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There were dozens of nights that Dazai and Chuuya spent drinking during their relationship. They all ended with a good dose of sex or with Chuuya bent over the toilet throwing up and Dazai behind him stroking his hair. After all, the omega wasn't known for his high alcohol tolerance.
That, however, seemed - at least on the surface - to be a completely different evening. They sat on the couch, not so close that they were touching, but not so distant that they couldn't sense each other's presence, and watched the TV which was playing a movie chosen by Dazai.
They were both silent with their glasses of whiskey in their hands and the open bottle on the coffee table. Even their breaths were inaudible as they were held for fear of breaking the moment.
They looked at each other occasionally from time to time and the way Dazai's arm was laid on the back of the sofa made the omega want to lean on it. The alpha's fingers, on the other hand, itched at having Chuuya so close and not being able to touch him.
Having him so close and not being able to hold him.
However, the silence was also comfortable and did not lead to embarrassment, contrary to what it might seem. Sure, there was tension, but neither of them felt like they didn't want to be there in that moment. There was no desire to escape, but - on the contrary - to get even closer.
So they spent half an hour watching the movie without actually watching it. Their minds too busy thinking about each other as their lips were wetted by the two fingers of whiskey in the glass.
Along with the moments just passed - with the alpha hugging him and caressing the gland on his neck with the tip of his nose - Chuuya found himself thinking about the entire day that had just passed. How nice it had been to not think about work, but to enjoy time with his family. Watching Umeko laugh and hold her father's hand instead of stressing out in the office.
A hole had opened up at the thought of having missed out on such opportunities for so long, preferring to see happy couples and families buy their homes rather than enjoy his own. All that, combined with the way he had been treated and how he had realized how inactive he actually was in his daughter's life, didn't help the omega's sudden change of mood.
And without any blockers on...
"Chuuya? Is everything okay?" They were the first words spoken in forty-five minutes of film and two glasses each finished.
Chuuya felt like there was a lump in his throat that was preventing any sound from coming out, so he just nodded. His gestures, however, contrasted with the smell of rancid milk he was giving off.
After all, how could he do the opposite after seeing with his own eyes how he was a stranger to the parents of the classmates Umeko had been spending her time with for two years? How he didn't even know the class she went to, the name of the teacher or the names of her friends.
Or how much the other moms, even from other classes, loved being around Dazai or just gave him glances and giggles.
It was… frustrating. Chuuya wanted to growl at everyone and mark his territory so that no one would even bother to look at what was his.
What interrupted the omega's flow of thoughts was the sudden silence that hovered in the living room. He blinked in confusion as he watched the paused movie, then turning to Dazai to find him in a more rigid posture while leaning towards him. His hand reaching out in mid-air between them and soon taking his.
"Chuuya? What's wrong?" The alpha asked, tightening his grip when the omega tried to move his hand and gaze away. “Is this because of what happened today?”
"No, it's not-" His eyes stung. "It's just that...they didn't know me, Osamu. After two years of Umeko going to that school, no one even knew my name or what I looked like. The parents where my little girl goes every day. And it's only like that because I never deigned to pay attention to these things."
"Chuuya. You have your job that keep you busy and-"
“Stop using my job as an excuse!” The omega exclaimed with a broken voice. "That's what led us getting a divorce. What led me to always being out of the house or away from my daughter's life."
Chuuya ripped his hand from Dazai's grasp and stood up, taking a few steps back and forth as if that simple move could calm him down.
Nothing was said on Dazai's part, allowing him to continue speaking.
"I should've paid more attention. I should have put work on the back burner and done better. What's the point of telling my daughter that I love her if I don't show it in these things?"
"You show her in other ways. Umeko knows you love her, Chuuya. She worships you." Dazai chuckled, standing up and walking over to the other. However, he didn't enter his personal space, leaving it up to him to decide when to surrend.
"That's because she's a child. When she grows up she's going to hate me for it. Oh my god, I'm giving Daddy issues to my daughter!" The omega covered his face, then leaning on the alpha's shoulder who couldn't hold back a loud laugh.
His hand started to stroke the omega's hair as he let him vent. For Chuuya, however, the sound of Dazai's laugh and the resulting movement seemed heavenly.
"Umeko will never hate you. Not in a million of years. But if this worries you so much, now that you know, you can try to do better. I can help you with that."
