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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    "Yeah?" Naim echoed, aroused by this. "Would you have punched me?"

    Ryan jerked back slightly, "What the fuck, Naim?"

    "Would you?" Naim asked, gripping Ryan's arm. "Just — hit me. Slap me. If you were mad enough?"

    Ryan licked his lips. Swallowed. "Dunno. Would you want me to?"

    "Kinda," Naim confessed, kissing Ryan. He reached down to grope Ryan's hardening cock. "Is that weird?"

    Sometimes, Naim needed fear. Controlled fear. Controlled discipline. It helped reel him out of the spiral of anxiety he got in. Ryan understood this. It was the most out-there comment he'd ever made, though.

     

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    Roughly five months after their escape. They're still wounded. They still love each other.

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    25 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    24 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Naim is an absolute vision in the strobing lights, glitter catching on the ridges of his cheekbones like stars. They sway to the music, not quite really dancing yet, but Naim keeps moving his head side to side, the beat moving him in a way Ryan’s not quite privy to yet. Give it time, Naim would tell him. Listen to this other playlist. You’ll get it.”

    Ryan’s never believed in the idea of providing for anyone before his relationship with Naim. Preparing to attend their first rave together changes that.

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    23 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    Maybe that's what terrifies Naim more than anything. More than the entity that wears Ryan’s face. More than the feeling of being alone. More than the knowledge that there’s something else out there— something unbelievable and otherworldly like his mom had always told him.

    None of that terrifies Naim as much as the idea that he might want this all any way. Want Ryan with him always. Want them to never be apart. Want him not because of everything, but in spite of it.

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    Post movie ending, imagining Ryan and Naim's life together now and what comes next.

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    22 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    It's been 6 months since Ryan and Naim broke up.

    OR Naim is a bartender at a gay club and spends the night avoiding what is either his ex or the entity who is DJing that night.

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    21 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    21 Jul 2026

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    Fingertips coated in wood-dust, Ryan's thumbs slid uselessly across the glass. He squinted against the burst of pain behind his eyes from the sun's reflective glare, swiping his thumb along the bottom of the screen in the general area his muscle memory dictated would give him what he wished. It took a few tries until the call accepted.

    "Hello?"

    A single ragged sob echoed over the line. 

    It's been months since either of them have seen the entity.

    After a long day, Ryan receives a call.

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    21 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 44

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    Those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good.
    Ryan has an emptiness within him that devotion feeds off of. A need for love. Little did he know, that vacuum was perfectly Naim shaped. A place for his devotion to go towards, somebody to believe in and worship. Something Holy. 

     

    or, the year after ryan and naim leave

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    20 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    Since he first met his best friend's older brother, Naim Reid has been unable to stop his eyes from following him everywhere. Only now, years later, are Ryan Whelan's eyes following him back.

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    20 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    Shortly after high school graduation, Will pretended to propose for the first time. 

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    19 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ryan’s head hasn’t stopped swimming with thoughts– he wants to say so much, and ask so many questions, even if he’s scared of the answers. More than anything, he wants to apologize profusely. But what he thinks about now is the inevitable dread of splitting up to their houses when they get back– the cold night and colder house with people who don’t speak to him before he goes to bed anymore.

    He thinks back to the mill. He doesn’t know if anything will ever be like that again.

    Plus, Naim’s gaze puts any coherent thoughts out of his head. Naim’s gaze darting to his lips, and back, and moving towards him feels like some siren call. And he's not really well equipped to deal with resisting that.

    Or: The hospital scene + the bus scene, but from Ryan’s point of view.

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    17 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 38

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    “Would body heat help, d’you think?” Ryan asked him.

    “Maybe.” Naim squinted at him. “That’s not a line, is it?”

    Or: the one where Naim has an awful period and Ryan helps him cut class

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    17 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 43

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    The town had already killed Ryan and Naim the moment they let that healer cross their threshold. A little more violence hardly mattered to them. The manner of Ryan’s devotion definitely didn’t.

    or: canon divergence where naim jumps into the fight against macca's boys to protect ryan (and gets hurt)

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    17 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Selected text messages from the phones of Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, circa 2020-2021.

     
    Troy Barrett: I’m planning to drive up to Toronto to finish packing up my apartment on Saturday, and I was wondering if you’d want to grab dinner after your game while we’re both in town?
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    Jane: …did you tell Barrett about us?
    Lily: no i promise
    Lily: he maybe thinks it is possible, but i did not tell
    Jane: I don’t think he has any idea
    Lily: what makes you say this
    Jane: Just a hunch

     
    Or: Troy asks for Shane’s number, and Ilya gives it to him. What could go wrong? Or maybe more importantly, what could go right?

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    12 Jul 2026

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    12 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    There was a lot about his life that Ryan hadn’t been entirely honest about when it came to his parents. One time, when he was eleven, the pocket money he had leftover at the end of the week hadn’t been enough to cover the chocolate bar he wanted, so he’d waited for the cashier to go help a customer, stuffed the chocolate in his pocket, left the small change he did have on the counter and ran.

    When he started high school, he’d made friends with Hunter.

     

    An insight into Ryan's POV taking place between the healing ceremony and Ryan leaving Naim in the store.

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    12 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Maybe he just doesn’t want to be found.”

    “Or maybe he’s dead, Isla.”

    Her voice wavers. “No. I don’t believe that, dad.”

    She can’t believe it. She won’t. She would know.

    If Ryan is dead, Isla would know. She’s his big sister. She was there when he was born, five years old and beaming down at her little brother, pink and screaming, swathed in a blanket, already knowing she’d do anything for him.

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    12 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 33

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    This was Ryan’s first mistake—letting a curse that was permanently imprinted into his mind slip away from his consciousness when he heard a whisper telling him he was capable of finally living, in love and in freedom. His second mistake was letting a boy fill his mind so incessantly that he no longer had any room for fear. Although fear was the match to gasoline that created this torture, it was how they remembered to survive. Ensuring Naim’s survival was so integral to Ryan’s life that he seemed to forget he was surviving too.

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    Ryan and Naim navigate surviving with the curse, two years post canon.

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    11 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    "I just..." Ryan shook his head, his voice rising again. "I just want some fucking space."

    Naim stopped where he was.

    "From this." Ryan gestured helplessly between them. "From everything."

    His eyes squeezed shut before he looked back at Naim.

    "...From you."

    Ryan and Naim arrive in Toronto with nothing but the clothes on their backs and barely eight hundred dollars to their names. After everything they’ve survived, none of it seems to matter, as long as they have each other.

    But starting over isn’t as simple as they imagined. As the weight of the real world begins to settle in, they’re forced to wonder if love alone is enough.

    And worse still… 'It' never stopped following them.

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    10 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 35

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    Naim: *nags over whatever*
    Ryan: ur so pretty haha

    or a social media au where ryanaim are (not so) childhood friends.

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    10 Jul 2026

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