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    ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer, 9:13pm: I choose you. Over hockey. Over everything. It’s always been you. I’m sorry we didn’t have more time together. I’m sorry I was so scared. Whatever happens, please try to be okay. For me. Tell my parents I love them. That I hope I made them proud.
    Я люблю тебя больше всего на свете, Илья. Я выбираю тебя.

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    The Voyageur's plane goes down. Ilya and Shane are left to deal with the repercussions.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    After flying the 118 to the sinking cruise ship, Tommy can’t stop thinking about Buck and he becomes increasingly jealous of Buck and Eddie’s not so casual friendship.

    What happens when he buys the One Wish Willow?

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    07 Jul 2026

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    On February 14, 2014, Russia passed "The Omega Repopulation Initiative" law.

    Rapidly declining birth numbers, and the inability to keep up with the in vitro research of western countries, led a desperate Russian government to decree that everyone with the secondary gender designation of omega henceforth could be conscripted to birthing facilities, where suitable alphas and betas would be selected for genetic screening and compatibility with the purpose of repopulation.

    The male omegas, a rarity even among the rare omegas, seldomly made it to the facilities. Instead, they became symbols of the most exclusive of commodities, traded among those who believed the worth of a human life was theirs to decide.

    Ilya Rozanov was known to everyone as an alpha.
    He mysteriously disappeared during the Sochi Winter Olympics.

    A tragic casualty of civil war, the world agreed.

    The world moved on.

    Shane Hollander didn't.

    (Or: Against all odds, Ilya finds his way back to Shane in a world that left him for dead. This is a story of healing, and of how far you’ll go for the people you love.)

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    He was sentenced before he ever cried for the first time. Laid on his mama’s chest after she had been broken open to bring him into the world, Ilya knew nothing of the fear that filled the room. He knew nothing of the word that would change everything.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    The day Buck receives the settlement offer, he is ready to reject it to win back his job and his family at Station 118. But when Christopher is rushed to the hospital needing a critical, very expensive spinal surgery on the other side of the country that insurance won't cover, Buck breaks his legal no-contact order and races to Eddie's side.

    To save Christopher's mobility, Buck makes the ultimate sacrifice: he accepts the payout. He willingly plays the villain, letting Bobby, Maddie, and the crew believe he chose greed over loyalty, and exiles himself to Florida to help Christopher heal in secret. Back in LA, Eddie must silently endure a resentful firehouse, anchored by a devastating truth: "If the choice is between you and Christopher, you will lose every time."

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov no longer existed.

    After he presented as an Omega seven years ago, his fate was sealed and he spent the intervening years learning his place.

    He never expected to end up in an Omega shelter in Ottawa, being placed with a sponsor to help him gain his Canadian asylum citizenship due to his designation.

    He *certainly* never expected to be placed with the Alpha who he'd played against all those years ago, the Alpha with the soft doe eyes and the beautiful freckles.

    And what he finds there?

    Well, those things were the most unexpected discoveries of all.

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    28 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 20

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    This is really fucking intense.

    Ilya Rozanov is out, married, and so vocally in love with his husband. Russia disagrees. He is kidnapped and taken back to Russia for some good old-fashioned 'convincing'. He doesn't break. They very nearly break /him/.

    This story begins at the rescue, and will have flashbacks to Ilya's torture throughout.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane could not force himself to be fully in his body after the tuna melt fiasco in Boston. He had always been able to come back to himself at some point when his brain and body decided to ex-communicate each other. Something about this time with Rozanov, had made it impossible for him to fully reconnect the two.

    When they caught each other's eyes in a Montreal club two months later, Shane's mind was so far away from his body he was sure they weren't even in the same time zones.

    When Ilya hurts too much to be careful with himself, his vulnerability might cost him more than his pride--finding himself disconnected from his own body in an insidious way.
    Shane did his best to focus on watching out for himself when it came to their relationship, Ilya never seemed to need help building up walls for his own protection.
    --But when Ilya is lying unconscious in the vile arms of a man who means to hurt him, will Shane's mind and body be able to work together long enough to finally be what Ilya needs him to be? Or will his body betray him and leave Ilya vulnerable, hurt and alone...again.

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    18 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 92

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    In the wake of an explosive, unintended coming-out, Shane Hollander is trying very hard to harden his heart. The plan is simple: survive the off-season, take the Montreal captaincy by the horns, and re-classify Ilya Rozanov as background noise.
    ​Except life without structure is messy, and a detour into the luxury fashion world of Paris shatters the last of his carefully built walls. Surrounded by new friends who see past his hockey persona and a world that accommodates his quietest vulnerabilities, Shane starts to change. But when the puck drops on a new season, the distance between Montreal and Boston feels less like a safety net and more like a countdown.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
    “Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
    “Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
    “A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
    “No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”

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    Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.