Chuuya sobbed, then looked up at Dazai. He chuckled nervously as he wiped away his tears.
"You're too good to me."
Dazai chuckled too and shrugged. "Someone might have already told me." They remained like that for a few seconds, looking into each other's eyes without saying anything.
Dazai, although hated seeing Chuuya cry, found the beauty in his eyes duplicated every time it happened. And at that moment they were so beautiful that could hold his breath.
"Anyway." The alpha coughed, recovering. "Why so emotional today? You're not usually like this."
Chuuya remained silent for a few seconds, thoughtful. After all, Dazai wasn't wrong. That wasn't the way he usually reacted to problems or emotions.
"Don't know. Maybe it's still the heat hormone imbalance." Chuuya shrugged, then went to retrieve the bottle of whiskey and pour himself more.
"Can be." Dazai plopped down on the couch, patting his side to get Chuuya to do the same. "You weren't like that with me though. You need to find a better partner."
"All omegas are more emotional after a heat. Don't think you're special now." He rolled his eyes, sitting down next to Dazai, making their legs touch. However the lack of smell on Dazai was starting to bother him. "And it's not like I've really had a partner to spend it with. My job doesn't allow me to go out and meet a lot of alphas, you know?"
“I would like to say that I'm sorry about that, but I'm not.” Dazai smiled and his chest began to rumble slightly as he played with one of Chuuya's locks. Those made the omega relax against him. “But you have constant partners for your heats, right?”
Dazai was now more serious, looking down at the omega who guiltily looked away without answering.
"Chuuya?" Dazai's crooning and hand-holding suddenly stopped, leading him to instead grab the other's shoulders to make him look at him. That was enough to make him sigh.
"Don't blame me! I don't have time to think about dating right now! I'll look for a partner when I have time." The omega exclaimed, feeling his cheeks warm and red. Talking about possible new sexual partners with his ex-husband wasn't something he expected.
"And how long has it been since you spent an entire heat with someone? Chuuya, this could be really dangerous for you." Dazai looked at him with wide eyes and his grip tightened at yet another missed glance from Chuuya.
"Not much... let's say more or less since the last one I spent with you." Chuuya didn't seem to speak for how low the words were uttered, but Dazai had no trouble understanding given his face of pure amazement and concern.
"Chuuya!" The alpha exclaimed, digesting the hint of pride he was feeling. He couldn't really be happy about the omega damaging his health for him, but the alpha inside himself was a little. Just a little. "You can't be serious. Do you have any idea how dangerous this is?!"
"I said to not yell at me!" The omega walked away. "It's not like I decide that, you know? My omega does."
"Your omega would open his legs to any alpha who came after you, Chuuya. That's how heats work." Dazai looked exhausted, running a hand over his face and mumbling incomprehensible words. "Seven years..."
"It's not. I tried having other partners more than once, but I couldn't get anything done. Their smells, touches and kisses disgusted me and at a certain point I simply gave up. I asked doctors, but they know no answer except that I have the most demanding omega on this planet."
Chuuya chuckled sadly, then looking towards the alpha. "Oh, don't look at me like that. You should be happy that apparently my omega only wants you, idiot. Doesn't that kind of stuff inflate your alpha egos or shit?"
"I'm not. Why didn't you ever tell me about it? I could have helped you." Chuuya sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
"Because that's not how it works. Dazai, I can't come to you and ask you to spend my heats with me after we put an end to our relationship. Just like you can't always seem like the knight in shining armor ready to save me. If that was the case, we would have done better not to divorce at all!"
"Well, maybe we shouldn't have." Dazai replied dryly and silence fell. Chuuya's anger faded while looking at the other without speaking. "Maybe getting a divorce was a mistake."
"You wanted the divorce, Osamu! Don't come and tell me now that you think it was a mistake."
"I only did it because I thought it was best. We were always arguing and always nervous. I just didn't want Umeko to grow up in a house like that! You seemed to prefer your job to us!"
"Here we go again! How on earth could I choose a job over you, Osamu?!" Chuuya screamed, feeling his head spinning from the alcohol and everything. It seemed to be in the clouds.
"But you did. You admitted it yourself." Dazai sighed, then cupping the redhead's face in his hands. "But I should have been more understanding. I shouldn't have given you an ultimatum. I apologize for how I behaved."
