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    How did he let this happen?

    Shane's not sure.

    One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...

    Well.

    Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.

     

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    Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    "Shane moans loudly as he wraps his arms around Rozanov’s shoulders and pulls him closer. And yup, that’s Shane’s dick hardening again where it’s pressed against Rozanov’s hip. He’s not sure he even got fully soft to begin with. And Rozanov’s not far behind. Oh god, will Shane get to suck him again?

    He’s about to get back on his knees when he hears loud banging at the door.

    Fuck.

    Fuck fuck fuck.

    Shane’s life is over.

    What the ever-living fuck was he thinking?

    Why in the name of fuck did he think for a moment that this was something he gets to have?

    Fucking stupid is what he is.

    He hasn’t even played one game in the NHL yet and he’s already about to be kicked out.

    Reckless. He should have known better. He had known better. And yet, here he is, caught fully erect in the shower with his fucking rival.

    Rozanov yells something in Russian, but Shane can barely hear it over the wool in his ears.

    His mom’s going to be so disappointed. They had plans. Big plans. He was going to be a Voyageur! He got drafted today.

    “Hollander.” Rozanov’s voice is sharp enough to pierce through Shane’s panic, especially when he grabs onto Shane’s jaw and moves his head until their eyes meet. Rozanov’s eyes are wide with fear as well, but his voice is steady and his expression is weirdly calm.

    When he takes a deep breath, Shane finds himself copying the action on instinct.

    “I keep you safe.” Rozanov vows quietly. “Promise.”

    Shane blinks. Then blinks again. After a long moment, he nods. He’s not sure why he trusts Rozanov. He probably shouldn’t. This has ‘bad idea’ written all over it. But it’s not exactly like he has any bright ideas of his own right now, so when Rozanov takes his hand and leads him out of the shower, Shane goes easily.

    Rozanov parks him just behind the open door, so that even if people look into the bathroom, it will appear empty.

    “Be quiet.” Rozanov instructs softly. “I come back.”

    Shane nods again. He watches wordlessly as Rozanov shuts off the shower and wraps a towel around his waist.

    Before he leaves the bathroom, Rozanov stops for a moment in front of Shane. He kisses Shane’s hair in a gesture that should feel condescending but all Shane registers from it is warmth and reassurance. When he pulls back, Rozanov brings a finger over his lips as if to say ‘shush’.

    Shane shoves his arm into his mouth and bites into it to muffle any involuntary sounds.

    “Good.” Rozanov whispers.

    And then he’s gone.

    Shane doesn’t as much as breathe as he hears the room door open and Rozanov greet however’s at the other side."

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    26 May 2026

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    "At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?"

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    ESPN: Shane Hollander To the Ottawa Centaurs after Tumultuous End to Montreal Metros Career

    @CentaursGirlie1995: obviously i feel very badly for shane but my beautiful failson of a team getting the two best players because of homophobia is perhaps the only good thing homophobia has ever done

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told by everyone else in the world.

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    09 May 2026

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    @rajskatez: crowell truly is a moron why did he even agree to that interview lmaoooo humiliation ritual speedrun

    @marquishamiltion99: racism isn’t real if youve won a gold medal follks ya heard it here first

    @ilyarozanov81: Shane does not get enough credit for being deeply romantic man. He proposed to me after near-death experience. He told the Comissoner of the MLH to fuck off for me and then publicly ruined man’s career as a bonus. All very romantic.

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    Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
    That sounds… serious.
    “The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”

    Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.

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    02 May 2026

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    🥰

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    cens and censibility @ottawagirly
    is there a reason why 8 million different hockey players have decided to post pics of themselves kissing each other with tongue or????????

    Or, Hayden Pike is freaking out after accidentally posting a video of Shane and Ilya making out on his fanmail. Luckily, he has a groupchat of hockey players determined to help them play it off. The internet is mostly just confused?

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    17 Apr 2026

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    😂🤣😂

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    "Shane is suddenly hit with a wave of nausea accompanied by a sense that maybe this is way too much to spring on a guy who probably isn't even his boyfriend. Oh my god, Shane actually is insane, and if Ilya hasn't realized it yet, this will be the thing that sends him running for the hills. They're not even boyfriends and here Shane is, proposing immediate marriage. Jesus fucking Christ. Ilya will run naked outside, throw himself off the dock, and swim across the lake just to get away from him. Or, maybe he will throw on some clothes, steal Shane’s jeep, and drive straight to the airport to get a one-way ticket for the soonest flight to Boston. Maybe Ilya will–

    Shane takes in a deep breath. “Actually, on second thought, we don’t have to look at this if you don’t want to.” He tries to keep his voice even, but it shakes anyways.

