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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    “That’s exactly the problem!” Ena exclaims. “I’m treating you like you're a regular girl, but you’re not!”

    Mizuki’s previous cold dread is overtaken by freezing horror, her body suddenly feeling as if it was dunked in ice.

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    The Niigo polycule want to become more intimate with each other. Mizuki doesn't have a problem with this, except for the fact that she's... part of that polycule, and that it's hard to ignore her trans-ness in that context.

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    It has been about a month since Mizuki and Ena's first anniversary, and Ena is now starting day classes.

    It is her first day, and she knows that Mizuki will not be there that day. She'll still meet Mizuki's friends and integrate herself in her girlfriend's classes, overall having a great day!

    Even if her family is strange.

    However, everything is fine! because she has a girlfriend that loves her and makes gifts and writes letters.

    and there is nothing gnawing at her stomach or bothering her friends

    and N25 totally didn't split up!!!

    totally!!!!!

     

    (for all my og readers, i decided to write a chapter 2 containing context on the days before The Incident and why Ena is the way she is in chapter 1 :) to everyone whos read chapter 1, thank you. chapter 2 is for you guys. )

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    24 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    “Amia,” Ena said, her voice suddenly clear and decisive.
    “Hm?”
    “Let me draw you.”
    The silence on Mizuki’s end was absolute. For a full three seconds, even the background rustle of them fidgeting stopped. Ena could practically feel the stunned surprise radiating through the internet connection.
    “Not just a quick sketch,” Ena continued, the idea solidifying as she spoke. “A real portrait. Proper sessions, with lighting and everything. I want to try… I want to try and draw all those layers.”
    “O-Oh? Enanan wants to stare at me for hours on end? How forward of you~!”

    For Mizuki, fashion is the easiest way to speak without words. For Ena, art is the only way to capture the truth she sees. So when Ena decides to paint Mizuki's portrait, hoping to understand all the layers behind her smile, Mizuki responds in the only way she knows how: by secretly crafting a custom outfit, weaving her own unspoken feelings into every stitch.


    A story about creating something beautiful for someone you love, and finding the courage to give it to them.


    Edited on March 4th 2026. Originally written on November 8th 2025.

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    23 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    Back to square one, Ena thinks bitterly. She truly has not missed the times when Mizuki would act like a skittish animal around whom Ena had to walk on eggshells in fear it would bolt, never to be seen again. This isn’t the same, not really, but it’s close enough to make Ena uncomfortable. To be fair to Mizuki, she had warned Ena, that time in the alley. She had said something along the lines of, “I might get scared again, so what’s the point?”
    Well, Ena had been willing to cross that bridge once they came to it, and now here they are. And Ena isn’t letting go. If Mizuki’s scared, Ena will slay her monsters. If Mizuki wants to run, Ena will chase her.
    She nods to herself, and picks up her phone.

    (or: how I just wanted to write a little spicy fic for my tumblr moots and followers and ended up with a 30k+ character analysis full of fluff and light angst and only incidentally smutty. ack. send help)

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    21 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    ena's gone, and mizuki knows she will not get her back.

    grappling with life and death, she holds onto the hope that ena will finally text them. even if it's a reaction or an insult.

    there isn't enough hope in the world to save her.

     
    tw. self harm, suicidal ideations, unhealthy relationship values.

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    21 Jul 2026