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    Phil stays quiet, his lips pressed together, until they’re all sat in their living room, Dan next to Phil on the sofa with far more space between them than they usually have, looking around helplessly.

    “Just what exactly do you remember?” he asks Dan.

    “Uh,” makes Dan. “I know my name is Dan. They told me.”

    Dan has a ski accident and loses his memory. Phil can't do anything but offer him a home - Dan finds that said home is quite obscure.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    The first time Shen Qingqiu feels it, he thinks he’s experiencing some sort of minor qi deviation.


    “Shizun,” Luo Binghe asks quietly. “Are you okay?”

    “Am I not allowed to look at my husband?” Shen Qingqiu asks, doing his best not to get snippy. After all he’s a Peak Lord, a powerful cultivator, a man that has cheated death. There’s no reason for him to act like a needy spouse. 

    “My lord,” the servant leans down again with their voice practically purring as they refill a cup that’s only a quarter empty. It catches Luo Binghe’s attention, interrupting the beaming look he had been about to shoot towards Shen Qingqiu. 

    Despite the fact that Luo Binghe looks more bemused than entranced, Shen Qingqiu feels the porcelain cup in his own hand crack.

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    20 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Dan can’t get Phil’s suggestion that he try puppy play out of his head- so he caves, despite his reservations. In the process, he ends up healing a part of himself that was broken long ago, and learns it’s okay to want to be taken care of.

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    “I want to paint my nails,” he blurts out.

    He says it without thinking. It doesn’t really make any sense, not in general and certainly not as a response to violent hatred going viral. But when he’s finished saying it, he doesn’t wonder why he said it. He wonders, instead, why he never fought back against any of the kids who made his life hell when he was in school.

    Maybe things could have been different.

    Maybe things could still be different.

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    or: Dan announces that he wants to paint his nails. Phil helps him follow through.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    It starts simply—with the interlocking of pinkies.

    Phil’s remaining fingers curl against his palm as chapped lips meet the soft skin of his closed fist.

    Dan remembers it vividly. He remembers how hard his heart was beating, the uneasy flip of his stomach, and the whispered promise that it didn't have to mean anything—they were young and horny and and and Phil's lips were on his. And Dan doesn't remember much after that.

    Or: Dan and Phil have these rituals they do.

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    03 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 48

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    Dan had always hunched and folded inwards, masking his height because he never felt six foot three. He only occupied about four inches somewhere in his small intestine, and all the other flesh and bone felt superfluous. His therapist recommended exercise, his doctor prescribed physiotherapy, and in the process, he found himself. And, to his eternal delight, discovered he could pick up Phil, and even squat with him.

    Based on the latest phodcast episode in which Dan dropped the sickest bespoke fic prompt: "sometimes I do Phil squats and he hates it."

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    28 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    when phil feels lonely about not being able to join dan on tour in australia, he has a “dream” that cheers him up.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    01 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 66

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    The inherent homoeroticism of Sharing a Bed

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    08 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 75

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    Martyn rolls his eyes. "You told me you were gay when you were fifteen. And then you met Dan and I like Dan, I obviously do, I've known him for ten bloody—but if you were my little sister instead of my younger brother, and you were with some man who says, ’oh, I love you but it has to be a secret—‘'"

    Or: Four times Phil confronts the reality of living with the secret of his and Dan's relationship, and one time Dan confronts it with him.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    "Do you remember how-" Dan began, then sighed softly, tucking his face away more in Phil's body so the next words that followed were muffled. "How we ehm - well, before I said we should like, just see what- what we both feel like doing, when I'm at uni,"

    "I remember, yeah," Phil answered instead, maybe succeeding at that neutral tone a little bit better. Not leading, not expecting, but equally not rejecting or feeling put out about it.

    Dan cleared his throat, his fingers fidgeting.

    "What if I hadn't said that? What do you think we might be doing?" Dan asked quietly.

    Light rain hit the window of the sliding door. The wind picked up just slightly.

    Maybe the universe wanted some sort of resolution too.

    or the one where phil makes dan's bad day just a little bit better

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    02 Nov 2025

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    Phil ^_^ (5:31 PM)
    Dan?

    danisNOTonfire xD i swear im really not. come check. (5:31 PM)
    yeah?

    Phil ^_^ (5:32 PM)
    I think I'm in love with you
    I just
    I can't wait to meet you
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    Skype conversations between Dan and Phil, leading up to their first meeting. 2009!Phan. Prepare for fluff.

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    25 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    Dan wants all of Phil all to himself, and Phil reciprocates wholeheartedly. While Dan feels an urgency to make sure Phil wants him forever, Phil is able to confidently enjoy the moment.
    Set right after the two first meet, PINOF 1 era.

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    15 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 87

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    Phil swears it started as a joke. The lace in his cart says otherwise.

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    17 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 14

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    february, 2010 - dan visits phil after coming home from his family holiday in india

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Phil laughed under his breath, soft and a little pink, then set his mug on the desk and leaned in just close enough for Dan to catch the faint brush of his shoulder. “Maybe I should just embrace it. Sit pretty, let you play man of the house.”

    Dan looked up at him, dark amusement flickering in his eyes. “Phil, you already do.”

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    29 Aug 2025

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    Dan and Phil have been together for seven years. Their love used to feel so soft and sweet, but now all they seem to do is fight. The insults are getting worse and it's starting to get physical. They both hate it, until they realise they love it.

    Some pretty intense Phan porn where Dan's never told Phil he's a sadomasochist and Phil had no idea he wanted to hurt Dan like this.

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    20 Aug 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 9

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    The first touch was accidental, skin grazing skin. Just the barest slip of Phil’s knuckle against his. Dan’s chest pulled tight. He almost laughed—fifteen years and his body still betrayed him like he was a teenager in love for the first time.

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    18 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 10

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    Dan bought a jar of raw honey from the neighbors and Phil makes good use of it while Dan is wearing his Winnie-the-Pooh onesie.

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    03 Aug 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 66

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    Phil is a little nervous about his first time with Dan. Dan is too, but it's hard not to be nervous when they care this much.

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    26 Jul 2025

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