Close My Eyes, Close My Heart

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Listing Series

• Boys: Prelude by cloudedapathy

  Fandoms: BIGBANG (Band), SHINee  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  12 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
  • Kim Kibum | Key/Lee Taemin
  • Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
  • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P.
  • Kim Kibum | Key
  • Lee Taemin (SHINee)
  • Reminiscing
  • Fluff
  • Canon Compliant
  • Out of Character

  Summary

  How Jonghyun and Seunghyun came together.

  Series

  • Part 1 of Close My Eyes, Close My Heart

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  390

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  11

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  117

• Close My Eyes, Close My Heart by orphan_account

  Fandoms: BIGBANG (Band), SHINee  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  24 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
  • Kim Kibum | Key/Lee Taemin
  • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon
  • Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P.
  • Kim Jonghyun (SHINee)
  • Kim Kibum | Key
  • Lee Taemin (SHINee)
  • Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon
  • Dong Youngbae | Taeyang
  • Kang Daesung (BIGBANG)
  • Choi Minho (SHINee)
  • Lee Jinki | Onew
  • Angst
  • liver disease
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Smoking
  • Drinking
  • Up for interpretation
  • Very Minor Alluding To Suicidal Ideation
  • Terminal Illness
  • Retired Idol AU
  • married au
  • Guilt
  • Figuring Out How to Spend Limited Time
  • Past Choi Seunghyun | T.O.P./Kwon Jiyong | G-Dragon
  • if you want to interpret it that way
  • Abandonment
  • Jonghyun is Just Perfect
  • pretty sure they call this a crack ship
  • Implied/Referenced Sex
  • poorly portrayed liver disease
  • Very Minor Alluding to an Eating Disorder
  • References to MOTTE Era

  Summary

  Seunghyun wants to toss the diagnosis in the shredder. No, better yet, he wants to burn it. Go back in time, prevent it from becoming a possibility.
  

  Series

  • Part 2 of Close My Eyes, Close My Heart

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  13,492

  Chapters:

  5/5

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  21

  Hits:

  338