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    Picture of Ilya in Shifting Light by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander receives a paint set at age 11 when he's recovering from an injury. Then on, he paints to relieve stress, to calm down, to work through his feelings. Ilya Rozanov becomes his favorite subject.

    Inspired by 'Portrait of Fredryck in Shifting Light' by Richard Siken from his book, "War of the Foxes"
    (Please read the poem, it made me insane lol)

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    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    bookmarking while in progress
    very well-written and I love the concept
    nothing majorly divergent has happened so far(other than what Shane does when no one is around), last chap so far is sex condo

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    Am I the Boy You Dreamed Of? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    21 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane gasped out, like it hurt to form the word. With it came a small smattering of blood on his lip. A few extra hands were working alongside Ilya and Pike, but Ilya would not move. He had to stay, and listen, and be with Shane.

     

    “Yes. Shaneya, I am here. What do you need to tell me?” More and more blood burbled up past Shane’s lips, which couldn’t be a good sign. How could more blood be trying to escape him? There were already two exit points, wasn’t that enough? Now he had to drown in it?

     

    “Tell Ilya I’m sorry… I- I love him… So much. I’m sorry I left. Please. Please, I can’t die without him knowing…” Ilya couldn’t breathe behind the sob that tore out of him. He collapsed inward with the force of it. Shane was below him, begging to live so that he could tell Ilya he loved him. If anyone reacted to the two boys, Ilya didn’t notice. This whole thing could still be being live-streamed to ESPN, and Ilya wouldn’t care.

    Or, Shane gets shot on the ice right after the Tuna Melt Gate. Ilya is there to save him.

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    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Am I the boy you dreamed of?

    Love this fic!! Ilya pov and charecterisation is so good- exactly my(and his) kind of obsessed

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    baby, you're not the only one by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Apr 2026

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    After they came out, Shane was ready for people to be weird.

    It was weird with other guys in the league, weird with reporters, weird with angry fans who thought his relationship had tanked their fantasy teams and their sports betting parlays, weird with sponsors and their very enthusiastic pride campaign pitches, weird on all the social media that he avoided like the plague.

    What he hadn't expected was for things to be so fucking weird with other gay people.

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    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    baby, your not the only one
    Shane charecterisation is perfect and this fic is so incredible

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    cross your thoughtless heart by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    08 Apr 2026

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    “Is that it?” Ilya ask dryly at the exact same time.

    “Are you fucking kidding me, Rozanov?” Shane snaps, still feeling his heart in his ears. “Is that not bad enough for you?!”

    “Some people burn dolls, some people shoot them,” he has the gall to shrug. “I get threats like that all the time. No big deal.”

    “Yeah, well, I get them too, asshole, so I know this isn’t normal. It is a big deal.”

    Or:

    In the middle of a Montreal vs Boston game a threat against Ilya Rozanov becomes a security concern… and Shane Hollander kinda loses it. Just a little. In his defense, he’s pretty justified to be worried, okay? He is NOT overreacting.

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    25 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cross your thoughtless heart

    Cannot overstate how much I love this fic. Everything about it is perfect. The charecterisation is sublime, the interactions are perfect, the drama is exactly the right levels, Shane is amazing

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    Different This Time by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    30 Jan 2026

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    Ilya laughed.

    “That bothered you?”

    ”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”

    ”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”

    —

    It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.

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    09 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    different this time- Pickle_Chips

    just absolute perfection, cannot overstate how much I love this fic and every single facet of it was exactly what I wanted

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    snapping birch by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    25 May 2026

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    30 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    work in progress(bookmarking chap 4)
    just a complete and total masterpiece. It is soooooo hilarious and emotionally poignant, the charecterisation and charecter choices are sublime, it has my fave kinda angst in it, and everything that it includes sounds so real
    And this is someone who really knows how to put some respect on Shane Hollander hockey players name

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    agony by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Mar 2026

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    After Ilya dies, Shane tries—very hard and for as long as he can—not to kill himself.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Taking Care by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Feb 2026

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    “This is not your job Hollander,” Ilya said, leaning on the door frame to watch him, “you are my guest.”