    “You were up all night making this for me,” he says, rolling his eyes good-naturedly. “Of course I will listen.” Ilya leans over Shane so he can press “present” on the iPad screen himself.

    Ilya looks at him so expectantly and so, so softly as Shane flickers his eyes between the beautiful man about to book it out of his home and life forever and the “OPERATION O CANADA (WORKING TITLE) by Shane Hollander” blown up on the screen. Somehow, Ilya’s expectant look encourages him to tap on the next slide.

    At this point, he might as well show Ilya how insane he is so Ilya at least has a chance to escape before they keep this, whatever it is, going any longer.

    Slides 2 and 3 go normally, with Ilya humming along to Shane’s summary of their current predicament and goals (concrete goals: Ilya has non-Russian citizenship [preferably Canada] as soon as possible, They can comfortably be a couple with less distance between them, change the narrative of their relationship so it doesn't feel like a bomb blowing up when they finally go public [or, god forbid, if something goes terribly wrong and they are outed])

    (Abstract goals: peace of mind, safety, stability, a chance at happiness for the rest of their lives)

    Ilya smiles at that part. Shane is glad he kept it in.

    Slide 4 is where Shane starts to panic again.

    “Please don't freak out at this next slide. Just let me explain. The next one introduces the idea, and the ones after explain the reasoning and…” Shane babbles, refusing to tap “next”

    “Shane,” Ilya interrupts, nudging Shane’s side with his elbow. “It’s okay. Show me the idea.” Shane, stupidly, clicks.

     

    Canva Presentation on Spousal Sponsorship in Canada, bullet pointed with a link to the source

     

    Ilya stands up, staring at the screen. The duvet stays on the couch with Shane still wrapped in it, leaving Ilya standing up completely naked. This is it, Shane realizes. He is going to bolt. This really was too much.

    “There are other options, if this is too much,” Shane breathes out in a frantic rush. “I just…this feels more secure? But seriously, there are so many other options. Mountains of options that don’t involve us getting married right now.” Shane knows he is babbling. He’s stupid as fuck for putting this as slide 4 instead of easing Ilya in with less nuclear options. What on earth was Shane-at-2am thinking?

    Ilya turns around and Shane braces for impact.

    “YES,” Ilya booms. He raises his arms above his head like he is cheering for a particularly impressive goal during a game.

    “Huh?”

    “I am saying yes, Shane,” Ilya says. Behind the roar of blood in his ears that is making everything muffled and causing Shane to feel a little light-headed, he faintly registers that Ilya just got proposed to while stark naked, and he doesn’t seem to care.

    “To…”

    “Spousal sponsor, marriage, this,” Ilya says, waving his hand around and gesturing at nothing? Everything? “Yes.”

    “Ilya, I haven’t even gotten to the slide that explains why–”

    "Answer is yes,” Ilya reiterates. “I will read explanation slide later. Right now, I will suck your dick, and then we will eat breakfast, and you will explain everything in lots of detail.” Before Shane can even respond, Ilya basically launches himself at Shane."

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    " “Mr. Rozanov, this is a media Q&A—”

    Ilya ignores her completely.

    “Shane Hollander,” Ilya says. “Question from back row.”

    A bewildered laugh escapes from somewhere near the CNN Sports camera crew. Someone whispers, What is he doing?

    “Question is this,” Ilya begins. His voice carries effortlessly across the room. Every camera points at him, but his gaze never leaves Shane’s face. Shane, who has been sitting perfectly still for the better part of twenty minutes and is currently doing a rather impressive impression of someone who is not terrified.

    "Given that you are most annoyingly disciplined, impossibly stubborn, maddeningly perfect hockey player I have met in my life—"

    A breathless, thoroughly scandalized laugh ripples through the sea of journalists. Ilya steamrolls right over it.

    "—for fifteen years, I have had great misfortune of playing against you while being completely, pathetically in love with you—"

    The laughter evaporates, and the overhead vents suddenly sounds like a jet engine. A single camera shutter clicks. Then another. Then a localized avalanche of them. But nobody speaks. Nobody even seems to be breathing.