"Well, yeah you shouldn't have" Chuuya looked away and then sighed. "But I shouldn't have put you on the side, even if unknowingly, or behaved as I did in all these years. I'm sorry."
Silence fell between them again, a comfortable one this time, as their chests lightened from the words held inside for years.
"Let's try again. In small steps to see how it goes." Dazai said excitedly, stroking the omega's cheekbones with his thumbs. "Or at least let me help you with your heats. I won't let you hurt yourself again if I can help."
Chuuya shifted his gaze to think, knowing that he would accept if he kept looking at the alpha. “I don't know, Osamu...What do we do with Umeko?”
“Your parents can stay with her and mine too. I doubt they would be against spending a whole week with their granddaughter.” Dazai smiled, then making Chuuya look at him again. “But we don't have to do it if you don't want to.”
“Of course I do.” The omega rolled his eyes at that ridiculous assumption. “But that doesn't mean we're getting back together, okay? Not for now at least.”
“Sounds fair.” Dazai shrugged. “So I can still go out with other omegas?”
“If you're okay with me dating other alphas then yes” Chuuya chuckled and Dazai's jaw clenched, tightening his grip on the omega's face. “Mhh doesn't sound like a yes to me.”
“Shut up.” Dazai growled before leaning in and kissing him. It was a strange feeling after years. Like the memory of a typical smell from your childhood or listening to a song after a while and feeling that nothing has ever changed.
Chuuya's body stiffened for a few seconds. He was afraid - afraid that what they were doing was wrong and that it would ruin them as it had already happened. - but it was also too good.
Like assuming a drug after a period of abstinence and falling even further into the addiction. Chuuya didn't want to leave even for a second, in fact he was the one who moved things.
Despite his jealousy, Dazai had started and kept the kiss as sweet and slow as possible. The grip on the omega's chin had loosened, becoming a simple caress and his desire for more had been buried.
Such outpourings continued for about half an hour. Nothing too extreme, but just the relief of touching and kissing after some time. Chuuya had shifted on Dazai's lap and his arms were around his neck, playing with his hair or pulling them.
That didn't help Dazai to hold back and especially when Chuuya randomly let out a shy moan or moved his ass against his erection. His grip on the omega's waist tightened and Chuuya smiled into his neck before starting to leave wet kisses around the covered glands.
“Chuuya.” Dazai sighed, releasing the air he held in his lungs. He didn't even realize he was holding his breath. Chuuya stopped with his lips a breath away from the exposed skin.
“Yeah?” He smiled and the warm breath was the last straw for the alpha. He wrapped his arm around the omega's waist and reversed their positions, positioning himself on top of him in seconds.
Chuuya was a sight beneath him with the red cheeks, swollen lips and the hair scattered across the leather of the couch. Dazai stood there for some time staring at him, just enjoying the view and that didn't seem to please the omega.
“Osamu…” He muttered, frowning when the alpha took his eyes off his body and looked at him. That asshole was teasing him.
“Yes, sweetheart?” He asked as he lowered himself onto the omega's neck, enjoying the smell of vanilla that was quickly filling the room. Meanwhile his hair was grabbed and pulled again, but not enough to force him to pull away.
“Hurry up!” Chuuya blurted out, showing how much that kissing session was clearly affecting him too. His thighs tightened and his hips rose up seeking some relief and contact.
Dazai smiled and, if before he enjoyed teasing Chuuya's glands only with the tip of his nose, now they were directly abused by his mouth. Kissing, biting and sucking them was like injecting pure vanilla into his mouth and Chuuya's moans were a direct attack on his erection and sanity.
The omega raised his hips, rubbing their still covered erections together. This made them both gasp and Dazai's teeth sunk a little deeper into the swollen nub, but leaving no visible or damaging marks.
Then, the grip on his hair was loosened, leaving it unkempt in a nest of knots, to go to the bandages around the neck. They were pulled until they freed Dazai's gland and it didn't take long for the smell of coffee to invaded the nostrils of both, mixing with Chuuya's in that strange mixture that always made the omega's nerves shatter.
Dazai was no longer used to his own scent.. He had kept the wrists and neck glands covered in bandages for years now and even his house smelled little of him. The only rooms that he perhaps recognized as his were the bathroom and Umeko's bedroom. Quite the opposite of when him and Chuuya lived together.