    “No, I’m your boyfriend. This is definitely boyfriend territory.” He held out a hand, wiggling his fingers at Ilya, “can you give me a wrench.”

    In Shane's defense, he was left unattended in Ilya's house.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    the friendships we made (and ruined) along the way by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    22 Mar 2026

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    Jackie: Just think of it like this:
    Jackie: Let Hayden and Ilya plan your birthday, and then it’s just a few hours on one day in one year that you might have to spend being a little uncomfortable being the center of attention.
    Jackie: …but it could bring us a lifetime of peace.

    Shane: You really think that’s even remotely possible?

    Jackie: Well. They either work together and find common ground, or they kill each other.
    Jackie: Either way, our problem is solved.

    Shane: That’s actually kind of genius.

    Jackie: I know it is. It’s me 😉

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    24 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    legitmatley hilarious and so on the money charecterisation wise this fic is canon to me now

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    i'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    06 Mar 2026

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    When Lindsay, the team operations manager, had pulled them into a meeting to discuss the rooming arrangements for the season, he’d been expecting Shane to get flustered, and turn bright red, and stammer out something like we wouldn’t want to make anyone on the team uncomfortable. Ilya, in fact, had just opened his mouth to say as much to her, but Shane beat him to the punch.

    “If it can be arranged and doesn’t throw off anything, that’d be great,” Shane said.

    Ilya gaped at him. “You want to room together?”

    Shane just looked baffled. “What do you mean? We’re married. Of course we’re rooming together.”

    --

    Or: Shane says he wants to room with Ilya on the road. He tells the team he wants to room with Ilya on the road. He tells Ilya he wants to room together on the road. But Tanner Dillion is an idiot, and now Ilya can't stop thinking what if Shane gets sick of me?

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    23 Mar 2026

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    The Pride of McGill….David Hollander by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    07 Mar 2026

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    The NHL keeps a Central Registry of every team’s Emergency Backup Goaltender, or EBUG, an individual who must be prepared to play for either the home or visiting team should both goalies be taken out of commission. When the Registry was digitized in the mid 90’s a clerical error was made, and David Hollander has remained on file as Montreal’s EBUG. When Boston plays a preseason game in Montreal at the beginning of the 2017/2018 season, both of their goalies are taken out and David Hollander suddenly finds himself in the net in Boston black and yellow.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Jan 2026

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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
    --
    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    15 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so them!, so perfectly charecterised, so many wonderful moments
    Heaven has got nothing on us-first year of marriage

  13. Public Bookmark 22

    get lost forever (really hope you're gonna get out soon) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 May 2026

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    "The ironic thing about the “rivalry” was that, by the rules of the Games, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander would never, could never, actually face each other. Could never be Reaped together, never fight one another, never find out which of them would have been the Victor if they ended up in the same arena. At first, this made him furious. Later, this became the third and last item on the list of things he didn’t curse the universe for.  

    On the nights when Ilya felt his mother’s absence like a lance, when the blank dread started to creep in and he understood her a little too well, when his hands were on some beautiful, rich Capitolite and he wondered why the hell he bothered to behave to keep Alexei and his father alive—on those nights, Ilya narrowed all of his attention to this. The world was hell, but at least he would never have to know if he could have killed Shane Hollander. Or know if Shane Hollander could have killed him."

    (or, Ilya Rozanov wins the 214th Hunger Games. Shane Hollander wins the 215th. They still find their way together.)

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Off the Coast and I’m Headed Nowhere by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    03 Mar 2026

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    “Holy shit, Ilya! Can you belie-”

    “I’m coming to the cottage.”

    Shane’s heart stops beating. Everything goes blank. “Shane?”

