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Dean doesn't have any more reasons to avoid thinking about... stuff he doesn't normally let himself think about. He wants to talk it out, for once, but he can't seem to catch Cas alone. Sam plays mediator, once again.
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21 Sep 2025
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“I think we should have a garden,” Cas says.
Dean looks up from his beer. He hasn’t had that much to drink, but Cas still has a vague look of unreality about him, a splash of living color that doesn’t fit in the bunker’s echoing stillness. Dean didn’t hear him coming. A lot of the time, Cas is so unobtrusive it feels like Dean has the bunker to himself, with Sam away.
Dean shakes his head to clear it. “A — garden?” he repeats.
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13 Oct 2023
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"He can see the sunburn blooming on Cas’s nose, the messy stubble covering his cheeks, the wet dip right above his lips, his eyes, blue and clear and staring at Dean with a longing that feels like it’s primal and raw and everlasting.
And Dean wants to have him, wants to keep this, all of it, but he can’t say it.
He doesn’t know how to love him in daylight, doesn’t know how to love him honest."
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Sequel to "There's a nail"
Where they take the road trip and try to figure it out
Dean POVSeries
- Part 2 of Whimper
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04 Aug 2023
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"Years and layers of denial and avoidance and stolen glances are pelted away from his body instantly, with the simple brush of Dean's palms over his skin. And for all that longing, all that swarming hive of doubt, all this time, it was as simple as reaching out."
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If Destiel happened not with a bang, but with a whimper.
Where they both just give into it.
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- Part 1 of Whimper
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03 Aug 2023
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"I mean, you’re–” He gestures at Cas, in his neat oxford shirt and nice pants. “–and I’m a high school dropout who tattoos for a living.”
Wherein Dean makes a hefty living as a tattoo artist who owns the space next to Gabriel's cafe. Sam attends the local university. When Gabe's cousin comes to live with him while starting grad school at Sam's university, Dean thinks for sure that all his negative karma's coming to bite him in the ass because Cas clearly has a thing for Sam. No one would ever choose him over Sam. That's just logic.
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- Part 1 of Worthless!verse
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03 Aug 2023