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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ronan only sleeps when Adam is around because he loves Adam. Adam only sleeps when Ronan is around because he's used to it. Ronan's biggest fear is messing up the fragile thing between them, until his dreams turn out to be more real than he ever could have imagined.

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    Adam comes onto Ronan in a dream, which leads to a shameful half confession and REAL Adam decides to fix the problem. NSFW.

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    23 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    "You ever rode a bike?" Ronan shook his head no at the same time he put the helmet on. "Great. Be good for me," he said before Ronan could lower the screen of the helmet, "and maybe I'll teach you to ride."

    His smile made it obvious he wasn't referring to the Harley.

    or: it's the 1970s and ronan is tired of waiting.

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    11 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    Best friends Adam and Ronan are prepared to share a hotel room for three nights at the Sargent-Gansey destination wedding.

    What they’re not prepared for? Only one bed.

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    28 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “Say it,” Adam demands. “Say I can kill you.”

    “You can kill me,” Ronan says.

    Adam eases up with his knife. A drop of blood beads at the swell of Ronan’s throat, just above the jut of cartilage which shares Adam’s name. Adam kisses away the blood, and then he kisses his way up to Ronan’s lips.

    He whispers there, “Good.”

    or a hunger games au

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    26 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    “I thought you were supposed to be the hot mess,” Adam said, half a whisper. “Not me.”

    “Nah,” Ronan said. “Tamquam alter idem, baby, remember? We match.”

    or the adam parrish crash out fic

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    24 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 24

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    Bryde: Ah, summertime. The sun is high, the trees are blossoming, a gentle breeze carries the soft scent of saltwater through the air…and instead of enjoying all that, you’re inside watching television.

    Well, you’ve asked for it. A new crop of try-hards are vying for a fresh chance at love, lust, and fifty thousand in cash…or maybe just that sweet, sweet advertising deal once they’ve inevitably been dumped for the latest bombshell with an eight-pack. Because isn’t that the way it always goes in this corporate capitalist hellscape we live in? We used to be able to see the stars when we told stories around the campfire.

    Things are about to get messy.

    Welcome…to Love Island!

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    29 Mar 2026

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    In which Neil and Andrew break up, and Neil falls into Kevin’s bed. Things only get more complicated from there.

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    13 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Declan—clearly getting the message, but choosing, like the fucker he was, to ignore it—leveled a look at him and asked point-blank, "Then what's bothering you?"

    Ronan did not reply; silence was never a wrong answer.

    Besides, what the hell was he supposed to say to that? 

    Yeah, man, everything's fine. I'm just nervous 'cause I'm gonna ask my boyfriend to rail me for the first time tonight, no biggie.

    Hard pass.

    [takes place between chapters 6 and 7 of "The Two of Idiots"]

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    05 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 9

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    Adam shifts his weight so that he's pressed against Ronan's ass, fingers steadily moving inside him, and lifts one of Ronan's hands off his back to kiss his palm.
    "That's my move," Ronan says breathily, but Adam just kisses each finger and the back of his hand, too. He goes lower to kiss the inside of Ronan's wrist, and his tongue darts out to lick a wet, warm trail over his scars.
    Ronan feels his heart thump hard as though it's somewhere outside himself. It's almost like when he comes back from dreaming, hovering above himself and detached from the world, until Adam's fingers slam inside him to bring him back and he lets out a shaky moan.
    Adam's teeth graze the edge of a raised slice and Ronan's hips jerk up instinctively. Adam huffs and firmly pins him down with a knee over his thigh. "Stay still," he says gently, but Ronan hears the order underneath. "You're being good for me."

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    02 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Come catch up.” Sam says, but Andrew doesn’t take the blunt that Sam holds out. Instead, he slides onto Sam’s lap, hands fisting into the tank Sam’s wearing. Sam shrugs and sucks at the end, looking at Andrew. Studying his face.

    -- Shotgunning smoke. Football. Sex. Sometimes, the night really is just that simple.

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    27 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 26

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    Andrew just wants.

    He was afraid he wouldn’t remember how to without Eddie. All of Andrew’s wanting was always so intrinsically tied up in the pathways of Eddie’s veins, seemingly born and cradled in Eddie’s blood, held within him so tightly, Andrew thought it would die right along with him.

    It didn’t.

    Oh, how it didn’t.

    It burns brightly in him for Sam Halse, his want. It flows through him easier than anything, more intoxicating than any drug.

    or, after the ending of summer sons andrew and sam figure some things out and fuck nasty about it

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    24 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    Adam and Ronan have officially met. Now they just have to figure out how to navigate a relationship while dealing with that whole "living and existing while being in your early twenties" thing. Nbd.

