Work Text:
Blue-tinted light found its way onto the walls, Sua's back, and it completely swallowed the guard in artificial glow. Sua ducked under the yellow caution tape, and glanced back to make sure the guard was still dozing off, before turning to face the darkness again.
She smelled the inside of it before actually going in. It was awful, and she felt a bit surprised that she hadn't seen a fly yet as the stench of death surely would've attracted them. After actually entering the darkness, she found herself surrounded by dull grays and heard the loud, shaky breathing of multiple zombies. She was grateful light still shone through, as it'd make finding Mizi among the other zombies a lot easier. And almost immediately, she recognized Mizi’s all-too-familiar bright pink hair. She was duct taped to a pillar alongside several other zombies, her eyes completely covered with some pieces of tape clinging onto her hair. Her neck was wrapped in tape, seemingly making it just the slightest bit harder for her to breathe. Or maybe not just a little bit, maybe a lot because of how rapidly Mizi was breathing. The area right underneath her chest and her upper arms were taped to the wall as well, though her forearms, hands, and legs were completely free unlike some of the other zombies. Sua wasn't sure how many of them were in here with her and Mizi, but she couldn't find it in herself to care, so she didn't bother trying to figure out the answer.
She put her hands up to form a rectangular frame, first pointed at Mizi’s legs before panning up to the rest of her body and then her face. Her legs were in an M shape, with her arms laying slightly on them almost lifelessly. Sua glanced at her chest, before focusing more on how messy and unkempt she looked. Her hair was all over the place, while her skin was sweaty and her breathing shallow. She never really saw Mizi like this, especially with the way she began acting after becoming an idol, caring about her appearance more than anything else, including Sua. Staring at her sitting like that… it was gratifying, in a way.
Sua took her mask off, keeping her eyes on her lover. It hurt seeing her like this. The infection took much of her face, along with her right shoulder. The tape on her eyes hid away much of the rot underneath, and Sua wasn't sure if she wanted to know what it looked like under. She wondered where exactly Mizi had been bitten. Her shoulder, possibly? Sua hated the thought of that. She hated the zombie that bit her. She hated whoever was the one who duct taped her to the wall. She hated the men that surrounded her, acting as if she could ever be theirs. She hated how much of Mizi wasn't for her anymore, and instead was for disgusting men who didn't know how to treat her. They didn't know her the way Sua did. They didn't grow up with her, they hadn't seen all of her. Sua did. She was better than them. Mizi didn't belong to them, she belonged to her. And now that none of them are around, none of them could get in the way, and Sua could finally have Mizi to herself. No one was there to stop them, after all.
She stared down at Mizu, smiling and crying. Heat filled her face, and all the emotions she'd been feeling for days or however long it'd been came out all at once. She finally got to see her lovely, pretty girl again. She had missed her so much, and now here she was! Taped to a pillar all worn out. Sua would be lying if she said that the position Mizi’s was in didn't make her feel any kind of way. She put her hand on the side of Mizi's face where most of the rot was. She felt the scabs under her palm, and the smooth tape on her fingertips. She really did have Mizi all to herself now. Her arms to her sides… her body looked so inviting despite the tape, not to mention the situation they were in. Sua didn't care though, not about how cold it was nor about the presence of the other zombies. Of course she still cared about the state Mizi was in, but she put that aside and didn't think to herself that maybe touching her now of all times was wrong. She didn't care for that. She could do whatever she wanted now. Mizi was hers, and would be hers forever.