In those days he never wore bandages or any other type of blocker inside the house. Both because Chuuya and Umeko liked his scent, but also to protect them. Although Dazai wasn't himself an intimidating alpha to look at, his scent throughout the house and on his family could have ward off any bad guys.
He loved mixing perfumes with Chuuya even more. That mixture was able to solve every problem he had. As if the world didn't exist as long as it was in that sweet cloud.
And now he was feeling the same. He had missed it so much and made him stop for a moment. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment with the warm breath caressing Chuuya's neck and him breathing heavily beneath him.
“Osamu, please.” Chuuya's voice jolted him awake, leading him to place a wet kiss on the gland as an apology.
“Hush now. We have all the time we want.” He grinned and returned his lips to the omega's jaw, biting and sucking until the skin was raw. As he did, his fingers moved down, working with speed and skill to unbutton the omega's shirt.
Once that was done, his hands went under the black turtleneck, touching the omega's belly. His hands were cold, making him shiver. A sigh of pleasure left Chuuya's lips, mixing with the moans and pants.
His hands kept caressing that area for some time, wandering between his belly, pelvis and hips. They also clenched around his waist, digging the fingers in it when Dazai bit his earlobe.
Eventually, though, they moved higher. With his thumbs the alpha began to tease his nipples in slow, circular motions, occasionally squeezing and pulling them.
Chuuya's moans increased and his hands came up to touch Dazai. They went over his shoulders, neck, face and hair. With a firm grip he pulled him away from his battered neck and lifted his face enough to kiss him.
Dazai moaned into the kiss, twisting the omega's nipples and thus getting a bite on his lips. Chuuya also groaned as he sank his small fangs into the alpha's bottom lip, making it bleed.
“You really are a bastard.” The omega growled, making Dazai smile as he ran his tongue over the wound. The burning sensation that came from it was strangely pleasant.
“Maybe, but you like it.” He said before pulling back and kneeling on the bed, watching the sight below him for a while. He still didn't believe it and, thinking it was just a beautiful dream, he hoped he would never wake up. He did it even while the omega raised his torso to help Dazai remove his shirt and turtleneck, leaving him bare-chested.
Chuuya's body had always been perfect in Dazai's opinion. It was well defined, but soft at the same time. His hands encircled his waist perfectly and his thighs were big enough to dig his nails into.
Chuuya was a god and Dazai would have kissed the ground he walked on more than willingly, treating his body as the shrine it was.
So when he lowered his mouth to his chest to tease the nipples, his hands began to wander again. They passed over the waist, belly and hips, then lowered onto the still covered legs. He spread them and squeezed his thighs together, running his thumbs just a few inches from his aching erection.
Another scent began to fill the room. Still vanilla, but clearly stronger and cloying. Just feeling it made the alpha salivate as it positioned on his tongue.
Now, Dazai hadn't been a prude after the divorce. He spent several one-night stands with other omegas and even ruts, loving the smell of slick every time. Whether they were male or female, the smell and taste were always able to excite him, but no one had ever been up to Chuuya.
Chuuya was able to make his head spin, making him feel like he was floating. If he could, he would have kept his head between his legs for his whole life and never leave. It was like a drug from which he would never have detoxified, even if he wanted to.
Every now and then it even appeared to him in dreams and his ruts spent alone (sometimes even when he was in company, to his embarrassment) were characterized by him imagining the omega once again underneath him moaning around his knot. More than once he had had to lock himself in his house scared of losing his mind and going to his house or trying to contact him.
But now Chuuya was there and under him, more than ready to be touched, marked and fucked. And Dazai really hoped that Chuuya was predisposed to do the same at his next rut or he would've gone crazy.
With that thought he pulled away and made him raise his hips so he could at least take off his pants. Chuuya also seemed restless, moving his legs to be able to move faster and, once he was left in just his underwear, Dazai leaned down placing a kiss over the covered erection.
“Fuck…” Chuuya groaned, looking up at the ceiling. Dazai meanwhile touched the fabric of his boxers, discovering with great happiness that he was already wet with slick. After all, Chuuya had always been very generous.
