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    This thing that they have—whatever the hell it is—it’s good. It’s easy. It feels like the only thing keeping Ilya afloat sometimes.

    He can’t let it get to a place where it’s more than just a good, convenient fuck and some fun teasing in between. Even if sometimes, in brief moments of tenderness, it already feels like it’s more than that. Or at least like it’s something that can be, if they just let it.

    But they don’t. They can’t.

    Although sometimes, Ilya does find himself giving in to the urge to look at Shane just a little bit longer, to let his touch be just a little bit gentler, more reverent, than what it would be for something as casual as they claim this to be—albeit sparingly.

    Sometimes, just for a moment, he lets himself indulge. He lets some of that affection bleed out of him because he feels like he’ll implode if he doesn’t.

    But he always catches himself before it can linger.

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    where six months of ghosting is shane’s final straw and he cuts contact with ilya after vegas, tired of the wall that just keeps getting higher each time he tries to chip away at it

    so ilya is forced to reckon with his feelings much sooner

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    24 Jun 2026

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    "Don't let them ruin you for the ones who'll love you for you," her mother says, fingers combing through her hair, eyes soft, and dropping her second lesson into her lap like a feather: "Never give up on love."

    or: Allie Hayes really can't be alone.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Instead of Ilya going to Ottawa, Shane joins the New York Admirals

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Cliff watches him squeeze the phone between his cheek and shoulder, lifting the jersey over his head as he continues to talk, a bit distracted now by the multitasking.

    “And was good practice, you know, for when I am your husband."

    Immediately, the locker room goes dead silent. And so does Rozanov, in fact.

    In which Ilya accidentally calls himself Shane's future husband in the middle of the Bears locker room. Worse still, they're not even dating yet.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “What do you want?” Shane murmured through shaky breaths. He wanted to hear Ilya’s voice again, he wanted to hear how much he wanted him.

    He saw the wince on Ilya’s face but he moaned deep, his blue/green eyes clouded with lust.

    “M-Make you feel good, make us f-feel good,” Ilya stammered. “Taste, want more of your taste.”

    Shane hummed in satisfaction. He could feel his cock leaking in his shorts & it made him squirm some more. He chewed on his lip as an idea formed in his foggy mind.

    “Then open your mouth,” Shane whispered.

     

    Or, instead of Shane and Ilya parting ways after the gym scene in Ep 1, they give into their desires a LOT sooner.

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    17 Jun 2026