fics that keep me from ending it all
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❝ it was only meant to be a marriage of convenience ❞
Grieving her mother's death and stuck in an engagement she never agreed to, Min Gaeun makes the mistake of accepting Jang Wook's hasty proposal-one he blurts out after sneaking into her family compound uninvited, climbing over her balcony in the rain, and completely misunderstanding what the knife over her wrist meant.
Eager to escape being the talk of the town again, Wook offers a simple proposition to his childhood friend; to live together as husband-wife in the eyes of Daeho while they both pursue their own personal interests in secret. Bereaved, lovelorn, and trapped, Gaeun agrees to the deeply flawed plan that Wook is wrongly confident about.
How she wish she hadn't.
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- Part 1 of the universe of the four gods
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Muse by ItamiU
Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV), 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (Manga)
12 Nov 2025
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"Why do you look at me like that?" He questioned, his gaze directed pointedly at her.
"Like what?"
"Like you can't believe I'm real" She shuddered slightly at the notion. She could almost see the wonder painted over her features reflected back at her in his eyes. She knew she did a poor job hiding it, but how could she explain to him just how unreal he was? He'd been a fantasy in her head only some weeks ago, yet here he was, and it pulled the rug from beneath her feet every single time.
"You're my favorite work of art" she stated simply, keeping the layers of meaning behind her words hidden close to her heart.
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Rin, an art student with a dull life, finds herself transported into the universe of her favorite TV show/Manga. Rin is an OC but you can self insert if you'd like to.
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Vengeance Saga: Planewalker by Slambert
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
27 Sep 2025
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You promised Bakugou that you'd make a better world.
After using Trigger to go back in time, as you have several times before, you somehow wake up two years earlier than you intended to, one year after you were rejected by Bakugou Katsuki.
Trapped in the past, your only purpose now is to do as you once promised and fix the world around you.
(This story is a direct sequel to Vengeance Saga: Flashback.)
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- Part 2 of Vengeance Saga
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Vengeance Saga: Flashback by Slambert
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
20 Aug 2025
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When you were 12, you asked Katsuki Bakugo to be your boyfriend and were cruelly rejected and ridiculed. Now, three years later, you've worked hard and been accepted as a student of U.A. - but becoming a hero is only partly your motivation. After working out, learning beauty tricks, and training your quirk, you're fully prepared to reach your ultimate goal - to enact your revenge and break Bakugo's heart.
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- Part 1 of Vengeance Saga
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The Loyal Hero by RedVelvetPanPan
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
01 Aug 2024
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She wasn’t part of the plan. His grand plan for the future— become the number one Hero, leave all the extras in the dust, win every fight and stop scumbag Villains.
That was all there was to it. There was never meant to be room for someone else to be a part of that plan with him. She didn’t belong in that plan. And yet…
He made the mistake of looking at her again, finding her already staring back at him, pinning him in place with that heavy look of concern.
Those eyes. A vibrant fuchsia, framed in lashes colored a rosy hue to match. But her pupils, they were a pale white, sharper than most ever bothered to notice.
That was it.
Yes, he was sure of it. It was her eyes. Those eyes had to be her real Quirk. They had to be.
Because why else would staring back into them make him feel like this?
Or, a sweet, bubbly, and oblivious girl ends up forcibly making a certain explosive blonde care about her, and throws off all of his future plans before they can even graduate.
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- Part 1 of Ōkami: Origin
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Five Stages of Healing by sunshinewithstardust
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
10 Jul 2026
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Jisoo’s life has come to a screeching halt. After being attacked at work, she feels like a shadow of herself. Her usual comforts have fallen to the wayside. Even playing Love and Deepspace, an otome game that used to bring her joy, only causes harm. Jisoo knows better than most that healing takes forward motion. She knows rotting on her couch isn’t the answer, but the exhaustion that has taken root in her soul makes it feel like all she’s capable of these days.
But, when characters that shouldn’t exist begin popping into her life, Jisoo is forced into action. Somehow the task of getting the guys from Love and Deepspace back home has fallen into her hands. An impossible feat made even more difficult with trauma weighing her down and a mysterious sixth character haunting the narrative.
A collision of two realities has occurred.
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Fíli lived his life by an old dwarven proverb: when a fool drops a treasure, a wise man picks it up (it sounded better in the original khuzdul).
Bella Baggins never quite fit in the Shire. Perhaps she was made for the mountains, instead.
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When Alliances Fell by Leader_In_Red
Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings (Movies), TOLKIEN J. R. R. - Works & Related Fandoms
08 Jan 2026
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Several years ago, a postdoctoral student named Elizabeth found herself landing in Middle Earth, a place that she had read and watched many times before. Only, this Middle Earth was different- darker. The Last Alliance of Elves and Men never happened for the elves abandoned mankind by forming a secret truce with Sauron. Mankind eventually won the war at great cost and quickly turned on those who betrayed them, the elves. Now, all elves in Middle Earth are hunted, and those caught are enslaved.
In this strange and dark version of Middle Earth, Elizabeth found her way to Minas Tirith, became a heralded healer, and eventually her medical skills, knowledge of Middle Earth, and whits granted her the honorable position of Head Advisor to the King. For many years she has served Gondor well and fallen in love with this magical- if at times barbaric place. Yet, all this changes when an elf she recognizes shows up. Now, she finds herself navigating the dark waters of politics whilst trying to keep both her morality and responsibilities in tact.
What will happen when she finds herself the master of an elven slave she never wished to own?
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- Part 1 of When Alliances Fell
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Game Over, Reality Begins by Morbid_Mistress
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
05 Jul 2026
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He’s just standing there, looking calm as ever, as if he didn’t just drop that out of nowhere. I groan, running a hand down my face as I laugh breathlessly.
“I seriously never know what you’re gonna say next…” I mutter. “One second you’re all fluff, then the next it’s pure feral behavior.”
I shake my head, biting my lip as I stare at him for a moment longer.
God, what I wouldn’t give for this to be real.Once worshiped as a divine kitsune, Z chose to abandon her immortal existence and live as a human, sealing away her powers and memories in order to understand the evolution of humanity. Her spell ensured that she would be reborn as a mortal, growing up without knowledge of her past, her divine abilities locked away until a predetermined day in the future.
Years later, in the modern world, Z is just another struggling young woman—down on her luck, living paycheck to paycheck, and trapped in a failing relationship. Adopted as a child, she grew up in a family that never truly cared for her—they saw her only as a paycheck, a means to an end. Her only true solace? “Love and Deepspace,” her favorite otome game, an escape from the dull, suffocating reality she calls life.
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The Favor by BirdOfHermes
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Jul 2022
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Your best friend Loki has a favor to ask: there is a pushy female coworker who won't leave him alone, but he can't rebuff her because she's the boss' daughter, so he asks you to pretend to be his girlfriend at the company mixer to get the message across for good. You reluctantly agree and find out more about your relationship with Loki than you thought you ever would. Loki/Reader AU.
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- Part 49 of The Thirst Trials