More kisses were placed before that last piece of clothing was removed. Chuuya's cock was erect and wet with precum, as was his butt cheeks with slick. Dazai's hands squeezed his cheeks, spreading the substance everywhere before giving a light thrust.
The omega's eyes widened, more in surprise than in pain. After all, Dazai had taken it slow and had definitely been used to worse. He glared at him, but the pout didn't last long at the smile the alpha gave him.
“Sorry, I missed this.” He chuckled and then lowered himself to Chuuya's level so he could kiss him. This time it wasn't as sweet as the first, but more languid. Both were horny and needy, making the kiss a mess. A fight that Chuuya more than willingly submitted to, letting the alpha lead the pace.
Meanwhile the burning helped Dazai stay lucid as he stained his fingers with slick and caressed the glands under the omega's balls and his entrance with his thumb. Chuuya moaned into the kiss and when he tried to pull away Dazai held him there, continuing to kiss him until they both lost their breath.
As soon as they broke away Chuuya felt light-headed and this only increased when two fingers entered him, making him arch his back. His breath hitched at the sudden intrusion, but it didn't take him long to adjust himself. The slick made any friction impossible and Dazai was obnoxiously good at finding his weak points.
It didn't take him long to find the right nerve and start abusing it, opening his fingers and pushing on it. Meanwhile, Dazai enjoyed the sight of the omega quickly starting to destroy himself beneath him. Chuuya kept his head thrown back with his neck tense, his nails dug into the cushions and his legs, held open and bent, trembled slightly.
His hips moved as he begged for more and Dazai was more than happy to comply with that request.
“More, more...Oh god.” With the entry of two more fingers inside him to stimulate him, Chuuya's words and prayers became incomprehensible, mixing with moans and sobs. His legs were unstable, even having a few spasms and his walls began to squeeze Dazai's fingers in a desperate attempt to reach his own orgasm.
Dazai meanwhile continued to abuse the omega's prostate, clearly influenced by the scene. His erection still trapped in his jeans hurt and he felt the desire to knot himself without even having been touched.
God, Chuuya was going to drive him crazy one of these days. He thought as he watched the omega arch his back and scream, releasing more slick and cumming, soiling his belly and chest.
Dazai continued to open it for a while longer, then removing his fingers and collecting some of the moisture to bring it to his mouth. Its made his eyelids flutter, leading him to rub against the omega's thigh in an attempt to relief. It was good but not enough for him. He still had to give Chuuya some time to recover though.
The next two minutes passed like this with Chuuya recovering from his orgasm and calming his tremors and Dazai rubbing himself like an animal in heat on him, blocking him however when the omega tried to move too soon.
“No, fuck. God, please stay.” The alpha begged, continuing to move. His hips stuttered as he kept grinding in pursuit of an orgasm. He wanted to come like that and then fuck Chuuya again. So, he was more than happy when the omega nodded, relaxing and letting him fuck his leg.
He actually grabbed the alpha by the hair and crashed their lips together, making him growl and moan into the kiss. His thrusts became senseless and the alpha's teeth sank into Chuuya's bottom lip as he came in his pants, knotting himself around nothing.
He rode out his own orgasm for a few more messy thrusts, then breaking away from the kiss and collapsing on top of Chuuya, careful not to crush him.
For a while neither of them spoke, enjoying the silence and the remnants of their orgasms. Dazai left kisses on the omega's neck and he stroked his hair, but no words were exchanged. That until Dazai lifted himself onto his arms, placing himself in front of Chuuya so he could kiss him softly.
“Do you want to stop?”
“I want to suck you.” The omega said without filters, making it hard for Dazai to hold back a smile. After all, the omega had never been shy in bed.
“Well, we have to wait for my knot to go down then.” Dazai said before standing up and finally taking off his clothes. The sweatshirt was thrown to the floor along with Chuuya's clothing and the bandages were carefully removed, also releasing both glands on his wrists.
He could feel Chuuya's eyes following him and Dazai had to admit that he found this type of sex very satisfying. Giving pleasure to Chuuya while he, unlike the omega, was still fully dressed satisfied a strange instinct of control within himself, although Dazai more than willingly left control to Chuuya in bed.
Their first times together in particular. Dazai was inexperienced and a virgin and, not knowing where to put his hands, he more than willingly gave up control, simply eating at the sight of his boyfriend like a starving man.
