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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    13 Jul 2026

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    'tl;dr: roommate is gay, i am not but i thought i was okay with him being gay until i realised i feel crappy when i see him with other guys and it’s started to affect our friendship. how to deal with this/stop being such a dick?'

    or: Clark Kent is starting to worry he might be homophobic. Simply because he doesn't seem to stand the thought of his roommate of one year, Bruce Wayne, being with men. Or... Should he say other men?

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    09 Jul 2026

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    After Montreal, Shane believed he had given Ilya something that mattered. Six months of silence later, he begins to wonder if it was ever anything more than something taken.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "He's a fucking liar-" J.J shouted.

    The anger in his voice finally did it for Shane. The emotions bubbled over.

    "I get it okay! Yes, I lied! Fuck. But it wasn't just my secret to keep. Don't you get that?"

    A few of the guys scoffed. Drapeau crossed his arms, as if to say 'so what?'.

    "Oh, fuck this! It wasn't only my secret! It was his too. What was I supposed to do, tell you anyway?"

    "No. It's clear you'd choose him over us." J.J said, his lips pressed into a thin line.

    Shane scoffed incredulously. "Of course I would! Wouldn't you all choose your wives over the team? Your families? Fuck."

    No one said anything. Glancing around the room, they all seemed in shock. Maybe it was that he'd openly admitted to choosing Ilya over the team. Or maybe it was that he'd referred to Ilya as his family.

    (post-hayden/video-gate the montreal voyagers reacted badly. shane gives them a little more of his mind this time)

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Roz
    you are all trying to make my phone explode?

    Roz
    what is problem

    Roz
    is someone dying

    Roz
    someone better be dying

    Shane
    What’s happening? Is everyone okay?

    Hazy
    @Shane Do you have a tattoo?

    Shane
    DO I HAVE A WHAT?

    (the cens win the cup and go celebrating after. cue drunk shenanigans and hungover texting)

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    07 Jul 2026