    Ilya stares at him, his hazel eyes meltingly soft with a devotion he no longer tries to hide.

    "—and because you are bravest man I know," he murmurs. "And that you gave me daughter, and that you carried her in your body, and that you have been hiding most extraordinary thing about yourself because coward told you world would not understand—"

    Shane swallows, but the lump in his throat refuses to budge. The heat behind his eyes pools, heavy and trembling.

    "—my question for you, Shane Hollander, is this."

    Slowly, Ilya's mouth tips up at the corner into half a smile. "How long you going to make me wait? How long before you admit, in front of all these nice people, that you are my mate? And that I am yours? And that this was never, ever just rivalry, Hollander.“

    Shane can’t stop the broken, deliriously happy smile that takes him over. He presses the heels of his hands to his eyes, smearing tears haphazardly across his freckles. He shakes his head. And then he is leaning across the two feet of heavily branded plastic table separating them, wrapping his hand securely around the nape of Ilya's neck, and kissing him.

    The room practically explodes.

    Seriously. There are shouted questions, and the relentless, machine-gun staccato of shutters firing at warp speed. To their left, the team’s PR rep drops her phone with a clatter. A photographer leaps up so fast his folding chair tips backward. Somewhere in the churning chaos, Dave mutters, "Well. Guess that answers my question.""

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    "When Ilya looks back to his boyfriend, Shane has shaken off his dazedness in favor of confusion. His eyes travel between Ilya’s face and the Stanley Cup, as if a new clue will reveal itself.

    Ilya doesn’t make him wait long.

    He drops to one knee and tilts the bowl of the Cup in Shane’s direction. Sees the moment his eyes catch on the velvet box at the bottom and fly wide. As one, the Raiders start drumming their sticks on the ice. A sequence of rhythmic tapping that drowns out the noise of the rapidly quieting crowd.

    “Shane Hollander,” Ilya says. Like a puppet on a string, Shane’s gaze drags itself up to Ilya’s face. “Four years ago, we agreed to make this thing work. It was hard and it was scary. Our plans changed and changed again. But I have never regretted a single moment. Not from the first time I shook your hand outside a rink in Saskatchewan.”

    Ilya blinks furiously, wills the tears to hold off for just a little longer. “I have loved you for so long that I can’t remember what it was like not to. I don’t want to remember. I want to keep loving you for the rest of our lives.” Ilya puts his entire heart into his eyes, hopes Shane understands. “Shane Hollander,” Ilya repeats. Then: “Will you marry me, dorogoy?”

    Shane’s mouth opens in a gasp. Ilya can’t hear it though, over the pounding of his heart and the smack of the sticks. Ilya can see the tremble in Shane’s hands as he reaches into the Stanley Cup for the velvet box. He flips the lid, and Ilya knows what’s there. A simple gold band, with the engraving in Russian, Я выбираю тебя.

    Shane removes the ring carefully. Meets Ilya’s eyes as he slides it onto his left ring finger. It fits perfectly. Svetlana’s advice about the string while he slept clearly paid off.

    “Yes,” Shane says. Then louder, “Yes, you absolute fucking lunatic. Put the Cup down and kiss me.”

    Ilya practically throws the Cup to the side. Shane doesn’t let him get very far. He tackles Ilya, taking them both down to the ice in aggressive exuberance that Ilya so rarely sees from him. The Raiders cheer, louder, even, than when they won the Cup. TD Garden goes fucking wild. Ilya doesn’t notice any of it. Not when Shane’s kissing him like he’s the air he needs to breathe. Not when both of their faces are wet, and Ilya doesn’t care who’s responsible. Not when Ilya has never been this perfectly, incandescently happy before.

    “I love you,” Shane gasps between kisses, “Ya tebya lyublyu.”

    “I love you too. I love you,” Ilya murmurs in response.

    When Shane finally leans back, his eyes are bright with the tears he so rarely sheds. He looks so beautiful. “Promise me this wasn’t just about one-upping Scott Hunter?” he asks wetly.

    Ilya kisses the tip of his nose. “Of course not,” he says, very seriously. “Is also about Canadian citizenship. Much easier when we are married.”

    “You fucking asshole,” Shane laughs.

