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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    Raphael offers Astarion a deal he can’t refuse. It’s better than anything he could hope for under Cazador, but he’s probably still in for a pretty bad time.
    Maybe there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, but only Raphael would know. For now.

    Will feature blood and gore, probably some implied non-con (this is Astarion, so you already knew that) also Cazador is his own warning, and Raphael is weird and cruel in his own way.

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    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Sparks of electric fire trailed over his skin, under it, pebbled in the cool air; a thin shell strained to burst with all the things that filled him, all the fullness, the prickling sensation and heady, thrumming pleasure, the icy weight in his guts, and he could no longer distinguish between what he felt and what violated him—they were the same. Pinned—like an insect, stretched til breaking, on display.

    He hadn't hadn’t been this hard in over a year. And he, Astarion Ancunín—was going to be sick.

    Astarion Ancunín—pushing forty, newly escaped and without career nor job history—has just barely found his feet when his newest lover escalates their fledgling relationship far beyond what he expected to encounter outside of Cazador’s depravity. Has he made a terrible mistake in inviting Tavortheylinith Synaran—chainsmoking alcoholic, divorced, BDSM and femdom enthusiast—into his life?

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    03 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Astarion thought he was manipulating Tav with his clever seduction game. He's certain he's never made a bigger miscalculation when he finds himself imprisoned at the House of Hope.

    Gale and Wyll thought they knew Tav. Their judgment of character was severely lacking. It's not fondness for the vampire that sends them questing to find him at peril of their own lives. More like... moral loose ends.

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    03 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    In which Astarion conceals a number of serious injuries until well into the Shadowcursed lands, at which point he chooses to make all of them Wyll's problem.

    Or: Astarion is shroomed thrice (but the third time is a lie.)

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    24 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    According to her, one of these should appeal to him above all others. It should call to him so clearly that its owner was sure to be compatible with him on a biological level — compatible enough that simply existing near them could begin to purge the rot still pulsing into his body from the wellspring in his carotid artery. Passive recovery, they called it.

    Astarion has been mated to a monster for 20 years, a nightmare with no way out. When he finds himself faced with the prospect of freedom, the possibility is overwhelming. How could he get by on his own when just getting through the day is a battle? Fortunately, there's a lifeline, a voluntary program that matches people who have suffered a great trauma with a volunteer whom they are scent-compatible with. By simply sharing a home with this person, healing comes faster than it ever could alone. Astarion is paired with Wyll Ravengard, a young man who has done more for the program than almost anyone else.

    It's a simple arrangement - move in, get better, and move on without giving a new alpha any chance to harm him. After all they've suffered, who would expect feelings to complicate matters?

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    23 Mar 2026