When he finally opened his pants, freeing his erection from his boxers, he let out a moan of pleasure and relief. He then returned to bed and, standing next to Chuuya, took him in his arms, pulling him towards him.
“How do you feel?” He asked, nuzzling the tip of his nose behind his ear. He felt Chuuya relax as he turned so he could look at him, resting his hands on his bare chest.
“Good...Relaxed.” The omega smiled, leaning in for another kiss. Dazai raised a hand, cupping his cheek.
“I'm glad.” Dazai also cracked a smile before bringing their lips together in a sweet kiss. Nothing exaggerated. Simply their lips moving against each other in anticipation of being able to do more.
That was until the omega got impatient, flicking his tongue against the alpha's lips and getting permission almost immediately.
The kiss then became more and more needy, causing the omega to move so he could straddle his legs.
“Chuuya, you're not helping” Dazai chuckled, squeezing his butt and spreading them so he could tease the orifice with his thumb, thus making the omega moan.
“Then, you better hurry up. If I come again before your knot is down I will leave you starving, know that." He smiled against his lips, kissing him again.
Now, Dazai had two choices: accept the challenge and start fucking Chuuya with his fingers again in the hope of not making him come too quickly or make the omega damn himself and see him grind against his cock. He also knew how sneaky the omega could be though and that he would most likely be forced to watch while Chuuya played with himself.
And then his knot wouldn't have gone down even with the help of a fucking ice shower.
He then passed the first ring of muscles with two fingers, setting a calm pace and only occasionally teasing the prostate. Chuuya relaxed, enjoying the pleasant sensation, resting his forehead on the alpha's shoulder.
He was definitely good too, as he held back his moans and only grinded against the alpha a couple of times. Despite the threats he too wanted Dazai to win, wanting to be fucked.
They continued like that for another twenty minutes before Dazai's knot finally came down, allowing the alpha to get more gruff, adding another finger and starting to abuse the omega's weak point.
“Fuck!” Chuuya groaned at the sudden change and spread his legs, digging his nails into the alpha's arm which, however, never made him reach orgasm, removing them the moment he felt Chuuya's scent becoming more intense.
The omega looked at him, frowning. He was fucking going to cum.
“What the fuck, Dazai?!” He screamed as he let himself be moved from the alpha's lap and watched him get up from the couch. He was then taken by the hand and led towards him, until he sat down.
“Didn't you want to suck me, love? Because you can now.” Dazai looked down at him and Chuuya's mouth started salivating at the sight of Dazai's cock. He dropped on his knees and took Dazai's soft dick in one hand. The dry friction made the alpha hiss, causing Chuuya to lean in causing a trickle of saliva to drip directly onto the tip. If it had been possible Dazai would have knotted again just at that sight as he hardened in Chuuya's hand, now smoother.
The omega smiled, moving to tease the tip with his thumb while his free hand played with his balls. He massaged and squeezed them, even stroking the gland near them enough to drive Dazai crazy.
The alpha, in fact, growled at the need to hold something. He was almost completely hard when Chuuya decided to shake things up, moving closer to take him into his mouth. He took it slowly as he got used to it, being guided by Dazai's hand stroking his hair.
The fact that Dazai was big was both a blessing and a curse for Chuuya. Blessing because few had been able to make him cum as the alpha could, but several times he found himself limping or with a sore mouth. Particularly during ruts, where the alpha's usual calm and control were lost.
Now, Dazai was thankfully not affected by his own heat hormones, but it was also true that he had missed Chuuya. His hands itched to grip those red locks and push the omega's head down, making him gag around his cock. He forced himself, however, to hold back, leaving him his own time.
Chuuya was a sneaky little thing though. He sucked that cock for a few minutes, moving his head at a slow pace before pulling away and licking the tip flat with his tongue. He then moved lower and it was the alpha's balls that got all the attention.
A grunting moan left Dazai's lips as he tightened his grip and spread his legs. He felt them tremble as Chuuya sucked and played with them as if they were his favorite toy.
“Fuck, Chuuya…” Dazai groaned, pulling his head back so he could look at him. Not that it was a wise move considering the look he got. He loved those playful, lust-filled eyes Chuuya had. He preferred it to an attitude of total submission.