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    11 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 40

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    Buck wakes up tied to a post in a barn with Eddie behind him struggling to fight someone. Eddie's hand is squeezing Buck’s. Buck turns to see what's happening: Harley has Eddie in his clutches.

    Alternative story of S09E13 Mother's Boy and the aftermath.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Buck has been back from the lawsuit for a month, and he is still man behind, still being shut off from the others, alone. That all changes with one phone call from a person from his past. Buck's life changes in an instant. Back in Montana for the first time in years, to meet the daughter he never knew, Buck has to decide to leave the 118 behind or not.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    The fire went out a long time ago. All that remains is ash.

    After years of trafficking, Ilya Rozanov has been conditioned to expect pain from every outstretched hand. So when he's placed with Shane Hollander, a seemingly gentle man in a quiet cottage, he knows better than to believe that it's rescue. It is a new chance to be good enough, if he can just figure out what this one wants from him.

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    04 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 93

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    He basically fled LA to escape the blazing fires and the haunting memories that always come with them. And where did they send him to? The fucking desert. There is no escaping the heat. It’s like Buck is burning from within—not just because he’s sweating buckets, but because he’s hurting.
    All his grief and anguish, all his feelings—everything he so carfeully supressed—it’s seething and blazing right beneath the surface. That’s why he had to go. He couldn’t deal with any of it. So he did the next logical thing, what anyone would do in his situation. He asked his former commander to be reactivated from reserve into active duty.
    He went back to the SEALs.

    OR: Buck doesn’t handle Bobby’s death very well. So he leaves the 118 to become an active SEAL again and only Maddie knows about it. But the truth always comes out eventually. How will his family react when they finally find out?

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    03 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 31

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    After the team's private lives were laid bare—and after Buck, realizing he had hurt his family in a way he never could have foreseen, withdrew his lawsuit—what transpired at the grocery store, and everything that followed...

    Happy endings aren't really my thing—I mean, I think they'll get over this lawsuit business pretty quickly.

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    5,282

    03 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 41

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    Shane Hollander was a nice, normal guy. Sure, he had an unconventional career and an extremely unconventional love life, but he was just like anyone else.

    Then he was bitten by a radioactive spider and got fucking superpowers.

    What could go wrong?

     

    or: The totally normal, completely average misadventures of hockey's own Shane Hollander as Spider-Man.

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    Comments:
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    03 Jun 2026

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    Buck is no stranger to being alone. He spent years fending for himself after leaving the house he grew up in, and even the years before that, he didn’t really have anyone.
    He thought he had found a family with the 118. He had a captain he came to see as a father, found a mother in Athena and a wider family from his coworkers and theirs. Buck even thought he might have a chance at something more with the man who was his best friend and his son. He should have known better.

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    A post-lawsuit fic (kind of) where Buck leaves and never really had any intention of coming back. The universe has different plans for him though.
    New chapter every Friday :)

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    29 May 2026

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    In Russia, omegas were little more than livestock, bred and sold to produce children for packs of alphas and betas.

    Ilya knew it could be worse. He’s never met an omega in Canada. They were all killed or placed on breeding farms in the arctic circle. Maybe some third unconscionable thing he didn’t have the mental capacity to comprehend. That's why when he falls ill during the Centaur’s morning practice, he’s terrified.

    Or, omegas make up less than 1% of the Canadian population and are revered. Ilya Rozanov does not know this.

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    22 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.

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    15 May 2026

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    But Ilya’s case worker had assured Shane on that first phone call that Ilya had been looked over by a doctor and given a clean bill of health. All Shane would have to do to ensure Ilya stayed that way was to take him down into subspace.

    So he had told himself to suck it up and had broached the subject with Ilya when they both sat down to lunch.

    It had, quite frankly, been a fucking disaster.
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    After enduring years of abuse at the hands of his doms, Ilya has no reason to trust that Shane Hollander will be any different. If it was up to him, he would never have to submit to another dom ever again, would never again have to endure the pain and humiliation of a scene. But it's not up to him, so he will grit his teeth and endure Hollanders attentions anyway.

    Shane is simply trying his best.

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    Chapters:
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    83
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    719
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    13,345

    15 May 2026

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