    Told through text threads and embedded images. Not currently screen-reader accessible. Word count is uncertain; there are several of them, probably in the thousands, idk man the app I use doesn't have a word counter, just come vibe!

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    15 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 22

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    It’s only been a few days. Adam feels like he’s in one of those Victorian gothic horror novels he was forced to read in college, one where the wife is slowly being replaced by another woman and can’t get anyone to believe her.
    Except, depending on who you ask, he is the other woman.

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    AKA Adam Parrish's perfect life with his boyfriend is shattered when his boyfriend's ex-husband comes to stay. It ends in a way no one could have predicted.

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    10 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    Adam has begun dreaming of Ronan. She can't tell if it's Cabeswater's influence or just the product of a restless mind, but the dreams are getting more vivid, and it's been harder and harder to resist temptation.

    Whatever danger was causing these new anomalies in the woods was a preferable thought sequence than the one in which she remembered Ronan dragging her lips across her neck, Ronan whispering breathlessly in her ear, Ronan gripping her hair.
    She practically bolted out of the Camaro when they pulled into the Monmouth lot. 8 hours in the warehouse was preferable to another ten minutes in that car.
    Still, she thought about Ronan’s arms for almost the entire time.

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    10 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 66

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    The door opened to reveal Adam Parrish, Esquire, Attorney at Law. He was well dressed, tall and slender, with piercing blue eyes set deep in a handsome, angular face. His forehead was furrowed in a perturbed manner that made his fair eyebrows look like one long pale, blonde line. He had not one single hair out of place anywhere on his head, nor a wrinkle in his neatly tailored suit. He had dark circles underneath his eyes, and a few faded freckles dappled the bridge of his nose. Despite those two very human and almost boyish physical attributes, there was an innate peculiarity to his demeanor. He looked uptight, just like his office. He looked annoyed, just like Ronan. 

    Adam Parrish frowned at Ronan, and then he said, “I’m sorry. I don’t take criminal defense cases.” 

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    22 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 20

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    Extra scenes/deleted bits from pro bono, read the original here

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    06 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 9

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    Then the mattress dipped again, heavier this time, Ronan’s weight folding into it. Adam kept his eyes closed, but he felt the moment Gansey leaned up to meet him. The sound of their lips touching was soft, like a drop falling on a pond.
    “Birthday boy asleep?” Ronan’s voice came low, closer now.
    Adam made an effort to part his lips, his mouth dry. “I am not,” he murmured, words dragging. “You’re late.”
    He knew Ronan was smiling, that awful, handsome, crooked thing he did. He set his hand, warm and dry, on Adam’s back, pressing him gently into the bed, making his ribs tighten against the mattress. He leaned in, mouth brushing the shell of Adam’s ear. He smelled sharp and sun-washed, like wild grass and chlorine. His stubble grazed Adam’s neck.

    or it's Adam's brithday. Gansey and Ronan try to take care of him.

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    06 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 49

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    For a moment, Adam thought Ronan would stop in front of him, pick up what they’d started out on the front porch, but Ronan brushed past him to the shelves of model cars. He picked up the one on the top shelf and spun one of its four wheels so it played an eerie, lovely tune, and the quiet song filled the room as Ronan walked back across it to sit at the foot of his bed.

    Adam watched him move but remained in the middle of the room, the heat in his stomach starting to simmer through his veins. This was a memory Adam hadn’t let decay, one Ronan, sappy, sentimental Ronan, was tilting on its axis, and though Adam knew what part he had to play, he was unable to take his cues because he loved Ronan Lynch so much in that moment he wanted to stay in it forever.

    The night before Declan's wedding, Adam comes home.

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    06 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 73

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    Something hard glittered in Adam’s eyes. “Most of us have to work for a living.”
    “Yeah, and any regular guy without either a death wish or a hard-on for fame and glory would get a job running the checkout line at the Piggly Wiggly,” Ronan retorted. “Give me a fucking break, man.”

    or: in the summer of 1985, ronan attends eight rodeos. at one of them, he meets a bull rider named adam.

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    30 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    BMW groaned—raw, deep voice, insulting the entire lineage of Tow Guy now—and fisted his hands in his curls. The shirt rode up some more. The tattoo curled into the dimples on the small of his back.

    Adam was early, Adam was bored. Mostly, Adam wanted to fuck him stupid.

    Adam Parrish is a hotshot criminal defense lawyer. Ronan Lynch gets his car towed.

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    Chapters:
    12/14
    Comments:
    631
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    633
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    134
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    17,169

    30 May 2025

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