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    Enjin notices it first, eyes going wide and unable to look away. Zanka doesn’t say anything, just lets him get an eyeful of the ten, pretty silver rings decorating his fingers and pretending that they’ve always been there, that they belong there.

    Zanka takes good care of vital instruments. It’s why he’s considered the best at handling them, after all.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    “What, you gonna call daddy to come beat me up?” Dreads mocks him, sticking out his bottom lip in an exaggerated pout.

    Zanka feels the anger bubble up inside him at the comment, hot and cloying as it courses through his veins—and decides he needs to go home, right now, or someone’s getting punched. “Fuck you. I’m leavin’.” Then he turns on his heel to march to the back door of August’s house.

    “Yeah, call your limo, pretty boy!”

    Okay. That’s enough.

    Zanka turns back around, cocks his arm back, and decks the guy in the face.

    Or, alternatively: How the meet-ugly of the goddamn century catapults newly broke college student Zanka Nijiku head-fucking-first into the strangest, weirdest, most evilly convoluted situationship of his life.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    “Ya gotta be fuckin’ kiddin’ me,” Zanka sighed, crossing his arms as he leaned against the wall. Giving Jabber his most bored expression.

    Jabber chuckled, strolling into the light with all the energy of a lazy house cat. He had his Raider uniform on, per usual. Zanka wondered if he even owned normal clothes. Or if he ever washed that fucking uniform.

    “Aww, c’mon, Zanka. Don’t be like that. Don’tcha ever miss me?”

    Yes.

    “No.”

    Jabber’s smile stretched wider. “Always such a little liar.”

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    jabber and zanka fight and fuck in equal measure

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Zanka attends a frat party expecting nothing more than the usual noise, alcohol, and familiar disgust he's grown accustomed to. Instead, he meets Jabber, someone who shakes his entire foundation. Feelings of simple curiosity begin to spiral into a fixation, consuming Zanka's every waking moment. Suddenly, his world is filled with Jabber in every way, even if Jabber doesn't know. What started out as an innocent interest curdles into a deep obsession that Zanka avoids confronting at all costs.

    As his feelings grow more difficult to ignore and the line between control and compulsion fades, he's finally forced into a confrontation that makes everything come crashing down—with the man he's been circling and the parts of himself that he spent his entire life rejecting.

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    Zanka accidentally witnesses Jabber in an intimate moment, and the scene ignites an obsession he endlessly excuses and refuses to name.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    The Crypt was supposed to be Zanka's escape from reality. A place where his darkest desires can come out, far away from his hectic life.
    So when an unexpected familiar face follows him there, his two lives clash in dramatic fashion.

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    13 Jul 2026