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In 2020, Erling meets a young and shy Jude Bellingham. Over the years and the changing trends, their relationship evolves in ways that neither of them imagined.
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25 Jul 2026
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“I haven’t had my first kiss, either.”
“What?!” Jude shouts at him, even though he’s only a foot away on the couch.
Or, a younger Jude and Erling, drunk in his apartment in Dortmund, explore their feelings when Jude teaches Erling how to kiss.
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24 Jul 2026
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'“Kaiser,” he starts to say, “I’m sorry if I’m overstepping, but are you really okay?”
And he’s not sure, even afterwards, what it is that makes this his breaking point.
Whether it’s the fact that he’s so far away from home, feeling like he’s unmoored himself from reality in this surreal, unfamiliar place, or whether he’s just so tired, so defenceless without the fire burning through him and its fumes obscuring the things he does not want to handle.
He’s not sure, if it’s because Isagi is the farthest thing from a friend or the closest thing he has to familiarity right now, but he hears himself say, “My father died,” out loud, for the first time since he got the news.'
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sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you have been ruined - ocean vuong
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23 Jul 2026
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A newspaper outs Jude. Erling punches a reporter.
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21 Jul 2026
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“I want to help you.”
He reaches upward, pinching the waistband of Jude’s maroon boxers and slowly pulling them down, waiting for the younger man to disapprove, waiting for him to storm out of here and never speak to him again. He finds his own actions becoming uncontrollable, both of their dense scents swirling in the air, and it’s suddenly suffocatingly addictive to bathe in Jude’s pheromones.
Jude goes into heat before a game, and who is Haaland if not a good friend.
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21 Jul 2026