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Fuck It, This Is Love by FiliTheLionKing (IAmYourWatson), Krit
Fandom Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
20 Mar 2020
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I'm an idiot for thinking, This was anything but blood
On the wall, on the couch, On the corner of my mouth
You must like being the victim, You've done nothing to get out
Of this pattern of pain, Washed away by the rain
You'll forgive me if I promise, And do nothing but the same
This is life until death, Could be my last dying breath
But this is love, love, shut up, this is love
Yeah, I know wrong, I know right, But I just love to pick a fight
I can sleep with one eye open, If there's any sleep at night
I got my knife, got my gun, Let's see how fast you can run
You might think that you can hurt me, But the damage has been done
Got no reason to live, And I've got nothing left to give you
But my love, love, fuck it, this is love
Oh I was hit as a kid, I was good but then I quit
Everyone that tried to fix me, Knows that I can't change a bit
I've got no shame, got no pride, Only skeletons to hide
And if you try to talk to someone, Well then someone has to die
This aint the love that your grandparents had
This kind of love will only make you mad, honey
It hurts at first but it ain't that bad, You gotta wonder what it meant- Words:
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16 Jun 2026
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This Baby Is Loveproof by wingsmadeofwax
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
29 May 2026
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"And so, against their best common sense, it is settled. The Bet.
If Simon can have a different one-night-stand per night until Valentine's day, which is 23 days away, and prove it, he gets Jace's favorite leather jacket. If Jace can find someone serious to spend it with, and genuinely convince their friends his heart is in it, Simon has to do whatever he says for two weeks.
It's a bad idea. Absolutely terrible. No good can come from any of the results. Still, he holds the scribbled napkin from earlier in one hand and shakes Jace's with the other.
It's on."
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02 Jun 2026
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Backflips are Always Necessary by Rubick for amchara
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
12 Feb 2022
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“For real? You have a crush on Simon?” Alec’s eyebrows were so high they were nearly in his hairline.
“Lower your voice.” Jace glanced back to see that Simon was still talking, laughing and smiling, completely oblivious to the internal meltdown Jace was having across the bar. “I don’t have a crush. I just—” He paused, not sure how to put his not-a-crush into words.
“Want to stare at him longingly from across the room while he sings love songs?” Magnus kept his voice low, but it was still full of sass as he continued, “Want to see how long he can hold you up against the wall of the training room?” And then he said in a more sultry tone, “Want to drag your teeth down his abs?”
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Jace and Simon have been working and training together for months. When did Simon get so hot??
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02 Jun 2026
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Both Hughie and Homelander have reached the end of the rope. There is only so much waiting a person can do.
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- Part 3 of My Very Own
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20 May 2026
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“Wait, what are you doing here?” He closes his eyes and shakes his head, “How did you… I mean thank you, of course. Like wow, the timing but uh… why are you… here?”
Reggie did not think this far. He swallows.
“I was just uh, nearby. Y’know.”
“Nearby? In New Mexico?” There is the start of a smile on Hughie’s face.
Reggie shrugs, “Well when someone like me goes on a walk it isn’t just around the block y'know? Gotta… run.” He finishes lamely. Gotta run? What the fuck does that mean?
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18 May 2026
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This story is going to be a consensual polyamorous arrangement in which Jace will end up with both Magnus/Alec and Raphael/Simon! Not an either/or scenario!
The Primal Instinct is a club, where alphas and omegas seek consensual, non-sexual dominance/submission in a safe environment.Lately omega regulars have been disappearing though so Raphael, who owns the club, asks the New York Institute for help. As an unmated omega, Jace gets the undercover mission.
To help Jace on the mission, Raphael, Simon and Magnus act as back-up, pretending not to know him and posing as his doms. However, feelings that have been forming since the end of the war start to grow stronger, while Jace, for the first time, experiences what it feels like to submit to someone he trusts.
(Kink warnings are also individually included in the chapter summaries where they are being used!)
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we move forward by toocoolforbeth
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
05 Jun 2026
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In which Alec moves into Simons spare room, makes a genuine attempt at human connection and loses a battle with the mould growing on the kitchen wall. Simon tries to quit smoking and avoids his mother (and then feels bad about it). There's hockey, beer, and crying in the bathtub.
OR;
Alec learns to live by himself
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01 May 2026
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I Will Carry You by VampSimon_BestSimon
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
10 Jun 2026
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After all the dust is settled and time has passed, Simon has nothing to distract him from his grief over losing Jordan, or the shame of being too cowardly to confess his feelings. Alone without: family, a best friend, or even a clan to lean on, he slips into depression.
Jace has no idea how to handle losing the girl he spent so much time fighting to be with, to angel induced amnesia. It's not grief because she's not dead, right? Then why does his heart feel so heavy? Why does it seem like his whole life has been hardship after hardship with little reprieve?
Coming up with no answers, he chooses to ignore his pain instead of facing it head on.One Boy needs support but has no one in his corner.
The other needs answers he's not ready to hear.