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “Your asshole.” Then, tentative, he adds, “This seemed right, for us. Hockey is where we started. Hockey is best gift I can give you. Was it okay?”

    Shane stares at him. There’s that look again, like Ilya is the biggest idiot he’s ever encountered. “Okay?” Shane demands. “Ilya, baby. This was Perfect.” Shane smirks, a surprisingly smug expression stealing across his face. “Besides, no one’s been proposed to with the Cup before. There’s no beating that, ever.”"

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    “Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”

    “The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.

    Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?

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    24 Mar 2026

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    🤣🤣🤣

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    Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.

    ** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **

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    13 Mar 2026

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    "Shane takes a deep breath in through his nose and shoulders past a couple more people, ignoring their offended gasps when he wrinkles their thousand dollar suits in order to get past them. He comes up to stand beside Ilya, the man turning to him baffled, and shakily grabs the microphone from the stand.

     

    “Uh- I, uh, I’m Shane Hollander. Ilya’s… partner. I want to be the one to thank everyone for coming.” He looks out, noticing just how many people are now staring at him. He has had so many nightmares that start off this way. “Ilya hit the ground running to take over this business, left his life behind to come and learn a brand new language, learn a whole new world. He talks the world of you guys, and I think everyone should take a moment to consider just how lucky they are to have a boss- to have a man like Ilya Rozanov in their life.”

     

    The room goes silent, everyone’s snickering coming to a stop. He can feel Ilya staring into his soul from his side. "

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    Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

    (or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)

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    07 Mar 2026

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    🥹
    "Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.

     

    Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured, and angry, and frustrated, and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.

     

    Maybe Ilya made a noise. Maybe Shane could hear the frantic, guilty hammering of Ilya’s heart against his ribs. Shane’s eyes snapped open, and he looked up.

     

    Ilya saw it then, fully. The defeat. It drowned the warm brown of Shane’s eyes, turning them liquid and lost. They were still so beautiful, always so fucking beautiful to Ilya, but now they were pools of a sadness so profound it felt like a physical blow. Shane Hollander. The most talented, hard-working, infuriatingly sweet man Ilya had ever known. The man who gave everything, on the ice and off, with a heartbreaking honesty. He was standing here, defeated, because of Ilya. Because Ilya was too much of a coward to properly cut him off and too much of a selfish bastard to properly embrace him. He’d offered this twisted, hidden middle ground, and it had broken something in Shane."

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    Four times people assume Shane is lying about his husband.
    And one time they’re proven wrong.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    One of my fav tropes🥰

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    Pummel: Fuck Jane

    St-Simon: nah…

    St-Simon: i dont think shes done anything wrong…

    Pummel: youre right

    Pummel: Sorry Jane

    Pummel: FUCK ROZANOV

    Varkov: FUCK ROZANOV

    Connors: Hey guys did you see this article about Rose Landry and Shane Hollander?

    Carmichael: Bad timing, man.

    Connors: Oh

    Connors: Give me a second to read back.

    Connors: Oh….

    Connors: FUCK ROZANOV

    [Or, how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for]

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    27 Feb 2026

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    🤣

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    "He lunges forward, punches Drapeau three times in rapid succession until he hears something crack. A hand reaches out as if to pull him back, but it’s not necessary.

    Shane’s already retreating. He knows how to get a job done efficiently.

    Someone says holy shit and someone else says his name and someone who’s probably Drapeau says “ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME” and someone who’s definitely Hayden is talking down a security guard. Shane ignores them all, distracted by the familiar string of Russian coming from his right.

    Shane looks up at Ilya, suddenly shy, and finds his husband staring down with his pupils blown wide, mouth agape, the same look he gets before he—

    Ilya lunges forward and kisses him. He places both hands on either side of his face and sticks his tongue down Shane’s throat like he’s searching for God there."

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Traumatic fix it/ come out ☠️😭🥹❤️

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    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.

    Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    "I still do not fully understand why we protected ourselves from one kind of pain only to condemn ourselves to another." [C10]

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    09 Feb 2026

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    🤣

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    07 Feb 2026

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    💕💕💕💕💕💕

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    Karn meets a cute little twink who needs some help getting over his childhood crush. Luckily, Karn is always willing to lend a hand to such a noble cause.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    🔥

  20. Public Bookmark 89

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    ray didn't expect to fall head over heels in love. but he absolutely had

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    25 Sep 2025

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    🍯🫠

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