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    “Promise to listen?” Shane asks seriously. “Just… hear me out, is all I’m asking. I think we can make this work.”
    Ilya swallows. “I will try,” he agrees in an uncharacteristically serious tone. “But I am not doing anything that could hurt you.”
    Shane nods. That’s fine, that is understandable. He can work with that.
    He flips open to the page he had jotted notes down on, cheeks warming as Ilya gets a glance at the various sex toys written in his chicken scratch handwriting.
    “What is a concern you have with sharing a rut?” Shane decides to start, voice even and ready to address his worries.

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    Shane wants to help Ilya with his rut, but being his rut partner poses risks when both partners are alphas. Shane comes up with a plan to act more like an omega so he can help Ilya, but neglects to tell Ilya how insecure it makes him feel to not be able to help him on his own. Hurt feelings ensure.

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 68

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    "There is one way to control a heat," Rozanov finally says thoughtfully, and Shane opens his eyes and frowns at himself in the mirror, because the only way he's ever heard of to control a heat, to stop it in it's tracks once it's already started is—

    "Where do you expect me to find an alpha to mate me in the next two hours?" Shane demands incredulously.

    "I will mate you, Hollander," Rozanov says, like it's obvious.

    Or, Shane's been disguising his designation to play hockey. When his suppressants fail, Ilya has an idea.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane still feels a little bit like he's flying. No, not flying; skimming weightlessly down the ice. Maybe that's why he can't seem to stop the question from slipping out.

    "Um…how was it?" he asks, the words feeling somewhere faraway.

    How was I? he doesn't add, and doesn't know if he hopes Ilya will hear the real question beneath.

    Or, Ilya reassures Shane just how much he wants him.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane feels like he's been waiting forever.

    "Just—put it in already," he says, clenching around Ilya's fingers. Even stretched as he is on four, he feels empty in a way that's threatening to drive him mad.

    Ilya frowns where he's hovering over Shane on the bed. "Should try one more," he says uncertainly.

    "One more and you'll have your whole fist inside me," Shane says. "How is that any different than just giving me your knot?"

    Or, Shane wants to take Ilya's knot for the first time.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    That day in November, Shane Hollander ran from two things: a Tuna Melt and the terrifying truth of what he and Ilya were becoming. The universe took him seriously.
    Now, Shane isn't a professional hockey player. He's a broke, overworked beat writer whose editor communicates primarily through angry texts. He has no friends, no reputation, and definitely no hockey career.
    Then, after a game, he finds himself in the media scrum face-to-face with the one person he wanted for himself: Ilya Rozanov, the Boston Bears' star captain—victorious, infuriatingly handsome, and everything Shane remembers.
    There's just one problem.
    In this reality, Ilya Rozanov has never heard of him.

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    06 Jun 2026