All things Lohen (screw him)

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• To Be Loved Is To Be Changed (Are You Happy I’m Alive?) by Milkdudsleepyface

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Other
  • Complete Work

  18 May 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • None
  • Lohen (Genshin Impact)
  • God Remains
  • that’s a character now
  • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
  • you can’t tell but some 6 copies of him are there
  • Medical Experimentation
  • Trauma
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Starvation
  • White rooms
  • Inner Dialogue
  • But it’s like inner dialogue with something else
  • you’ll figure it out
  • Complicated Relationships
  • But there’s no romance - Freeform
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Cannibalism
  • but of yourself

  Summary

  There’s a dead god that houses itself inside of Lohen, and it feeds on him. Calls him a violent dog. Lohen doesn’t want to think he is.

  Is he?

  Series

  • Part 1 of All things Lohen (screw him)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,484

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  11

  Kudos:

  67

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  567

• Holes In His Arms by Milkdudsleepyface

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  14 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Illuga/Lohen (Genshin Impact)
  • Lohen (Genshin Impact)
  • Illuga (Genshin Impact)
  • Flins (Genshin Impact)
  • Flins isn’t there for a majority of the fic
  • Semi-graphic gore and stuff
  • not really but also yes
  • HC Lohen backstory!!
  • Lohen has god remains inside of him
  • He was also in that abandoned hospital
  • dottore segments cured his cancer
  • then gave him more
  • loser
  • Flashbacks
  • Nightmares
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • other tags that the author probably forgot to add
  • Technically a sickfic except I forgot the sick was there
  • Masochist Lohen (Genshin Impact)
  • he doesn’t want to be though
  • Inner Dialogue
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Written Before Lohen Release (Genshin Impact)

  Summary

  Lohen wakes up in the middle of the night with a bad migraine from a bad dream. Illuga is there for him though, even when Lohen doesn’t think he should be.

   

  I had a god fucking awful migraine so guess who gets to suffer :3c

  Series

  • Part 2 of All things Lohen (screw him)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,734

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  16

  Kudos:

  175

  Bookmarks:

  14

  Hits:

  1,571

• An Ancedote For The Dead Inside by Milkdudsleepyface

  Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  30 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Illuga/Lohen (Genshin Impact)
  • Minor Dahlia/Lohen
  • Lohen (Genshin Impact)
  • Kaeya (Genshin Impact)
  • Gilgamesh (God Remains) (Genshin Impact)
  • Illuga (Genshin Impact)
  • Other Character Tags to Be Added
  • Lisa (Genshin Impact)
  • Varka (Genshin Impact)
  • Diona (Genshin Impact)
  • Dahlia (Genshin Impact)
  • Theodore (Genshin Impact)
  • Mika (Genshin Impact)
  • No beta. At all.
  • Blood and Gore
  • Starvation
  • Flashbacks
  • Past Abuse
  • Past Rape/Non-con
  • Torture
  • Implied/Referenced Torture
  • Implied/Referenced Cannibalism
  • He eats himself
  • those who read the last fic know
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • Blood and Violence
  • Graphic Description
  • of a lot of stuff
  • probably not sa tho
  • Dissociation
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Author Has Never Played Call Of Duty
  • Jobs
  • i looked ts up and it gave me blowjobs
  • Dottore Original Characters
  • Indecisive Lohen
  • Canon Rewrite
  • Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con
  • Suicide Attempt
  • emotional masking
  • Lohen attempts suicide a lot
  • Temporary Character Death
  • Animal Abuse
  • poorly written sex
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • kind of not really

  Summary

  The hospital was all Lohen knew for 8 whole years of his life. But things don’t end after he escapes.

  He still has his whole life ahead of him.

  (A continuation of this thing that has become an au-series thing.)

  https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6buioIi66CfSyQd2JdXFrS?si=vclhZEdtQmOHqjdnLIOUoA&pi=VWno0pS3QFSfv

  Here’s the Spotify playlist I made ^
  Art for the cover coming out soon

  Series

  • Part 3 of All things Lohen (screw him)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  24,378

  Chapters:

  5/5

  Comments:

  48

  Kudos:

  83

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  1,713