I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

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• When You Have Nothing Left, Set Me on Fire by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  16 Feb 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Pre-Relationship
  • Pre-Canon
  • Angst
  • Angst and Feels
  • there's some fluff in this but not much
  • Love at First Sight
  • (On Dan Heng's part)
  • The Shackling Prison (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • I love that this prison has collectively tormented everyone so much that it has its own tag
  • References to Dan Heng and Jing Yuan's lightcones
  • POV Third Person Limited
  • (Follows Dan Heng)
  • Hurt/Comfort

  Summary

  His first memory is of the inside of a prison cell and Jing Yuan.

  Series

  • Part 1 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  18,842

  Chapters:

  5/5

  Comments:

  74

  Kudos:

  549

  Bookmarks:

  77

  Hits:

  7,287

• Love me Stripped Down by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  20 Dec 2023

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Sickfic
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Bittersweet Ending
  • Past Dan Feng | Previous Imbibitor Lunae/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Post-Version 1.3 Trailblaze Mission: Karmic Clouds Faded War Banners Folded (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Complicated Relationships
  • Jing Yuan struggling with mara
  • Soft Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Vomiting
  • this is kind of heavy
  • he's not fully mara-struck in this but he's showing mild and occasional symptoms of it

  Summary

  For so long now, Jing Yuan has struggled and fought on his own. He's become intimately familiar with loneliness, and carrying the weight of a nation on his shoulders. Some nights he finds himself on the verge of losing it all. During those moments, the only part of himself he recognizes is the piece that longs for a love long lost. And Dan Heng is just as stubborn as Dan Feng.

  Series

  • Part 2 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,604

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  26

  Kudos:

  373

  Bookmarks:

  50

  Hits:

  3,890

• Kiss Away the Rain by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  19 Feb 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • A bird with the patience of a saint
  • Fluff
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Established Relationship
  • Past Dan Feng | Previous Imbibitor Lunae/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • No really that bird deserves an award
  • they have a lot of feelings
  • And that bird has so many thoughts

  Summary

  Rain always makes Jing Yuan's old wounds ache.

  Series

  • Part 3 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,161

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  239

  Bookmarks:

  37

  Hits:

  2,780

• I Hate that Your Heart was the Casualty by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  17 Mar 2024

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Feng | Previous Imbibitor Lunae/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Feng | Previous Imbibitor Lunae (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • The other members of the High-Cloud Quintet are mentioned
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Flashbacks
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Angst and Feels
  • first and last chapter take place in the present all of the others take place in the past
  • Established Relationship
  • Developing Relationship
  • Blood and Violence
  • (Later chapters)
  • Sad Ending
  • I know these tags are so strange when put together but I swear they'll make sense
  • Canonical Character Death

  Summary

  It's the anniversary of a day Jing Yuan will never forget.

  Series

  • Part 4 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  24,101

  Chapters:

  7/7

  Comments:

  58

  Kudos:

  197

  Bookmarks:

  32

  Hits:

  4,560

• Water in My Bones by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  09 Apr 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Fluff
  • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
  • Romantic Fluff
  • Fluff and Angst
  • (the angst is very mild)
  • AU where Dan Heng chooses to stay on the luofu
  • Language of Flowers
  • Cheesy
  • Established Relationship
  • this is soft I promise
  • Surprises

  Summary

  Dan Heng plants a garden for Jing Yuan.

  Series

  • Part 5 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,420

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  186

  Bookmarks:

  21

  Hits:

  2,114

• Roses Grow From Ashes (You Could be My Hero) by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 May 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Top Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Bottom Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Trans Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Multiple Orgasms
  • Overstimulation
  • Vaginal Sex
  • Consensual Sex
  • Established Relationship
  • Flirting
  • so so much flirting
  • Fluff
  • Domestic Fluff
  • Fluff and Smut
  • this is so fluffy
  • Soft Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • inappropriate use of Dan Heng's tail
  • AU where Dan Heng stays on the Luofu
  • Jing Yuan is shameless
  • and this is so very domestic
  • Slow Burn
  • Slow Build
  • Creampie

  Summary

  “Jing Yuan,” Dan Heng calls out to him in that same gentle tone that makes the General’s knees weak. “I love you.” He kisses the other’s lips tenderly as if Jing Yuan would shatter with just a bit more force. “And I'm here beside you.”

  (This is just incredibly fluffy, flirty, and domestic smut).

  Series

  • Part 6 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  12,769

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  238

  Bookmarks:

  33

  Hits:

  6,167

• In the Valleys of Your Shadow by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  17 Jun 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Nightmares
  • Blood and Gore
  • imagined death of the astral express and Jing Yuan
  • Idealization of death
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • suicide attempt (in a dream)
  • Body Horror
  • Established Relationship
  • AU where Dan Heng stays on the Luofu
  • brief mention of Jing Yuan having symptoms of mara
  • Hopeful Ending

  Summary

  Dan Heng's nightmares have become something so much worse.

  Series

  • Part 7 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,542

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  120

  Bookmarks:

  15

  Hits:

  1,563

• Your Lovely Heart; Here in My Kingdom by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  09 Aug 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Feng | Previous Imbibitor Lunae/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Feng | Previous Imbibitor Lunae (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Mimi | Jing Yuan's Lion (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Snowmoon (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Fluff
  • Mild Hurt/Comfort
  • very minor angst
  • Animals
  • Flashbacks
  • Established Relationship
  • Dan Heng is Mimi's best friend in the entire world
  • First half of this is with Dan Feng
  • Second half is with Dan Heng

  Summary

  Centuries may have passed, but Jing Yuan's habit of taking in animals hasn't changed at all.

  Series

  • Part 8 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,693

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  13

  Kudos:

  250

  Bookmarks:

  35

  Hits:

  2,086

• Meet Me Where the Sky Touches the Sea by Skeletons_to_Ashes

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  27 Sep 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Dan Heng/Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Dan Heng (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Fluff
  • Domestic Fluff
  • Established Relationship
  • warnings for:
  • Gender Dysphoria
  • Chronic Illness
  • Mara-Struck Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • (Very early stages of mara)
  • (so nothing too drastic but he's still having a time)
  • AU where Dan Heng stays on the Luofu
  • Trans Jing Yuan (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • I mean he's trans in this series as a whole
  • the ending of this is fluffy and sweet!
  • There is some self-harm in this
  • Nudity
  • Bathing/Washing
  • Dan Heng washes Jing Yuan's hair
  • that's pretty much the entire fic

  Summary

  Some days are good. Some days are bad. Regardless, Dan Heng remains a constant in Jing Yuan's life.

  Series

  • Part 9 of I Reach for Your Hand but it's Cold and You Pull Away Again

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,596

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  97

  Bookmarks:

  17

  Hits:

  1,268