When their paths cross by chance, a domino effect will have started, that will end with their lives being irrevocably changed.Bookmarked by Bshui
07 Apr 2026
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Daylighter's Guide to Timetravel by DuaghterofStories
Fandoms: The Infernal Devices Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
13 Nov 2023
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“Alec.” muttered Simon. Then he chuckled, shaking his head. “No, no, not Alec. Sorry.”
“Who’s Alec?”
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Simon goes back in time to 1800's, and arrives at the London Institute. Drama and Romance Ensue.
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When Simon went back in time to the past, he meets Tessa Gray, and goes with her to the London Institute. There, he meets the past version of Magnus Bane, who agrees to help him go to the future again. While in the past, Simon decides to become a therapist, invent modern coffee, and 'write' songs by popular artists.Bookmarked by Bshui
27 Mar 2026
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Every wondered what happened when Simon asked Raphael to borrow one of his suits for Alec's wedding?
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18 Mar 2026
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series of fics about ilya & shane discovering & engaging in dom/sub dynamics.
should be read in chronological order, but can be read as standalones.warnings: references to homophobia, physical abuse and suicidal ideation,
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05 Mar 2026
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“Scoot over,” he says.
Raphael sighs, but wisely doesn’t fight it. He shifts to the left side of his bed and watches with hooded eyes as Simon makes himself comfortable next to him.
Simon rolls up the sleeve on his left arm.
“Simon,” Raphael says and he sounds drained. Bad day indeed.
“Don’t even bother. You’re worse today.” He holds up his arm to Raphael’s mouth. “C’mon.”
The sting of Raphael’s teeth sinking into his arm is familiar and the pain fades quickly, giving way to something warm and swirling that takes root deep inside him. He smiles because Raphael didn’t put up as much of a fight as he normally does. He lets his eyes flutter to a close and then he floats. He can feel each place Raphael aches and the bloodlust that is being sated. It’s a heady feeling.
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03 Mar 2026
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Jace is, without a doubt, the single handedly most infuriating person Simon has ever had the displeasure of knowing. He's rude, cocky, and has absolutely no depth. When he's not silently brooding, he's looking at Simon as if he's not worth the dirt beneath his shoes. He's the worst.
Simon desperately wants to see him naked.
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- English
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01 Mar 2026
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Set right after the phonecall with Hayden at the cottage.
Subby top Ilya discovers how much he loves being stepped on by Shane.
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22 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov breaks his silence on the Scott Hunter Kiss by Airuna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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Is the first day of the new season and Scott's a bit afraid of how his team will act now that he's out. Unfortunately, he cannot dwell on that because there's a video that Carter just has to show him.
Or.
Some reporter tries to get Ilya to comment on the Scott Hunter Kiss, he does not get the answer he was looking for.Series
- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Oneshots
- Part 1 of HR Social Media works
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22 Feb 2026
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Scotty Doesn't Know by funkylife
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Feb 2026
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So here was the deal: Ilya Rozanov did not like Scott Hunter. If Scott Hunter had zero haters, Ilya Rozanov must be dead in a ditch somewhere. The man was the walking embodiment of a glass of milk – boring, bland, totally unremarkable. He was also probably a million years old. So why the hell did the internet insist on shipping them?
Or five times the world (including Scott Hunter) thought that Ilya Rozanov had a crush on Scott Hunter. And one time he made it unmistakably clear that he did NOT.
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22 Feb 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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22 Feb 2026
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"You can unpack your clothes, you know. You don't have to live out of your suitcase while you're here." Shane nudged the pile of dirty laundry that lay on the floor of the bedroom (his bedroom? their bedroom?) He tugged his own shirt off and made a point of tossing it into the laundry basket instead of adding it to the mess.
"But I am lazy." Ilya was already lying on the bed, stretched out on his back, hands behind his head, a perfect vision of toned, muscular beauty waiting there for Shane to join him.
Shane gave a little frown, avoiding Ilya's gaze as he turned to strip off his shorts. I hate when you say that about yourself, he wanted to protest, it isn't true, stop saying it, but he didn't want to ruin the mood. Even now, they only had so much time together, and he hated to waste it on such petty issues as who put their socks where.
Instead, once he was fully undressed, he strolled slowly over to the bed. "If you're so lazy, maybe you should just lie there and let me do everything."
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21 Feb 2026
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Shane’s not even touching him, but Ilya moans out loud, dick twitching noticeably in his boxers. “Yes, okay, I will be good.”
“You sure you can? Might be hard for you, Rozanov. I know how much you like to act like a dumb, horny rookie.”
Ilya sucks his bottom lip in between his teeth and bites down, eyes flicking to the ceiling like he’s summoning some kind of divine strength. He draws in one long breath and releases it, meeting Shane’s gaze again. “I am dumb, horny rookie. I need to be taught a lesson. I hear you are best captain in NHL, yes?”
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Shane, Ilya, rookie/captain role play <3
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21 Feb 2026
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Released Restraint by Calicolor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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Ilya finds his energy depleted from constantly giving and never receiving a shred of grateful praise. For once, he doesn’t want to make any more decisions. Hoping to release some of that tension, he asks Shane to take control one night.
Surprisingly, it goes better than he expected.
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20 Feb 2026