alley, his skull emblem gleaming and menacing on that back-alley streetlight. At the top of a gleaming tower, Iron Man hovered in his latest suit, repulsors humming as he tinkered with upgrades mid-air. Down in a club district, Dazzler lit up the stage with her dazzling light show, music pulsing through the night.
Spidey was cool, I had to admit. The rest of these street-level players felt... smaller, somehow. Grittier. Messier. A few blocks over, around a shadowed corner, my vision locked onto a different scene. A mutant with green-scaled arms was being harassed by a pack of racists—shouts of “freak” and worse cutting through the air. The kid was trying so hard not to lash out, fists clenched, scales rippling with barely contained power. Then another figure stepped in, a bigger mutant, grabbing the attackers and knocking them out cold in a brutal move. The scaled kid argued with his rescuer about consequences, about making things worse for their kind.
The mutant problem was complicated.
Always complicated.
I tuned out the vision feeling overwhelmed. Staring down at my own hands before I walked to the windowsill and leaned out. My gaze pierced through concrete and steel to the fresh wreckage a few blocks away. Some superhero brawl had left its mark again. Damage Control crews swarmed the site like ants, clearing rubble with practiced efficiency. But beneath the debris, my x-ray vision caught something that twisted in my gut.
A young girl was pale and motionless. Not far from her, a man in his thirties, arm outstretched as if he’d tried to reach her in those final moments. Father and daughter? Strangers caught in the crossfire? It didn’t matter.
Damn it.
I’ve done horrible things.
Things I’m not proud of.
Choices made in rage or desperation that left scars on worlds and souls alike.
But this... I couldn’t let this slide. Not here. Not now.
My mind accelerated, brain synapses firing at super-speed. I forced the slowdown, because without it, everything around me would crawl like molasses while my thoughts raced ahead. I moved to the center of the room and triggered the change. The anti-monitor armor materialized around me, dark and imposing, its bioelectric aura flaring to life. It enveloped my personal space in a protective field, the kind that let supermen fly at relativistic speeds without turning the atmosphere into plasma or shattering every window for miles.
I phased through the wall, body vibrating at frequencies that rendered me nearly invisible like a ghost, a blur in the night. The journey took seconds. I arrived at the collapse site, super-senses dialed to maximum. With impossible gentleness, I shifted the heaviest debris aside, careful not to disturb the unstable piles further. The girl and man were beyond saving, but I carried them out anyway, laying them near the waiting ambulances where paramedics could take over. For a long moment, I just stared at the two bodies under the flashing lights. Innocent lives snuffed out by the endless cycle of heroes and villains. Collateral damage in a universe that treated it like background noise.
Then I was gone, phasing back through the walls of my dingy apartment. I could have smashed through or flown in dramatically, but subtlety felt right. The armor dissolved as quickly as it had appeared. I sat heavily on the edge of the bed, the springs creaking under my weight, and let the silence wash over me.
What now?
The question echoed louder than the city outside. I had let my dreams go back in that other world. I’d accepted the end. Yet here I was, dropped into a new sandbox full of colorful heroes, endless threats, and moral gray areas deeper than the Mariana Trench. DoI play the hero? Blend in as another mild-mannered reporter? Or stay hidden fixing what I could without drawing attention?
A darker thought surfaced. I could always punch my way out again. Find some reality-warping artifact or cosmic entity and force another exit. But something held me back. Maybe it was the girl’s face. Maybe it was the mutant kid trying not to fight back. Or maybe, just maybe, the comic verse had plans for me after all.
The editorial wouldn’t send me here otherwise.
I stood up and walked to the window again, looking out over the glittering, broken skyline. New York pulsed with life and danger in equal measure. Somewhere out there, Spider-Man was probably cracking another joke while saving the day.
The Avengers planned their next world-saving operation.
Mutants fought for survival.
And me?
I was something new.
Something old.
A stranger in a strange land with the power to change it
...or destroy it.
I hadn’t asked for this second chance.
But I am here now.