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    Ilya goes to the hospital to visit Shane, but instead of catching him while he's alone, his parents are at his bedside. Shane, in his loopy state, says a bit too much about their relationship, leaving Ilya alone in dealing with the aftermath until Shane sobers up.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    The pain has become too much for Ilya Rozanov to carry. For years, he’s lived with grief that never really healed, loneliness that followed him from Russia to Boston to Ottawa, and the constant exhaustion of pretending he’s okay when he hasn’t been in a very long time. Hockey gave him purpose. Shane Hollander gave him love. But neither could silence the ache left behind by losing his mother or the growing belief that maybe it was time to see her again.

    So one morning, after one too many days suffering in silence, Ilya decides he’s done fighting. He leaves behind a letter for Shane, swallows a bottle of pills, and waits for the pain to end. Unfortunately for him, he is loved far too deeply for the universe to let him go that easily.

    When the Hollanders find him in time, Ilya is forced into something he never planned for: surviving. And surviving means psychiatric holds, therapy sessions, difficult conversations, and learning how to let people care for him without believing he’s a burden. Most terrifying of all, it means letting Shane see every ugly, broken piece of him he tried so desperately to hide.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov attempts suicide, but the Hollanders love him too much to let him go quietly.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    The times Hollanov either went viral over shit that the internet went crazy over — or they were busy being batshit insane

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has managed to turn a large fortune into an even bigger fortune. Shane Hollander, his husband, knows there are some things money can't buy. He's determined to give them to the love of his life. Those things involve central Florida, JULY HEAT, a mouse, PDA in the rain and too many souvenirs.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    07 Jun 2026