12 Works by CtrlVocaP
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November 4th, 1986
2:45 AM
Three days before the attempt.Jonathan Byers has no reason to live.
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Jonathan has three days, and a plan to fulfill before he’s gone forever.
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Madeline Miller met Stanley Pines in Vegas. They fell in love. They fell apart.
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Slipping Through My Fingers (All The Time) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 May 2026
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What do you do when your childhood best friend dies in your arms? Do you keep living, or do you crumble under the pressure?
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Jonathan Byers and Ryan Aberlin have been best friends since they were 12. Even throughout their tough times, they’ve always had each other.
Until Ryan is ripped from Jonathan’s arms by the very man they’ve been aiming to kill.
This is a story about grief, and moving forward, not moving on.
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So Tell Me Everything Is Not About Me (But What If It Is?) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 May 2026
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How do you cope with being trapped in hell with your crushes girlfriend?
Great question! Ryan doesn’t do it very well.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,096
- Chapters:
- 1/?
- Kudos:
- 1
- Hits:
- 28
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Dead Disco / Dead Funk / Dead Rock and Roll by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Scott Pilgrim - All Media Types, Scott Pilgrim Takes Off (Cartoon), Scott Pilgrim (Comics), Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (2010)
15 Apr 2026
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In a strange turn of events, Gideon’s sword hits Wallace Wells, a simple bystander who happened to give up his life for the pathetic Scott Pilgrim. Will Scott be able to bring his best friend back? Or will he be forced to return to an empty apartment, unable to pay for anything on his own?
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Or: Wallace is stabbed instead of Scott. He didn’t get a 1-UP so this could get real bad real fast :P
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Osamu Dazai and Atsushi Nakajima have a bond. A bond neither had felt before. That of a father and son. Now that Dazai had Atsushi there to keep him alive, they couldn't lose each other. They were always together.
What happens when Atsushi is taken by Dazai's former Organization?
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The past few months had been…Well, there's no better way to say it than excruciating.
Ryan was completely and utterly alone. Sure, she was working at Family Video with Steve and Robin. Sure, she still played D&D with Hellfire and was happy to introduce the boys to her clubmates. Sure, she would pop by Max’s trailer with the month's new issue of Wonder Woman.
But he was gone.
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Ryan’s best friend moved and she’s depressed. L.
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Their hands were trembling as a black matter formed, sending burning pains shooting up their arms.
“Help me- Please! Caine!” They begged, but nobody came.
They weren’t surviving this, were they? They were going to abstract in the middle of the night, going to the cellar, going to join Queenie, Kaufmo, Scratch, Ribbit, everyone.
Or;
“I miss my wife Kinger, I miss her a lot. I’ll abstract.” -Sketch
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,488
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 14
- Hits:
- 190
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I’d Fall To Pieces On The Floor (If You Weren’t Around) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Mar 2026
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Jonathan had been distant for years, Joyce knew that. He was a very quiet boy, after all. Plus, he could handle himself. Will and El Jane were so young, only sixteen and having their world literally collapse beneath their feet. They needed their mother at all times. Jonathan knew he could come to her if he needed help, but he didn’t, so he must’ve been fine.
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Joyce tries to cope with losing her daughter and walks in on her eldest breaking down.
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Got Way Too Drunk (Off A Vodka Cranberry) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Feb 2026
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In the kitchen of the Wheeler household, Nancy Wheeler sat alone, a glass of wine in her hand. Though the nineteen-year-old couldn’t drink legally, when did the law ever stop her? Plus, it was far too stressful of a time to not be drinking.
Vecna was trying to destroy the world, El was being hunted by the government, and her boyfriend (whom she was having more and more troubles with) was living in her basement.
Her and Jonathan were…Complicated. It’s not like she didn’t love him, quite the opposite actually. She really did, but he had been distant ever since he moved to Lenora.
Nancy can’t say that it was all his fault though. She hadn’t been reaching out much either, and everyone knew Jonathan didn’t start a conversation.
They were doing fine.
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Or, Jancy and their addictions and traumas.
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Dear Eddie Munson
A letter from Dustin, who’s still learning to cope.
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- Part 2 of Letters from Hawkins, Indiana
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 552
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 3
- Hits:
- 73
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There Is A Light That Never Goes Out (It Went Out Last Night) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
27 Dec 2025
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Dear Nancy Wheeler
A letter Jonathan wrote to Nancy because we know he sucks at communication
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- Part 1 of Letters from Hawkins, Indiana