She moved her hand down to Mizi's jaw, thumb to her lips while holding her chin. She was unresponsive as Sua pressed her thumb into her mouth and ran it across her teeth and tongue. She rested her now wet thumb against the rot on the left on Mizi's mouth, then leaned in to press her lips against hers. She slipped her tongue in, pushing it deeper into her lover's mouth. She felt her own finger on the side of her tongue, deciding to remove it to taste only Mizi and not her own skin as well. Sua traced her finger down her chin, steadily going lower down to the other girl's chest. She slowly rubbed circles on her while pressing herself closer. Her tongue found its way closer to the left, and it met the tainted and decaying spot of Mizi's mouth. A concentrated mix of putrid, awful flavors became much more apparent to Sua, but it wasn't so bad. This was Mizi now, and soon it'd be part of the both of them. So she pulled away for a second, paying little attention to the way Mizi gasped for air and began to press small kisses to the black foulness on the corner of the girl's lips. As she did so, she felt raggedy breaths hitting part of her cheek. She grabbed hold of Mizi's waist, and pulled herself up and against her. She sat on one of Mizi's legs, while pressing one of her own in-between Mizi's. The breathing began to hit Sua's neck instead, and she leaned closer to continue kissing the other girl, but this time, more roughly. She bit and tugged on her lower lip, and pushed her tongue deeper into her mouth. She placed her right hand against her face, and used the other to grope Mizi's chest. She ran her thumb up and down the other's cheek, and pressed harder against her. Mizi struggled to breathe against Sua's lips, and her head was uncomfortably jammed against the hard pillar behind her. A tear ran down her face, but Sua dismissed it as sweat and wiped it away.
Sua bit Mizi's lips a few more times, this time snagging on a scab and causing Mizi to bleed. Nevertheless, Sua continued. She moved her hand from Mizi's cheek to her waist, and went back and forth between it and her thigh. Eventually, she grabbed hold of her hand, but didn't get a response. So instead, she pulled it up toward her own chest and pretended that Mizi wasn't just sitting there. Sua moaned into her mouth, her hand over Mizi's as she made the girl touch her. She began to rub herself on her leg, brushing her own knee in between Mizi's legs every time she moved. She called out the girl's name, before quickly remembering she was supposed to be quiet. She doubts that guard from earlier was going to wake up either way, but it was just to be safe. Sua ran her hands down to Mizi's hips, letting go of the other's hand and ignoring how it dropped almost lifelessly. Her hands went under Mizi's shirt, and she tried to move them up to her chest, but that damn piece of tape under it was getting in the way. She frantically pulled at it and brought it up and over Mizi's chest. The tape dug into Mizi's skin near her collarbone now, and Sua could've sworn she heard the girl suck in a breath, but right now she was more focused on other things. She lifted Mizi's shirt and squeezed her chest repeatedly, still grinding herself onto her. She groaned, and kept kissing Mizi again and again. She felt so warm despite the coldness of Mizi's skin. She felt especially warm lower down, and every time she rocked her hips against Mizi it would build up even more.
She was close, and her movements became more sporadic. Her lips and the skin around them became wet, as she was kissing Mizi very messily. A bit of blood ran down both her own and Mizi's chin, and if she wasn't so preoccupied with the feeling inside her on the verge of exploding, she'd be wondering how long that blood had been there for. Sua let go of Mizi's chest, and wrapped her arms around her waist instead. Sua jerked her hips again, and this time the overwhelming heat that had been building up all this time finally released. She tightly clenched her hands, nails digging into Mizi's skin, all while biting down on Mizi's tongue to stifle her moans.
She stayed like that for a while. She held her breath for a bit, and then finally pulled her mouth away from Mizi's. She gasped for air and was breathing heavily. She looked at her lover and wiped the blood away from her chin, before pressing her forehead against hers. They both breathed shakily into each other's mouths, and it made Sua think about just how much she missed this. They'd been arguing so much recently, and they rarely got intimate anymore because of Mizi's career and the way she'd push her away.
Things were going to change now though. Sua was going to become infected too, and that way, they wouldn't ever die and they wouldn't argue again. Everything would be okay like this. She didn't mind the thought of rotting away. It's perfect really, since they could rot together.
Sua leaned her head onto Mizi's shoulder and tiredly whispered “forever…” into her ear.
This would be their happy end.