    Shane realizes he hasn’t said anything for an awkwardly long period of time. He clears his throat and tries to remember any words in any language. “When?”

    “When do you want me?” Ilya’s voice is soft and rumbly, hesitant in a way that Shane isn’t used to hearing from the usually confident alpha. Shane can’t believe his ears.

    Always, his traitorous mind supplies. I want you always. “Next week?” he says instead. He’d planned to have his heat in July, but with a ticking doomsday clock looming over Shane, he’s not sure he can wait that long. Even if it means telling Ilya the truth. Even if it means Ilya leaves him for good. All he knows is he needs to see Ilya as soon as possible, hold him in his arms and fill his lungs with his scent.

    Ilya releases a breath. “Okay. Next week.”

     

    aka Shane is accidentally pregnant and decides to get an abortion while he and Ilya are at the cottage, but first he needs to *tell* Ilya.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Operation Hollanov by

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    10 Feb 2026

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    In which Shane and Ilya's teammates are observant, but not as observant as they think they are.

     

    Extract:

    “So wait, what does that mean?” Hayden said, and Wyatt could see the cogs turning in his head.

    “I think it means we have two thirty-year-old men on our hands who haven’t figured out how to admit their feelings to each other,” Wyatt laughed. “And we’ve somehow decided they’re our responsibility.”

    “Fuck,” Hayden said, putting his head in his hands. “We’re gonna need to get them together, aren’t we?”

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    23 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so cute!

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    the long week by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Feb 2026

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    In between when Shane and Ilya return to their teams after getting benched and the start of the playoffs, there's still one more week of the regular season. During that week, there is therapy by proxy, a request for emotional support nudes, a romantic declaration about pizza toppings, a disagreement about who turned who gay and another disagreement about whether Montreal Voyageurs games are better than porn.

    Ilya: Reporter got my number and is asking what I think about parliament trying to ban conversion therapy
    Ilya: What the fuck is conversion therapy?

    Shane: No idea, maybe it's actually good my team won't let me talk to reporters

    Ilya: Am googling this is evil shit. Lucky you didn't know about this you would have tried to send yourself before I finished converting you to my dick

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    23 Feb 2026

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    fairy godfather by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Feb 2026

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    [Text] Ilya: oh, I cannot do nice thing for my godchild???

    [Text] Hayden: How is she your godchild? Our kids don’t have godparents

    [Text] Ilya: exactly. position was up for grab, so I grab

    ------

    or, Ilya is determined to buy the Pike children's love

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    08 Feb 2026

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    David H has been added to the Group Chat by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 May 2026

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    Ilya’s method of saving contacts is perfect, Shane strongly disagrees, and the two make a deal to fix it.

    Too bad it doesn’t prevent Ilya from adding the wrong David H to the group chat on the one night the Centaurs are off.

    OR: Ilya accidentally invites David Hollander to the Centaurs night off and of course David shows up.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Public affection by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    05 Feb 2026

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    NHL Highlights @ESPN Hockey – Ottawa vs. Edmonton – video 4:56
    @hollanovbeliever
    Roz is touching his cheek like a pre-teen getting his first kiss from Hollander, sir, you’re literally married to the man. #hollanov #firsthusbandsofhockey

    *

    Five times Shane and Ilya’s softness with each other ends up online, and the internet reacts.

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    06 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    adorable

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    take yours, i'll take mine by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    01 Feb 2026

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    Jane: Stole my shoes and my sponsor

    Lily: And your heart

    Jane: And my heart

    Lily: And we share sponsor, I do not steal
    Lily: Your mother give

    Jane: My mother is a traitor

    Lily: Maybe notice if I steal shoes next time :p
    Lily: Then this does not happen

    Jane: At least you look handsome

    Lily: I always look handsome

    5 Times Shane and Ilya stole something from each other (and it was totally okay), and the 1 time it was most definitely not okay.

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    03 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so cute
    take yours, i'll take mine

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