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    “Papa,” Shane starts, raising his voice to be heard, “who is that?”

    His father finishes sipping the wine in his goblet and turns his head to face Shane, who is still looking at the gladiator, and raises a brow at him. “You don’t know? He’s the most beloved gladiator in Rome, perhaps the entire empire. Never lost a fight.”

    He can’t be that beloved if I’ve never heard of him, Shane thinks. He does not voice this, but hums in acknowledgement instead.

    “And what’s his name? This great gladiator?”

    The voice of the Emperor of Rome sounds tinged with something almost like respect when he answers.

    Xanthos.”

    Shane, son of the Roman Emperor, attends a gladiatorial games for the first time in his life. He finds something much more entertaining there than the combat.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane rested his forehead against Ilya’s, closing his eyes. “I’m gonna ride you, is that okay?”

    Ilya nipped at his bottom lip. “I don’t know, let me think. This is same as asking me, is Shane Hollander the best hockey player in the world? Obviously yes.”

    And oh, the honest praise was all worth it for the private smile that lit up Shane’s face right then. He kissed Ilya once, slow and sweet. “Shut up,” he murmured, smiling into it. “You’re an asshole.”

    Ilya was a little achy with how happy he was, such a wild contrast to his overwhelming grief only moments ago. “I finally admit you are better than me, and now I am an asshole? I think not, Hollander.” He gripped Shane’s hips and flipped them over, the sound of Shane’s breathy laughter while Ilya kissed him into the mattress like medicine for his soul.

    Episode 5 in depth: the beach, the all-star game, and if Shane and Ilya made love in that hotel room before confessing their love.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Okay, Roz, the challenge is simple,” Davey says, slightly hurried like he knows he’s losing their focus. “Three questions. First, think of the best sex of your life.”

    “Yes.”

    Rozanov looks very relaxed, surrounded by his team, casually indulging rookies like he has all the time in the world.

    “Now, uh, you grade it out of ten. Not the person, like—not how hot the person was, but how good the sex was, yeah?”

    “Would be same answer anyway,” Rozanov says easily. “Twelve.”

     

    Or, a video of Ilya doing the “fuckboy challenge” is posted. The internet reacts.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ilya would do anything for Shane, for them. So a relatively minor procedure to pave the path to Canadian citizenship should not be a big deal.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “You cannot leave anyway, snow is too heavy.” He nodded his head to the window behind them.

    When Shane focused, he could hear the splatter of thick snowflakes against the glass. He hadn’t noticed it earlier, thanks to the rush of blood in his ears and Rozanov’s concerned conversation.

    “Then I’ll walk.” He told him indignantly and lifted his chin to meet his eyes.

    It was a mistake.

    “And die of hypothermia?” Rozanov’s eyes were dancing with humour.

    Shane huffed because this wasn’t funny, and Rozanov was having far too much fun at his expense. “I’ll do whatever to get away from you.” His mouth turned downward into a frown.

    “You say that, but you were in my bed.”

    As the most decorated Canadian diver of all time, Shane Hollander is a history maker—it’s a pity he can’t remember any of it.

    Six months after a car accident steals ten years of his memory, Shane embarks on a solo winter holiday to get away from reality.

    He doesn’t expect Ilya Rozanov to show up as well.

    Nor does he expect to be snowed in, stranded, and learning about his past from his so-called enemy.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander woke up early on the morning of the MLH Awards. He went for a run. He had lunch with Hayden Pike. He kissed Ilya Rozanov in a bathroom. He fucked Ilya Rozanov in his hotel room.

    Shane Hollander woke up early on the morning of the MLH Awards.

    Again. And again. And again.

    (Shane relives the 2014 MLH Awards over and over again. Alternative title: Shane Hollander learns to ask for what he wants.)

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy, older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Ilya had never denied himself anything. He liked to feel good, and usually wanting felt good.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander writes romance novels. Ilya Rozanov finds out.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Rozanov looked up at Shane with a crooked grin that— he didn’t love it, okay? He just felt a normal amount of what you feel with a fuckbuddy who you’re mostly having sex with so you win hockey games.

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    Shane and Rozanov exchanged blow jobs before a winning game and now they have to exchange blow jobs before every game.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    The problem was that everyone who played for Boston, except for Ilya, was like a million years old and had forgotten what fun was, if they’d ever known. They were all, like, married with kids and their idea of a good time was a barbecue where they drank a few flat weak-ass beers and or went golfing. Ilya just wanted to have fun, okay? He just wanted to live.

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    Ilya gets traded to Montreal. Everything goes better than expected.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Following the internet success of Shane and Ilya's presentation at the NHL Awards, ESPN decided to contract with them to do a whole series. It goes far better than anyone could have dreamed.

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    “When you think about it,” Jackie said, when Shane had dinner with her and Hayden a few days later, “hockey’s basically already reality tv.”

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane was still angry. Rozanov’s plan had been to, what? Seduce him so they’d bond? He hadn’t even though to ask Shane first! Shane should get up and walk away and let his dad take him back to Russia and lock him away. Then Shane wouldn’t have to bond with him. Shane didn’t want to bond.

    But Shane had told Rozanov they’d be a team, just the two of them, and Rozanov seemed so scared and vulnerable. But Shane had started thinking about what they could do, the two of them on the ice, bonded. He’d had wingers he’d connected to before, who seemed to be able to read his mind. How much more incredible would this be, someone who’d always know where he was, what his intentions were?

    “No one can know,” Shane said.

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    12 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 76

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    Four games in a regular season plus maybe All Star games and maybe the MLH awards means -
    When you get right down to it -
    What with living in different countries and having packed schedules and public lives -
    Six years of hooking up really means that Ilya has met up to have sex with Shane Hollander sixteen times.
    Total.

    Ilya and Shane, sixteen encounters, 2010-2016.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”

    He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.

    Fuck that.

    If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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    OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “What if I didn’t leave? What if I stayed all summer?”
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    OR: Ilya asks Shane if he can stay at the cottage past his two week timeline. They're both thrilled.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Hayden took a bite, chewed pensively, then asked, “So, where are you going?”

    Shane felt his lips twitch into a small smile. “New York.”
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    OR: Instead of Ilya moving to Ottawa, Shane moves to New York. Now that he's playing with Scott Hunter, Shane finds himself more involved in the queer scene and on the fast-track to another MLH Cup final. Since he stays in Boston, Ilya's still at the top of his game, setting records as he leads his team straight through the playoffs. What happens when being closer together, means their rivalry is stronger than ever?

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    09 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in 2006, fifteen years old again—thirteen months before he had presented as an omega, thirty-one months before he'd meet Ilya Rozanov in Regina, thirteen years before the world had turned on him for his lies, and fifteen years before he had tried to kill himself.

    (He would never know if he had succeeded.)

    Ilya had always believed that love conquered all, and Shane had thought he had been catastrophizing for not following similar thoughts.

    Love, it seemed, had not been enough. Not that time.

    Shane resolves to change that.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya get married, file for joint annulment, torment Hayden Pike, play the world's longest game of Monopoly, visit the Montreal Biodome, and fall in love, in that order.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.

    So. Not stealing.

    But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?

    Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.

    Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.

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    05 Jun 2026

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