"Something wrong?" The omega chuckled, kissing the base of the cock one last time before being forced up. The alpha took him from under his armpits, lifting him up until he was straddling his thighs.
He kissed him again and this time with more need. His arms tightened around his waist to keep him from moving away and with his head tilted back since in that position Chuuya was a few centimeters taller. The omega's hands meanwhile ran over his shoulders, neck and hair.
The kisses continued, getting a few seconds of breathing space when both could no longer continue. Dazai's hips rose to grind against the omega's ass seeking relief with the omega bucking against him, panting and moaning into his lips.
And now that they were both hard and impatient again, Dazai grabbed the omega again, turning him over.
As corny as it was, the alpha loved having Chuuya underneath him so he could look at him all the time and admire his face contorted with pleasure.
“Hi” Dazai smiled, leaning down to give him a soft kiss, being able to feel the omega's smile in it.
“Hi” The omega chuckled, raising his head so he wouldn't move away. Dazai, however, didn't give him the satisfaction. On the contrary...
“Do you have any condoms?” He asked, not really expecting to find them after what he had been told by the omega himself. Chuuya however was able to surprise him again.
“Yeah, in the drawer in the bedroom” Dazai then got up and walked – embarrassing to admit that he did so at a brisk pace – to the room.
He opened the drawer and the box was there looking at him, open and with just a couple of condoms missing, increasing the annoying sensation the alpha felt. He was at the same time grateful that the omega had since he didn't have them, tho.
It didn't take him long to return to the living room and get back into position on top of the omega, this time with his cock covered. Dazai reached down to his neck again to tease the gland and that made Chuuya relax enough to penetrate him with two fingers.
Not that he needed it. After all, the omega was already open and the slick allowed penetration without risk of friction or pain, but Dazai wanted to drive him crazy a little more.
“Osamu…” Chuuya whimpered and Dazai smiled into his neck, kissing his gland before lifting his torso.
“I know. I'll do it." He smiled and opened his legs, placing the tip in front of the omega's hole and looking at him one last time for the slightest sign of discomfort. Not finding it, he pushed himself inside, lifting the omega's legs and digging his fingers into his thighs.
Chuuya moaned, holding his breath and clenching around him, making Dazai - who was only halfway there – moan. The alpha then lowered again to kissing him and it was slow and passionate, continuing until Chuuya relaxed again. Only then he allowed himself to move all the way in.
Being inside Chuuya after so long felt like a fever dream. As if it could just be one of his hallucinations with the risk of waking up and discovering that he is in his apartment alone in a cold bed.
The first push was heavenly. Dazai pulled out almost completely, then entered again with a sharp thrust. There was none of the gentleness he had had before, making the omega's breath hitch for a second. Then he did it again, and again and again even faster.
"I know you missed me" Dazai smiled a breath from the omega's lips as he moaned, enjoying every single sound. "I missed you too."
And then he kissed him again. He was passionate. As if those could be the last kisses before dying or the last breaths to inhale before parting forever. He wanted to enjoy every kiss and moment as if it were his last since he hadn't done that last time.
And Chuuya reciprocated with the same passion, feverish with need as he wrapped his legs around the alpha's hips and pulled his hair, tilting his head to have more access to his mouth.
When they stopped they were both breathing heavily and moaning against each other's lips. Dazai then raised his torso until he was standing straight and grabbing Chuuya by his thighs he increased the pace of his thrusts.
Below him Chuuya looked like a vision, taking everything the alpha gave him and wanting more. He kept his gaze glued to him and his mouth ajar from which moans and incoherent words came out.
"You are gorgeous." Dazai growled, not missing the embarrassment that fueled the blush on the omega's cheeks or as he broke eye contact for a second. It didn't last long though, since an harder, deeper thrust made him cry out.
"Look at me." Dazai used a command. It wasn't uncommon for them, but it was strange after years. He had never been commanded around by anyone other than Dazai. He had tried once with another alpha, but he still carried the feeling he felt in his chest. The idea of being vulnerable in front of anyone other than his alpha was just wrong.
His muscles relaxed as the words sunk into his brain and his eyes snapped back to Dazai. Chuuya saw how the alpha smiled as he kept hitting that spot, making the omega groan who, unable to move, continued to faithfully follow the order.
