Actually_Icarus
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Everyone Merlin loves die. He couldn't stop it. Nothing could stop it. And it broke him.
The day Arthur had died was the day that Merlin realized he never would.
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For one glorious moment, everything is perfect and right in the world. And all too soon, that moment ends.
Or: Merlin has been waiting centuries for Arthur's great return, and while you probably can't even remember yesterday's breakfast, how can anyone expect Merlin to remember the centuries of his life?
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The last time Dennis had a conversation with Robby before the day they tumbled down a bridge together was a little over a year ago. It was minutes before dawn. The hallway light was just bright enough to illuminate the horror in the older man’s eyes.
“I’m sorry,” he said to Dennis, choking on the words and rubbing a palm over his eyes. His chest was heaving with breaths as if he'd just witnessed the end of the world instead of holding Dennis naked in his arms.
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Or;
A year after a drunk hook-up with his attending at the end of his rotation, Dennis is back to the Pitt as a resident.
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01 Feb 2026
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Merlin felt it rush past him, and then Arthur was on the ground, clawing at his throat as he gasped for air.
In the blink of an eye, Merlin’s magic tore through Sigan’s spell. Coughing, Arthur doubled over, only just catching himself on his hands, while Merlin wrestled his magic back under control.
Withstanding the urge to rush to Arthur’s side, Merlin glared at Sigan. “You will not harm him.”Ever since he defeated Nimueh, Merlin's magic is getting harder and harder to keep in check; especially when it comes to protecting Arthur. After his magic is revealed during Sigan's attack on Camelot, things are beyond tense between the two of them — and as the tension grows, Merlin's control is slipping.
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Art by Rhiadan, words by Zaharya- Language:
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04 Jan 2026
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Just Far Enough by TheSopherfly for Blood_Red_Ruby1983
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
09 Jan 2017
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Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.
Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.
He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough.
((Prompt fill for Blood_Red_Ruby1983 who asked for Angsty Tony. Set a year after CACW. Eventual Tony/Bucky/Steve.))
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24 Dec 2025
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sugar and spice and all things nice by deathsweetqueen
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
17 Feb 2019
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“I don’t like this,” Steve mutters to him, as he shifts awkwardly on his feet in the lounge of Tony Stark’s absurdly large Malibu mansion.
Bucky sighs and resists the urge to roll his eyes. This isn’t the first time (and it certainly won’t be the last) that Steve has expressed that very sentiment, and while Bucky also recognises the futility and drawbacks to this particular job, it’s a job, it’s their job and it puts money in their bank account, which is something that Bucky won’t turn his back on.
“I just don’t understand why someone like Tony Stark needs a bodyguard,” Steve complains, quietly. “Some spoilt little rich boy, so full of himself that he thinks the whole world is out to get him?”
“Shut up, or you’re going to get us fired,” Bucky hisses.
Steve shakes his head. “All I’m saying is that I don’t want to have to spend the foreseeable future looking after some dolled-up, greedy prep school reject.”
Or, alternatively, five times that Tony Stark surprised Steve and Bucky, and one time they didn’t really care.
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11 Dec 2025
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Mind & Hand by orphan_account
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
20 Nov 2018
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When Tony lays down to sleep at night, he imagines someone’s arms around him.
Most of the time he doesn’t let himself acknowledge that “someone" has a name, has a face. Even though he’s all alone in his apartment, it’s too embarrassing to curl up on his side, hug the pillow, and admit that he’s so goddamn pathetic he can’t fall asleep without the comforting idea of blue eyes and rumpled t-shirts and broad shoulders caging him in.
[or: college!!!]
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11 Dec 2025