"Fuck! Alpha..." Chuuya sobbed, grabbing a pillow and lifting his hips to get more. Dazai's hands on his waist to help him, keeping him lifted. He then adjusted his position with his knees sinking into the mattress and Chuuya stopped understanding.
Like that, the tip hit the omega's prostate repeatedly, making him scream and grab anything close enough to release the pleasure. The way Dazai's nails then dug into his flesh, signing and marking him as his…Chuuya wanted to cry.
The omega sobbed as Dazai came out and moved him like a rag doll, ending up straddling his lap like before. Dazai was now sitting with his legs open and his hands caressing the omega's waist softly.
"Do you want to ride me?" The alpha asked, letting Chuuya take control. The omega didn't have to do it again, aligning himself and lowering his hips.
A moan of pure satisfaction left his lips as he rested his forehead on Dazai's shoulder, enjoying the sensation of being filled. After all, that was his favorite position of all. The one where he could have the control of driving Dazai crazy.
The alpha kissed his head and wrapped his arms around his waist, pulling Chuuya closer, but he didn't move. He waited for him to do it, moaning at the first rotation of his hips.
The sudden change from the incessant pace of before to the slow one of now only increased the excitement of both of them. They both wanted to move faster, but Dazai wanted to challenge Chuuya and the omega wanted to drive him crazy.
At the same time, however, he was also impatient. Dazai could tell by the way he bucked his hips and the way his nails dug into the flesh of his shoulders in pleasurable pain.
"What's wrong, Chuuya? Don't you want more?" Dazai smiled, looking up at him only to find that the omega was still looking at him due to his command. He had a frown on his face as he bit his lip, letting Dazai come closer. "Don't you want my knot?"
Chuuya moaned at the idea of finally feeling filled. Stuck with the alpha as he came inside him. That thought made him hate Dazai for wearing a condom.
His hips jerked on their own, making him increase his speed. At the same time the alpha began to move again, breaking the hug and grasp the omega for life.
Their moans filled the room along with the sound of their flesh colliding and the rustling of the leather of the couch, as Dazai could feel his knot starting to form.
With a growl, however, he forced himself to make the omega stand up and make him turn his back and bend over, leaving only his hips raised. Standing behind him he commanded him again.
"You can look away now." He said, allowing Chuuya to turn his head and enjoy those last moments before his orgasm.
The omega groaned with his face pressed against the pillows and his mouth open, letting saliva drip. His back perfectly arched and legs shaking as he let the alpha fuck him.
Dazai all the while kept to thrust against the omega's ass, enjoying the sight of his slick soaked cock engulfed by the reddened hole. Every time he came out he got wetter and wetter, quickly bringing him to his own climax.
He bent onto his back and reached out to stimulate the omega's dripping erection. A few twists of the wrist and the omega came, tightening his walls around the alpha's cock and giving him the final blow. Dazai's eyes crossed as his orgasm hit, causing him to freeze inside the omega's body as he filled the condom with his seed.
The omega sobbed from the hormonal rush, crying tears of overstimulation. Being knotted after time and by his alpha was the best thing he could ask for while Dazai continued to move his hand over his erection to make sure he released all the remainder of his orgasm.
The alpha then moved them both gently, lying down and bringing the omega with him so he could hug him from behind, despite the narrow space. He held him tightly with one arm and stroked his hair and face with the other.
"You did amazing. Such a good omega for me." Dazai whispered in his ear, then kissing him gently on his neck and jaw to distract him.
And Chuuya would certainly find this kind of comment embarrassing and disparaging normally, but in that moment, while he was shaking and crying through a knot, it was what he needed.
He needed to be an omega who was taken care of by his alpha without having to worry about anything other than being good and nice. Every problem he had seemed superfluous as he let Dazai hug and kiss him, telling him how good he had been.
"Are you okay?" Dazai asked as he slipped out of Chuuya after a while. The omega had stopped crying and shaking and the knot had come down, allowing the two to pull apart. He sat up and Chuuya turned so he could look at him and nodded with a smile.
"I'm alright." He smiled and leaned up so he could kiss him. He kissed him back more than willingly, meeting him halfway. "But I really need to shower and sleep now." He said and getting up from the couch walked towards the hallway.
"I can shower with you if you want." Dazai, amused, followed him with his gaze, smiling even more at the look the omega gave him.
"Let's save that for next time. Shall we?"